"... That's the way it is, I just thought it was funny at the time, and then... I was afraid that you would be angry, and I always wanted to find a suitable opportunity to tell you."
In the CEO's office, Ji Ting sat quietly on the sofa, while Shen Tuchuan stood beside him like a pissed off daughter-in-law, stiff shoulders and explained the matter from beginning to end.
"Don't you want to find a suitable opportunity to tell me that you want to find a suitable reason to 'whitewash' the industry. You never thought of confessing to me at all, did you?" All the emotions were exhausted in the hall At this time, Ji Ting only had infinite calm left.
Shen Tuchuan pursed his lips, and said in a low voice for a while, "I'm sorry."
"... So you are fully capable of solving your own predicament, right?" Ji Ting asked about Gu Zhi and Shen Tushan.
Shen Tuchuan was silent for a long time and did not speak. Ji understood that the co-author's plan had already been made, but she was the only one who was still worrying about it, thinking that he couldn't do without her. This is really...
"Listen, don't get angry, okay?" Shen Tuchuan squatted down, imitating her previous way of flattering himself, and grabbed her hand.
Ji Ting looked at him calmly, and suddenly asked after a while: "Since you know you are lying to me, why are you deliberately angry with me after I questioned the car?"
"..."
"He deliberately gave me the phone number from Zhou ago, and lied to me together with others," Ji Wen was silent for a moment, and wanted to take his hand out, but because he was holding on tightly, he had to give up temporarily, "Shen Tuchuan , It can be said that it was a mistake to lie to me in the early stage, but what happened later?"
"...I just want to get closer to you." Shen Tuchuan said with difficulty.
Ji Ting raised the corners of his lips: "So you're going to trick me into pretending to be angry, and use my guilt to force me to be your girlfriend?"
"I didn't force you... You did it voluntarily, right?" Shen Tuchuan looked into her eyes, afraid of seeing a different answer.
Ji Ting looked at him mockingly: "Yes, it was voluntary, so you are happy?"
"Listen, I'm sorry." In this short period of time, Shen Tuchuan has said sorry more than a dozen times, more than the previous twenty-two years combined.
Ji Ting lowered his eyes, exhaled after a long time, and tried to pull his hand out again, but it still failed. An unknown fire suddenly ignited in her heart, trying to burn her whole body, she took a deep breath, and tried to discuss with him peacefully: "You let go first."
"You haven't forgiven me yet." Shen Tuchuan stubbornly grabbed her hand.
Ji Ting's eyes turned cold: "Let's discuss this matter when we go back. It's working time now, and I have to go back to work."
"Forgive me first." Shen Tuchuan felt a little flustered in his heart, and he couldn't let go of her.
"Shen Tuchuan," Ji Ting looked at him firmly, "Don't force me to hate you."
When she said this, she didn't seem to have any vindictive emotions mixed in, she was just stating a fact seriously.
Shen Tuchuan's heart was shaken, and he unconsciously let go of her hand. Ji Ting pursed her lips and stood up, walking towards the door without looking back.
Shen Tuchuan stared at the direction where she disappeared motionlessly, his fingertips began to tremble slightly. He didn't quite understand why he was afraid when she was not very angry.
Ji Ting came out of the CEO's office with a sullen face. When entering the elevator, several people in front of her hurriedly gave way, bowed slightly to her and said "Hi Ma'am". It seemed that in a few minutes, the whole world knew about her relationship with Shen Tuchuan up.
"..." Ji Ting couldn't help being angry when he heard the word Madam, but there was no reason to vent his anger on others, so he took a deep breath to cover up his true emotions, and nodded to them with a smile.
After she got into the elevator, those people didn't follow her, so she could only take the huge elevator to the second floor by herself.
Standing in the elevator, looking at her own face reflected on the elevator door, Ji Ting couldn't recover for a long time, until the elevator door opened, she collected her emotions and went out pretending nothing happened.
The colleagues in the branch office were waiting for her on the second floor. Although they were uncomfortable when they saw her, they greeted her enthusiastically. Only the female and male colleagues who had laughed at her on the bus just now flinched when they saw her, and their eyes wandered. I dare not look at her.
Ji Ting still used them as air as before. After greeting a few colleagues, he walked up to the supervisor and said, "Sorry supervisor, I have caused you trouble."
"No trouble, no trouble..." The supervisor hurriedly waved his hand, with a complicated expression on his face. Ji Ting was arranged by Zhou before. She thought it was at most a distant relative before Zhou, otherwise she would not have arranged to go to the branch. Who knew that it was the wife of the president.
I don't know if the president's wife has caught a lot of clues about their branch after so long private visits on Weibo.
Ji Ting saw what she was thinking, and couldn't laugh or cry: "Don't think too much, I'm really rushing to work, there is no other meaning."
"That's good, that's good... No, even if you are a private visit on Weibo, then we welcome you." The supervisor turned a corner when he spoke.
Ji Ting smiled and didn't explain further. The colleagues next to him were a little awkward and cautious at first, but when they saw that Ji Ting was still the same as before, they all gathered around and started chatting in a fresh way: "I used to think that your man My friend is an elderly person, I didn't expect to be so young, and he is still our big boss."
"Yeah, speaking of it, he's one year younger than me." Ji Ting replied softly.
Her words sparked discussion among the group again, they were all clichés to praise her and Shen Tuchuan, Ji Ting also patiently cooperated, but the face of the girl next to him was getting darker and darker, as for the former male colleague, he had already Some can't stand anymore.
"Xiao Wu, didn't you say you want Ji Ting to consider you? Why, do you still want to consider you?" Someone looked at the male colleague, their eyes full of hope.
The male colleague was taken aback, and smiled dryly: "I, I don't know Taishan with my eyes, and I see people as inferior with my dog's eyes. Don't, don't be as knowledgeable as me." While talking, he didn't even have the courage to look at Ji Ting. I just felt that my face was burning, and I wished I could find a seam in the ground and get in.
A female colleague noticed the girl, and immediately raised her voice: "Actually, we have never met Ji Ting's boyfriend, and we don't know who started it. It said that Ji Ting's partner is an old man, and Ji Ting himself denied that she still I don't know if I have to apologize."
"I think I should apologize. How could I arrange the little girl like this? It's because Ji Ting has a good temper that he can bear her for so long."
A group of people next to them were chattering, Ji Ting just smiled this time and didn't speak. When they said these words, they didn't necessarily mean to help themselves. They just wanted to make a good impression in front of themselves after knowing what kind of president's wife they were. Otherwise, why didn't they help her before
The girl's face was turned green and pale by what they said, and she lost her previous aura long ago. She and her boyfriend both work under Shen Tuchuan's banner. Now that she has offended Ji Ting, she really doesn't know what will happen in the future.
But if she really wanted to apologize, she couldn't say another word of sorry. She had previously believed that Ji Ting was not as good as her in terms of wealth and love in addition to being beautiful. She had always had a sense of superiority when facing Ji Ting. Now that she was asked to apologize, she really felt worse than death.
The people around saw that she was still not convinced, and the atmosphere was a little awkward for a while, Ji Ting glanced at her, and asked the supervisor with a smile: "What should we do next?"
"Visit first, go to the meeting after the visit, and then it's lunch time." The atmosphere was a little stiff, the supervisor hurriedly said.
Ji Ting nodded: "Then let's go."
The supervisor immediately organized a group of people to move forward, and the girl who was completely ignored turned red in the face, and tears began to pool in her eyes, as if someone had bullied her. But everyone had given her a chance to reconcile with Ji Ting before, and she didn't want it, so everyone tacitly pretended not to see it.
A group of people walked in the headquarters building to visit. Countless people greeted Ji Ting along the way, and Ji Ting responded gently. The colleagues around her were a little embarrassed, the sense of distance that had been so hard to disappear before appeared again, and they once again recognized the fact that Ji Ting was really the wife of the president.
After the visit, go to the meeting room on the top floor for a meeting, which is nothing more than introducing the company's culture and situation, and increasing the cohesion between the branches and the headquarters.
When Ji Ting entered the meeting room, it was already full of people. When they saw her, they all stood up and bowed to her: "Hello, madam!"
Ji Ting was so frightened by the battle that the corners of his mouth twitched, he forced a smile and nodded to them, then went straight to the last row to sit down. The supervisor saw her walking backwards, so he took someone to follow her, and the last group of people sat in the back.
Ji Ting saw that they were coming, and hurriedly whispered: "You can go to the front, you don't need to come with me."
"It's okay, the front is full anyway, we're fine here." The supervisor said courteously, and the other colleagues nodded accordingly.
But even so, no one is willing to sit next to Ji Ting. Ji Ting glanced at the colleague who was sitting across from her, and felt even more indescribably depressed—all the absurdities she experienced at this time were all due to that bastard Shen Tuchuan brought.
Although at first there were always eyes on him, but once the meeting started, this kind of situation decreased a lot, Ji Ting could finally relax, and stared at the front absently.
After an unknown amount of time, there was a sudden commotion at the back door, and when Ji Ting came to his senses, there was already a person sitting in the empty seat beside him.
In just a moment, she knew who the other party was, and her expression was a little bad: "What are you doing here?"
"Hush, it's a meeting." Shen Tuchuan lowered his voice.
The corner of Ji Ting's mouth twitched, and he gave him a strange look, which means that you also have a day to take care of other things? Shen Tuchuan sat stiffly in his seat, staring at Ji Ting's face from the corner of his eye, and he was relieved when he saw that she didn't show any rejection.
"Let's have dinner together later?" Shen Tuchuan asked in a low voice.
Ji Ting looked indifferent: "It's a meeting, don't talk."
Shen Tuchuan was silent for a moment, carefully squeezed her wrist, and said in a slow voice: "Then I will let them adjourn the meeting."
Other people who eavesdropped: "..." Isn't it the mysterious and cold CEO? Why are you acting like a dog licking towards your wife
Seeing that Ji Ting didn't say anything after finishing speaking, Shen Tuchuan was about to get up and forcibly terminate the meeting, but Ji Ting glanced at him casually, and immediately became honest.
He grabbed Ji Ting's wrist with downcast eyes, and didn't dare to move, for fear that if he reminded Ji Ting, Ji Ting would take his hand back.
He kept the same posture until the end of the meeting, and when he was about to go out, he was finally able to speak: "Let me take you to the cafeteria, the food there is not bad."
Zhou Qian who just walked over: "..." Why doesn't he remember that the president has been to the cafeteria
Ji Ting's expression remained unchanged: "Forget it, I want to be with my colleagues."
Shen Tuchuan looked at her supervisor with displeasure, and the supervisor's sweat broke out suddenly: "Just go together, I have already made an appointment with other colleagues." The others fled away.
Zhou Qian wiped the sweat off his forehead: "President, Madam, please, I have something to do, so I won't see you off." Before he finished speaking, he left in a hurry, as if he wasn't the one chasing Shen Tuchuan just now Same.
Because of Shen Tuchuan's presence, the conference room was quickly cleared, leaving only him and Ji Ting. Shen Tuchuan stretched out his hand to her fawningly: "Listen, let's go eat."
"I'm not hungry." Ji Ting walked out after seeing what he said here, how could he be in the mood to eat.
Shen Tuchuan pursed his lips and went over to stop her, his voice even more lacking in confidence: "Eat a little, or your stomach will feel uncomfortable. Let me take you to the cafeteria, okay?"
Ji Ting was silent for a moment, and looked at him seriously: "Shen Tuchuan, can you stay away from me?"
Shen Tuchuan's heart seemed to be grasped by a big hand in an instant, and his blood froze. His face turned pale: "Listen, don't be like this..."
"Is it so difficult to give me some alone time?" Ji Ting's eyes were a little confused, "I just want to be alone for a while to digest my emotions, can you stop following me?"
Shen Tuchuan's hands were tightly clenched into fists, his nails pinched in his palms, and the severe pain made him calm down a little.
"How long are you going to be alone?" he heard himself ask hoarsely.
Ji Ting couldn't tell for a while, and after a long time, he answered honestly: "I don't know."
"Will you break up with me?" Shen Tuchuan's eyes were red.
Ji was silent.
Shen Tuchuan took a step forward, stretched out his hand and hugged her in his arms, and begged in a hoarse voice: "Don't break up with me, don't leave me, okay?"
"I won't leave you." After Ji heard this sentence, he only felt very sad. Because of the task, no matter what you think in your heart, you can't completely follow your heart, and you can only think about the task to the greatest extent.
Shen Tuchuan breathed a sigh of relief when he heard the words, and let her go at a loss: "Then, where are you going now?"
"I'm very tired today, I want to ask for leave to rest." Ji Ting said slowly.
Shen Tuchuan nodded, and looked at her carefully: "Okay, you go back, I will help you ask your supervisor for leave."
Ji Ting and he looked at each other, and left with drooping eyes. Shen Tuchuan originally wanted to follow, but thinking of the way she looked at him, he finally held back his steps towards her, and went to help her ask for leave in a depressed mood.
Ji Ting walked out of the company building alone, stood on the side of the road and looked at the people in the car, and finally felt a little more open. She hailed a taxi and got in. She wanted to report her home address, but suddenly thought that since Shen Tuchuan had lied to her, the place where they live now should also be Shen Tuchuan's house.
There are also those jewels, the so-called millions of commissions, everything is a lie fabricated by him.
The more she thought about it, the more she felt that her life during this time was not real enough, and she was so sad that she didn't want to go back at all, so she reported to the driver a shopping mall a few kilometers away, and planned to go to relax first.
When she arrived at the mall, she ate a big meal alone. The food filled the emptiness in her heart, so that she finally didn't feel empty like before. After eating, she wandered around again, looking at her clothes and bags, but in the end she didn't buy anything.
After turning around, Ji Ting's stomach was empty. She looked at the time, went to the cinema on the fourth floor to buy a bucket of popcorn, picked a literary film that lasted more than three hours, and turned her phone to silent to watch the movie. .
Because it was a weekday, and it was a literary film with a small audience, Ji Ting was the only one in the huge theater. After she sat down, she began to eat popcorn, and gradually became sleepy because of the lengthy and complicated plots on the screen.
Anyway, she was alone, she lifted the baffle between the two chairs, half-lyed down comfortably, and soon fell into a dark and sweet dream.
This sleep was very heavy, until the aunt who came to clean woke her up, she woke up in a daze, looked at the phone again, there were suddenly more than a hundred missed calls, and a lot of text messages, and These things are all made by the same person.
At first the text message was just asking her carefully if she was home, but after she didn't reply for a long time, Shen Tuchuan said that he had gone back too.
Maybe it was someone who didn't see her at home. Shen Tuchuan suddenly became anxious and started texting and calling frantically. I just saw it now.
Ji Ting glanced at the time, and it was already past eight o'clock in the evening. She thought it was just the end of the movie, but she didn't expect it to be so long.
Although she was angry with Shen Tuchuan, she never thought of torturing him with intentional disappearance. She walked out in a panic, while preparing to call Shen Tuchuan, but just as she clicked on the address book, the phone turned off automatically when it ran out of battery.
... It's really God's will.
Ji Ting was speechless for a moment, took a taxi and went home. Originally thought that Shen Tuchuan was at home, but she didn't see anyone when she got home. She charged her phone and called him.
The phone rang once and was connected, and Shen Tuchuan's hoarse and anxious voice came from over there: "Ji Ting, where are you?"
"I'm at home." Ji Ting replied.
Shen Tuchuan was silent for a moment: "Okay, I'll go back now."
After speaking, the other person hung up the phone, and Ji Ting breathed a sigh of relief, sitting on the sofa and carefully reading the text message he sent to himself for the first time. When he saw the phrase "You signed a lifetime contract with me, don't try to escape from me easily", Ji Ting was stunned for a moment, and it took him a long time to remember what the only contract he had signed with him was.
He should be talking about the contract signed by the two of them before leaving Shentu's house... But isn't that an ordinary labor contract
Ji Ting frowned and went to his room, pressed his birthday on the safe, and took out the two contracts.
I took the contract and sat down in the living room, and read it one by one, and finally saw the word 'lifetime' on the last page. She snorted, realizing once again how stupid she was.
Fortunately, she used to think that Shen Tuchuan lacked social experience and was easily deceived by outsiders. Looking at it now, it turned out that she was the one who was easily deceived.
When Shen Tuchuan rushed back panting, he saw Ji Ting sitting quietly on the sofa with two contracts in front of him. His face changed, and he rushed over to protect the contract in his hand, only to find that the signed page had been torn off.
"Why did you tear up my contract?!" Shen Tuchuan, who had been looking for her all afternoon, could no longer control his emotions.
Ji Ting stared at his dejected expression for a moment, then looked at him calmly: "Why should I keep an unfair contract?"
Shen Tuchuan clenched the contract's hand suddenly: "You don't think you can leave me if you tear up the contract, do you? Let me tell you, I have already made a backup, and you can't destroy the contract even if you tear up the original!"
"So you want me to continue to be your maid?" Ji Ting lowered his eyes, "It's not impossible."
Shen Tuchuan panicked for a moment, and replied with a stiff face: "I don't want you to be a maid, I just want you not to leave me."
Ji could not speak anymore, and the air seemed to quiet down. Shen Tuchuan was silent for a long time, and finally squatted down in front of her, supported her knees, looked up at her, and coaxed in a soft voice: "Listen, let's not quarrel. Now, let’s just pretend it never happened, okay? You know my original intention, and I just want to be taken care of by you.”
Ji Ting's fingertips trembled, looked at his sweaty hair and clothes, and nodded after a long while: "Okay, stop arguing."
"You forgive me?" Shen Tuchuan didn't expect her to be so obedient, and immediately couldn't believe it.
Ji Ting smiled wryly: "I have no choice but to forgive." If she wants to complete the mission as soon as possible and return to the real world, she can only stay.
Listening to her helpless tone, Shen Tuchuan frowned inadvertently. He always felt that something was wrong, but he couldn't say one, two, three, so he could only temporarily suppress this violation: "Then let's eat, what do you want?" What to eat, I will do it."
"I've eaten outside just now, and I'm a little tired. I'll go to rest first." Ji Ting smiled gently.
Shen Tuchuan nodded, stood up after she got up, followed her to the door of the bedroom, and was about to kiss her when the door closed mercilessly in front of her. He froze for a moment, stared at the door for a long time, and finally left with lowered eyes.
Because he was busy looking for Ji Ting during the day and caught the wind, Shen Tuchuan started to have a fever that night. This time he didn't fight hard. The moment he felt uncomfortable, he immediately sent a text message to Ji Ting pitifully: I have a fever.
Not long after, there was a knock on the door. Shen Tuchuan lay down contentedly, and when she came, he began to look vulnerable again: "Listen, I feel uncomfortable."
Ji Ting frowned and came over to help him take his temperature, and took medicine for him after confirming that he had a fever: "Take medicine."
Shen Tuchuan sat up obediently, his eyes lingering on her. He took the medicine from Ji Ting's hand, took the opportunity to grab Ji Ting's hand after taking it, and asked carefully, "Can you stay with me again?"
"...Well, go to sleep, I'll watch over you here." Ji Ting said gently.
Shen Tuchuan felt ecstasy in his heart, but he didn't dare to show it, he just nodded obediently, and then lay down under Ji Ting's gaze.
He was not feeling well, and he had just taken medicine, and soon fell asleep in a daze. When he fell asleep, Ji Ting turned around and left.
Early the next morning, when Shen Tuchuan woke up, it was already past eight o'clock. He was stunned for a moment and quickly got up, and ran to Ji Ting's room to wake her up. As soon as he entered, he saw that her bed was flat, and he had obviously gone out. .
He stood there for a long time with a blank expression on his face, and then went back to the room to get his mobile phone to send her a text message, but just after he opened it, he received a message from her: I'm going to work first, you have a good rest.
Shen Tuchuan's expression softened slightly, and he comforted himself that she just left early because she was afraid of being late.
That night, Shen Tuchuan waited in front of her company as usual. After Ji heard it, he hesitated when he saw the car, pursed his lips and came up.
Shen Tuchuan looked at her tenderly: "How is today?"
"It's okay...can you stop picking me up next time?" Ji Ting asked gently.
Shen Tuchuan froze for a moment: "Why?"
"Now everyone knows that you are my boyfriend, and they will be uncomfortable if you come."
"Then it will make them uncomfortable. When have you ever cared about other people's eyes?" Shen Tuchuan asked with a straight face.
Ji couldn't speak anymore, just looked at him quietly. After a long while, Shen Tuchuan started the car with a sullen face, and said in a hoarse voice: "Okay, listen to you."
"Thank you." Ji Ting heaved a sigh of relief. She couldn't tell why, but she suddenly seemed to lose interest in the tasks in this world, and she didn't even want to see the male supporting role.
Shen Tuchuan stared at the front fixedly, unable to say a word. At this moment, he felt as if there was something in his body, which made his internal organs ache.
Naturally, there was no goodnight kiss that night, and every day after that, all the intimacy seemed to disappear, and their relationship returned to the state it was at Shentu's house.
Shen Tuchuan was always agitated by this state, but because of Ji Ting's infallible attitude, he couldn't find a breakthrough at all.
After more than ten days in a row, on a peaceful weekend, Ji Ting was sitting in the living room watching TV. At this moment, the news of the Shentu family's bankruptcy was being broadcast on the TV. It took quite a long time to introduce the history and direction of the Shentu family. all over.
When Shen Tuchuan came back, he saw Ji Ting sitting on the sofa. He paused and sat down next to her. After watching the news with him for a while, he said in a deep voice, "Listen, I succeeded."
"Well, you succeeded." Ji Ting smiled.
Shen Tuchuan looked a little annoyed at her reluctance, and then carefully asked, "Can you hug me?"
Ji Ting was silent for a moment, and stretched out his hands to hug him.
The long-lost lemon scent lingered on the tip of his nose, and Shen Tuchuan's voice was a little hoarse: "I can finally get rid of the shadow brought by Shentu's family, and I can completely walk towards a new life."
"Congratulations." When Ji Ting said this, he felt like an outsider.
Shen Tuchuan tightened her waist, as if trying to embed her in his body: "Let's live a good life in the future."
Ji Ting was silent for a moment, and after a long time, he said 'hmm'. Shen Tuchuan's eyes glowed faintly, he raised his head, and slowly approached Ji Ting's lips.
When he was about to touch it, Ji Ting suddenly pushed him away and stood up, and hurriedly walked towards the kitchen: "The custard is steamed, come and eat."
Shen Tuchuan's eyes darkened, and he didn't say anything in the end.
He has been enduring, wondering when Ji Ting will truly forgive himself. At first he felt guilty, but gradually the guilt was worn away, and instead he became more resentful.
Shen Tuchuan didn't understand, it was obviously a trivial matter, why Ji Ting insisted on holding on to it, and even kept stalemate with him because of this matter. It is precisely because he has learned to put himself in his shoes and imagined changing positions with Ji Ting that he is even more irritable.
Because if he was deceived by Ji Ting, no matter how badly he was deceived, as long as she acted like a baby, he would be willing to forgive him, but Ji Ting couldn't treat him like this.
After all, it was because she didn't love herself enough.
The gloom in Shen Tuchuan's heart piled up until one day, Zhou Qian told him that Ji Ting had resigned, and the gloom seemed to explode in an instant.
"What did you say?!" Shen Tuchuan stood up abruptly.
Zhou Qian was taken aback by his reaction, and hurriedly said, "Yes, it's today's matter. After she handed in her resignation letter, her supervisor told me, so I..."
Before he could finish speaking, Shen Tuchuan rushed out of the office with a sullen face.
He's had enough of this state, he's going to ask if he really intends to hang himself for the rest of his life, if she answers 'yes', if she answers...
Then lock her up in a place where there are only the two of them, so that she can't leave herself for the rest of her life.
...or is she gone now? She kept the matter of her resignation from him, presumably she had planned it long ago, what if she couldn't see her anymore when she went back
He refused to think about it any further.
Shen Tuchuan's heart was tightly wrapped in darkness, his eyes were red all the way, and he was completely relieved only after he got Ji Ting's answer.
He has no memory of how he got home, but when the elevator door opened and he saw Ji Ting in the living room, he was relieved, and finally felt alive.
Ji Ting heard the sound and looked at him dully.
Shen Tuchuan walked out of the elevator, and after the elevator door closed, he stared at her calmly: "Why didn't you tell me about the resignation?"
"It's not necessary." Ji Ting replied lightly.
Shen Tuchuan clenched his fists tightly, but remained calm: "Why do you think it's unnecessary? You should have a lot of things to pack, tell me in advance, and I can help you move things..."
"Shen Tuchuan." Ji Ting interrupted him, looking at him in confusion.
Shen Tuchuan was silent for a moment: "What's wrong?"
"When will you feel happy? Your life is so good now, why are you still unhappy?" Ji Ting frowned.
A trace of ridicule flashed in Shen Tuchuan's eyes: "Yeah, why am I still unhappy? Should some people reflect on themselves?"
"Your requirements for life are too high. The higher the standard, the less happy you will be. You should lower the standard as soon as possible, so that you will be happy and I will be liberated." Ji Ting sighed.
Shen Tuchuan frowned: "What does it mean to be liberated?"
"That is, I can leave," Ji Ting said with a serious face, "If you are unhappy, I can't leave."
Shen Tuchuan's face darkened instantly: "You want to leave me, do you want to break up? You are finally willing to speak out."
Ji Ting stared at him blankly, feeling infinitely wronged.
Shen Tuchuan strode forward, walked in front of her and grabbed her wrist, and suddenly smelled a faint smell of alcohol, but it was not too obvious, so he didn't pay much attention.
"Ji Ting, admit it, you don't love me at all, but you haven't been able to find a chance to tell me," Shen Tuchuan said, his voice trembling slightly, "Now you have finally caught me, so you can't live or die. Are you willing to let it go?"
"I didn't mean that..."
Shen Tuchuan sneered, and the malice in his heart could no longer be concealed: "You didn't mean that, so what do you mean now? During this period of time, I have apologized and begged, and I have done everything that should be done, but But you are not soft-hearted at all, aren't you just looking for an excuse to leave me?"
"Let me tell you, don't even think about it, I won't give you a chance to leave me, whether you like me or hate me, you can never stay away from me." Shen Tuchuan threatened viciously, with a hint of A shattered despair.
Even if it is hell, he will drag her to sink together.
Ji Ting's eyes turned red, and he looked at his deformed wrist: "It hurts..."
Shen Tuchuan, who was going to drag her into hell, immediately loosened the shackles on her. Seeing the tears in her eyes, he frowned and asked, "It still hurts?"
"Hmm..." Ji Ting curled his lips and began to cry.
Shen Tuchuan completely let go of his hand, pinched her wrist and gently massaged it. After a while, he seemed to feel that his deterrent power had been compromised. After a moment of silence, he said lightly: "In short, you'd better give up the idea of leaving me, otherwise the last pain will be yourself."
... This sentence seems very familiar.
Ji Ting's tears kept falling, as if he would never stop. Shen Tuchuan was quiet for a long time, reached out and hugged her waist, and buried his face in her clothes: "Is it so unbearable for you to be with me?"
"But I can't find the meaning of my existence..." Ji Ting hiccupped from crying.
Shen Tuchuan paused: "What do you mean?"
"I thought, I thought your current life was given to you by my hard work, and I pulled you out of the mud, but, but I suddenly discovered that my existence has no meaning at all..." Ji Ting was dizzy Almost, I just want to release all the emotions I have suppressed during this time.
"Without me, you can still get rid of the Shentu family, and you can also take revenge on those who hurt you. The hard work I thought was all in vain. Even without me, even without me, you will accomplish what you want to do , I really overestimated myself..."
The more Ji Ting cried, the more sad she felt. Ever since Shen Tuchuan's joke-like scam was exposed, her heart had been in a trance. The stronger Shen Tuchuan was, the less he needed her help. Everything she had done before had no effect except to disturb his judgment.
She wanted to ignore this feeling, but whether it was Shen Tuchuan himself or everything around him, they seemed to be emphasizing this matter with her. She has no meaning in this world. From the very beginning, she was helping the male supporting role, but in fact, the male supporting role can solve everything by himself.
Being cheated by Shen Tuchuan was certainly worthy of anger, but what really caused her to feel abnormal during this period was her own 'uselessness'. She even thought that if she didn't get involved, maybe Shen Tuchuan would solve everything faster and better, so that she wouldn't waste time on herself.
... But even if all of this is true, she still can't help being wronged, after all, she is helping with sincerity.
Under the influence of alcohol, Ji Ting is like a child, crying so hard and confessing his sadness without feeling embarrassed at all.
Shen Tuchuan listened to her quietly, until she was tired from crying and retreated into his arms, then he said in a hoarse voice: "You have been in a bad state all this time, just because you think you haven't helped me?"
"I didn't help anything, but I still enjoy your kindness to me. I don't deserve it at all..." Ji Ting choked up, his eyes were swollen until there was only a crack left.
Shen Tuchuan took a deep breath, suddenly a little angry.
"Why do you say that you are useless? You are the most useful person to me in this world. Without you, without you..."
"Without you, I couldn't find the meaning of living. When Gu Zhi drugged me, even if he found out, he might still take it, because..."
"My original plan was to leave this boring world completely after taking revenge on everything that made me hate..."
"It was you who kept me here."
The author has something to say: Chuaner: If you dare to drink, it seems that you need to clean up!
Ji Ting: Huh~
Chuan'er: Don't cry, don't cry, be good
The contradiction between the little abuse and joy is resolved! Tomorrow's sweetness is about to exceed the standard, and I have opened my heart, will the highway be far away? ! Continue to spread red envelopes for comments!