Dig a hole and bury yourself alive? "
The young master looked around cautiously, and whispered, "I don't have it. When I was shopping for food, a few friends recognized me."
The little star didn't react: "What if I recognize you?"
Young Master: "At that time, you passed out, lying on my lap, and there were photos that came out and haven't been coded yet. Those people thought that we might be a couple, and they tried to force me to talk. I was going to leave and they were still there. Follow me."
He said, I dare not go back, what should I do if they know where you live
Little Star: "… "
He looked at the disgraced young master, and a burst of anger came to his mouth, but he didn't know who to spit it on. He could take off his mask and carry a kitchen knife to find those people one by one to question why the innocent were harmed. He couldn't and dared not.
Without this layer of cover, he doesn't even dare to leave the house now.
"Is it important that they know where I live, or is it important that I starve to death at home?" he said.
The young master hadn't spoken yet, and he scratched his hair irritably: "It doesn't make any difference, I don't just want to die."
Young Master: "We agreed to eat cucumbers."
The little star was speechless, pulled him up from the mound and said in a muffled voice, "Go back, no one is following."
"Um."
The young master obediently walked by his hand, stopped two steps away.
Little Star: "?"
The young master raised his empty left hand: "I ran too fast just now, I don't know where the buns and cucumbers I bought fell."
"… "
The little star lost her temper completely, went to the bank to take out the last few hundred dollars in the card and took the young master to the restaurant to order two bowls of beef noodles and a plate of cucumbers to pack home.
The two sat opposite each other holding the bowls, picked up a chopstick and chewed the noodles slowly, finally feeling a little full in the stomach. The hot air in the bowl was on his face, and the little star's eyes were a little hot and humid.
He suddenly said, "You haven't come back for so long, I thought you secretly ran off to commit suicide."
The young master looked at him in surprise and shook his head: "I don't want to die anymore."
The little star was stunned.
The young master lowered his head and said, "Now I think I was too hypocritical before. You are worse than me, and you are not alive."
Little Star: "...???"
I didn't die because of whom
After a while of silence, the little star asked, "Then what are you going to do in the future?"
The young master was chewing two pieces of beef, his cheeks bulging: "Look for another job, there are many western restaurants in S City, so you shouldn't always encounter perverts."
"Where do you live?"
The young master stopped his chopsticks and suddenly said, "Yes, where do I live?"
Little Star: "… "
Who are you asking
Little Star: "Is the money earned from working part-time enough to rent a house?"
The young master did the math: "Three months' salary savings should be enough."
The little star sighed: "I see, then I'll die later."
The young master blurted out: "Why are you embarrassed then?"
Little Star: "… Huh?"
The young master also felt that this didn't sound quite right, so he changed his words: "I meant to trouble you living in your house."
"Then where did you live before?"
The young master told the truth: "I have no money to renew the lease. When I think of finding a bridge hole for the night, I don't want to live, and then I see you driving over."
Little Star: "… "
Little Star: "Don't be embarrassed, but can you find a job that pays weekly wages, or we may not live until the end of the month."
The young master nodded, then pointed out the calculator and started counting: "If we cook at home, we can save a lot of money."
The little star answered quickly: "No problem, you cook and I wash the dishes, I don't mind if you only shoot cucumbers."
Young Master: "...Okay."
After thinking about it, I felt that something was not right. I took out the salary to cover the living expenses of the two people, and if I wanted to save up the rent, it would not be enough for a year or a half.
Secretly glanced at the little star who didn't seem to notice, and swallowed the words.
What's wrong with that, he thought
09.
The attention of netizens has always been shifting quickly. In just a few days, it was revealed on the Internet that a certain male star was cheating on a prostitute, and a certain female star went to Korea for plastic surgery, which gradually drowned out the suicide attempt of the starlet like a wave.
Although there are still many people who are happy to go to the mocking card under his Weibo every day, there is no voice talking about the young master. If there is nothing to pick up, who still cares about a passerby
The little star was relieved to let the young master go out. He found his old clothes from the closet and tried them on the young master one by one. Fortunately, their heights were almost the same, and the clothes fit well, otherwise it would cost a fortune to buy clothes. pen money.
The young master has set his sights on a mid-range restaurant, which is a little far from home, but the boss promised that if his conditions are good, he can pay him weekly wages, and he only needs to go there for three hours a day at night.
I packed up the young master and sent it out. The little star was sitting at the table, holding a pen and paper, and figuring out how to spend the five hundred dollars. The car would definitely not be able to drive again, and he could not afford to add gas. If I can’t find a job for the time being, I will buy two more boxes of instant noodles, and I don’t have much left over for daily necessities, so I need to go to the supermarket again.
He took another look at the telescope hanging on the wall distressedly. This was enough to buy five bundles of toilet paper.
The little star has no plans to sell the car yet. That Toyota is the first car he bought with the salary he saved. It is not a luxury car, but he likes it as much as the flowers and plants on the balcony. Even if he wants to die, he wants to Go with that car.
The agent told him yesterday that the company felt that the impact of his recent incident was too bad, and there would be no further announcements for a while.
The agent's voice sounded a little regretful: "Why do you say you are doing such a lap? If he wants to touch you, do you let him touch two pieces of meat? I took you there on purpose, not just to see He has good resources in his hands, and if you are lucky, maybe you can even get into the first male lead."
The little star sneered, this is someone who can talk, but who can't see who will have the resources if it really happens.
It's not that he felt that he was kicked by the gold master and ridiculed by the whole network, and he wanted to quickly squeeze a little residual value to give to another little fresh meat in the company that was just starting to become popular.
He has also met Xiao Xianrou, and he didn't say a few words. He has never offended each other safely and steadily, but he fueled a fire when netizens slapped him, and secretly revealed to others the role company Originally wanted to give it to him, but was snatched away by the little star relying on the gold master.
The script was adapted from a popular Internet IP from last year. The role he wanted to audition for was the third male character. There were not many bright spots in the character design.
In other words, there are more scenes of suspended animation, and he still has a little room to play.
The ex-boyfriend is indeed the investor, but no one knows whether the resources of Xiao Xianrou were stolen from him. No one at the top of the company came out to clarify just because of Xiao Xianrou's mouth. .
It's not that they don't speak for little stars, but many people who watch the fun are more willing to push the wall.
Now this role has really fallen into the hands of Xiao Xianrou, and the little star just feels puzzled, what is the picture of you playing silly and sweet with me here? Anyone with a discerning eye can see that he is not suitable for this role.
Xiao Xianrou just participated in a variety show not long ago. Because of his good-looking personality and soft and cute personality, he really became popular. Fans are in a frenzy. Fresh meat can be salty or sweet. Taking this role is to broaden the way of play.
What else can the little star say, the bad luck is not bad, just take the blame of the ex-boyfriend and swallow the blood through gritted teeth.
There are only two voices sent by the agent.
The other one is: "You should calm down for a while. Does suicide work? It's not the first day you entered this industry. It's thanks to dying."
The last sentence is still like a human sentence.
- Thank you for dying.
But he couldn't think of anything else he could do except kill the little star.
In the past, he laughed at the weakness of others, looking for life for the sake of something big, but it was only when it was his turn that he realized that maybe other people will always only see that little thing that is not worth mentioning, and they can't see the whole abyss behind him. .
He also remembered that when he was recording a wilderness show a few months ago, the director team asked him to walk across the high-altitude suspension bridge. They said that he didn't need to worry about safety. Even if he fell, he would still be bound by a rope, and even if the rope broke, there would still be them below. The six-layer mesh cover that he had put up in advance, in fact, he also walked the entire journey safely.
It wasn't until the night he got a call from his parents to cut off the relationship that he started having nightmares.
He stepped on the suspension bridge swaying in the wind, the cables were cut first, the ropes that tied him began to fall apart, the nets scrambled to separate, forever, all the umbrellas he used to think were illusory foam, just like that Stopped and fell down, bewildered.
In fact, when a person falls to the bottom of the empty valley, what he thinks about is not how to live, but to find a reason to live.
The little star forced himself to stop thinking about it and refocused on the five hundred bucks and tonight's menu.
Just now, the young master called back and said that the owner of the store thought that his appearance and skills were very good, and he settled on the spot, and the salary was higher than expected.
The noise on the other end of the phone could not hide the happiness in his voice.
The little star also raised the corners of his mouth. The first day of finding a job should be celebrated. No matter what, you can't just eat instant noodles and cucumbers.
10.
When the young master opened the door, he felt something was wrong.
There was a damp smell in the air, and there was a faint smell of blood. he sees first