Nan Yan said softly: "Is the emperor willing to talk?"
"..."
He always said that from now on, he would never let her ask about the past between him and Qin Ruolan, as if he wanted to keep her out of his own world.
The only thing Nanyan can participate in is his present.
However, as long as you love someone, you will want to know everything about him, including his past. This is the desire that everyone will have.
He can know everything about himself without any effort, but what about him
She didn't want to be excluded by him from his past.
Especially, in his past, there was Qin Ruolan.
Zhu Feng looked at her with flickering eyes, as if he could feel how complicated her mood was at this moment, and he himself couldn't face it with ease.
After a long silence, he said in a deep voice, "I don't remember many things."
"..."
"There are some things I don't want to remember."
"..."
"It's like, thirteen years ago, when I was here - I was defeated."
Nan Yan suddenly opened her eyes wide.
Defeated
These two words, she never thought that it would happen to Zhu Feng.
However, as soon as this thought flashed across her in a daze, she immediately understood—
How can it be
How can a person never be defeated
In this world, there is no such person.
Even now, Zhu Feng's achievements have made the generals of the entire Yan Kingdom amazed, even stunned, but in fact, he was not the God of War in the northern border from the beginning.
He, too, must have failed.
Zhu Feng said: "That year, I was eighteen years old."
"..."
"I have just been canonized as the King of Yan by Emperor Gao, and I will guard Beiping."
"..."
"It's my first time leading troops. I want to fight a beautiful battle. I want to show Emperor Gao. And also—"
Having said that, his throat suddenly choked up.
Nan Yan looked at him, then said softly, "Show Concubine Ning?"
Zhu Feng looked at her, his eyes flickering, but he didn't speak.
is the default.
Nan Yan's breathing subconsciously became a little heavy, and then Zhu Feng said in a deep voice, "I still have to show it to the prince."
Prince...
By the way, it's Zhu Feng's elder brother, Emperor Gao's prince.
It is said that he is a kind-hearted and shrewd person, and he is deeply favored by Emperor Gao. After a few years after the founding of the country, he was canonized as the prince, much earlier than these younger brothers.
In contrast—
Nan Yan remembered that Ye Zheng had told her that Zhu Feng was very unpopular with Emperor Gao.
He was only eighteen years old, although he was considered sensible, but he was still young, so he was thrown into a bitter and cold place like Beiping, guarding the border, and he was dealt with by the fierce and brave cavalry of the Tan Kingdom at that time.
However, according to Zhufeng's temper, he will definitely come.
Moreover, I would like to make some achievements here to show those who "don't want to see" me.
So that battle—
Zhu Feng was silent for a long time, and when he spoke again, his voice was a little hoarse, and he said in a deep voice: "That time, I brought enough people, water, grass and dry food, and left Beiping City, intending to cross the Great Wall moat, go to Find the main force of the country to fight a battle."
"..."
"However, as soon as we arrived at the Great Wall, there was a lot of wind and sand."
When he said this, he trembled involuntarily.
Nan Yan felt that the hot body was a little chilly, and subconsciously stretched out her arms to hug him. Zhu Feng looked down at her, and slowly buried his head in the hollow of her shoulder.
Like a tiger crawling on top of a person.
Nan Yan said softly: "The wind and sand are blowing, and then?"
"Then—, I and the big army got separated."
"...!"
Nanyan gasped.
You know, the Zhu Feng at that time was not the Zhu Feng now.
At the age of eighteen, he doesn't have a lot of experience, he doesn't have the confidence to be calm, and he doesn't even have enough combat experience.
But in the enemy's territory, he was separated from his own large army!
Nan Yan tremblingly said: "Are you alone?"
Zhu Feng said, "There is one more guard."
"..."
"It's called Ye Quan."
"Ye Quan..."
Nan Yan repeated the name in a murmur, as if she understood something.
However, she didn't say much, she just looked at Zhu Feng.
Zhu Feng said in a deep voice, "He is my least favorite guard."
"Why?"
"Because he was given to me by the crown prince."
"..."
"And during that period of time, everyone in Jinling knew about my every move in Yanwang's mansion. Whenever I made a mistake, Emperor Gao's reprimand letter would come from Jinling, scolding me bloody. head."
"..."
"Of course I know who sent the news back, so I hate this person."
"..."
"but-"
Nan Yan sighed lightly: "However, there is no way to send him back."
Zhu Feng acquiesced.
At that time, let alone a fledgling prince, he was simply a marginalized prince. Of course he couldn't offend the prince who was in full swing, because once he turned his face on the bright side, Emperor Gao's pressure would come down.
Zhu Feng said: "I can only let him stay by my side."
"..."
"As a result, the Yellow River flooded that year, and the prince personally went to control the flood and relieve the victims. As a result, of course, the management was good and won the hearts of the people."
"..."
"And I, because I drank a little wine in Yan Wang's mansion, was reprimanded by Emperor Gao's imperial decree, and I was scolded bloody."
"..."
"I, I can't take it anymore."
"..."
"When he was in the court, he was assisted by important officials and protected by his father and emperor. He did things to maintain stability. Naturally, everything was a good thing; but what could I do in Beiping? At that time in Beiping, three days I was attacked by the army of the country at both ends, and I can't do anything!"
"..."
"So, in a fit of rage, I planned to take a large group of people out of the city and fight to the death with the people of the country."
"..."
"If you die, you die!"
Hearing his words, Nan Yan felt indescribably sour.
Ever since she was a child, she knew that her life was hard, that she didn't have enough food and clothing, and was bullied by Simulan and the others, but now, she knew that there was another kind of suffering.
It's like Zhu Feng.
Eat well, dress warmly, and be the king of Yan that everyone fears.
However, being rejected by her father, reprimanded every day, that kind of spiritual lack may not be any better than the cold and hunger she suffered when she was a child.
That's why he had such an idea - die, die!
Zhu Feng said: "The first time I went out, he was also in the army, and he was the one who followed me in the end."
"..."
Nan Yan wanted to say that this was probably fate.
However, it was a bad fate.
Nan Yan said softly: "Then, the emperor was separated from the large army when he encountered the wind and sand, and only this Ye Quan was by his side, then what?"
"Then-"
Zhu Feng's voice seemed to tremble a little again.
He said: "Then, we really met the main force of the country."