When I woke up the next day, the heavy snow outside the window had turned into individual snowflakes, falling from time to time. The curtains were half open, and the scenery outside the window was covered with heavy snow, like distant green hills.
Ji Ting narrowed his eyes slightly, lying quietly under the warm blanket, looking at the delightful scenery outside the window. Just after watching for two minutes, a big hand covered his eyes, and a familiar low hoarse voice came from his ear: "Don't look at it for too long, it's not good for your eyes."
The absurdity of last night came before her eyes, Ji Ting blushed, she turned over to face Shen Tuchuan, and after moving, she realized that her body was not too uncomfortable. Although the man in front of him has a violent temper and is strangely unfamiliar with such things, he is extremely gentle towards her, and it can be said that he has exhausted all his patience for a lifetime.
"Does it still hurt?" he asked softly.
Ji Ting bit her lip and shook her head carefully. Shen Tuchuan heaved a sigh of relief, smiled and hugged him in his arms. Just as Ji Ting was about to say something, she suddenly felt her fingertips go cold. She stared blankly at her right hand, and there was an extra pigeon egg ring at the position of her ring finger.
"..."
"Don't pick it." Seeing her silence, Shen Tuchuan thought she didn't want it, so he immediately warned in a low voice.
Ji Ting glanced at him: "When did you buy it?" He stayed by his side all day yesterday, obviously he didn't have time to buy this thing.
really-
"I bought it a long time ago," Shen Tuchuan coughed, "I was afraid you wouldn't want it, so I didn't dare to give it to you."
Ji Ting looked down at the ring on his hand, and then noticed that Shen Tuchuan also had it on his hand, and immediately grabbed his hand for comparison. Oh, couple ring.
Shen Tuchuan withdrew his hand, as if he was afraid that she would snatch it away: "This is mine."
"...I don't want yours." Ji Ting was speechless, but he didn't take it off his hand.
The two of them got tired of lying in bed for a while, and then got up lazily.
The heavy snow stopped, stopped, and stopped, as if it was going to finish all this winter's volume, Ji Ting had to admire himself, resigning one day later might not be as comfortable as it is now, wearing a thin nightdress and sitting in front of the window every day Look at the heavy snow.
She didn't go out, so Shen Tuchuan naturally didn't go out either, the two of them got tired of being together every day, and the days seemed to be back when they were at Shentu's house, but they lived more happily than that time.
One day, Ji Ting went to Shen Tuchuan's room to look for him, and suddenly saw the bag he bought before, and realized that they had never used it...
In the virtual, virtual world, she shouldn't be pregnant, right
Although he knew it shouldn't be, Ji Ting still turned dark, and rushed over to grab Shen Tuchuan's collar, and asked through gritted teeth, "Why didn't you take safety measures?"
"I forgot it at first, but later I thought it was unnecessary," Shen Tuchuan paused after finishing speaking, and hugged him backhandedly, "Listen, give me a baby, I will definitely give him the best life, no He will make the same mistakes I made."
Ji Ting's heart softened suddenly, and he patted him on the back lightly, asking about Gu Zhi and Shentu Shan for the first time since Shentu's family went bankrupt.
"Gu Zhi knows that I did it," Shen Tuchuan's voice was indistinguishable, "He came to beg me and said that after Shentu Shan knew about the bankruptcy, he almost died, and begged me to let Shentu's family go, even if he left It's an empty shell, let him use it to coax Shentushan. How ridiculous, he was the one who gave medicine to Shentushan before, and he is the one who wants to save Shentushan now."
Ji Ting kissed his lips comfortingly: "And then?"
"I didn't agree." Shen Tuchuan's eyes were cold. "Shen Tushan is Gu Zhi's father, not mine. Why should I save him? Now he has a stroke and is paralyzed, which is the retribution he deserves."
Ji Ting was silent.
After a while, Shen Tuchuan buried his face in her neck and asked in a low voice, "Am I ruthless?"
"You're already fine," Ji Ting smiled softly, and patted him on the back pityingly, "Now you're willing to let them live, it's already fine."
Having been with Shen Tuchuan for so long, she naturally knew him well, and she rarely left room for things, but now that Gu Zhi and Shen Tushan are still alive, it is enough to show that he is merciful.
After Ji Ting comforted him, his heart skipped a beat, and he pulled his trousers and waist to take a look, and found that the color of the birthmark was almost invisible, so he couldn't help but breathe a sigh of relief.
From the night they were together, she noticed that the color of his birthmark was not dark. During this period of time, it has diminished extremely fast, and I am afraid it will not take long before it will disappear completely. At the thought of leaving this world, Ji Ting felt melancholy for no reason.
"Have you seen enough?"
Shen Tuchuan's hoarse voice came from above his head, and Ji Ting was startled, only then did he realize how strange his movements were, and hurriedly let go with a sneer: "Look, I've seen enough."
"Then it's up to me to watch you." After Shen Tuchuan finished speaking, his hands were about to be dishonest.
Ji Ting didn't expect that he would tickle himself, and immediately tried to block him in a panic and wanted to laugh, but tears were about to fall in the end, but he still didn't block him.
Shen Tuchuan watched her smile until her face turned red, her eyes gradually darkened, and she directly lifted the quilt to wrap the two of them in.
Another few hours of absurdity.
Ji Ting felt that they could no longer waste time like this, so when the snow had almost melted, he strongly demanded to go out for a walk.
The man who had just been satisfied was lazily leaning on the bed. Hearing this, he just raised his eyelids and glanced at her: "Isn't it good to stay at home all the time?"
"...It's not good at all!" She was really on the verge of being useless these days.
Shen Tuchuan was silent for a moment, and a gleam of joy flashed in his eyes: "Then let's take you out to play today."
"Where are you going?" Ji Ting became interested.
Shen Tuchuan smiled without saying a word. Ji Ting was tickled by him, and hurried to change clothes.
Sitting in the car after a long absence, Ji Ting was in a great mood. Although he wanted to open the window to blow in the cold wind, he didn't do so in consideration of Shen Tuchuan's body.
But Shen Tuchuan saw her thoughts, and still fulfilled her wish, Ji Ting hurriedly closed the window, frowned and looked at him: "Are you thinking of getting sick again?"
"I feel much better physically, and I can breathe fresh air." Shen Tuchuan was serious.
Ji Ting disagreed: "This is a problem that fell on you when you were young, and you have to keep recuperating. It's just a matter of saying it."
"It's really good, this should have a scientific basis, harvesting yin and nourishing yang?"
"... Young Master, I just like your shameless look." Ji Ting gave him a sideways look.
Shen Tuchuan raised the corners of his lips: "Just like it."
Ji Ting buried her face in her clothes and pretended to sleep, and refused to talk to him anymore, just pretending, it really made her fall asleep.
After an unknown amount of time, Shen Tuchuan lightly poked her face with cold fingertips, and Ji Ting snorted dissatisfiedly, refusing to wake up from the dream.
"Wake up first, people are going to get off work soon, and go to bed after finishing the work."
A gentle voice came from his ear, Ji Ting frowned, and finally opened his eyes reluctantly. The first thing that caught her eyes was Shen Tuchuan's handsome face. She blinked, then looked behind him, and saw the sign beside the gate outside through the car window—
Civil Affairs Bureau.
"..."
Ji Ting was expressionless for a moment, then narrowed his eyes and looked at Shen Tuchuan: "Should you give me an explanation?"
"You put me to sleep, and you don't want to be responsible?" Shen Tuchuan also looked dangerous.
The corner of Ji Ting's mouth twitched: "If you say that, then I can also say that you put me to sleep."
"That's right, we can get a certificate after sleeping with each other."
"..."
Ji Ting was almost stunned by his shamelessness, and was about to refute, when he grabbed his hand and said softly: "In my life, the only thing I like is you, and the only thing I'm excited about is you , I am very clear about this matter, and I don't want to waste time, listen, will you marry me?"
"... It's a foul, how can you propose at the gate of the Civil Affairs Bureau?" Ji Ting complained in a low voice, after thinking about it, he added, "Also, where is your proposal ring?"
Shen Tuchuan froze for a moment, feeling a little embarrassed: "Didn't you wear it on your hand?"
"...So you think the diamond ring can only be given once?" Ji Ting didn't know whether to laugh or cry.
Shen Tuchuan's thoughts were punctured, and he coughed and turned his face away: "Then, then I will replenish it for you and buy you ten."
"No need, your money after marriage is my money, it's better to spend less." After Ji Tingyouyou finished speaking, he grabbed his finger with his backhand.
Shen Tuchuan was slightly startled: "You mean..."
"Hurry up, I'm going to get off work soon." Ji Ting blushed slightly, and hurriedly got out of the car.
A smile flashed in Shen Tuchuan's eyes, and he took all the documents he had prepared before going in with her.
The efficiency of □□ was surprisingly high, and they came out after half an hour, and they had two red books in their hands.
Ji Ting looked at the photo of the two people on the certificate, and was a little unbelievable for a while: "Is that how we got married?"
"Yes, married." Shen Tuchuan raised the corners of his lips.
Ji Ting looked at the book in a daze, and after a while she finally had a sense of substance. She smiled, thinking that this matter seemed to be not bad.
The two went to have a sumptuous lunch together as a celebration. When they came out, they passed by a dilapidated neighborhood, and accidentally saw Gu Zhi pushing Shen Tu Shan in a wheelchair out for a walk. Shen Tu Chuan, who was originally quite happy, instantly sank his face.
Ji Ting was silent for a moment, and asked in a low voice: "Are you okay?" She didn't persuade him to meet them, because it was unnecessary. Not all hurts in this world can be forgiven, and no one is eligible to be forgiven. The pity of people is their own fault, and Shen Tuchuan owed them nothing from the beginning to the end.
"Don't worry, they won't affect me." Shen Tuchuan lowered his eyes. He was really not affected, just seeing them, he still felt disgusted instinctively.
Ji Ting heaved a sigh of relief: "Let's buy a small cake when we go back, and we can eat it while reading in the afternoon." "Okay." Shen Tuchuan's eyes showed tenderness, he shouldn't be influenced by these people anymore, he wants to look forward, Just pretend to listen to one in your eyes.
…
After applying for a marriage certificate, the wedding was about to take place. Since the two of them had no relatives, they decided to hold it directly at home, with no guests, only themselves.
Even though it was a wedding for only two people, Shen Tuchuan still attached great importance to it. From the wedding ring to the color matching of the bouquet, he did it all by himself. Ji Ting wanted to help but was rejected. In the end, he didn't care about anything at all Research what style of wedding dress to wear on your wedding day.
Although the two of them had no jobs during this period, they were surprisingly busy, especially Shen Tuchuan, who refused to do anything to others, was busy from morning to night, and had to confirm all the trivial things one by one.
Even though he was so busy, he still didn't sleep well at night. He doesn't know what's wrong. Recently, when he was a child, he always dreamed of his mother holding flowers in the small yard and smiling at him. Every time he woke up from the dream, whether it was early in the morning or late at night, he couldn't fall asleep again.
After many days in a row, Ji Ting finally discovered his insomnia belatedly. After he woke up again, he gently hugged him from behind: "What's wrong with you?"
Shen Tuchuan was silent for a long time, and finally told the truth: "I dreamed about my mother."
Ji Ting paused, not knowing what to say for a while. She has never been very clear about Shen Tuchuan's feelings for his mother. Say no to love, but he has hated his father for so many years because of his mother. Say love, but he never mentioned her, and when he left Shentu's house, he didn't Not at all.
The small building where he lived before was lived by his mother for many years, but after leaving, he never saw him thinking of going back.
Although Ji Ting didn't ask, Shen Tuchuan still said: "I actually... hate her a little bit, for abandoning me for a man."
Ji Ting's heart trembled, and she hugged him harder: "She didn't do it on purpose, and she didn't expect... She didn't expect that Shen Tushan would let his own son not hurt, but to hurt other people's son"
"I don't care what happened to Shen Tushan, but she shouldn't leave." Shen Tuchuan lowered his eyes. To this day, he cannot forgive his mother for leaving.
Ji Ting was silent for a long time, and finally knew why his birthmark hadn't been removed. There was always a wound in his heart, but he couldn't clean it up like he did to Shen Tushan, he could only keep it in his heart.
It's just that this wound has been with him for so many years, he should have gotten used to it long ago, why did he suddenly start to care about it during this period of time
Ji Ting asked his own doubts, Shen Tuchuan was silent for a long time, and said: "Because I have begun to understand her."
"Understand?" Ji Ting was puzzled.
Shen Tuchuan kissed her forehead, and asked for a while, "Want to hear the story of my childhood?"
"... Well, tell me." Ji Ting adjusted a comfortable posture, and still patted him gently as before.
So on such a night, she listened to many stories about his childhood. The little Shen Tuchuan in the stories was a completely different child from the present. He was healthy, lively, and loved, like the most carefree elf in the world.
The more Ji Ting listened, the more distressed he felt, the time was too scary to grind a simple child into what he is now, but fortunately his tragedy did not continue, and he was able to be reborn.
Shen Tuchuan's story only ended before his mother's death. As for the aftermath, he didn't want to mention a word. Ji Ting didn't ask any further questions, but suggested in a low voice: "Tomorrow, I'll accompany you to see her."
Shen Tuchuan was silent for a moment, but still refused: "The humidity in the cemetery is too heavy, please wait for a while until it gets warmer."
Ji Ting slowed down his shoulders and held him in his arms: "Okay, then wait for a while, and go to sleep now."
"En." Shen Tuchuan closed his eyes, feeling calm for the first time in so many days, he buried his face in Ji Ting's lemon-scented clothes, and gradually fell asleep.
This time he didn't dream anything, and slept peacefully until dawn.
On the new day, Shen Tuchuan started to be busy with the wedding again, but this time his spirit improved a lot, and the shadow that had been cast on his body for many days was also gone. Ji Ting was puzzled when he saw his changes. Could it be that a heart-to-heart talk would have such a big effect
It seems that she will care more about his mental health in the future.
The day was busy, and finally came the wedding day.
It is said to be a wedding, but in fact it is to temporarily decorate the living room at home, and two people wear formal dresses to swear oaths to each other. Shen Tuchuan thought about renting the auditorium, but Ji Ting thought it was completely unnecessary, and Shen Tuchuan thought about it too, so he just held it in the living room.
"After finishing the ceremony in this way, you can go directly to the bridal chamber." On the day of the wedding, Shen Tuchuan clicked on the bedroom door. Recently, he has moved all of Ji Ting's things into his own room, and the two of them will no longer sleep in separate rooms. up.
Ji Ting looked at him helplessly: "Is this the only thing on your mind?"
"Besides this, there is also you." The straight man of steel opened his mouth for love words recently.
Ji Ting liked his tricks, looked at him embarrassedly, turned and went back to the bedroom: "I'm going to change the wedding dress and put on makeup, it may take more than an hour, you can play by yourself first." Although there are only two people For a wedding, the sense of ceremony must also be full.
Shen Tuchuan looked at her back, and suddenly said, "I'll go out for a while, and I'll definitely be back within an hour."
"... You don't mean to run away from marriage, do you?" Ji Ting turned around suspiciously, always feeling that this scene was a bit familiar.
Shen Tuchuan laughed: "Thinking too much, why am I willing to run away from marriage." Then, he walked up to Ji Ting, and pressed a kiss on her forehead, "Wait for me obediently, I'll be back soon."
"Well, let's go." Ji Ting agreed gently.
Shen Tuchuan left with a smile in his eyes, but the smile in his eyes gradually disappeared as soon as he entered the elevator.
He went directly to the underground garage, and drove towards the suburbs, his expression was calm all the way, and he didn't know what he was thinking.
Twenty minutes later, he arrived at the cemetery in the suburbs. He paused when he passed the flower shop. He bought a bunch of yellow roses and took them with him. He went straight into the cemetery and found the familiar tombstone. After putting down the flowers, he stared at the photo on the tombstone. for a long time.
"I still mind your leaving." Shen Tuchuan looked at the photo. The woman in the photo was exactly like him, but she was more gentle and kind.
Shen Tuchuan lowered his eyes: "But I can understand you now... So, let's treat it as if we're even."
Whenever he had free time during this period, he couldn't help thinking, if Ji Ting changed his mind midway like Shen Tushan, and reached the point where he couldn't tolerate their children, then what should he do.
There is only one answer, he will leave this world like his mother. It is too bitter to love a scumbag, especially when you regard him as a belief, so he is luckier than his mother, his Ji Ting is very good.
"Thinking about it this way, I'm actually not suitable for having children." Shen Tuchuan laughed at himself. There was only Ji Ting in his world. He wanted children because he wanted Ji Ting to give birth to him. From this point of view, he and the cemetery The woman lying in it is no different.
But he will not change his mind, because he has the ability to keep Ji Ting by his side for the rest of his life, even if she regrets one day and no longer loves her, she will never want to leave her side.
"Stop talking, I hear you are still waiting for me." Shen Tuchuan glanced at the photo again, turned and walked outside.
From the beginning to the end, he only stayed here for three minutes, but in these three minutes, he completed the reconciliation with his mother and himself.
Suddenly encountered a traffic jam on the way back, Shen Tuchuan changed several routes with a sullen face, but these people seemed to be against him, every road was blocked, and in the end no matter how fast he was, he was still almost half an hour late.
When he got downstairs, he was covered in sweat, and his face remained stern when he entered the elevator. Standing in the elevator, he could hear his restless heartbeat.
She should be angry, she will be late on such an important day, she must be angry.
Before the elevator opened, he thought he would see an angry Ji Ting, but when the elevator door opened, Ji Ting in a white wedding dress stood outside, smiling gently at himself.
His heart, which had been restless since the traffic jam, suddenly calmed down, his eyes were hot, and he felt an indescribable feeling.
When Ji heard him standing stupidly in the elevator, he couldn't help but tilt his head, and looked at him puzzled: "My escaped groom is back?"
"... I didn't run away from marriage." Shen Tuchuan calmed down for a moment, pursed his lips and went out.
Ji Ting turned around in front of him with a smile: "Do I look good?"
"It's pretty." Shen Tuchuan stared at her intently, and the corners of his mouth twitched for a while.
So lovely.
Ji Ting glanced at the time, and hurriedly urged him to take off his coat: "Hurry up, it's twelve o'clock soon."
Shen Tuchuan paused for a moment, then quickly took off his coat, and walked with her to the small table in the living room.
The oath was made long ago. After Ji heard the phrase 'I will love you until the end of my life', Shen Tuchuan swore the oath, and then changed the last sentence: "My life will end when your love stops."
Ji Ting was stunned for a moment, and then there was an indescribable feeling, Shen Tuchuan couldn't help laughing when he saw her expression, the fine sunlight fell on his eyes, making his eyes bright.
He held Ji Ting's finger in one hand, and took the ring in the other: "Will you let me die young?"
"...I will always love you until the world disappears." Ji Ting said this in a daze.
The world suddenly stopped, and everything was completely quiet as if it had been sealed. Ji Ting stood for a long time, and his feet hurt before he realized that the mission in this world was over.
Looking at the ring on Shen Tuchuan's hand that she hadn't put on herself, she lowered her eyes and didn't know what she was thinking. After a long time, she took the initiative to lean her finger up and let the ring land on her ring finger.
Tiptoeing up to kiss him on the lips, Ji Ting said softly: "The ceremony is complete, and I will always love you until this world disappears."
After finishing speaking, her figure disappeared in place, and the ring that should have been worn on her hand fell to the ground at this moment.
The moment Ji Ting disappeared, the world seemed to come alive, Shen Tuchuan moved his fingertips, and stared blankly at the ring on the ground the next moment.
... The second world, he mockingly smiled: "I was cheated again." He never realized that this woman was just acting. Could it be that when he closed his memory, he also closed his brain
He knelt down and picked up the ring, looking at the small circle, wondering what he was thinking. After a long time, he looked towards a certain position in the void: "Will I meet her in the next world?"
No one answered him, but he was sure that he would meet again.
The body gradually disappeared, Shen Tuchuan coldly kissed the ring in his hand, and then put it next to the other.
Ji Ting, you wait.
The author has something to say: The second world is over! The next chapter (today's double update!) is the new world, let's listen to become super invincible and rich! The glamorous and extravagant princess vs. the white-cut black gentleman and the villain male favorite, there will be a big wave of rivals in love, this time is Chuan'er's real Shura field!
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