How can Fang Yu answer this question? Yang Lei asked the question himself, but also felt that it was quite boring to ask.
It was as if he was begging Fang Yu to give him an answer. What can Fang Yu say, I love you, I love you
Could Fang Yu say that
What Yang Lei wants is not what he likes or what he loves. He didn't care whether Fang Yu said this or not. Two old men, do you want to say this
But he just wanted to be safe.
People in love are all fools, especially Yang Lei. Like all fools who are in love, he wants to know where he is in the other person's heart, and whether the other person has the same heart as him.
He is also a man, he fell in love with a man, has he not struggled with contradictions himself? But he has now figured out that Fang Yu is much more important than others.
What about Fang Yu
Yang Lei is really unsteady. People are greedy. Before, he wanted to get Fang Yu and do what a true lover would do with him. Now that they have done everything, Yang Lei finds that he is not satisfied at all, and that is not true satisfaction.
Hearing what Fang Yu said after drinking last night, Yang Lei also thought about it a lot.
He was heartbroken. Really sad.
He remembered the first time Fang Yu went to the small building and had dinner with everyone that night. Fang Yu was really happy that night. Although he didn't say much, the things in his eyes couldn't deceive people. Yang Lei could see that Fang Yu was really happy.
Fang Yu later said "I'm quite envious", and Yang Lei felt sad at that time.
He knew that Fang Yu had no home. Fang Yu had no parents since he was a child, and was fostered in his cousin Xiao Wu's house. Xiao Wu's parents didn't care much about him either. Fang Yu had come out alone a long time ago, otherwise, he wouldn't have come out to hang out at such a young age, and he was so famous, but he was not very old.
Fang Yu wants a home. I want the warmth of home.
This point, Yang Lei understands better than others.
Fang Yu had said that in the future when Luo Jiu didn't need him to hang out again, he would become a family again. He was afraid of delaying other girls and implicated other girls, so he did not fall in love easily, but in his heart, he was looking forward to living a steady and peaceful life, an ordinary life.
Yang Lei knew all this.
Therefore, although Yang Lei was sad when he heard Fang Yu's words after drinking, he knew that it was Fang Yu's heart. That was Fang Yu's simplest and most unpretentious wish.
He understands. Especially understandable.
If Fang Yu chose him, it would mean giving up all of this.
At the current age of Yang Lei, he could not have imagined that there would be so many in the future. Even if his thoughts appeared for a lifetime, he was far from really thinking about it for a lifetime.
Will he be with Fang Woo for the rest of his life? What will they do in the future, love, separate, get married and have children, and live a normal life? Or are they really just like other couples who only guard each other and stay together for the rest of their lives
Not to mention Fang Yu, even Yang Lei, didn't really think about it.
How far can these two men go? In that society at that time, in that era, I didn't blame Yang Lei, it really couldn't be considered that long.
"I don't think much of it."
After a while, Fang Yu said.
Yang Lei glanced at him.
"No matter what we are, what I do to you now will not change in the future."
Fang Yu said slowly, word by word.
This is the most accurate answer Fang Yu can give Yang Lei now.
Yang Lei didn't answer.
"Then let me tell you what I thought, okay?"
Yang Lei said calmly.
"you say."
"I thought about it. You were right that day. We'll all have to think about it."
Fang Yu raised his eyes and looked at Yang Lei.
"I said that day that I would never let you see me again, but I didn't take it seriously. I don't want to put any pressure on you. What I said that day was what I said in my heart. I thought, no matter what, I have to let you know, and I am worthy of it. My own heart. Later we... It's okay, I'm really happy. But I'm also really afraid that you will regret it."
Yang Lei digs his heart and lungs.
"I have no regrets."
Fang Yu said fiercely.
"… "
When Yang Lei heard this, he had mixed feelings in his heart.
"I'm glad you said that... You know Fang Yu, I really like you."
Yang Lei said. This time, he spoke calmly and naturally.
Fang Yu heard Yang Lei say this again, and the feeling was very different from the first time.
He looked at Yang Lei, and he had the urge to take him into his arms.
"Last night, you drank and said, you want to be a family."
Yang Lei said.
"… "
Fang Yu was stunned. He was not impressed at all. He suddenly understood why Yang Lei said this tonight.
He used to think so. As a child, he envied the lights in other people's homes. He wanted to have a home that truly belongs to him in the future.
"… Does this make you unhappy?"
Fang Yu said.
"No. Don't get me wrong."
Yang Lei said.
"Big brother asked me to go to Lucheng to do business, and I want to stay there for a while. I want to say, let's just take advantage of this time and think about it."
Yang Lei was very calm. He spoke slowly.
"While we can go back, you haven't figured out what you think about me, so let's all think about it. After thinking about it, what should I do in the future, what should I do in the future. I'll leave tomorrow, I'm busy over there, I I won't contact you any more. It's quiet, let's all think about it, what's the decision, we'll talk about it when we come back... "
Yang Lei said.
What Yang Lei is talking about, Yang Lei knows, Fang Yu also knows...
Yang Lei didn't lie to Fang Yu, he really went to Lvcheng to see the project and step on the ground for Yan Ziyi's several plots there. This is the prototype of the developers of that era. Yan Ziyi kept urging him to set off. Yang Lei had been delayed for several days, and he was too embarrassed to delay it any longer. This time, the place I went to is relatively remote. In the outer suburbs below Lu City, Yan Ziyi wanted to expand to the outer city, so he had to get the land from the periphery first. Before Yang Lei left, he was afraid that it would take a long time this time. If something happened to Fang Yu like last time, no one told him in time. He specifically told Li San and Chuanzi that if anything happened to Fang Yu, first Time to call to inform him.
The next day, Yang Lei set off, and as soon as he arrived in Lucheng, he hurried to the few plots of sub-suburban counties. Yang Lei fights desperately and takes matters seriously. Yan Ziyi's account of his affairs is never vague.
Except when Yang Lei arrived in Lucheng, he called Fang Yu to report that he was safe, but he did not call Fang Yu again after that. He told Fang Yu that in the end the plot was all rural, so he might not be able to find a phone, and it was inconvenient to make calls, so he wouldn't call more, and asked Fang Yu not to worry about it. He returned to Lucheng and contacted him again.
Yang Lei is telling the truth. The place he went to was far beyond his imagination, and the traffic conditions were particularly poor. There was only one big road leading to cars in one area, and the rest were all rural trails. When I arrived at the place, I really suffered from the old nose. Although the last place was good, with beautiful scenery and small villages, it met the requirements of Yan Ziyi's desire to develop a villa project, but the traffic conditions were too bad, Yang Lei just calculated, just this. Road construction money, first of all have to invest a lot.
He stayed in this village and inspected it for two or three days. He also initially discussed his intentions with the relocated households in the village, and got to the bottom of it. On the day he returned to Lucheng, he didn't expect the situation to happen.
The night before, it rained heavily and the mountain collapsed. When Yang Lei drove halfway along the only road in his car, he found that the middle of the road was completely blocked by the rocks that collapsed at night, not to mention cars and bicycles.
As soon as Yang Lei asked, this is the only way to get out of the village, and no other way will work, but this rock is no worse than a lump of dirt, and it will be finished if it is not cleaned up.
Yang Lei asked again, this small village is too backward, and there is no telephone line. If the villagers want to make calls, they all go to the town outside the mountain, but that town has to go this way. Because this village is in the mountains, there is only one road that crosses the mountain, and there is no other way to get out.
Yang Lei is in a hurry now, which means he has lost contact with the outside world.
"Young man, don't worry, this kind of thing happens all the time. You stay with us for a few days first, and you can go out when the road is clear."
The villagers were kind enough to persuade him.
Yang Lei has no choice but to wait.
On Jianghai's side, Yang Lei gave Fang Yu the phone number of the Lucheng Hotel where he was staying. Fang Yu called Yang Lei every night to see if Yang Lei was back, but no one answered for a few days.
Both Lao Liang and Hua Mao could see that Fang Yu was in a bad mood these days. In the evening, Fang Yu called a few people to eat at a large food stall outside, and there were several big and three thick poles at the next table drinking. The pole is Jianghai dialect, and it is also used to refer to gangsters. Sometimes they call gangsters "little rods" and "living haunted people". They are the kind of people who are best avoided by ordinary people when they see them. These few poles were rambunctious, full of foul language, and they quarreled with a little brother on Fang Yu's table. It was no big deal, but the young people were all angry, who let who? As soon as the two swear words were scolded, the other side went sideways and slapped the table.
Fang Yu's little brother is still a bit measured. Anyway, the big brother is sitting on the table, and he can't make trouble, so he didn't say much. The other side gained momentum, and he was even more cursing. They are all dozens of younger brothers under their hands, and they have heads and faces, so how many poles can be like this? But before they made any movement, Fang Yu got up first.
According to the later description of these poles, when they saw a person coming over, they were alone. No one at the table responded, and the table was kicked over by the person. After flipping over the table, the man picked up a bench without blinking, and swung it on the head of the person who scolded the most fiercely.
The man fell to the ground without saying a word.
Not to mention the pole at the table, the people at the table in Fang Yu were shocked.
According to Lao Liang's words, he was 18 when he was Fang Yu. The 18-year-old Fang Yucai really doesn't like anyone who doesn't like him. He doesn't even say a word of nonsense when he goes up to the scene. I'm the biggest in the world, and the ruthlessness of the street war bully has not been passed for many years.
Fang Yu has already dismantled the legs of the stool. This thing is the most famous weapon when taking materials on the spot. You don't even think it is a stool leg. If you hit it with a pointed end full of wooden thorns, you will know the taste!
Lao Liang and Hua Mao rushed over. Those few poles are stupid, they all run into the food stalls, these people are the fellows of the owner of the food stall, all the people in the food stalls, they all stood up, there are more people than Fangyu and the others, these are all out-of-towners , I don't know Fang Yu and these people, all of them are not easy to mess with, someone rushed out with a kitchen knife and rushed straight to Fang Yu.
Fang Yu didn't hide, he kicked the opponent's heart, grabbed the kitchen knife and chopped it on the front of the stall door. The hostility is not something ordinary people can bear. The people in this stall were shocked and looked at him. Fang Yu picked up a glass with liquor on the counter and lit a lighter. "Boom", the alcohol was on fire.
The cup slammed to the ground and shattered.
That night, this food stall was smashed into a mess, and it did not reopen for half a month.
Fang Yu is not a good person, not a good person.
If he is good, can he be a triad? Can I register at the Public Security Bureau?
Luo Jiu wondered when he found out, Fang Yu hasn't caused trouble for a long time. He has been with Luo Jiu since he was 14 years old. Luo Jiu knows his temperament best. Fang Yu is a ruthless person on the surface, but he is actually kind-hearted in his heart. Fang Yu can seriously injure countless people, but it won't kill anyone. It's not a matter of guts. It's the difference between a thug and a desperado.
Fang Yu has been holding back a lot of emotions these days, and he found a place to vent these emotions. When Yang Lei left, he told him to think about it. Fang Yu himself said that they had to think about it again, but they were really separated from Yang Lei, but Fang Yu thought more about where Yang Lei was and what he was doing. , why don't you make a phone call, why can't contact Yang Lei yet.
He did think about a lot of other things, but in the end, he would always be occupied by these few thoughts.
On the fifth day, when Fang Yu called Lu Cheng again and no one answered, Fang Yu felt that something was wrong.
Yang Lei had told him that it would take three or four days at most, but it was already the fifth day, and there was still no news.
"Brother Yan, do you have any news about Yang Lei?"
Fang Yu called Yan Ziyi.
"No! I'm looking for him too, this kid doesn't have a phone call yet! I still want to ask you!"
Yan Ziyi was also anxious. This time, Yang Lei went alone, and this time he lost contact and couldn't even ask anyone else.
Fang Yu's heart was suspended.
Yang Lei may not answer his phone because of their relationship with him, but Yang Lei will definitely not stop contacting Yan Ziyi.
So, something must have happened.