Zhu Feng looked into her eyes and said in a deep voice, "Even if you don't tell me, I know why you won't tell me."
"..."
Just when Nan Yan's heart was beating like thunder and she couldn't continue to breathe, Zhu Feng raised the hand holding her hand and grabbed her chin.
"You still blame me in your heart, don't you?"
"..."
Nan Yan only felt that her heart had shrunk into a ball, but when she heard these words, she suddenly let go.
Her voice was hoarse.
"Varied… "
"I know, you're still blaming me."
"..."
"Or, in your heart, you haven't forgiven me yet. Right?"
"..."
Nan Yan was completely speechless.
She could only support her weak body with two weak hands on the soft carpet, and Zhu Feng sat in front of her like this, with one hand on her side and the other He pinched her chin with one hand so that she could not turn her head away, let alone avoid his gaze.
He said: "At that time, I treated you like that..."
"..."
"Your heart is still hurting, isn't it?"
"..."
This time, no matter how hard Zhu Feng tried, Nan Yan still lowered his head. On the contrary, he was afraid that he would hurt her again. Even if he knew that he could make her do anything, she would not be able to avoid him, but He still let go.
Just use the palm of your hand to press it on her cheek.
"Nanyan..."
Zhu Feng's rock-steady hands, which had commanded thousands of troops and never trembled in the face of life and death, trembled slightly at this moment.
When he caressed her face lightly, he could also feel the throbbing in his heart.
Then, Nan Yan heard his deep voice—
"At that time, I shouldn't have treated you like that."
"...!"
At this moment, Nan Yan's heartbeat stopped.
What is he saying? !
He said, he shouldn't treat himself like that
Nan Yan originally wanted to avoid his gaze, but at this time, she couldn't help but raised her head to look at him again, only to see Zhu Feng looking into her eyes, and said seriously: "Then I've already figured out the value of the sachet. The origin of Chinese spices, but you didn't tell me."
"..."
"Because at that time, I faced too many things, there was Zhujian Academy, there was Jian Ruocheng; there was Chong'en Pagoda, and there was Da Ci'en Temple."
"..."
"You are afraid of chaos in my heart, so you didn't tell me, right?"
"..."
"You are thinking of me in everything you do, but I didn't think about you. You didn't think about that time, when you lost your child, your heart was as painful as mine."
At this moment, it was just his words, a kind of real pain, but in an instant, it burst out vividly from Nan Yan's limbs and five bodies.
For a moment, she was surrounded by a kind of pain.
Tears also welled up in the eyes immediately.
Zhu Feng said: "The difference between you and me is that not only your heart aches, but your body also aches."
"..."
"I tortured you like that, and you have been enduring it."
"..."
"Actually, you are not a submissive person, you are just punishing yourself."
As he spoke, his voice became lower and lower, even hoarse, a little unclear, as if those words did not come from his mouth, but from the bottom of his heart.
Only Nanyan completely received every word.
She looked at Zhu Feng with tears in her eyes.
Zhu Feng said: "Nan Yan, at that time, I shouldn't have treated you like that."
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(end of this chapter)