"Of the two of them, one is wronged and the other is guilty. However, if there is a slight mishandling, the injustice of the wronged one will become my bad deeds; the guilty one's sins will also become my sins."
Indeed, this is the trickiest thing.
At this moment, Eunuch Yu's voice sounded outside.
"Your Majesty, can I pass on the dinner?"
Zhu Feng turned his head and saw that there were several people standing outside the door, so he said "hmm", and soon, Eunuch Yu came in with a few young eunuchs from the imperial dining room.
Seeing the two of them, Eunuch Yu smiled at Nan Yan, but Nan Yan coughed slightly in embarrassment, and stood aside.
In fact, Eunuch Yu was fine, but the expressions on the faces of those little eunuchs made her embarrassed.
This seems to be the first time that the emperor came to eat in the cold palace. However, everyone didn't think it was too strange when they heard that he was staying in the cold palace before. Many things in Yikun Palace have been moved in.
Everyone couldn't help wondering, is it true that the imperial concubine is really going to set up camp here
Then, the emperor will come to the cold palace every day to pamper the noble concubine
This, what is the matter!
Everyone had different expressions on their faces, but they were still holding back. They laid out the dishes in the food box, which was a full table, and then retreated.
Aunt Tongyun and Nianqiu were coming to serve them. Zhu Feng just waved his hand lightly: "No need, I will have dinner with the imperial concubine tonight, and I don't need you to serve me."
So they withdrew too.
Nan Yan was brought to the table by him and sat down. Facing the sumptuous delicacies on the table, he had no appetite, but Zhu Feng still picked up the chopsticks and said, "Eat more."
"yes."
Nan Yan was also obedient, holding the bowl, and started to eat in silence.
For a while, the room became quiet again, only the sound of bowls and chopsticks colliding. After a while, Zhu Feng saw her put down the bowls and chopsticks, staring at the dishes on the table with a rapt expression, and asked, "Why are you so busy?" Stop eating? What are you thinking?"
"..."
Nan Yan was silent for a while, and said, "I'm thinking about something about my childhood."
"oh?"
Zhu Feng raised his eyebrows slightly.
Since he lost his memory, he can only understand Nanyan's affairs from the beginning, but just getting to know her is troublesome enough, especially if the people around him can't tell the truth, but it is her family's affairs, the empress Had some time with her and him.
So, he knew that she had another unhappy childhood.
How can you still remember things from your childhood
Zhu Feng said, "What did you think of?"
Nan Yan said: "My concubine thinks that when I was a child, one year during Chinese New Year, my elder brother and the others teased me and wanted to push me into the pond, but I refused to obey, and instead dragged him into the pond too, causing him to fall into the water and catch cold. I also had a high fever."
"..."
"My mother was so angry that she didn't know what was wrong, and she wanted to beat me."
"..."
"Fortunately, the old grandmother saw me, and she protected me. My mother held a grudge, and she couldn't disobey the old grandmother, so she suppressed this matter for the time being."
"..."
"Unexpectedly, a pickled fish that was steamed in the kitchen disappeared that night."
Zhu Feng frowned subconsciously: "They just said, you stole it?"
"Well," Nan Yan nodded, and said, "Because my mother doesn't like me, I can hardly eat at the table during the Chinese New Year. That day, I was really greedy, so I lay at the kitchen door and watched them steam fish, so, I clearly saw that it was a cook in the kitchen who secretly gave the fish to his family to take away."
Zhu Feng said: "But, they don't believe you."
Nan Yan nodded and said: "At that time, no matter how much I cried and said that I was wronged, my mother would not listen and threw me into the firewood room to be locked up overnight."
Speaking of the past at this time, in fact, she doesn't feel too much pain and pain anymore, after all, everything is in the past.
But Zhu Feng frowned.
Seeing a flash of fierceness in his eyes, Nan Yan hurriedly said: "Your Majesty, I didn't mean to take revenge when I said this. It's all over, and I don't care about it long ago. I just think that , this matter is also quite interesting."
"What's the meaning?"
Nan Yan looked at him with his head tilted: "One is wronged, the other is guilty."
Zhu Feng frowned slightly.
Nan Yandao: "It's like there is a radish with a hole. Although the radish is not pulled out of the hole, as long as it is put in, the hole will be filled and the radish will disappear."
"..."
"It's like the current situation, although this injustice and this crime were originally irrelevant."
"..."
"but-"
Having said that, she bit the tip of her tongue herself.
Zhu Feng looked at her with burning eyes: "But what?"
"..."
"..."
Nan Yan raised her head and looked back at him, but she didn't speak, and her eyes revealed contradictions and entanglements.
Zhu Feng himself said the following words: "However, the grievances of the Jian family cannot be redressed."
"..."
Nan Yan almost bit off the tip of her tongue.
He nodded his head heavily.
In fact, she didn't care about King Ning's crime, it was something that the emperor and the ministers in the court should worry about, but she couldn't help but care about the Jian family's injustice.
If, just to whitewash the peace, she filled this hole with an irrelevant radish, how could she be worthy of the whole family of Jian's family
So, she couldn't go on.
As Zhu Feng looked at her, his breath became heavy.
After a long silence, he said slowly, "What you think coincides with what I thought before."
Nan Yan raised her head and looked at him.
Zhu Feng said: "This is indeed the only way to solve the current predicament."
"..."
"But, it's the first time for me, so I can't make up my mind."
He has always been decisive in killing and attacking, fighting a battle, attacking a city, and even launched the Battle of Jingnan to seize the throne. He has never hesitated or hesitated. This is the first time he has faced a choice. ,hesitate.
Nan Yan's heart was also tangled into a mess.
She thought for a long time, then said softly: "Then, what did Lord Heyi say?"
Zhu Feng said in a deep voice: "He said that the choices in the world are either that the advantages outweigh the disadvantages, or the disadvantages outweigh the advantages, but only this choice has equal advantages and disadvantages."
"..."
"No matter what you choose, it's right; and no matter what you choose, it's always wrong."
Nanyan remained silent.
Crane was right.
This method is to quench thirst by drinking poison, and stop boiling by drinking soup.
But-
She was silent for a long time, then slowly raised her head, looked at Zhu Feng, and said in a slightly hoarse voice: "Since the emperor has thought of this method, in fact, he has already made a choice."
Zhu Feng looked at her: "What about you?"