When Ding Wen touched Yang Lei in the bathroom, Fang Yu only glanced at him, but with that one glance, Ding Wen retracted his hand. Ding Wen had seen quite a few rascals, but he was a little afraid of Fang Yu's rascal's eyes.
"Have you been close to that Ding Wen recently?"
Once, when Yang Lei was about to leave after eating, Fang Yu couldn't help but stop him.
"Okay."
"How is it okay?"
"Hasn't he helped me? Just be familiar with him." Yang Lei had the impression that Fang Yu had ignored Ding Wen, so why did he ask about Ding Wen
"...Do you know what kind of person he is?"
Fang Yu suppressed his displeasure and asked.
Yang Lei felt a little bit.
"What kind of person?"
He stared at Fang Yu.
There were no other brothers present at that time, and Fang Yu didn't want to endure it any longer. Fang Yu frowned.
"Why don't you know how he aimed at you on the table that day?"
"I know, isn't he just like a flower cat?" Yang Lei said, Fang Yu's expression of disgust and disgust, like a thorn, made Yang Lei very unhappy.
"Knowing that you're still close to him?? You... don't feel bad?"
"What do you mean, aren't you close to the cat? Have you ever disliked him? Are you uncomfortable?"
Fang Yu didn't expect Yang Lei to answer him with such an aggressive attitude. Fang Yu was unhappy at first, and Yang Lei's attitude made him even more angry.
"Is it the same thing? The cat is my brother! He sold me his life!"
"Ding Wen is also my friend now! He is 'that kind of person', so he can't make friends? It makes people uncomfortable? People are also people, and they also make friends!"
Yang Lei really didn't know where he got so angry, but he couldn't help but fight Fang Yu.
Ding Wen is someone who likes men and is called "mental" and "brain problem". Although Yang Lei has never identified himself as someone like Huamao or Ding Wen, now he can. understand this feeling. His views and ideas have gradually changed, at least he will respect them, because he has developed this feeling himself.
But seeing Fang Yu's disgusting look and tone, although it was aimed at Ding Wen, Yang Lei felt that it was aimed at himself. That was Fang Yu's attitude towards this kind of person and this kind of thing. , The opinion, that is, Fang Yu looks down on it from the bottom of his heart, he said, it is called "uncomfortable"!
"… "
Fang Yu looked at Yang Lei, stunned.
In his mind, this was the first time they had quarreled over someone other than the two of them.
In the past, even if there was a bloody case as big as Chuanzi and Xiaowu, the two were their best brothers and relatives, and they never argued.
Fang Yu lowered his head and drew a cigarette from his pocket.
He bowed his head to smoke and said nothing.
Yang Lei didn't say anything, turned around and left.
Fang Yu raised his head and looked at Yang Lei's back...
Although Yang Lei had no superfluous thoughts about Ding Wen, after getting familiar with it, he felt that Ding Wen was indeed not bad. And Ding Wen is obviously different from the people in the gangster circle that he hangs around all day. He is a real cultural person and a technical talent. Many things he said are very eye-catching for Yang Lei. For example, he started a few years after that. The popular pager and the big brother, PHS, Ding Wen knew it at that time, and he knew it.
Ding Wen obtained a lot of games that could be played under the computer system at that time, both in floppy disk format and CD-ROM format. From installation to operation, he taught Yang Lei bit by bit patiently, and opened up a harbor of escapism in front of Yang Lei. , Yang Lei plunged headlong into the world of games, paralyzing himself.
When Yang Lei went to Ding Wen's house, he had to pass the street downstairs from Fang Yu's house and turn two corners. The road he had taken was all too familiar, but now his destination was different. Every time Yang Lei passed by Fang Yu's house downstairs, he restrained himself not to look upstairs. There were several times when he walked to the stairway where he could turn to the platform on the second floor, he had the urge to rush to the platform and then rush upstairs, but Yang Lei restrained it and continued to walk forward.
He didn't know, in fact, Fang Yu had seen him several times on the balcony on the eighth floor.
When Fang Yu saw Yang Lei walking by for the first time, he subconsciously shouted, "Yang Lei!"
Yang Lei didn't hear it and walked over.
Originally, Fang Yu thought that Yang Lei was coming to his house, so he didn't shout again, but he saw Yang Lei walking straight to the front of the street.
Fang Yu immediately turned around and put on his shoes and went downstairs to chase after him. When he went downstairs, he still thought that today he happened to drive a car back from the restaurant, and parked it downstairs, just in time to take Yang Lei out for a ride, where to go to play...
When Fang Yu chased down the street, Yang Lei was about to turn a corner at the intersection. Fang Yu chased after the corner and was about to call Yang Lei when he turned the corner, when he saw Ding Wen standing at the opposite intersection, shaking his hand at Yang Lei, Yang Lei walked across the road, the two chatted and laughed, and entered the front together. Community gate.
That day, Fang Yu knew that Ding Wen lived very close to him.
Only after that day did Fang Yu know where Yang Lei went at night.
It was also after that day that he often saw Yang Lei walking by on the balcony in the evening and never called him again.
No matter how late Yang Lei played, he would not stay at Ding Wen's place for the night, even if Ding Wen kept him again and again.
Although Ding Wen is a slow cook, who can be indifferent to the person he likes. Ding Wen always looked at Yang Lei tenderly, his eyes were so moving, Yang Lei could only ignore it.
Sometimes Ding Wen deliberately took Yang Lei's hand holding the mouse and led him to move, and sometimes he taught him the computer to get close to Yang Lei, and his face was almost on Yang Lei's face.
At this time, Yang Lei will avoid it, and if Ding Wen goes too far, Yang Lei will seriously refuse.
Yang Lei also felt guilty. He knew that he was taking advantage of Ding Wen's good impression of him to find a place to escape. He also felt that this was too inauthentic to Ding Wen, so he also thought that he would not come back in a few days.
But Ding Wen is not only in love with Yang Lei at first sight, he has fallen in love with Yang Lei deeply. He could hardly control it. This night, when Yang Lei was concentrating on playing games, he looked at his Ding Wen, and couldn't help but put his hand on Yang Lei's lower body.
Yang Lei immediately stood up and stared at him.
"If this happens, I really can't come."
"Brother Lei, I really like you. I can't control myself."
Ding Wen said sadly. He likes to call Yang Leilei brother, but Ding Wen is actually two years older than Yang Lei.
"…but I don't like you."
Yang Lei knows that direct truth hurts. But it's better than letting the other party have illusions.
"Do you really have no feelings for me at all?"
Ding Wen said sadly.
Seeing Ding Wen's eyes, Yang Lei seemed to know him. He was also sad.
He thought of the words of the cat.
Some people have never known each other. Because after knowing it, it will increase a lot of troubles.
"You are... very good. I hope we will always be friends." Yang Lei said.
Ding Wen was silent for a while.
"I feel that you are the one who can accept this. You reject me, do you have someone in your heart?" Ding Wen said.
Yang Lei didn't answer, defaulting.
"Is that the house?"
Maybe a pure homosexual like Ding Wen is naturally sensitive, especially to the human mind. Just like Huamao pointed out that Yang Lei was "concerned" about Fang Yu when Yang Lei himself hadn't figured it out, Ding Wen could also sense from the details that the person in Yang Lei's heart was Fang Yu.
"Then does he like you?"
Ding Wen asked.
Yang Lei thinks this is a really good question, and he hasn't asked it if he wants to.
"He and I are just brothers. I'm not playing."
Yang Lei smiled bitterly and comforted Ding Wen.
"If you are nice and knowledgeable, you will definitely find someone who is good for you. Look at me, I'm just a jerk, and I haven't even gone to university."
Yang Lei went to get his bag. He should go.
But Ding Wen suddenly stood up, and before Yang Lei could react, he hugged Yang Lei tightly.
"Brother Lei, just give me a hug. Just hug for a while, please."
Ding Wen's heart was also broken.
"… "
Yang Lei didn't push him away. He can understand the pain of unrequited love.
That night, Ding Wen really just hugged Yang Lei and did nothing else. He asked Yang Lei to stay a little longer and accompany him, even if it was just pity for him.
Yang Lei looked at Ding Wen's eyes and agreed. They didn't play games anymore, he kept chatting with Ding Wen patiently until Ding Wen's mood gradually improved...
This chat lasted all night, and when Yang Lei was about to leave, it was almost 5 o'clock, and the sky was almost dawn.
"Don't go, just sleep here for a while." Ding Wen requested.
"No, hurry up and rest." Ding Wen was a very narrow bed, and Yang Lei didn't want to do more unnecessary things.
"Then I'll take you down."
The two went downstairs and walked out of the community. It was still dark outside, and there was already a dim light. Yang Lei walked to the gate of the community and was talking to tell Ding Wen not to send him off. When he went back to sleep, Ding Wen reluctantly pulled his arm. Yang Lei told him to go back. As soon as he looked up, he saw a person standing across the road, and Yang Lei was stunned.
That day, Fang Yu stayed in the restaurant all night to deal with things, and stayed up all night before coming back. His face was exhausted, and he was trying to buy something to eat at one of the earliest breakfast stalls across the road.
He turned around and saw Yang Lei and Ding Wen walking out of the opposite community.