Li Bushang looked down at her, and said softly, "I hurt you, didn't I?"
"..."
"But don't be afraid, it won't happen in the future."
"..."
"No one will hurt you again."
I don't know why, although his words meant that no one would hurt her anymore, but Nan Yan felt a kind of fear welling up from the bottom of her heart, which made her tremble a little.
Unfortunately, Li Bushang's body was getting lower and lower.
I could almost feel his breath blowing on my face, and that tall body seemed to be covering me.
Her body was weak, and her hands had no strength. She could only grit her teeth and wanted to support his chest, but she was completely unable to push away the chest that was close to her. The two of them had never been so close before, so that she could clearly feel the rise and fall of his every breath, as well as the fiery body temperature.
This is not a young man at all, or in other words, what a younger brother would have in his mind.
But a mature man!
Li Bushang's tone was like a fully mature man, and he asked her softly, "Does it still hurt?"
"..."
Now, it's not a question of whether it hurts or not!
Nan Yan gritted her teeth, mustered up the courage to turn her head to look at him, and said in a deep voice, "You, why did you lie to me?"
"..."
Li Bushang's hand caressing the back of her neck stopped for a moment.
He didn't pull it back, but put it on the back of her neck, which made her lie a little more comfortably.
But Nanyan felt uncomfortable at all.
She continued to ask: "Why do you want to lie to me? You know that my daughter is what I care about most. Why do you lie to me?"
"..."
Li Bushang was silent for a moment before saying, "I'm sorry."
"..."
"I know you're going to be mad at me if I do this, but if you don't, there's no way you can leave, is there?"
"..."
"If you go on and go back to the imperial palace in Peking, you will spend your whole life in the cold palace."
"..."
"Do you want to?"
"..."
Nan Yan's throat was choked by his question.
Of course, I don't want to.
No one would be willing to spend their whole life in the cold palace, what's more, she knew very well in her heart that Feng Qianyan was already pregnant. In the future, this concubine Ning would definitely be more favored, and she, Wu Wan, Gao Yurong and the others would definitely not let her go. If you let yourself go, when you return to Beiping, there will definitely be more vicious methods waiting for you.
But-
The point is not this.
The point is, this is your own life. Even if you want to leave, you should at least ask yourself first, let yourself decide whether to leave, when to leave, and how to leave; rather than forcefully making decisions for yourself, and use your heart to cheat own trust!
Nan Yan frowned and said, "Li Bushang, when did I give you the right to help me choose my life?"
Li Bushang was taken aback by her words.
"..."
"Even if I want to leave, I should go by myself, not being knocked out by you, and not letting you use Xinping as a bait to lure me to leave!"
Having said that, she gritted her teeth and pushed him away forcefully.
Li Bushang was pushed to sit on the bed by her, while Nan Yan struggled to sit up, regardless of her weakness and bare feet, she was about to get out of bed and go outside.
At this moment, Li Bushang Leng's faint voice came from behind.
"You said this, in fact, you don't want to leave at all, do you?"
"..."
"You don't want to leave him!"
(end of this chapter)