Lu Yanzhao looked at Qin Weiyang in silence without saying a word.
Qin Weiyang said: "Now, I have apologized, and thanked, let me talk about Lin Bin and maybe Mo'er!"
Speaking of this, a touch of grief flashed across Qin Weiyang’s face: "No matter how long time passes, I will always owe them both a sorry sentence. To be honest, you hate me, but it is actually right. If there was no me a year ago, That explosion may not happen. In fact, it’s not mine. Xu Mo'er and Lin Bin are gone. I am also very painful and sad. I know that no matter how much you say, you won’t forgive me because of people. Dead can’t come back to life, but, I’m sorry, I still want to say, I hope you can accept it!"
When Lu Yanzhao heard Qin Weiyang say so much, he slowly spoke. His expression was a little sad: "Qin Weiyang, we can’t be together, not only because of the deaths of Lin Bin and Xu Mo'er, but also because of their deaths. The responsibility, in the final analysis, is that I am sorry for them. For the rest of my life, I owe them. You don't have to blame yourself too much. It's just that you apologize to them. I help them and accept it!"
After Lu Yanzhao finished speaking, he was silent for a moment, thinking of Qin Weiyang before talking about Qin Weiming.
When he lost his memory, he didn't even know the existence of Qin Weiming.
Now I have restored my memory, and I also think of Qin Weiming, but when he lived with Qin Weiyang this year, he had never seen Qin Weiming at all!
Before, Qin Weiming and Shen Feng lived together, but this year, he was basically with Shen Feng and Qin Weiyang.
What about Qin Weiming
Lu Yanzhao's heart suddenly had a bad feeling.
Although he had a bad premonition, he still asked: "Qin Weiyang, Weiming... is he okay!"
This is the first time Lu Yanzhao has been so cautious and talked to himself when we met tonight.
Qin Weiyang couldn't help laughing. There was sadness and pain in her smile, and a slight sarcasm: "You don't need to be so careful, it seems like something big has happened, I also know that in your heart, I must have guessed it. I don’t hide it from you. Weiming passed away a year ago when we had an accident. His tombstones are around our residence in the United States. Sometimes, when you fall asleep, I often visit him, Lu Yan Zhao, to be honest, although Weiming is gone, I still want to thank you for your bone marrow donation. However, it is a pity that your bone marrow was not able to save his life in the end!"
After Qin Weiyang finished speaking, without holding back, he lowered his head directly, and a tear fell on the marble on the terrace.
Lu Yanzhao clenched his hands tightly, a little unbelievable: "Why? I remember that after the operation, I asked the surgeon, and the doctor said that as long as the postoperative care is taken care of, there will be no major problems!"
Therefore, this is also the reason why Lu Yanzhao had a bad premonition just now, but he did not dare to really think about the bad news.
Qin Weiyang looked at Lu Yanzhao, his eyes flickered slightly: "Who said no? It was indeed the case at the time, but the problem is that Weiming was taken away by Ji Xiu's people just after he had the operation. This kind of twists and turns And fright is undoubtedly a fatal blow to a person who is dying all year round. No one knows how he spent those few days. Of course, there is also my reason. I later heard Shen Feng say that Weiming Before dying, he said that he didn’t want to be a burden to me. He has dragged me down for long enough in his life. Therefore, he wanted to set me free. Let me be controlled by others, so I chose death!"
The more Qin Weiyang said, the more he couldn't control his tears, and he kept falling.
Lu Yanzhao wanted to comfort her, but he didn't know where to stand.
A rare look of annoyance flashed across his face: "Don't cry, I shouldn't ask, I'm sorry!"
Qin Weiyang raised his head and glanced at Lu Yanzhao, with tears on his face and a smile on his lips: "Girls' tears are really valuable. Think about your attitude to me just now, and then look at how you treat me at this moment. Attitude, should I cry earlier? If that's the case, you won't be so aggressive to me!"
Lu Yanzhao didn't know if Qin Weiyang was really not so uncomfortable at this moment, or he was laughing hard.
He frowned: "Well, now that we are all done talking peacefully, you should also go. Let's not meet again in the future!"
Qin Weiyang heard Lu Yanzhao's words and snapped his hands abruptly: "You drove me away in such a hurry, I haven't finished my words yet!"
Lu Yanzhao took a deep breath and asked in a deep voice, "What else do you want to say? I know the things about Weiming, the things about Xu Mo'er and Lin Bin, all make you sad, and your pain is no less than mine. , But, it's all like this now, let's each be well, maybe, this is the best ending!"
Lu Yanzhao said this because he was afraid that he would not be able to hold on.
To be honest, when he saw Qin Weiyang crying, no one knew how much he wanted to hold her in his arms and whispered to comfort him.
He was really scared. The determination he had just made was not counted by himself again.
He kept admonishing himself to separate and treat each other well. After all, their respective identities were different.
When Qin Weiyang heard Lu Yanzhao’s words, he smiled a little desperately: "Lu Yanzhao, what you say is really hurtful. You just broke all my illusions if you were alone. I really admire you. However, what you are telling is the truth. I cannot refute it. You don’t have to worry. After I have said what I should say, I will leave, no matter whether I am willing or not, I will never stay any longer!"
Lu Yanzhao stood silently in front of Qin Weiyang, waiting for her to follow.
Qin Weiyang looked at Lu Yanzhao seriously, her gaze did not dodge anymore.
Because she knew that the chances of seeing him in the future were really limited.
She was silent for a moment, and then slowly said: "Lu Yanzhao, a year ago, you only knew that I was a member of the Shuramon and an insider of the Dark Night Organization. Then you know why I was in the Mafia. After all, I In Shuramon, listening to Ji Xiu's control, it is better to go to the Mafia and be free. At the very least, Shen Feng will not embarrass me or force me to do anything I don't like!"
Listening to Qin Weiyang's words, Lu Yanzhao slowly shook his head: "I can't figure it out. Actually, a year ago, I was very curious, but at the beginning, I hated you for taking advantage of me, and I never had a chance to ask you! "
Qin Weiyang smiled: "As long as you're still curious, it's okay, and it's not in vain that I want to explain to you, do you know? You won't be the one who matches Weiming's bone marrow!"
Lu Yanzhao's eyes shrank slightly: "What do you mean by this?"
Looking at Lu Yanzhao’s ugly expression, Qin Weiyang’s voice was a little faint: "It’s what you mean, I think, you have guessed it, right? Actually, when Weiming’s illness was discovered, the black party had already developed. Not bad. At that time, I also deliberately helped Shen Feng to manage it together. However, things were so unfortunate. At that time, Weiming fell ill and almost died. I couldn’t find the right bone marrow. Shen Feng and I were crazy. In the end, I finally found the right bone marrow, that person is Ji Xiu!"
Qin Weiyang laughed. She smiled sadly and laughed ironically: "It is because of Ji Xiu that I agreed to join Shuramon. He promised to save my Weiming. I signed a five-year agreement with him. These five years , I am a Shuramon person, helping him do all kinds of things that can't be on the stage, as long as he needs it, I have to appear immediately, our agreement, now that I think of it, is quite fair, after all, each one gets what he needs! "
Although Lu Yanzhao had guessed this possibility when he heard Qin Weiyang speak just now.
However, thinking that Qin Weiyang was under the control of Ji Xiu for five years, and thinking of all the things he said to her, he felt particularly uncomfortable.
Qin Weiyang glanced at his expression and smiled: "Don't be uncomfortable, it's all gone. These years, I don't care anymore. I think it's good to save Weiming, even if I betray myself. Do whatever you want."
Qin Weiyang took a deep breath and continued: "When I met you, I had just joined Shuramon for two years, do you know? Ji Xiu asked me at the time whether he would be his wife or be a rape in the dark night. At that time, I just met you and you know it. I saved you once before. Ji Xiu knows all of these. That’s why he let me get close to you. He might think that I am so proud that I will definitely not like you. After all He thought he was good enough himself, but I was indifferent to him after so long by his side. I refused to be his wife, so he was more relieved and let me go to the dark night organization!"
Lu Yanzhao looked at Qin Weiyang and didn't know why. At this moment, he really wanted to hug Qin Weiyang.
He really blamed himself. When he knew that Qin Weiyang was a traitor, he shouldn't be so excited and shouldn't say her like that.
Qin Weiyang seems to have seen Lu Yanzhao's mind, she chuckled softly: "Don't look like this, I guessed it a long time ago. If I said these things, you might feel guilty in your heart. In fact, Lu Yanzhao, you It’s always true. You just think about these issues according to your usual heart. If someone I like uses me, I will be very angry. I tell you this. I don’t want you to sympathize with me or forgive me. Yes, I just want you to know the truth, nothing more!"
When Lu Yanzhao heard Qin Weiyang's words, his heart seemed to be pressed by a stone, making it hard to breathe.
He looked at Qin Weiyang with distressed eyes. He didn't even want to hide his feelings anymore: "So, when you know that I can save Qin Weiming, you are actually very happy in your heart, right! "
Qin Weiyang smiled, tears streaming out of her eyes, she quickly reached out and wiped it.
She nodded heavily: "Yes, I was really happy when I learned that you could save Weiming. I have never been so happy before, because at that time, the appointment time between me and Ji Xiu was coming soon. , Which means that I can get out of his control, out of Shuramon!"