Yang Lei knew that Fang Yu was thinking of him and wanted him to live a peaceful life in the future. Although Yan Ziyi's company is considered a serious business, as long as people are on the road, they are destined to be uneasy. Fang Yu is afraid that he will have another accident and wants him to have a good place to go. Can Yang Lei not understand
But Yang Lei was still confused, he didn't want to hear Fang Yu persuade him to leave, even if Fang Yu thought about it for him.
"... I went, what should we do?"
After being silent for a while, Yang Lei said something.
Fang Yu did not speak, smoking a cigarette.
"It's been four years since I've been there, and I haven't seen many times in four years."
"I will visit you."
After a while, Fang Yu said in a deep voice.
"How many times can you watch it? Is it comparable to how we are now together every day?"
"Don't just look at the present!"
Fang Yu was a little impatient.
"Otherwise, let's go together. I told my dad to ask for another spot."
"I can't go. I can't leave Brother Jiu behind."
"—Then you can leave me?"
Yang Lei couldn't hold back and blurted out.
"...Is this the same thing?" Fang Yu raised his eyes suddenly and looked at Yang Lei impatiently: "How old are you? Can you understand something?!"
Fang Yu's tone is irritable...
Yang Lei looked at him and said nothing. Go out at night and go to troubled times.
Yang Lei was drinking and was confused.
The strong music and drum beats, and the madly dancing handsome men and women seem to have nothing to do with him. Yang Lei is a good drinker, and he once got the nickname "Yang Yijin", which means that Yang Lei fights with people and starts at least a catty. But now, Yang Lei just drank a little wine in the bar, not even a drizzle, and he was actually a little dizzy.
He wanted to find someone to accompany him, talk to his heart, and after thinking about it, he called Ding Wen.
"Brother Lei, what's wrong?"
Ding Wen came over after receiving the call without saying a word. Seeing Yang Lei drinking in a bad mood, Ding Wen was very concerned.
"It's nothing, drink with me." Yang Lei poured Ding Wen wine.
Ding Wen saw it.
"Isn't it... what happened to you and Fang Yu?"
For other things, Ding Wen estimated that Yang Lei would not look for him either. I can't tell anyone about this.
When Yang Lei heard Fang Yu's name, Fang Yu's frowning eyebrows, bright eyes, and silent and resolute lips appeared in front of him. This is the face he always misses in his heart, but thinking of him now makes him upset.
"Ding Wen, let me ask you... can the two men last for a long time?"
Ding Wen was silent for a while.
"Difficult. Even if the relationship is deep and time passes, it can't bear it. They all have to get married."
Ding Wen looked up at Yang Lei's profile.
"You... are not getting along?"
"No!... I'm so selfish!"
Yang Lei came up with such a sentence!
"... I'm really stunned... I have to destroy him in the future!"
Yang Lei spoke upside down, he didn't know what he was talking about.
"...Even if I kill him because of this in the future... I can't let him go!... I really have to harm him for the rest of my life!"
Yang Lei said painfully and incoherently...
Ding Wen began to be confused, but gradually he understood.
Yang Lei likes Fang Yu, but when he falls in love with a man, does he have no pressure at all? Yang Lei also thought about a lot of practical problems and overcame struggles and contradictions, but in the balance of his heart, Fang Yu's weight overwhelmed everything else. He recognized Fang Yu and was willing to bear all the pressure for him, but Yang Lei was the only one who couldn't stand it. The only thing is that they can't be with Fang Yu in the future, whether it's because of external reasons or problems between the two of them. What he wants to be together is not very romantic as in the TV series, "Even if you are far away, my heart will still be with you." , he will be with Fang Yu day and night, see him every day, touch him, open his eyes to see him, reach out to catch him, kiss him, not thousands of kilometers away Thinking of him emptily in my mind!
People who are in love are like that. At least Yang Lei has not come out of this period of love. He finally got Fang Yu's response, and Yang Lei even felt that if Fang Yu really regretted it one day, he really "understood it" and found that he still liked women and wanted to leave him. According to his own temperament, he would also It is impossible to be good for him like before, give him a chance to turn back and let him ashore, he must drag Fang Yu and stay underwater with him, even if the water can suffocate them both... Yang Lei knows himself too well , unless he changes himself in the future and doesn't love Fang Yu anymore, otherwise he really has to harm Fang Yu for the rest of his life, and let them both "not learn well" for a lifetime...
Maybe he doesn't love Fang Yu? Could he change in the future
Yang Lei didn't even think about it. His life belongs to Fang Yu! As long as Fang Yu said a word, his life could be given to him at any time!
He didn't only think about the current feelings, he was also planning for the future, planning the future of the two of them, but in this future, Fang Yu must be by his side, this is Yang Lei's simplest idea.
Although Ding Wen didn't know what was going on, after hearing Yang Lei's words, Ding Wen was also silent.
He really could not have imagined that Yang Lei had such deep affection for Fang Yuyong. Originally, Ding Wen had gone through so many things, and had long been desperate for the so-called eternal love between two men, but when he saw Yang Lei, Ding Wen could only sigh silently. emotion.
"Brother Lei, listen to me, don't fall too deep. No one knows what will happen in the future. Don't hurt yourself."
Ding Wen is a sincere statement. He has seen too much, and when the good times are good, he swears to the sky that the sea will die and the rocks will never be separated, but later, under the pressure of reality, they each get married and go their own way. There are too many.
After all, people live in reality, and emotions cannot be eaten as food.
"Some men can accept this at first, but they don't actually distinguish between buddies and love. When they meet a woman they like, they will understand. I have met such a person. Fang Yu... He doesn't look like us. Man. What about his feelings for you? Does he feel the same way as you do?"
Ding Wen asked.
Yang Lei tilted his neck and drank the colorful wine.
"You don't know him!"
Yang Lei put the wine glass on the table heavily.
"... Okay, anyway, you recognized him, I wish you happiness... "
Ding Wen also drank the wine...
Later, Ding Wen stayed with him, Yang Lei chatted with him a lot, and Ding Wen listened patiently. Yang Lei felt that Ding Wen was a good listener. Although he could not accept Ding Wen's feelings, he really regarded him as a friend.
Yang Lei asked Ding Wen how he was doing recently, and Ding Wen smiled wryly.
"I still can't let you go." Ding Wen whispered.
"Do not be silly."
"real."
Yang Lei was silent for a while and stared at him.
"I shouldn't be looking for you!"
Yang Lei says...
The manager in troubled times came to call Yang Lei, and Fang Yu called him. Fang Yu knew that Yang Lei had gone to troubled times, and Fang Yu was in a bad mood, so he ignored him and called him when he didn't see Yang Lei coming back late at night.
"come here!"
Yang Lei, who had been drinking too much, shouted into the phone.
"I'm waiting here!"
Yang Lei hung up the phone without waiting for Fang Yu to answer.
Yang Lei told Ding Wen not to accompany him, and told Ding Wen to go back early, but Ding Wen refused to leave. He was afraid that Yang Lei would be alone, and no one would take care of him if he drank too much.
"It's okay! I'll wait for Fang Yu!"
Yang Lei was still pouring into the cup, and he was too lazy to drink those foreign wines, so he just took a bottle of Erguotou.
Ding Wen didn't want to watch him drink so much, and wanted to grab his wine bottle.
"Brother Lei, stop drinking!"
"give me!"
The two were pulling and pulling, Ding Wen helplessly let go, looking at Yang Lei's silhouette drinking with his head up, Ying Ting's slightly confused face, Ding Wen was fascinated. He couldn't control himself, so he hugged Yang Lei's shoulder and hugged him tightly.
"… "
Yang Lei felt that something was wrong, and was about to drive him away, when Ding Wen's back tightened, he was pulled backwards and suddenly fell to the ground.