Wang Zhihui's cheeks twitched, and the corners of her lips were raised and said coldly: "I don't think there is anything to say about some boring things."
Xiangnu intertwined his fingers and shook them, his knuckles made a crisp sound, and he asked casually, "It's interesting, aren't you afraid of death?"
Xiangnu pointed to Ren Weiliang who was turned into a paper man behind his back, and laughed: "Ren Weiliang said it was cruel, but in fact he was afraid of death in his heart. He cooperated with us very much in the station before, and he was afraid of staying in the station. After a long time, he will recruit his enemy to kill him."
The thin girl had no expression on her face, her eyes were gloomy and terrible, and she slowly said two words: "Coward."
"Since you have done something bad, let's go to the end. You have no backbone at all if you give up halfway. I hate such people the most." Wang Zhihui said coldly, his eyes full of disdain: "Didn't he say it himself, he would Kill that person, are you still afraid that that dead person will become a ghost? Didn’t he speak harshly at that time, I thought he was really that tough, and it turned out that he was just bluffing for a long time.”
Xiangnu pointed out something: "He is more pity than you, obviously, he wants to live."
So even if he is not afraid of that ghost, he still mustered up 120 points of energy to face that scene and that ghost. He is not afraid of ghosts, but afraid of death.
But Wang Zhihui is not afraid.
Wang Zhihui laughed ferociously when she heard Xiangnu's words, she raised her head, her smile gradually became crazy: "Haha, haha, alive..."
Her eyebrows and eyes were full of sarcasm, although she didn't say any more words to emphasize that she was not afraid of death, but the expression in her eyebrows and eyes had fully reflected her fearlessness.
Wang Zhihui is still too young, she is only about thirteen or fourteen years old in appearance, but her personality has become very extreme.
If other people were here, after hearing Wang Zhihui's words, they would definitely be worried or frightened, wondering what this young girl had gone through to have such stubborn and terrible thoughts, but at the most beautiful and childish age, she was already extreme. terrible.
It's a pity that it was Xiangnu who heard this. He accepted Wang Zhihui's weird psychology very well. Not only did he not find it strange, but he also admired it: "Actually, there is nothing good in living, let alone you are different now. Even if you are going to die, Death may not be your true destination, it may be the beginning of your new life, so there is no need to be afraid."
"Even if death is really the end, there is no need to be afraid. All thoughts are gone, and the fear after death will no longer be felt. So, there is no need to be afraid of death at all."
Wang Zhihui glanced at him and shook his head: "What you said makes sense, but it's fine to talk about this fallacy in private, and stop spreading it outside."
Xiangnu smiled slightly and nodded obediently, looking like he was being taught.
The thin girl still had a strong hostility in her eyebrows and eyes, but her expression was no longer crazy, and gradually returned to calmness.
She lowered her head, her fingers kept twitching, she exhaled lightly, her attitude softened a little, Wang Zhihui said: "I was in school, and I was violently attacked by the school..."
Xiangnu didn't go to school, so he didn't understand much, but he didn't ask rashly, but put on the attitude of a listener and listened to Wang Zhihui's detailed explanation.
Wang Zhihui didn't want Xiangnu to keep asking, and she didn't even want to tell her own story. That period of the past was the darkest time in her short life. Almost crazy.
But she is still human after all, even if she is crazy now, there were times when she was normal, she couldn't face all the unreasonable things like Xiangnu and Xiangli, and even enjoyed it.
What's more, she is still very young, and she has the desire to talk.
Wang Zhihui said: "I still don't quite understand why I became the target of everyone's bullying. I didn't steal other people's things, and I didn't speak ill of others behind their backs. I study very well, and the teacher also likes me very much. She also wanted me to be the squad leader, I... for some reason, I suddenly became an isolated object for everyone."
"In the beginning, they would deliberately throw my things into the dirty water to soak, and tear my homework and test papers into pieces. When I went to cook, they would deliberately hit me and splash the juice from the food. I was covered all over. I found a teacher, but the teacher blamed me for being too careless, and said that I should not be too careful, and always blame others for my mistakes.
I didn't blame the teacher, she just didn't see how those people bullied me, and those people were too good at pretending, she was cheated, I really don't blame her.
It's just that if she doesn't help me, I can only help myself. So I resisted and I was dragged into a corner and slapped. "
She covered her face and drew circles on both cheeks with her fingers: "It's all swollen here, two of my teeth have been knocked out, and this side of my mouth is full of blood."
"I went to the teacher again. This time she knew that I was beaten by the crowd, but she said that I started to provoke and intensify the conflict with my classmates."
Wang Zhihui's eyes were scarlet again, full of hatred and malice, like an evil ghost: "Yes, she was right, I was the one who started the trouble, but it is also true that those people beat me up. Is it because I picked it up first?" If they slapped me, they can write it off, so they don't have to pay for it!"
"And my parents... I have a younger brother who is in Shengjiang Elementary School." Wang Zhihui bit her lips, the hatred in her eyes was like blood clots that had been left for a long time, and the color was almost dark red: "They blamed me for causing trouble in school." , even my younger brother was looked down upon. My face was covered in blood, but no one cared about me."
"I hated her to death, I hated everyone to death, and I swore right then and there that I would take revenge on all of them."
Wang Zhihui said coldly: "But this is not the end. After the teacher ignored my experience, everyone started to bully me directly. I can't resist. If I resist, a group of people will come and press my hands and foot, don't let me move, then hit me. And someone will go to trouble my brother, then after I come home from school, I will be beaten again. I learned to endure, beg for mercy, until someone... touch I."
"I told my parents and begged them to stand up for me, but they said that I was a bitch and shameless. If I was a good person, why would someone beat me and... molest me? I deserve everything that happened to me!"
Wang Zhihui said excitedly: "I don't understand, why should I deserve it. I have reflected on myself countless times, but no matter how I think about it, I can't figure out where I went wrong."
"I can't figure it out no matter what I think, and I know it. I am not wrong. It is someone else who is wrong. They are all the mistakes."
"I want to bring everything back on track." Wang Zhihui said woodenly: "Start from the initial mistake, and bring it back to the right track bit by bit."
She stared straight at Xiangnu, with obvious expectations in her eyes, and Xiangnu asked with dignity, "How did you bring it?"
"The first one is my roommate. She was the one who bullied me at first. She has a boyfriend, and she also brought her mobile phone to school. Every night after turning off the lights, she hides under the quilt and chats quietly. I think it's noisy, so I said She. I also told her that mobile phones are contraband and should not be brought to school. Then I was locked out by them for making too much noise when packing up.”
"It was very cold in the dark at night. I wore thin clothes and huddled up at the door. The cold wind kept blowing on me. I couldn't knock on the door. If I did, people in other dormitories would come out and scold me."
"Later, I corrected the mistake, cut off my roommate's ear, took a ballpoint pen, and inserted it into her ear. She couldn't hear anymore, and she would never think I was noisy again."
"Also, they always think that I don't clean well, so I stuff all the garbage into their mouths, and after stuffing them, I will use tape to sew their mouths so that they won't spit. Come out, it won't make the environment worse."
"There was a cleaning aunt. I was being flushed with a water pipe in the toilet. She didn't stop it, but in the end she would dislike me for making the toilet dirty. And her hair was very thick, so I cut off her head and used wood The stick was inserted through her neck, her head was made into a mop, and her hair was used as a rag. I put her head in the toilet and wiped it back and forth many times, and the cleaning effect was very good."
"There is also the cafeteria. They have normal meals, but they insist on giving me rotten pig food... The boy who touched me was tricked by me into the grove. After I killed him, I cut off his genitals and cut them off. It became minced meat and mixed it into dishes for them to eat."
Xiangnu has been quietly listening to Wang Zhihui's narration, and has accepted other stories well, until this one finally showed a disgusted look: "Don't you think it's dirty? You did it yourself?"
Wang Zhihui was silent: "Later, I washed my hands many times..."
Xiangnu sat down beside her, thought for a while, and said tactfully: "Your experience going back to school may be a little dangerous."
The whole school is her sworn enemy. They either bullied her or were killed by her back.
When the enemy meets, they are extremely jealous.
Wang Zhihui smiled sarcastically: "They're all cowards who would fuck up and beg for mercy when they were about to die."