After returning to the room, Xie Wenxing recalled what Guan He had said. After analyzing and analyzing, he came up with an incredible and reasonable inference:
Guan He was concerned about him.
Why do you care about him? Is it really because of the marriage relationship, or is Guan He also selfish
After thinking about it all night, he was not sure of the answer, and finally fell asleep in such a daze.
Probably because I kept thinking about Guan He, Xie Wenxing returned to many years ago in the dream.
He hadn't had this dream for a long time. For a while, this scene would repeat itself in his dreams whenever he closed his eyes.
"For a family like ours, if you find an ordinary girl, grandma will be very happy for you."
"It's good to be friends with a boy like Guan He, but a closer relationship..." The old man shook his head.
"You, what are you talking about?" In the dream, he smiled uncomfortably at the old man, his palms were sweating unknowingly: "Why are you talking about this all of a sudden?"
"You are still young, if you don't understand now, you will suffer in the future." Grandma's kind eyes showed a little helplessness: "He kissed you that day, right?"
The old man didn't know much about the concept of homosexuality. She just vaguely realized that in such a relationship that was already unacceptable to the world, Xie Wenxing chose Guan He, and the road would only be more difficult.
"Aren't you..." Xie Wenxing bit his lips, he didn't understand, and his heart was flustered like never before: "Don't you like him very much? Every time he comes to me, you are very welcoming and warm to him... "
After a while, Xie Wenxing heard grandma's sighing voice: "I thought you were friends."
She couldn't understand Xie Wenxing very well. The grandson she brought up with her own hands looks rebellious and carefree on the outside, but her heart is soft and messy.
With Guan He's background, coupled with his being so smart, with time, such a boy will only get better and better. His inevitability and love for Xie Wenxing may not become a shackle that will harm Xie Wenxing in the future.
No one can guarantee the eternity of love, she does not doubt that Guan He can escape unscathed, but Xie Wenxing cannot.
Xie Wenxing's character is too obedient, and he doesn't know how to protect himself in a relationship.
"I really like him. You also said that my grades have improved recently. He is helping me with my lessons. I made an appointment with him to take the same university. I can take the comprehensive university entrance examination as an art student. We … It’s not that we haven’t thought about the future.”
The old man didn't speak, just looked at him silently, that kind of expression hurt Xie Wenxing's eyes.
If it's dad, aunt or mom, he can have a big fight with them, even if he can't convince them, at worst he pats his ass and walks away.
But this is grandma.
His true, only kin...
He couldn't convince her, and he couldn't escape her.
"I'm going to school, and I'll tell you when I come back next week," Xie Wenxing almost begged, "Is it okay?"
The old man nodded, and Xie Wenxing choked out the words "goodbye, grandma" through his teeth. As soon as he took a step, he heard grandma say:
"study hard."
The rain in early summer fell, and the dream gradually became silent at this moment.
*
Although he had to get up early, Xie Wenxing's day and night reversal had long been a habit. He slowly got up from the bed at almost nine o'clock, and found Aunt Song waiting for him when he went downstairs.
Auntie smiled at him: "Are you finally awake? Mr. Guan said that if you still don't wake up at 9:30, let me knock on your door."
Xie Wenxing nodded, knowing that Auntie Song would probably report to Guan He what time he got up in the future, so the idea of staying in bed secretly was forced to be abandoned.
While eating, Xie Wenxing checked his WeChat.
fsh sent him a message in the early hours of last night, and the child apologized to him about Yu Mushen, saying that he had caused him trouble. This matter has nothing to do with fsh. After replying that he doesn't mind, Xie Wenxing continued to scroll down.
There is another message about the time, at two o'clock in the morning, I asked him to eat chicken in Hanbok.
Xie Wenxing replied: [I am eating chicken now].
After speaking, he took a picture of the shredded chicken porridge at hand and sent it to Time.
Unexpectedly, the time actually replied to him: [It’s incredible, Moshen, wake up so early and drink porridge, have you also started to keep healthy after 90? ]
Xie Wenxing: [You also wake up so early? ]
Time: [Where, I haven't slept all night. Lu Yaoyao will marry her next week, have you been invited? ]
Lu Yaoyao... Married? Depend on? !
Xie Wenxing just remembered that the other party seemed to have indeed sent him a message a few days ago, but at that time he was dizzy by the endless accidents, he only saw the last message of Lu Yaoyao asking how he was doing, and did not see the news of getting married at all. stubble.
Xie Wenxing found out the chat records and found that the first sister had indeed invited him to her wedding.
Lu Yaoyao is married, that is to say, it is impossible for Guan He to be with her
Xie Wenxing was overjoyed, and shouted excitedly in his voice: "I'm going! I'm going! I wish her and her husband a happy marriage for a hundred years!"
Time also sent him a voice message.
"Hahahaha, you are so excited, you look like an orphan," he said, "But the first sister is awesome this time, and many senior executives of Blue Whale will attend her wedding, which really gives me enough face. Open a live broadcast room for her. Make it look like a star."
Xie Wenxing was still immersed in the joy of Lu Yaoyao's getting married, and he could say whatever he wanted at the time.
"The most amazing thing is that the first sister also invited the big boss," Shi Shi said, "I just don't know if I will come or not. I think people like Guan He are very interesting."
Xie Wenxing was stiff: "What did you say? Who did she invite?"
"Guan He, you are a senior." Time knows what happened a few days ago, and when he mentioned Guan He hehehe: "I have to say, Xiao Xie, you are hiding everything. I didn't see that you and I were together at the annual meeting. How mature he is."
"..."
I don't know how it was such a coincidence, but at this time, he received Guan He's WeChat.
Xie Wenxing opened in fear.
[Lu Yaoyao is getting married, are you going? ]
Xie Wenxing gritted his teeth and replied: [Go, are you going? ]
Seeing Guan He go back, Xie Wenxing wanted to scratch the phone screen.
He began to worry about the possibility of Guan He snatching the marriage.
*
Lu Yaoyao's wedding was set in a baroque church, with sunshine, blue sky and lush grass.
There were many invitees, besides the relatives of both parties, there were also colleagues at work. Lu Yaoyao invited many Blue Whale anchors, and even three people from the eve club, support, jungler and fsh. The assistant is Lu Yaoyao's fan, and today the goddess got married, and her mood is very complicated.
fsh hasn't woken up all the time, squinting their eyes to make up for drowsiness from time to time, according to the assistant, they are preparing for the lpl spring game recently, the whole team is basically nocturnal, and they haven't seen the sun for half a month.
After seeing Xie Wenxing, fsh dragged a chair over and leaned against him.
As fsh's fan leader, Lu Yaoyao lowered her voice, for fear of waking up the other party: "Are you so tired?"
Eve's assistant smiled wryly: "The coach is like crazy every day. Only good results in the spring competition can qualify for the China competition. He also worries too much. If we play with our eyes closed, we can pass the line."
"Don't breastfeed yourself." The jungler patted him on the back of the head: "You are the worst milk in our team."
Their side was the most eye-catching in the audience. A group of young lads surrounded the bride and made jokes, and there was laughter from time to time. While chatting happily, Guan He came over.
Obviously everyone's age difference was only three or four years apart, and Lu Yaoyao was even the same age as Guan He, but as soon as he came over, the eve jungler, who had been full of flirtatious talk, immediately became quiet as a chicken, and after a long while, he said in panic, "Hello, Mr. Guan."
After speaking, I wanted to stand up.
"Hello." Guan He was very calm, he gave the bouquet in his hand to Lu Yaoyao: "Su Mu asked me to bring it to you."
"Thank you." Lu Yaoyao hesitated for a moment, she took the bouquet with both hands and looked at it, her eyes lit up: "This is so beautiful. Mr. Guan, may I throw the bouquet to you later?"
Jungle interjected: "Boys can also receive bouquets?"
The assistant said with a smile: "In China, there are generally not so many particulars, as long as the meaning is good. But Mr. Guan seems to have...?" He coughed when he said this.
Whether it is a young boy, the jungler's eyes are filled with irrepressible curiosity: "We heard people say, are you married?"
Xie Wenxing was a little stiff.
He lowered his eyes, not daring to meet Guan He's gaze, and secretly hoped that Guan He would admit it.
half an hour.
He heard Guan He's voice.
"It's been more than two months."
The other party replied in a calm manner, but in the crowd, it was like a violent blow. Lu Yaoyao wowed: "The male god is really married."
The two members of the eve club were also frantically wowing, probably because they thought Guan He had a good attitude, and the jungler said, "The proprietress must be super invincible and beautiful!"
Jungle glanced at Xie Wenxing, and had an idea: "Moshen, have you seen her?"
Touching God, I wake up every morning and see Him in the mirror.
Xie Wenxing sneered: "I haven't seen it before."
I don't know if it was because of a guilty conscience, but after saying this, Xie Wenxing always felt that Guan He gave him a meaningful look.
"Mr. Guan," Lu Yaoyao was also very interested in the person Guan He was talking about: "When will you let us meet her?"
"When..." Guan He glanced at Xie Wenxing, who was pretending to be an ostrich again, and started talking nonsense calmly.
"He is shy and shy, and he will feel embarrassed when there are too many people."
"..."
"Usually he looks coquettish, and he would blush if he poked him, but he wouldn't dare to kiss me."
"..."
"Whenever he is willing to take the initiative to kiss me, I will bring him to see you."