When Su'e saw the letter, she was surprisingly calm, just staring at the letter blankly, without saying a word, and she couldn't see the happiness or anger on her face.
Bai Zhi hugged her and patted her back lightly: "Sister-in-law, if you want to cry, just cry!"
Su'e shook her head lightly. Although her eyes were red, there were no tears coming out. A wry smile appeared on her face: "Actually, I knew he would leave. I was so happy, as long as he was free, he would stand on the top of the building, looking at the direction of the Northwest Barracks, even though he couldn't see anything."
"I always knew, but pretended not to know what to do. I selfishly left him by our wife. Although he was getting unhappy, I chose to ignore his emotions."
Bai Zhi let go of her, held her shoulders, and looked into her eyes: "So, don't you blame him?"
Su'e smiled bitterly: "Why should I blame him?"
"He left you both of your wives and went to a dangerous place. He might not even come back again. Don't you blame him?"
Su'e raised her eyes, looked back at Bai Zhi's eyes, and asked instead: "Hu Feng also left you to the battlefield, can you blame him?"
Bai Zhi shook his head: "This is different. After all, Hu Feng and I don't have that kind of relationship, but you are already a husband and wife and have a child. How can this be compared?"
Su'e said: "It has nothing to do with whether you are married or whether you have children. I think Hu Feng also suffered for a long time before leaving. He didn't want to leave Huber or you, but he is a man. He had what he should do, so he finally left, just like Wu."
Both of them sighed, complaining about being born in this troubled world. If the world is peaceful and the kings are free from contention, there won't be so many life and death.
The winter in the northwest was very cold, and there was heavy snow in October. She began to miss the modern heating system, but here, she can only rely on pit beds and charcoal stoves for heating.
When she got up, she didn't expect that the winter here would be so cold, otherwise she would have to be an earth dragon anyway.
Hu Changlin helped Zhao Lan replace the charcoal that had been extinguished in the hand stove for a new one, and handed it back to Zhao Lan's hand.
Zhao Lan said, "The room is quite warm, so I don't need to change it anymore. It's a waste of charcoal."
Hu Changlin happily said: "Our family has a lot of charcoal, are you afraid that it is not enough? Besides, nowadays, whether it is the medicine field or the two shops in the town, the money is pouring in like running water, and of course you make money. To live a good life, otherwise, why is girl Zhi making money so hard for?"
Zhao Lan sighed, "The roads are closed due to the heavy snow. She and Su'e still went to the town. Aren't the shops closed? What are you going to do in a hurry?"
Hu Changlin said: "Yesterday was the day when the military camp sent letters. The messengers didn't come. They were anxious, so they just went by themselves. I don't know if they have any letters this time."
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Bai Zhi and Su'e went to town. This time it was Xiaofeng who drove. Two months later, Xiaofeng grew taller and began to grow fleshy. His complexion was much better than before, and finally he had a thirteen-year-old boy. Some look like.
He has been learning to drive since he left for Wu. He would ask to be Bai Zhi and Su'e's driver every time he went back to the college for holidays, and then they rushed around.
After coming out of the inn, Bai Zhi and Su'e were not in a good mood, they sat in the car boringly and did not speak.
Xiaofeng said: "Why don't we go to the teahouse, everyone there is well informed, maybe we can get news on the battlefield."