Yan Ziyi was very worried in those days.
The progress of his project was smooth, but during the demolition of the project, he encountered a nail household. If this nail household is a common person, Yan Ziyi will never be hard. After all, he is moral, but this household is in the urban-rural junction. A tyrant who is used to messing around, asking for prices all over the sky is to corrupt money. Can Yan Ziyi make him corrupt? Let Yang Lei come forward to solve this matter. Yan Ziyi's original intention was not to fight, depending on the attitude of the other party, he should win over, buy and buy, but Yang Lei, who has not liked fighting for a long time, didn't talk much after he brought people there, and he didn't plan to talk at all, come up Just do it, and hit it five times in three days! Five times, five times with real knives and real guns, I completely beat that bastard, beat him up, found Yan Ziyi with a sad face and said I beg you, I don't want any more money, not a penny, you Let the god of plague stop it, and stop fighting again! !
Yan Ziyi said a few words to Yang Lei, but within a few days, Yang Lei took people out to fight two more fights, and they were not obligatory fights. Not to mention hitting the opponent hard, even to himself. It seems that there are many lives, and it is completely a lifeless style of play. When I came back with Yang Lei's brothers, they secretly said that I was really scared to see Yang Lei fighting. I was scared from the heart. Life!
"Did you fight chicken blood? Are you majestic? Why don't you go to boxing if you are addicted to fighting?"
Swallow B scolded Yang Lei. He was very worried about Yang Lei.
He knew that Yang Lei used to be brave and ruthless, but recently he has really gotten better, like a serious child, especially after getting on good terms with Fang Yu. I don't know why Yang Lei is so addicted to fighting all of a sudden, like he's dying, like a drunken madness.
"Is something wrong?"
Swallow B is indeed an old river and lake.
"It's all right."
Yang Lei said.
"Where's Fang Yu? Why haven't you been with him these days?"
Yang Lei didn't want to mention this at all and kept silent.
Yan Ziyi glanced at Yang Lei.
"Have a conflict with Fang Yu?"
"No!"
Yang Lei became impatient.
Who is Yan Ziyi? Looking at Yang Lei's expression, he knows that the problem lies here.
"You two are as good as wearing a pair of pants. What's wrong with closing the door? If you go out to cause trouble, I'll take care of you!"
Swallow B was relieved. If there is a problem between Fang Yu and Yang Lei, he believes it is not a big problem.
Yang Lei hasn't looked for Fang Yu in the past few days.
After he ran out that night, when he finally couldn't run, he slowly walked back to the big platform of Fang Yu's house and sat on the edge of the wide platform for the night.
In this place, he and Fang Yu sat together, talked about their thoughts, and drank wine. He has seen Fang Yu's tears here, hugged the drunk Fang Yu, and wiped the tears on his face.
House, house. His mind was full of this name, and even at this time, he still sat downstairs in the house again, not knowing what he was expecting. He looked at the dark unit door, wondering if Fang Yu would chase after him, wondering if he should go up, hugged the house and said I was fucking playing, I was playing with me Why don't you play with others? ! I never play, I just like you, I really like you, I'm sick, mentally ill...
That morning, Yang Lei left.
There is a mess of cigarette butts at my feet...
Yang Lei didn't go to Fang Yu, but Fang Yu went to him.
That night was not easy for Yang Lei, nor was it for Fang Yu. Yang Lei smoked cigarettes all night, and Fang Yu didn't sleep a night on his balcony. In the morning, I went downstairs and passed the platform on the second floor. As soon as I saw the cigarette butts there, Fang Yu understood.
After Yang Lei left, he never appeared in front of him again, not even a phone call. Fang Yu called Yang Lei's office, but Yang Lei was always absent. After calling the military line again to Yang Lei's house, Yang Lei had never been at home once.
At that time, there were no cell phones, no pagers, and it was very difficult to find people. Since his friendship with Yang Lei, Fang Yu has never been able to find Yang Lei, because Yang Lei seems to appear in front of him all the time, always in front of him, always by his side, and he has never been able to find Yang Lei.
Fang Yu even called Yan Ziyi, knowing that Yang Lei was working for Yan Ziyi, and that Yang Lei was fighting outside every day.
"Fang Yu, you talk about him too! Is it interesting to make yourself a lot more interesting?" Yan Ziyi said.
"Is he hanging a lot of money?" Fang Yu was startled.
"Can you not hang the lottery? Do you really think you are Jackie Chan if you beat him like that?" Yan Ziyi said.
In fact, which of these underworld thugs haven't played the lottery outside, it's normal to hang the lottery, it's normal, but Yan Ziyi said "hang the lottery", but Fang Yu felt it was very serious, because for a big brother like Yan Ziyi, it is common to get injured. That's not at the level of "hanging the lottery" at all. He said "hanging the lottery", it must have been hurt to a certain extent.
In fact, Yang Lei was injured a little, but it was definitely not that serious. Yan Ziyi also said angrily. He didn't know Fang Yu was worried when he heard it.
Fang Yu called Li San, and Yang Lei happened to be at Li San's house.
"Ah, Brother Yu!..." Li San glanced at Yang Lei, who stared at him. "Brother Lei, Brother Lei..." Li San looked at Yang Lei's eyes and understood: "Brother Lei is not here!... I don't know where he is either. Maybe he went out to do some errands... Hanging the lottery? Is it serious?" Li San looked at Yang Lei again, and Yang Lei shook his head at him.
"No... No! Brother Lei is fine, no luck!"
His faltering tone made Fang Yu even more suspicious.
"... oh well, I'll tell him when I see him..."
Li San hung up the phone and said to Yang Lei, "Brother Yu said that you have to go back to the office tonight, he's going to find you, he has something to do..."
Yang Lei did not speak.
Yang Lei wasn't angry to hide from Fang Yu on purpose. Evasion is not his style, he always does things straight and solves them head-on.
But in fact, these days, Yang Lei is also confused and thinking.
Before meeting Fang Yu, Yang Lei never thought that he could like the same sex. Even now, he doesn't think he is the kind of cat just because he likes Fang Yu, he always thinks he is "normal", he just likes Fang Yu, it is because Fang Yu is special, not because he is "abnormal".
Therefore, although Yang Lei has struggled, his conflicts and struggles are not too intense or too deep. At that time, he only thought about Fang Yu, just wanted to be with him, and he didn't want to think about anything else. Just like a person who is in love for the first time, he can't see everything except the object of his infatuation.
But Fang Yu's words that night made him suddenly think, he has been thinking about what he wants, has he thought about Fang Yu? Thinking about Fang Yu, would you like to take this road
They have crossed the line long ago, and they all know each other, and Yang Lei knows it better. Ever since the cat said that day, he knew that it was "love".
Love, the love of two men. In those days, Yang Lei hadn't really thought about what this meant.
Yang Lei imagined that if he liked Fang Yu and let others know, what would others think of him. Psycho, pervert, shemale, sissy…
That's how the society at that time treated homosexuality.
Of course, at this time, Yang Lei hadn't identified himself with "homosexuality", a word that most people had never heard of at that time.
Yang Lei doesn't care, he is not afraid of anything.
But he imagined that these words were crowned on Fang Yu's head...
Yang Lei suddenly didn't know if he was doing the right thing.
He was the one who forced Fang Yu into the water using the deceptive method of "playing". But is Fang Yu willing to go into the water? After launching into the water, what Fang Yu has to undertake, has he thought about it
These are not questions about whether he confessed to Fang Yu and Fang Yu did not respond.
Yang Lei was really lost.
He starts to really think, starts to mature...
That night, when Fang Yu went to Yang Lei's office, Yang Lei was waiting for him.
The two met, looked at each other and said nothing. Fang Yu closed the door.
"… "
Fang Yu sat down. No one pretended to greet and greet naturally, and both of them were silent.
In the impression of the two of them, they have never been so embarrassed when they were together.
"I heard you were injured?"
Fang Yu opened his mouth first.
"Small injury, it's okay." Yang Lei was scratched by the three-edged scraper on his shoulder. That thing had a big wound and a lot of bleeding, but overall it wasn't a big deal.
"Where's the injury?"
Fang Yu's eyes were fixed on Yang Lei. In fact, seeing Yang Lei safe and sound when he came in, Fang Yu's heart was settled.
Yang Lei hesitated for a moment, lifted the T-shirt, showed Fang Yu the bandage wound on the shoulder above his chest, and put down the T-shirt.
"It's okay." Yang Lei said calmly.