Later, Yang Lei said to Fang Yu, Fang Yu, we are a family here, I, Aunt Zhang, Uncle Wang, Uncle Liu, Uncle Wei... We have a big family here! This home is yours.
Yang Lei wants to give Fang Yu a home. He can give better than anyone else. He wants to give Fang Yu a place where he can stay for the rest of his life without leaving. This place is only him and Fang Yu.
Shortly after Er Hei's wedding, Yang Lei went to find Fang Yu. Fang Yu was bringing the cat Lao Liang and Er Hei to support his younger brother's newly opened amusement hall. The amusement hall introduced several of the most profitable slot machines and gambling machines at that time. , the business was bursting as soon as it opened. In the evening, several tables were celebrating outside. Fang Yu was coaxed by his brothers to drink at another table. The people at this table were so noisy that only Hua Mao and Yang Lei were left. .
The cat was very normal that day. She was wearing a black deep V-neck T-shirt and jeans, her hair was straight and neatly tied, and her face was not garish. Instead, she looked more handsome and pleasing to the eye than usual. Yang Lei has never seen such a normal time when the cat is so normal. When the cat is not dressed up as a girl, it looks quite handsome and handsome.
"Not bad! It's like a person!"
Yang Lei ran on the cats.
"Are you in a good mood?"
said the cat.
"Why is it bad?"
"But I'm in a bad mood."
"Love again?"
"No."
"Who did you see again?"
Yang Lei has long stopped taking cats as enemies. The two are getting along well now.
"You don't know who I'm looking at?"
"Why don't I tell you there's no drama sooner! Substitution, as soon as possible!"
Yang Lei was also proud.
"Yang Lei, you are really good."
The cat suddenly said something.
The cat has already seen it. Especially after Fang Yu rushed to Lucheng and came back with Yang Lei, Hua Mao felt it. Hua Mao really suffered a lot. He really didn't expect that Fang Yu could really accept men and Yang Lei.
But some people are like this. You look like he is very calm and immature, but in some things, he is calmer and more mature than anyone else.
After Hua Mao said that, Yang Lei knew what he meant.
But Huamao didn't say anything else, didn't jump, didn't scold, didn't make a fuss, and didn't try to hurt Yang Lei like before.
At any time after that, Hua Mao never mentioned a word to outsiders.
When the cat left that day, she said something to Yang Lei:
If you are sorry for my brother, I will never let you go.
Yan Ziyi's company is getting bigger and bigger, and Yang Lei is getting busier and busier.
The company undertook a dormitory renovation project in a university. Yang Lei took the lead and was responsible for it, and he often went to the university. This is the most famous university in Jianghai, the highest institution in Jianghai, and it ranks among the top in the whole country.
If it weren't for the contracting project, Yang Lei would not necessarily enter the university in this life.
Bastards have mixed feelings about college. On the one hand, they will never be the people inside, and the people inside are destined to be two social classes in heaven and earth;
Fang Yu has never been in. When Yang Lei drove there, Fang Yu was also in the car. The lush green avenues on the campus, the smell of books, the ancient buildings with cornices and corners, and the vibrant college students inside made Fang Yu feel very different.
"When I was in high school, my family forced me to go to college, military school, and I didn't do it."
After finishing the work, the two rested on the grass on the campus, Yang Lei said.
"Why don't you do it?"
Fang Yu rarely listened to Yang Lei's initiative to talk about family affairs.
"I don't like to listen to their arrangements!"
To tell the truth, Yang Lei still has a yearning for the university campus. But he didn't want to be led by the nose in everything.
"I said that I like to mix, and I was slapped, and I was mixed, and it is now!"
Fang Yu glanced at him.
"It's nice here."
Fang Yu said.
Fang Yu feels complicated. He didn't read the material, and he didn't have that condition. With that condition, he wouldn't drop out of high school without finishing high school.
Fourteen or fifteen years old, young, looking good outside, how good is it really
"If you want to go, I'll get you a forehead."
Yang Lei saw that Fang Yu liked this campus.
"Fuck! Who am I to get in here?"
"What's the matter, who stipulated that the underworld can't go to university? Who are you? You are worse than the head here? Everyone is equal before knowledge!"
Yang Lei is poor again.
"Okay, come talk to me when you enter the university for 'equality' one day."
Fang Yu is joking.
This is a joke. They both knew at the time that it was just a joke.
When they were leaving, they saw Lin Shanshan.
After that time, Lin Shanshan never came to find Fang Yu. Suddenly seeing Fang Yu and Yang Lei, Lin Shanshan was stunned, standing there holding the book, and several of her classmates also looked over.
"Hello, Shanshan."
Fang Yu greeted her gently and generously. He knew that Lin Shanshan's dream had already woken up.
When Fang Yu and Yang Lei got into the car and drove away, Lin Shanshan watched them leave.
"Who are these handsome guys?"
Lin Shanshan's female classmates were excited. Fang Yu and Yang Lei are too eye-catching on this campus.
"... someone I can't catch up with."
Lin Shanshan answered such a sentence, leaving the surprised female companion, turned around, and walked forward.
There was disappointment on her face, and a faint smile, with calmness.
Every woman's girlhood will have an unrealistic dream. Lin Shanshan was very fortunate that the person who appeared in her dream was Fang Yu.
It rained heavily on Sunday, and there was nowhere to go. Neither of them went out. They stayed in the small building for a day.
Aunt Zhang and the others didn't know what the two children were doing upstairs. They kept the door closed and never came out. They were probably either playing games or watching videos. They hadn't come downstairs since lunch. When it was dinner time, Aunt Zhang's dinner was almost ready. She called the two downstairs to eat, but there was no response. Aunt Zhang went upstairs and knocked on the door.
"Xiao Lei! Xiaoyu!"
"… "
Yang Lei heard it, but Yang Lei couldn't answer a word.
"… Well… !"
In the round bathtub of the bathroom, the water continued to overflow with the violent movements of the two people in the bathtub, splashed on the wet tile floor, and flowed into the sewer.
Yang Lei leaned against the edge of the bathtub with his back close, and was pushed by Fang Yu, so he was speechless.
"... stop... stop... um...!"
Yang Lei was slammed into it again, and he almost shouted, hugging Fang Yu's smooth and strong back in the water.
"Xiao Lei!"
Aunt Zhang knocked again.
"time to eat!"
Unable to hear the answer, Aunt Zhang listened in puzzlement, but only vaguely heard the sound of rushing water, guessing that the two children were taking a bath.
"… Got it!… Godmother!… "
Fang Yu shouted loudly, separated Yang Lei's legs, and plunged into the depths.
"…!"
Yang Lei swallowed hard and gasped.
“… we… come down right now!…”
Fang Yu held his waist up, facing the door.
"Hurry up and wash!"
Aunt Zhang's footsteps came downstairs.
When the footsteps completely disappeared, Yang Lei let out a groan. Fang Yu blocked his mouth, hugged him and sank into the water. Under the tumbling water surface were two entangled and throbbing naked bodies. …
"... Come to my place next time."
After finishing the incident, Fang Yu hugged Yang Lei who was panting and said in a deep voice.
"...It's okay...I can't find out..." Yang Lei kissed Fang Yu's wet face lightly. "That's what stimulates..."
Yang Lei raised the corner of his mouth and smiled, both bad and cool.
"...Fuck!" Fang Yu also smiled helplessly. "...you just play with fire!..."
"...Why am I playing with fire? I'm playing with you!" Yang Lei put his arms around Fang Yu and kissed his eyes and lips...
When the two finally went down to eat in neat clothes, the others left first after they finished eating.
"It's cold! You can't soak in the bath for so long, you'll catch cold!"
Aunt Zhang babbled.
Both Yang Lei and Fang Yu agreed honestly, holding up the bowl to eat, under the table, Yang Lei touched Fang Yu with his leg, and Fang Yu also touched him...
In a few days, Yan Ziyi wanted Yang Lei to go to Lucheng again, because of those plots, and this time, he was going to squat for land survey, and he had to go for two months. Yang Lei was scolded by Yan Ziyi and refused to go.
"What's wrong? Last time I suffered so badly and refused to go?" Yan Ziyi never explained Yang Lei's ambiguity.
"No! Brother, send someone else, I really can't go!"
"Why can't you go? Are you doing something here?"
How can Yang Lei be willing to leave, it will only take two months when he leaves? He and Fang Yu are at their hottest now, they can't be separated for a day, can they bear it for two months
Yang Lei was heartbroken.
"Brother, let me tell you the truth, I talked about Pansy!"
"I guess that's what happened!"
Yan Ziyi is not stupid either. Seeing that Yang Lei has been silly and happy all day recently, no one is there when he gets off work.
"I can't be separated from him!"
Yang Lei told Yan Ziyi seriously.
"Is it true this time? Pan Xi must be very beautiful, right?" Yan Ziyi saw Yang Lei's attitude of dumping girls, and it was simple enough, and he thought that Yang Lei would not be in a good relationship.
"You have seen it!"
Yang Lei is quite bold.
"Have I seen it?" Yan Ziyi wondered. "Who?"
Yang Lei thought to himself, I want to say who it is without scaring you to death.
When Yang Lei and Yan Ziyi were talking, Fang Yu had already returned to the small building.
He left the Century Restaurant early that day, came back to pick up something, and was ready to go out again. Just as he took something and walked down the stairs on the second floor, a man walked in from outside the small building.
The two faced each other.
This is a middle-aged man in his forties, tall, handsome, with a cold majesty between his eyes and a stern smile.
The man looked up to see Fang Yu, stopped for a moment, and glanced at him sharply.
Fang Yu has never seen this person since he moved into the small building. But the man walked into the building like a master, making Fang Yu realize that he should be Yang Lei's family.
Fang Yu went downstairs slowly. When he passed by the middle-aged man, he nodded politely, and Fang Yu walked out and walked out of the yard.
The man kept watching him go out.
"Who is that?"
Aunt Zhang came from behind, and the man asked her.
"It's Xiao Lei... The young master's friend is injured. The young master brought him back to recover."
"Friend? Does he live here?"
The man frowned.
"How long have you lived?"
"...for a while...good boy..."
Aunt Zhang murmured.
That night, Yang Lei was called back to his home in the military region by his father.
"You hang around all day long, when are you going to hang around?"
Yang Lei's father asked Yang Lei seriously.
"You've been asking this question for a few years, is it interesting?"
Yang Lei didn't come back to hear a lesson.
"You're going to keep messing around like this, for the rest of your life?"
Yang Lei's father usually doesn't care about Yang Lei, since he slapped Yang Lei out of the house and what Yang Lei is doing outside, he can't see or be upset. But can he really disappear? Not bothered
"What's the matter with you calling me back!"
Yang Lei became impatient.
Yang Lei's father suppressed his anger. Facing this son, he only had a heavy heart.
"At the end of the year, go to 'Lu Zhi', the quota has been set."
"I dont go!"
"If you don't go, you have to go! Who are you keeping this quota for?!"
"Who let you call the shots for me, have you asked my opinion? I said it before, you didn't care about me in the past, and you won't care about it in the future?"
"I don't care? I don't care what you are doing now!!"
Yang Lei's father broke out suddenly. He couldn't accept that a person of his status and status had such a son, it was a shame!
"You think I don't know about the things outside you? Fighting and squatting, acting as a thug for the underworld, provoking trouble everywhere, you will lose all the face of the Yang family!"
Among the children of their high-ranking families, it is absolutely unique that Yang Lei can go to the underworld and make such a big noise.
"I hang out with a group of sloppy people all day long, and even get people into the small building, you get rid of that little bastard as soon as possible! What kind of people are not three or four, please stay away from such people!"
Yang Lei's father was particularly disgusted by Yang Lei hanging out with these bastards. Seeing Fang Yu's appearance, he knew that he was a bastard. Fang Yu has been in the mix for many years, even if he is the owner of the restaurant now, the taste of Jianghu people can't be hidden from Yang Lei's father's countless eyes.
"Who do you say is not three or four? That's my friend! You have some respect for my friend!!"
Yang Lei suddenly became angry.
"Friend? It's this 'friend' who killed you!"
Yang Lei's father is not calm anymore. He originally wanted to talk to Yang Lei calmly, but when he saw Yang Lei's attitude, he became angry.
"Give you a few days to get people away. If you don't want to talk, I'll go talk to him."
Yang Lei really didn't expect that his father would go to the small building and interfere in this matter.
"Yang Dahai, don't go too far. That's my house. I'll let whoever I want to live in! Why do you care about me?"
"Just because I am your father!"
Yang Lei his father roared.
Yang Lei was stunned for a moment.
"My father?"
Yang Lei smiled, and laughed quite angrily.
"Now you say you are my father? Are you worthy of my mother? Are you worthy of me?"
Yang Lei roared, turned around and rushed out the door...
"… "
Yang Dahai was speechless.
He looked at Yang Lei's back as he slammed out of the door, stood and frowned tightly...
Fang Yu met Yang Dahai that day, and Yang Lei went back to his home in the military region that night. Although Yang Lei didn't mention anything to him, Fang Yu also guessed it.
The middle-aged man looked at him with disgust. Fang Yu is skilled in world affairs and understands at a glance.
When Yang Lei came back, Fang Yu was packing up, and Yang Lei was anxious.
"Why?"
"Yoko and the others use my place as a stronghold. I'm always absent, they're boring, and it's troublesome to run from both ends, so I'd better move back."
"You met Yang Dahai, didn't you?"
Yang Lei knew Fang Yu was an excuse as soon as he heard it. He didn't go around in circles at all.
"What did my dad say to you?"
Fang Yu stopped. He guessed right.
"No, just take a picture."
Fang Yu said calmly.
"If I knew it was your father, I should have said hello."
"Who won't let you live? Why are you in such a hurry to go?"
Yang Lei grabbed the box in Fang Yu's hand and threw it aside.
"I should go back!"
Fang Yu was helpless.
"Can I stay home forever? I still have the rent!"
"I'll pay for you!"
"Oh... that's not the case!" Fang Yu couldn't do anything about the stubborn Yang Lei. "Isn't it different where you live? Isn't my place nice and comfortable, and no one cares. Isn't it your favorite place to stay before? When I go back, you go to my place, aren't we the same?"
"It's not the same! Whoever makes you feel wronged can't do it!"
"What am I wronged?"
Yang Lei was angry and distressed when he thought of Yang Dahai's eyes and tone when he said that Fang Yu was "not three or four". Why did he say that to Fang Yu, does he understand him? What did he know? He doesn't even know his own son!
"Stop screwing."
Fang Yu rubbed Yang Lei's hair to comfort him. Yang Lei was protecting him, and he was moved.
"We can do whatever. Don't make it difficult for godmothers and the others."
"… "
Yang Lei was heartbroken. Fang Yu is always thinking of others!
Fang Yu invited everyone in the small building to have dinner at the Emgrand Hotel, the most advanced hotel in Jianghai, and gave everyone a gift.
Fang Yu is so grateful and thoughtful when he does things.
No one knew he was leaving, and the meal was a delight.
Fang Yu left the next day. Before Fang Yu left, he asked Aunt Zhang to convey his farewell to the elders.
"Xiaoyu, come to see godmother often..."
Aunt Zhang was sad. When Yang Dahai left, she explained to her that Aunt Zhang didn't know how to say this. Now that Fang Yu took the initiative to leave, she felt sorry for the child.
After Fang Yu left, Yang Lei almost never returned to the small building.
Fang Yu returned to the house on the eighth floor, and Yang Lei lived with him. In the past, although Yang Lei often spent the night there, most of the time he returned to his home. Now that the relationship between the two has changed, Yang Lei doesn't want to go back to that house at all, so he just brings all the things he uses from home and lives with Fang Yu.
"Can you do this? Does your dad agree?"
"I don't care whether he agrees or not!"
"Don't be like that, he's your dad after all."
"Fang Yu, you don't know, I didn't treat him as my dad."
Although Fang Yu and Yang Lei were together, Yang Lei didn't mention his family's past, and Fang Yu didn't ask. He knew that this was the part of Yang Lei's heart that he didn't want to be touched.
But this evening, Yang Lei told Fang Yu everything about his family.
Yang Lei's parents are a typical political marriage.
Yang Lei's grandfather was the commander of the largest field military region in the area at the time, and Yang Dahai was his eldest son. Yang Lei's mother was the daughter of another commander of a large military region outside the country. The two commanders had a deep friendship, and they were in the same family.
Many political marriages have no emotional basis, so many families with children of high-ranking officials are unhappy. However, Yang Lei's father, Yang Dahai, truly loves Yang Lei's mother.
Therefore, in the early days of marriage, Yang Dahai was very considerate to his wife and lived a very happy life. But Yang Lei's mother Guo Yan, before marrying Yang Dahai, once had a very affectionate boyfriend, and even eloped in spite of the family's opposition. Later, she was separated under the strong resistance of the family before marrying Yang Dahai.
Yang Dahai did not understand this history because Guo Yan's family was out of town. Guo Yan married Yang Dahai and gave birth to Yang Lei soon after. The family could have been very happy, but at this time rumors and rumors also reached Yang Dahai's ears. history.
In those days, elopement meant nothing, it was enough to ruin the reputation of an innocent girl. That is difficult for an ordinary man to accept, let alone a rich family like Yang's, not to mention a son of a high-ranking cadre like Yang Dahai with a strong sense of self-esteem and pride.
Guo Yan is a weak but brave woman. She had eloped for love, and this marriage was not of her own volition, but after marrying Yang Dahai, she fell in love with Yang Dahai and loved him very deeply.
But after Yang Dahai discovered her past, he couldn't accept it, which made both of them suffer. This pain extended to Yang Lei - Yang Dahai began to suspect that Yang Lei was not his son.
No matter how Guo Yan defended himself, this shadow could not be removed from Yang Dahai's heart. The two went from loving each other to torturing each other, and the pain was unbearable.
In Yang Lei's entire childhood, he never felt father's love. Others' fathers accompanied their children affectionately, and the way his father looked at him made little Yang Lei feel scared. In his memory, only his parents' quarrels, the cold war, his mother's tears, and his father's absence all night. He didn't even remember his father holding him.
In order to maintain the dignity of the so-called high-ranking family, they have not divorced, but they have lost trust and the basis of living together. Later, Yang Dahai had a third party outside. At this time, Yang Lei was already in elementary school, and the couple finally divorced. Yang Dahai married a new wife, and Guo Yan wanted to take Yang Lei back to her parents' home. It was Yang Lei's grandfather who insisted on keeping Yang Lei by his side and prevented her from taking her away, so Guo Yan reluctantly left Yang Lei and left.
The despair of marriage made Guo Yan's feelings for Yang Lei very complicated. She both loved the child and hated him, and it was he who brought her husband's distrust of her. Therefore, the affection Yang Lei felt since he was a child only came from his grandparents, and the nanny, driver, and gardener in that small building.
When Yang Lei went to junior high school, Yang Dahai changed his career from the army to a place where he was not restricted by the military and could go abroad. At that time, he had a knot in his heart for many years, and went abroad to do a paternity test, which confirmed that Yang Lei was indeed his biological son.
In fact, Yang Lei, who started to develop into puberty at that time, looked more and more like Yang Dahai in face and body. Everyone saw it. A paternity test just makes the facts hard to come by.
Yang Dahai knew that he was wrong, wrong for many years, very wrong. Yang Dahai was in pain and guilt. To this son, he did not fulfill his father's responsibilities. But by the time he wanted to make up for it, it was too late.
Yang Lei is very precocious. Children from such families are precocious. He was also smart enough to know that his father's attitude towards him changed because he had done a paternity test.
In the late 1980s, when most adults did not have the concept of paternity testing, Yang Lei, a 12- or 13-year-old child, already knew it.
So Yang Lei is like this now. So Yang Lei never mentioned his family. So no matter what Yang Lei is doing now, with Yang Dahai's current identity, status, and face, the Yang family will not say anything, because they know that this family owes Yang Lei, and owes too much.
Yang Dahai's later wife was a good person and treated Yang Lei very well. Yang Lei also respected her and called her mother. And Yang Lei's biological mother Guo Yan died of illness shortly after starting a family with others. At that time, Yang Dahai was middle-aged. Looking back, he knew that Guo Yan did not feel sorry for him after getting married. He regretted that year, but he also lost the opportunity to make up for it forever.
Now, Yang Dahai wants to give all the compensation to Yang Lei. But Yang Lei would never accept it again.
Yang Lei was lying on the wire bed, talking about this. These things, these words, he has never said to the second person, not even the most iron brother. On this day, it was the first time he told others, the one he loved the most.
When Yang Lei said this, he felt very relaxed. He didn't say it before, because he always pretended that he didn't care whether he could get love or not, but now that he got this kind of emotion, he no longer had to be dissatisfied.
Fang Yu kept listening to him without interrupting him. When Yang Lei stopped, Fang Yu stretched out his hand, stroked Yang Lei's hair silently, and stretched out his arm to him.
Yang Lei turned his head to look at him, raised his head, and put it on Fang Yu's arm.
Fang Yu took him into his arms and wrapped the two of them with a quilt. They didn't do anything, they just leaned on each other tightly, using their body temperature to warm each other, like two little animals keeping warm, they only need each other and only need each other.
"Fortunately, I still have an uncle. My uncle is good, much better than my father."
When Yang Lei thought of his uncle, his mood changed.
Yang Lei, the second uncle Yang Datian, is more like his father in comparison. When Yang Lei was a child, Yang Datian was not in Jianghai because of historical reasons at that time, but in the countryside below, and he returned to the city later. After Yang Datian came back, he loved Yang Lei very much and took him everywhere to play. Yang Datian only got married and had children when he was nearly forty years old. Now his daughter is only two or three years old. Yang Lei is his nephew in name, but he is actually similar to his own son. It was only when I was a child that I was mixed in the public security bureau that I became so familiar with those police officers.
"Hello my uncle, next time, I'll take you to meet him."
Yang Lei said with a smile.
"Can I see him? You don't know what the bastard is most afraid of?"
Fang Yu whispered jokes.
"It's different! He's also your uncle now!"
Yang Lei blurted out.
"… "
Fang Yu didn't speak, and looked down at Yang Lei.
Yang Lei also looked at him. The two looked at each other in silence, Fang Yu looked at him for a while, lowered his head, and kissed him slowly.
"From now on, this is our home. Don't leave."
Fang Yu said...
Yang Lei looked into Fang Yu's eyes. He stretched out his hand, hugged Fang Yu, and buried his face in Fang Yu's chest...