He Yiming asked Su Pei what he wanted to eat. Su Pei said, "I'm not hungry. Just take me to the subway entrance."
He Yiming didn't listen to him, he just said, "We haven't eaten Lao Bai's dumplings for a while. Let's go together. I'll take you back after we finish eating."
Su Pei didn't say a word, he didn't know what He Yiming wanted to do.
The two were silent, and after a few minutes, He Yiming asked, "Who was that person just now?"
Su Pei said, "That's Li Yunsheng, our hero."
He Yiming said, "How can he ride an electric car. To be handsome, he should ride a motorcycle."
Su Pei thought, yes, He Yiming has a few motorcycles, so he must know the way to be handsome.
He said, "He's not handsome, and he can't afford a motorcycle. He's just a young actor in a troupe now, with no background and no money. Riding an electric bike is just for convenience and saving money."
He Yiming did not comment on Li Yunsheng again.
He made an assessment of Li Yunsheng in his heart. He thinks that except for his age, he crushes Li Yunsheng in everything. A hairy boy riding an electric car, dressed in weird clothes and dyed his hair, he has a dignified temperament. How could it be a threat.
Besides, He Yiming felt that he should not have such an assessment. Because Su Pei is a straight man, if Li Yunsheng is a woman, it may arouse his curiosity and love for fragrance and jade. But Li Yunsheng was a man, and Su Pei regarded him as a good friend and material library at most.
He Yiming took Su Pei to a dumpling shop that he knew well, and he and Su Pei came to eat several times before.
This dumpling shop is doing good business, and it also doubles as a BBQ takeaway in the evening. When the boss saw that He Yiming was coming, he immediately took them to the box with the best location by the window. He also personally cooked for them. He quickly made two plates of dumplings for them, fried two side dishes, and hot soup. .
Su Pei was indeed a little hungry. The takeaway ordered in the studio in the afternoon did not suit his taste, so he just ate some casually. Now drinking a bowl of tomato egg soup with a slightly sour and rich and delicious taste, accompanied by a small stir-fry, and eating a few seafood dumplings, he feels much more comfortable.
He Yiming didn't seem to have had dinner either. He looked hungry and quickly finished a plate of dumplings. Su Pei gave him all the dumplings left on his plate.
He Yiming glanced at him, and Su Pei said, "I've had dinner, and you brought me here involuntarily."
Su Pei is full now, he is not so tired, and his mind is turning faster.
He felt that he fell into He Yiming's rhythm again.
The environment at the moment is very comfortable. Familiar old shop, delicious food, the autumn leaves are gradually turning cold outside the window, the yellow leaves are shaken by the wind, and the interior is warm enough to make people yawn. Su Peizhen couldn't help yawning and felt too comfortable, but in his heart he wanted to be picky - He Yiming was too good at bringing people into his environment, then numbing people and following his rhythm.
But the question is, now that they are all like this, what is He Yiming drawing
Su Pei thought that he was probably crazy. He always felt that He Yiming was holding on to him. Does He Yiming want them to be friends as before? Might as well try to make him amnesia.
Su Pei thought, he has already made himself affectionate once, and there is no need to make himself affectionate a second time.
He ate the food slowly and didn't talk much.
He Yiming asked Su Pei, "The crew is busy now?"
Su Pei said, "It's been like this since the beginning, and I'm used to it."
He Yiming said, "You have lost some weight. Have you been for a re-examination recently?"
Su Pei nodded, "I'll go in two days, it's fine."
He Yiming said, "I can accompany..."
Before he finished speaking, Su Pei interrupted him, "Are you busy too? I saw the news and said you wanted to acquire a streaming media recently. Is it true?"
He Yiming was cautious, "Not sure yet."
Su Pei smiled, "Streaming media is too expensive, you must be worrying a lot."
He implied that He Yiming didn't need to worry about this trivial matter.
He Yiming could feel Su Pei's resistance. They fell silent again.
It was almost eleven o'clock at this time, and the dumpling shop was still doing well, with background music reverberating in the shop. The boss is obviously a middle-aged man who likes old songs, and back and forth are those few love songs on the bad street.
"In all the vicissitudes of life, only love is the eternal myth
The ebb and flow never regret the meeting of true love
How many times of pain, how many nights struggle
Hold your hands tightly so that you and I will never be separated"
He Yiming frowned, Su Pei propped his head, both of them stared at their tableware and listened to the lyrics silently.
Su Pei said, "Let's go, it's getting late."
He Yiming also woke up immediately.
The two got up wisely and left, and the boss saw off the guests warmly. The extremely penetrating singing is still circling, "The joys and sorrows of the years only love is the eternal myth... You are the only beautiful myth in my heart..."
On the way back, Su Pei fell asleep in He Yiming's car. He hasn't slept very well recently, maybe because of lack of sleep, and he fell asleep in a daze on the road.
He Yiming put his jacket on Su Pei while waiting for the red light. Su Pei still slept very deeply. When he got downstairs in the community, Su Pei still hadn't woken up.
He Yiming didn't wake him up immediately, just looked at his profile. In this quiet time, Su Pei's cell phone rang, and He Yiming saw that Su Pei's cell phone fell under the seat.
He Yiming picked it up and saw the WeChat message from "Yunsheng" at a glance.
"Mr. Yunsheng Su, are you home yet?"
Su Pei was awakened by the movement, and he immediately took the phone. He Yiming couldn't help but say, "Is this Li Yunsheng too young and not famous? Is it reliable to star in a movie?"
They were sitting in the dark carriage, and He Yiming felt that his voice sounded more sour than the bowl of tomato soup.
Su Pei said indifferently, "What does it matter? All celebrities were unknown before they became popular, with few fans. I believe all he needs is a chance."
He Yiming said, "Do you believe that kid?"
Su Pei said, "I believe in his potential. Just like ten years ago, how many people knew your name? But I know your abilities."
He took off the coat that was covering him and handed it to He Yiming, and opened the car door.
He Yiming took it silently, and he stopped Su Pei again, "Let's have dinner together next time when you are free."
Su Pei waved at him. He Yiming looked at his back, and seemed to be looking at his phone with his head down, replying to WeChat.
Su Pei took time to go to the hospital every two days. He hasn't slept well in the past few months, and it's a little uncomfortable. I think it started in the summer, and the "rejection" with He Yiming, he hadn't slept well for several days.
After seeing the cardiology department, Su Pei went to the office of his previous psychiatrist, Dr. Xu.
Dr. Xu ran into Su Pei in the corridor. He didn't expect Su Pei to come to him.
He asked Su Pei, "Why didn't you go to my sister's place?"
Su Pei said, "I'm here to find you. Can we have a meal together after get off work? It's not a doctor-patient relationship, but a friend relationship."
Dr. Xu looked at Su Pei and immediately understood. What Su Pei wanted to talk about was that "friend".
The senior sister Dr. Xu introduced to Su Pei was a very cheerful person, really responsible and patient. But Su Pei felt that there were some things that Dr. Xu might know better.
Su Pei struggled for a long time, but still came to see Dr. Xu.
Now they sit down at a restaurant near the hospital, simply order a few things, and chat while eating.
The two exchanged a few words, and Xu Zhiwei asked Su Pei how he was doing recently.
Su Pei said, "Although there are some twists and turns at work, it's okay now."
"Emotionally?" Xu Zhiwei asked.
Su Pei said, "something happened in the summer."
Xu Zhiwei waited for Su Pei to speak. Su Pei hesitated for a moment, and said, "It may be a little funny. We talked about it later, but he rejected me."
Xu Zhiwei said, "Why?"
Su Pei roughly said the matter, but withheld the name and location.
"After this incident, we haven't been in contact for a while. But recently he came to contact me again, expressed his apology, and seemed to want to continue to be friends with me."
Xu Zhiwei thought for a moment, "Don't you know if you should forgive him?"
Su Pei shook his head, "I'm just worried about him. He doesn't want to admit that he is gay, he hides himself too well."
Xu Zhiwei said, "This can only be self-help or self-help consciousness, you can't help him... Really. You can never guess what a person's true thoughts are, the reasons, the motives, it's too complicated. Unless he voluntarily asks You confided."
Su Pei was a little melancholy, "I always thought I knew him very well before."
Xu Zhiwei asked tentatively again, "He said that, don't you hate him?"
Su Pei said, "I don't know. Maybe I still feel hateful, but I can't help worrying about him recently. Is this possible?"
Xu Zhiwei said, "You have proved it, haven't you?"