Su Pei had a particularly severe attack this time.
After he took the medicine, the pain eased a little, but not completely. On the way to the hospital, he was cold all over, breathless and about to vomit. It felt like a lead was pressed against his chest, making him lethargic.
He Yiming's voice seemed to come from another world.
"Lean on me."
"Spit up if you want, don't hold back."
Su Pei was very confused, he just felt that he should not lean on He Yiming's arms so intimately, anyway. But he couldn't remember why... why... they had a fight again tonight... why? He can't turn his head around now, it's a big fight anyway... Is it because he's been busy doing screenwriting and wasting novels? Is it because he got drunk in the New Year and missed the train on his scheduled trip? Or because of the drama club's script
"Yi Ming..." Su Pei said vaguely.
He Yiming approached him, kept wiping away the cold sweat for him, and said, "I am here, I am here."
"I won't drink next time... I'm going to change the train ticket... You are waiting for me at the hotel... I will change the script... " Su Pei babbled intermittently.
He Yiming knew that Su Pei was in a daze now, and couldn't tell the past and the present. He was talking about what they had experienced together. They have known each other for too long.
A bleak and bewildering thought suddenly flashed in He Yiming's mind, what if Su Pei can't be rescued? What should he do! He had never felt so powerless before.
But he woke up immediately, they were going to the hospital soon, and he shouldn't be thinking about it. Su Pei will be fine. He doesn't want anything now, as long as Su Pei is fine.
When he arrived at the hospital, Su Pei went to the first aid and was transferred to the hospital after the first aid was stabilized. A nurse recognized He Yiming and asked He Yiming, "Do you want to deal with your palm?"
He Yiming then remembered that his hand was cut by a glass. He only needed a hemostatic sticker and stayed in Su Pei's ward. Su Pei is sleeping quietly now, and his expression doesn't look painful anymore.
He Yiming felt tired for a while. Seeing Su Pei's pain just now, he was close to a nervous breakdown.
He Yiming didn't want to leave Su Pei's side. He walked to the window and made a few calls in a low voice.
He first called his father-in-law about Qingquan and asked about the situation at the celebration banquet.
Yu Qingquan also went to the celebration party tonight, and just had a warm chat with Li Yunsheng. She was not interested in Xiao Xianrou, but was developing potential customers.
Seeing He Yiming's phone number, she spoke very fast, "The party went well, everyone went crazy. Mr. He? Where are you? I didn't see you tonight!"
He Yiming whispered, "I left early... Now there is a little accident."
Yu Qingquan has dealt with many public relations crises in this line of business, and wiped the butt of customers in various ways. He Yiming's voice was so low that it sounded like he was stabbed.
She asked "What accident?" She guessed in her heart, drunk driving? Hit someone? sexual harassment
He Yiming glanced at Su Pei lying on the hospital bed. Tonight was not an accident, it was a turning point in his life.
"I want to come out," he said.
Yu Qingquan spit out the wine.
She definitely heard it wrong, she doubted her ears.
He Yiming may be talking about "cabinet", "derailment" and "ghost animal".
"What are you going to do?" Yu Qingquan was not calm.
He Yiming said, "It's not tomorrow, but you can start preparing. Help me prepare the ground for public opinion. After three days, you can show me a plan."
Yu Qingquan said, "Did you just say... come out?"
He Yiming did not say a word. He is completely on top of chicken blood now, but as soon as the words come out, there is an incomparable sense of relief, he has never experienced this kind of relief.
"Yes, come out," he said.
Now it was Yu Qingquan's turn to be speechless.
She thought that she had opened her eyes again today.
He Yiming called the assistant again, made arrangements for the itinerary, and asked her to come to the hospital to deliver some things.
Su Pei had a long and chaotic dream.
There was no sound in the dream, only pictures. He was like a bystander, watching the separation and reunion between himself and He Yiming—he and He Yiming kept meeting in the crowd. The time was unclear, they walked together in the school at one time, and quarreled on the set at the same time.
He wanted to capture those happy moments and stop their quarrels. But he can't do anything.
In this anxiety and pain, Su Pei didn't sleep peacefully. He struggled to breathe like a swimmer, and finally struggled to wake up.
When Su Pei woke up, he saw the infusion bag next to the bed first, but he didn't expect that he would get sick again.
"Su Pei." He Yiming's voice was extremely gentle.
In an instant, all the memories of last night came flooding back. How did he go to the villa with He Yiming? He Yiming's tentative anger, forced him to the sofa. They started talking again.
In the end, He Yiming chased after him with the phrase "I love you", which was more unreal than a dream.
Su Pei turned his head slowly, he looked at He Yiming, but he didn't dare to stare at He Yiming's face, all he could see was a hemostatic bandage on He Yiming's right hand.
"Thank you, take me to the hospital." Su Pei said. His voice was hoarse.
He Yiming knew that Su Pei needed to rest and recuperate at this time, and what he needed most was time. He needs a buffer time to start over.
Although he really wanted to touch Su Pei's hair and forehead now, and wanted to give him gentle comfort, he still held back.
"The doctor said you'd better stay in the hospital for two more days. Would you like me to call your home? How do you arrange for Little Cookies?" He Yiming asked.
Su Pei only had to pass his mobile phone. He told He Yiming to go back. This was in the hospital. He was no longer in danger. There were nurses and nurses to take care of him. He Yiming didn't have to spend it here.
He Yiming said, "I asked the assistant to deliver something this morning, and I'll leave when she arrives."
Su Pei didn't speak anymore, he just retracted into the quilt again.
After a while, the assistant brought some daily necessities and a computer to He Yiming. He Yiming originally wanted to stay in the ward, but looking at the current situation, if he has been in the ward, Su Pei may not be able to relax completely.
He Yiming was standing beside Su Pei's bed with his computer in hand. The person on the bed closed his eyes, breathing evenly, and seemed to be still sleeping.
He said softly, "I'm leaving first, and I'll see you at night."
In the afternoon, Su Pei's mother Wen Xinlan came to the hospital with a little cookie.
It's summer vacation now, and Little Cookie has no interest in classes for the past two days. Wen Xinlan happened to be by her side when she received the call. She heard that Su Pei was hospitalized again, so she must come.
Wen Xinlan didn't expect that Su Pei's condition had not improved for more than a year, but worsened. She was so sad, Su Pei was prone to illness since she was a child, but she didn't expect that she would inherit the heart disease from his father when he was an adult.
"You should have quit smoking long ago, and I didn't keep staring at you... You are not allowed to take any jobs next, do you hear? Take a good rest." Wen Xinlan said while wiping her eyes with a handkerchief.
Little Cookie was lying beside the bed, just staring at Su Pei, as if if he didn't take good care of his father, his father would disappear.
Su Pei whispered to Little Cookie and Wen Xinlan, "Let Little Cookie go to her mother or her uncle tomorrow, please take care of them this summer..."
Wen Xinlan was nervous, "What's wrong?"
Su Pei said, "I want to take advantage of this gap and have the operation done."
When Little Cookie heard that Su Pei said that she was going to have surgery, her face immediately turned pale. No matter how smart and precocious she is, after all, she is still a primary school student. After her parents divorced, and now her father is going to have an operation, it is impossible for her not to be afraid.
Wen Xinlan was relatively calm, "Alright, you're young, you can recover quickly after the surgery."
After talking to Su Pei, Wen Xinlan sorted out the things she brought, and found that the daily necessities in the ward were well prepared, such as toiletries, paper towels, wet wipes, power bank, slippers, thermos cups, There are even two sets of pajamas.
This must not have been prepared by the hospital, Wen Xinlan couldn't help but ask, "Who has been here before?"
Su Pei said weakly, "...It's the crew."
If Wen Xinlan is more familiar with He Yiming, she will know that this is He Yiming's style of doing things.
Wen Xinlan went to check with the doctor about the situation again and prepared to arrange the operation. Little Cookie was in Su Pei's ward, and Su Pei comforted her for a while, saying that she would be fine after the operation and would not get sick again. Little Cookie was skeptical, but she still accepted this explanation.
He Yiming didn't plan to go home that day, he booked a suite in a nearby hotel and stayed. It only takes a quarter of an hour to get to the hospital from here.
His assistant and secretary vaguely knew that the boss suddenly stayed at the hotel for the convenience of going to the hospital, but they couldn't guess why he was so diligent - the boss's common problem was that he could do whatever he wanted with any little idea.
Wen Xinlan couldn't accompany Su Pei in bed at night. She asked Su Pei to try it with a nurse from the hospital. If she felt bad, she would find another nurse for Su Pei.
Su Pei comforted her, "I lay down for a day and felt much better."
After Wen Xinlan left, He Yiming appeared as if stepping on the dot.
Su Pei just wanted to say don't do this.
Don't do this... Because he knows very well that He Yiming can be as good as the sky when he treats him well.
He can no longer feel more surging and more complicated for He Yiming.
"Are you feeling better today?" He Yiming arranged the pillow for him.
"It's much better. I contacted Dr. Zeng and talked about preparing for the operation," Su Pei said in one breath, "so I'll do a checkup next and wait for the surgery to be scheduled."
He Yiming did not expect Su Pei to decide to operate so quickly.
But that's fine, if Su Pei has another attack in front of him, he will have a heart attack.
"Which doctor did you find?" He Yiming asked.
Su Pei said, "I didn't specifically look for it. The doctors in this hospital are all very good, and they can do minimally invasive surgery without opening the chest."
He Yiming asked, "Okay... I just came to have a look. I won't stay here for a long time, but you must tell me when you will have the surgery."
Su Pei nodded, "Okay."
He Yiming said that he would not stay for a long time, but he sat down in front of Su Pei's bed in a natural manner. Su Pei glanced at him, but did not leave the room to chase away the guests. He knew that this big Buddha was not so easy to invite away.
It was just their communication last night that Su Pei still felt a little uncomfortable when he thought about it.
"How's your hand?" he asked.
He Yiming finally smiled and stretched out his hand to show him, "It's just a small injury, it's fine. You see you injured your left hand before, but this time I injured my right. The positions are still similar."
Su Pei sighed in his heart, these injuries are not all self-inflicted.
He said, "I hope that these small disasters and small disasters will not happen again."
He Yiming resisted the urge to stroke his hair again and said, "It will be better in the future."
Su Pei was finally able to look him in the eyes, "Are you so sure?"
He Yiming said, "I have a hunch and confidence."
Su Pei didn't speak.
When He Yiming was about to leave, he whispered, "Su Pei."
Su Pei hummed, and He Yiming continued, "I love you."
Su Pei grabbed the quilt nervously. He Yiming stood by the door and waited for a while before he heard him say, "Don't do this, I don't want to talk about this."
"I just wanted to tell you about it because I said too little - you're right, I hid too much of what I really thought."
Su Pei wanted to bring the ugly words to the fore.
Now that they are all like this, He Yiming still seems to have great hopes. He didn't want to give He Yiming hope, but He Yiming looked like a drowning man holding the last straw, as if he had won the time and opportunity to perform.
He said slowly, "He Yiming, I'm very grateful for your kindness... But as I said yesterday, I won't want to go that way again."
He Yiming took a breath and said, "It doesn't matter."