"Sorry senior! I didn't mean to investigate. I was just eager to learn. If senior thinks I am offensive, I will delete my friends now." Ye Yan didn't want to disturb him.
The initiative is also in her hands. It is the other party she added. Now it is okay to actively delete the friend and return the other party to a clean one. Ye Yan gritted his teeth and was about to make up his mind to delete the friend when another message popped out.
Knowing that Ye Yan was not the one who wanted to harass, Twilight didn't mention the investigation again: "Don't call me senior, I'm not so old."
"Then, what is it called, Teacher Gu?" Ye Yan suddenly wondered.
"...Stop, these strange titles can save you, just call me senior. If you have any questions you don't understand, you can send me email. I don't often go to Lingfeng's BBS forum."
"Understand, what's your email address for the senior?" Ye Yandang was very excited to be able to communicate with each other one step closer.
" Gza94324@qq.com ."
After Ye Yan used his notes to write down the mailbox, he suddenly wondered if 94324 would be Senior's birthday, as if he accidentally discovered some incredible secret.
Then the three letters of GZA made Ye Yan a little puzzled. Senior’s name was Gu Yusheng. It should be GYS at the beginning. Ye Yan thought for a while, and almost forgot to talk to Senior, but when Ye Yan remembered it , The other party has been shown to be offline.
Ye Yanjiao, holding the small piece of paper that recorded the mailbox, was a little uneasy. Senior has already agreed, so she can consult seniors often in the future.
Ye Yan is still in a good mood when he thinks of being able to give advice from an expert in the future. Apart from class and part-time work all day long, he is just chatting with Er Er and others to pass the time.
But for her future goals, Ye Yan still didn't slack off. She reads relevant information about computer science every day, and downloads software for self-study. He will search the Internet for questions that he doesn't understand, and try not to disturb the seniors.
Er Guang also jokes that she took someone's mailbox, so she didn't hurry up and forgot what to do. Ye Yan thought it was only a month, and he should still remember her.
Under Er Guang's instigation, Ye Yan was also said to be a little curious, so she sent the first email to seniors.
The other party did not reply, and Ye Yan was very worried. Couldn't she have forgotten her? As a result, Erguang canceled one night, but unexpectedly the next day, the other party finally replied to her.
He didn't forget Ye Yan, but greeted Ye Yan very friendly, which made Ye Yan very embarrassed. She didn't want to disturb the other party, but because of a joke from Erguang, she took the liberty to send an email.
There is nothing to say now, how can we continue to end it
Suddenly, Ye Yan thought of a good way to do it, that is, Valentine's Day approaching August 7th. Ye Yan stated that he wished each other a happy Valentine's Day in advance.
Although he didn't know the specific situation of the other party, Ye Yan guessed that someone as good as the other party could not have a girlfriend. Isn't such a compliment a perfect solution to this embarrassing situation
As a result, half an hour later, the other party said that he had no girlfriend yet, and he was astonished by Ye Yan who was sitting in front of the computer.
What? He doesn't even have a girlfriend? Ye Yan wanted to cry without tears. Did she say something wrong and make the originally embarrassing situation even more weird? Would the other party think she came to find fault on purpose
He didn't care about it at all, otherwise Ye Yan really didn't know what to do.
As a result, because of the happy Valentine’s Day, the other party became very interested in her. In turn, he asked her a lot of things. Ye Yan’s mouth was stupid, and he often said some unmarginal words. What Yan wanted to express.
After going back and forth, Ye Yan finally got acquainted with the other party, not as restrictive as the first time chatting, but sincerely treating each other as a friend, just speaking, it was a bit strange.
This seems to be her few male friends? Out of respect, Ye Yan still used honorifics to address the other party, but Ye Yan's name was greeted by the other party.
When she was building a good friendship with her senior, Er Guang suddenly said to her that Gu Yusheng had already made his email account public, which was completely different from the email account Ye Yan knew!
Ye Yan was stunned, guessing whether this account is Senior's trumpet, the previous Senior himself also said that he has a private trumpet!
Erguang decisively refuted her idea. Gu Yusheng had already posted a post in the forum a few days ago, stating his only email account, so that other people who want to ask for help can contact him more conveniently.
Ye Yan only realized then, who is the person chatting with her now? Isn't he Gu Yusheng? It can't be a ghost!
The more Ye Yan thought about it, the more he felt that this matter was too weird. After an in-depth discussion with Erguang, Ye Yan finally found the problem.
It turned out that she had added the wrong person from the beginning!
In the BBS forum of Lingfeng University, there are two people named Mu Se! One twilight, one muze!
The last one is the one she should really add, then the first twilight... who is it
Ye Yan didn't dare to ask, she obviously added the other person herself and disturbed the other person. Now she added the wrong person, which is too unfair to him.
While Ye Yan was thinking about it, the other party's email had already been replied, but this time, Ye Yan could no longer remain calm.
Twilight: Do you want to be admitted to West University
Ye Yan was silent for a while, and finally made up her mind. In fact, it didn't matter who the other party was, she just regarded him as a friend.
For friends, what else is worth noting? For Ye Yan, being admitted to such an amazing school as West University makes her envious enough, and she also likes to chat with each other.
Thinking about it, inexplicably, my heart settled down slightly.
"Yes, I most want to be able to stand on the campus of Xi'an University on my birthday, senior, do you think I can do it?" Ye Yan asked expectantly.
"Two years later, I will wait for you at West University."
"With the blessings of seniors, I believe I can definitely enter the University of West China!"
At that time, Ye Yan thought that as long as she worked hard, she could achieve her goal, and no matter how difficult it was, she couldn't stop her from taking steps.
She and him made an agreement in this way. She will definitely get the admission notice after the graduation exam two years later, to study at West University, and he will definitely meet her.
After entering the second year of high school, Ye Yan received more attention from the teacher. This high-profile care made Ye Yan gradually confident and full of confidence in her life and future.
If... If that didn't happen in the first place.
…
It turned out that it was really such a coincidence that he already knew it was her, and she still didn't understand anything.
The three words gza represent Gu Zean's name, right? How could she associate these three letters with him at the beginning, after all, he is a genius even better than herself.
And she seems to have passed so long, but still can't forget about it. It was pierced in my heart like a thorn, unable to touch and pull, I can only watch it rot in my heart, and finally fester into a wound that will never heal.
Recalling this kind of thing, the less you don't want to remember it, but the clearer it is washed by time.
Ye Yan closed his eyes, suddenly felt very scared, and never dared to look at the person next to him again.
"You were not among the freshmen enrolled in West University in 2014. I want to know why." Why did the person who vowed that he wanted to get the admission notice of West University at the beginning, but now he shrinks and refuses to work hard.
"There is no reason, it's just not admitted." Ye Yan opened her eyes. After so long, she still couldn't bear to explore the things of the year, and her heart ached slightly.
"It's impossible for you to fail the exam with your grades." Gu Zean's voice sounded very positive, but after a pause, he changed to helplessness. He said, "After losing contact, I went back to Lingfeng, but they Say you are not in school."
"Even if you pass the exam, so what!" Ye Yan suddenly turned his head and stared at him, with a white mist in his eyes. It has been a long time since that incident. She has been buried in the deepest place and never dared to remember it.
Her wounds are long in her heart, and she can't learn to show her fragility to others, so in the most desperate times, she can only bury her pain, thinking that it will be all right.
But until one day, someone dug it out with his own hands, Ye Yan could no longer pretend that nothing had happened, she felt even more sad in her heart, all the pretense was strong but all fell apart.
Ye Yan thought that she still hadn't become an omnipotent superman, the female King Kong.
"In fact, everything is because of me. In order to solve the high tuition fees of West University, my dad told me that I had to work four hard jobs every day. They didn't tell me anything, just let me study at ease and get admitted to West University. Notice... Even when my dad died, I didn't even see the last time. I was still reading those ridiculously broken books, looking forward to going to West University. If it weren't because I wanted to take West University, they wouldn't be so tired. , How do you want me to take the exam with peace of mind?"
Ye Yan has long since lost the loneliness she used to be. She thought her injuries were almost healed, but only today did she realize that those injuries had never been better, and they had even become rotten. Blood oozes outside.
At that time she thought she had everything, but when she lost it, she realized that she had nothing before, as if those things had become ruins everywhere, and she couldn't find the original appearance no matter how she put it together.
Now, the mood at that time is gone, but what is more is some sadness like death.
Gu Zean looked at her silently, looked at the sadness in her eyes, looked at her clenched fists, and seemed to be able to imagine how painful Ye Yan was back then.
"So you gave up West University, gave up the opportunity to study, and have been avoiding the past?"