Nan Yan didn't speak, as if half of her mind was still in the chaotic dream.
After staring blankly at Ran Xiaoyu for a while, she opened her mouth and said in a weak voice, "Where's your majesty?"
"..."
Seeing that she had just woken up, even before her sanity recovered, Ran Xiaoyu asked the emperor as soon as she opened her mouth. Ran Xiaoyu felt sore and bitter in her heart, and gently shaved her messy hair behind her ears: "My lady, how are you?" Is it one o'clock? Does it still hurt?"
"..."
Nan Yan was in a daze for a while, as if she didn't understand her words at all.
He just knew intuitively that she didn't answer her own question.
So, he asked again: "Where is the emperor?"
"..."
Ran Xiaoyu only felt her eyes were hot. She thought she would not cry at first, but when she saw that Nan Yan had suffered such a heavy injury and was already weak like this, yet she subconsciously asked Zhu Feng, she felt heartbroken.
She said softly, "Your Majesty, let's go."
"..."
"Miss, have you forgotten?"
"..."
"Last night, the emperor he-he left."
"..."
Hearing the words "last night", Nan Yan opened her eyes wide, and the mist in her eyes dissipated, as if she had finally regained some memory and sanity.
She finally remembered.
Immediately, her quiet and weak gaze became flustered, and her breathing became disordered. She raised her hands tremblingly, trying to support herself to sit up, panting and said, "He's gone? I, I'm going to find him, I'm Explain to him, Jade, help me—"
Her body is soft, and she had a miscarriage two months into her pregnancy. Maybe she didn't suffer as much injury as she did in that previous delivery, but after all, she had already been injured once, and some old diseases still remained in her body. This time the injury Pain, all the hidden dangers are completely exposed.
Even speaking a few words, he was too weak to breathe, let alone sit up.
But seeing how she gritted her teeth and persisted, Ran Xiaoyu could only hug her, let her sit on the head of the bed, and put a pillow behind her, but Nanyan was still unwilling, and wanted to get up again: " Get me up."
"Young lady, don't move yet."
Ran Xiaoyu pressed her shoulders and pushed her back again.
"You are weak now, you can't go down and walk around."
"..."
"Take a good rest first, okay?"
Nan Yan was so panicked that her eyes were red, especially at this time, she was fully awake, and remembered what Zhu Feng said to herself in anger when she came to Leng Palace last night and came in front of her.
He cannot forgive himself.
This realization caused her pain.
Nan Yan looked at Ran Xiaoyu, choked up and said, "But I—"
"Ma'am!"
Seeing Nan Yan like this, Ran Xiaoyu was angry and distressed at the same time. She pressed her hands on her shoulders and stopped all the weak movements of her with almost no effort, making her unable to move. She said in a deep voice : "The emperor has already said those things to you, he—he just doesn't care about you."
"..."
"What are you going to do with him?"
"..."
Hearing what Ran Xiaoyu said, Nan Yan's body trembled violently.
A tear gushed out of her already dry eye socket and slid down her thin cheek.
Her lips trembled slightly, and after a while, she choked up and said softly, "But I—I want to see him."
"..."
This sentence is as small as a mosquito.
But it was like a heavy stone, pressing down on Ran Xiaoyu's heart.
She felt sad for a while, and looked at Nan Yan: "Your Majesty..."
Nan Yan lowered her head, tears streaming down her cheeks, she choked with sobs, and said softly: "I know he is angry with me, and I also know that he hates me, but I—"
"..."
"I want to see him."
"..."
"I feel so uncomfortable, but I still really want to see him."
While she was talking, she slowly covered her face with her hands, tears slipped from between her fingers, dripping onto Ran Xiaoyu's hands drop by drop.
Her heart was also trembling.
Having been by Nanyan's side for so long, she knows very well that although Nanyan looks petite and weak, her heart is firmer and tougher than anyone else. Even in the face of Zhu Feng, she dares to "rather die than obey" .
But now—
For Zhu Feng, her heart has softened like this.
Losing a child, to her, is not only a psychological and physical injury, but Zhu Feng's cold attitude towards her is probably the deepest wound in her heart.
Ran Xiaoyu had no choice but to say: "Your Majesty, don't be in a hurry, you can't get out of the cold palace with your current state. Maid, can I go and see for you, okay?"
"..."
Hearing these words, Nan Yan raised her head, looking at her with a little hope shining in her tear-filled eyes.
"Really? Then—"
As soon as she calmed down, she suddenly thought that last night, Zhu Feng was already so angry, and now she was in the cold palace, but it was different from the previous situation. Before, everyone had some scruples about herself, but now, I'm afraid there will be no So easy.
She said softly, "Can we still go out?"
"..."
Ran Xiaoyu's face also darkened.
Last night, what Zhu Feng said officially put Nanyan in the cold palace. The situation now is really different from before. There are already people guarding the door of the cold palace, and they are no longer allowed to enter or leave.
However, Ran Xiaoyu immediately said: "Your Majesty, don't worry, this servant will find a way. Besides, I can find Ye Zheng!"
Yes, Ye Zheng!
Nan Yan's eyes lit up, and she was so flustered that she almost forgot that there was Ye Zheng.
As long as Ran Xiaoyu opens his mouth, no matter what the conditions are, Ye Zheng will definitely agree.
Nan Yan nodded in surprise, and immediately said: "However, you must also be careful, I am afraid that the emperor will be angry with me, and even bring you—"
Ran Xiaoyu acted recklessly in the past, and Zhu Feng forgave her for his own sake, but now, I'm afraid it's not that simple.
"Don't worry, ma'am."
Ran Xiaoyu comforted her a few more words, then got up and walked outside.
Nan Yan watched her back disappear into the doorway. Although there was still some pain in her body, her heart was full of hope.
Maybe, when Zhu Feng's anger subsides...
But this time, he may not be so easy to calm down.
But it does not matter.
She bit her lower lip, shook hands with difficulty, and said to herself: no matter what, she will definitely find a way to make him forgive herself.
They will definitely be able to reconcile again.
For the next time, although Nan Yan was tired and weak, she insisted on sitting on the head of the bed, staring at the door without blinking, looking forward to Ran Xiaoyu's return.
After an unknown amount of time, there was a sound of footsteps outside.
She has come back!
Nan Yan was overjoyed, and immediately cheered up, with a smile on her face: "Xiaoyu, how did you find out—"
Before he finished speaking, he choked up.
Because she saw that it was not Ran Xiaoyu who came in from the outside.
It was Wu Wan and Gao Yurong who had a sarcastic and sneering face.