Before, there were countless doubts and speculations churning in my mind.
However, the moment I saw these words, all these doubts and guesses disappeared in an instant.
Her whole mind was empty.
Kingdom of Tan, the monument to Princess Tana.
Established by Si Boyan.
…
What does this mean
Nan Yan's fingers that were originally placed on those engravings retracted all of a sudden, as if they were suddenly burned.
She clenched her hands tightly, then frowned, and said, "Why did you bring me to see this?"
"..."
"What do these have to do with me?"
Ari Silan looked at her with burning eyes: "Do you think this has nothing to do with you?"
Nan Yan took a deep breath and said: "If you are well-informed, you should know that when I was canonized as a noble concubine, my grandmother once took out a letter, which clearly stated that I am not the Si family daughter."
As she spoke, she stood up.
However, she didn't know if she had squatted for too long, her legs were weak, and when she got up, she staggered a bit.
Ari Silan immediately stepped forward to help her, but she raised her hand and gently stopped her.
Nan Yan continued: "So, even if you want to come to the Si family to find clues, you are wrong to find me."
"..."
Arisilan stared at her for a long time.
That gaze made Nan Yan slightly uneasy.
The breath is messed up.
After a while, Ari Silan said: "I know, it is indeed stated in that letter that you are not Si Zhongwen's daughter."
"..."
"Not necessarily, it's not the Si family's daughter."
Nanyan took a deep breath.
"What do you mean?"
Ari Silan took a step forward and said in a heavy voice, "Si Nanyan, haven't you ever doubted it?"
"..."
"If you're not the daughter of the Si family, why were you brought back by Si Zhongwen when you were a baby?"
"..."
"Why did he recognize you as his daughter?"
"..."
"The two brothers appeared in the country of Tan, but later, Si Zhongwen returned to the country of Yan, but Si Boyan disappeared."
"..."
"Haven't you thought about the connection?"
Every time he said a word, Nan Yan's heartbeat sank.
In the end, Nan Yan only felt that her breathing became difficult, and her eyes were slightly darkened. She took a step back in a daze, but her heel suddenly kicked the monument.
Looking down, I saw those words that seemed to be branded on fire—
Si Bo made a stand.
Yes, Azlan is right.
It's not that I didn't doubt it.
The letter Si Zhongwen left behind had no beginning or end, it only talked about an inexplicable scene and told himself the origin of his name.
Others, nothing.
She did suspect that he wanted to leave some clues for herself to investigate, to investigate her true life experience.
Azlan stepped forward, grabbed her arm, and pulled her to walk in front of him.
"Don't you have no interest in your life experience at all?"
"..."
"You don't want to know, where did you come from?"
Nan Yan was silent for a long time.
Then, with a light sigh: "Of course."
"..."
"In this world, maybe not everyone wants to know where they will go when they die, but everyone definitely wants to know where they came from."
"That-"
"But," Nan Yan interrupted him, and said seriously: "I want to know, and I want to take the initiative to investigate."
"..."
"Instead of being taken away by someone, you know passively."
Azlan raised his eyebrows.
Although, from the moment they met, he had the opportunity to take this little girl away.
Even now, he could do it right away.
However, seeing her firm gaze and calm attitude, he actually felt that it was not easy for him to do anything.
In other words, dare not do it.
He actually felt that he was shocked by her.
This little girl is really strange.
Arisilan thought for a while, smiled faintly, and said, "Actually, I don't want to take you away."
"..."
"After all, you are still the imperial concubine of Yan Kingdom."
"..."
"We have a peace agreement with Yan Kingdom, and I don't want to break it."
Nan Yan looked at him sullenly.
Arisilan smiled and said, "It's just, don't you want to see your grandmother?"
"...!"
Nan Yan's heart skipped a beat.
As soon as she heard about her grandmother, her thoughts were a little messed up.
Arisilan continued: "After she was taken away by us, she actually kept calling her son, and also, calling your name."
"..."
"Don't you want to see her at all, don't you want to appease her?"
Nan Yan's voice trembled a little: "Where is she?"
"Of course she's in my hands."
"..."
"And I'm here to take you—to meet her."
When Nan Yan heard this, she took a step back subconsciously, but her heel kicked the monument again, almost causing her to fall.
At this time, in this place, she really has no way out.
Arisilan was not even in a hurry to catch her, but said calmly: "I don't want to be rude and rough on you, if you can follow me obediently, that would be the best."
Nan Yan gritted her teeth: "What if I don't?"
"..."
Arisilan looked at her for a while, then suddenly said: "If you don't come with me, are you going to stay?"
"..."
"Stay here and continue to look at your emperor's husband, and fall in love with that beautiful woman just now?"
"...!"
These words were like stabbing Nan Yan in the chest.
Her complexion changed.
He had heard what Qin Ruolan said just now.
Even if I can pretend that I don't care on the surface and pretend to be very strong, it is undeniable that I was indeed hurt.
Qin Ruolan talked about the past, those memories.
Also, the Zhu Feng that she didn't know seemed to belong to someone else's Zhu Feng.
She always thought that she was special to Zhu Feng. In fact, these days, Zhu Feng really expressed it like this.
But suddenly, Qin Ruolan whispered in her ear, telling her—
all fake.
She is just another Qin Ruolan.
What she experienced while following him turned out to be just a reflection of the memories of the two of them many years ago.
I am nothing at all.
She was indeed deeply hurt.
When she was in so much pain that it was hard to breathe, Arisilan took a step forward and said with a smile, "Find out where you come from, maybe it can help you make a choice."
"..."
"Myself, where should I go?"
"..."
"Being with that man may not be your only destination."