"It turns out that I can cry too. I haven't cried for a long time. I feel like I haven't cried since I came to this world. Now when I suddenly think of these things, I feel really sad! But I believe that I will be able to get through this period strongly and will not let myself fall like this!" Uzumaki Chenhao regained some motivation at this time, and said with a smile.
Although he smiled again, it was very forced. Then his expression became very lost again, and he continued to think about his past.
"It turns out that I still had doubts before. The girl who stood up for me was really sorry for him. I still can't remember his name until now, and I almost forgot who he was. If I hadn't seen those clips, I really would never remember him in my life!" Uzumaki Chenhao thought silently in his heart at this time.
For the next period of time, he sat in the living room with the lights on, thinking about himself, his past and present lives, and many, many things, from beginning to end, and recalled all the fragments he had seen. At this time, he felt how stupid he was before. He never realized that someone was complaining about him, and he never realized that he had some friends.
And now he feels that he is a failure in life, since he can't see that he has so many friends, and at that time he was very careful of others. At that time, he was really afraid that the friends he made would hurt him if they were not true friends.
Thinking about it now, he finds it very ridiculous. If he could have met those friends who helped him at that time, he would not have ended up in such a situation, and he might not have traveled to such a place.
"It's useless to think so much now, and I'm very sad in my heart. The most important thing is that my most important friend is about to leave me. I'd better hurry up and go to bed. I didn't realize that so much time has passed. It's almost 1:00 in the morning. If I don't go to bed, I won't be able to get up tomorrow morning!" Uzumaki Chenhao said softly with a smile on his face at this time, and then slowly stood up.
After saying that, he went straight to the bathroom, washed up simply, came to the living room, looked at the clock, and found that it was already early in the morning and it was almost 1 o'clock. Then he slowly returned to his bedroom and sat on the bed.
"Time really passes happily. Time is something that you can't catch even with your hands. It disappears in a flash. And it's impossible to recover it or go back to the past!"
"Although I am a person with cheats here and can do everything, the only thing I can't do is to go back to the past. If I could go back to the past, I could really live well with my system again!" Uzumaki Chenhao said in a low voice with a smile on his face at this time. He knew that these things were impossible, so he shook his head silently again.
After saying that, he slowly lay down on the bed. At this time, he felt that he was really, really tired today. It was not his body that felt tired, but his heart was very, very tired.
"A lot of things happened today. Although my strength has improved, I don't feel happy at all. Instead, I feel very lost! And now I am really very sad and upset. There is no one who can sit here opposite me and listen to my tears!" Uzumaki Chenhao thought silently in his heart while lying on the bed at this time.
At this time, Uzumaki Chenhao lay on the bed again, thinking about something, and then slowly took off his clothes and lay down in the quilt.
Only at this time did he slowly close his eyes, wanting to have a good rest. After all, it was getting late. If he didn't rest, he would definitely feel more tired tomorrow than today, and he would have no energy.
"I'd better go to bed quickly. There's nothing to do now anyway. There's no way to keep her here even if I rack my brains. I might as well take a good shower and go to bed. This way I can relax in my dreams!" Uzumaki Chenhao closed his eyes at this time and thought silently in his heart.
After saying that, he began to sleep, and just as he was about to fall asleep, a tear flowed from the corner of his eye.
This was the first time he cried in such a long time. Such a strong man actually cried for his most important friend. It seems that every strong man has a weak side.
It is very likely that everyone's strength is pretended. They just don't want their family and friends to worry about themselves. All the sad things are suppressed in their hearts and are unwilling to tell others.
But precisely because of this, he lives more and more lonely, and may even have no friends at all.
Tonight, Xuanwo Chenhao did not sleep very well. He often woke up at night and sometimes he would stay awake for more than 20 minutes before falling asleep. Even after waking up during the day, he was not in a very good mood. After all, too many things happened today, which made him very sad.