Golden Boy

Chapter 63

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Su Pei didn't know what to do for a moment. He just walked around the car slowly and asked in a low voice, "The buyer at that time was actually you? Did you buy it?"

No wonder the buyer didn't mean to bargain, so he traded happily.

He Yiming pressed the car key and opened the door for him, "Yes, the car has always been with me, I have maintained it, and it is exactly the same as before."

Su Pei got into the car, and He Yiming drove him around for a while, and then went to the private club they had been to.

He Yiming asked for a hot spring suite.

"Have a hot spring, it's comfortable." He Yiming suggested.

Su Pei said, "Wait a minute, I'm a little full after dinner now, and it's uncomfortable to soak in the hot spring."

He walked to the cupboard, looked at the tea tins placed on it, and wanted to pick one for digestion. Now he doesn't drink coffee, he can only drink weak tea, and he is gradually addicted.

He raised his hand and hesitated between the two kinds of tea, He Yiming quietly leaned over from behind him, one hand intertwined with his fingers, and the other arm wrapped around his waist. Then he folded his arms and wrapped his entire body in his arms.

Su Pei could feel He Yiming's chest against his back, and he could even feel He Yiming's heartbeat.

He Yiming lightly rubbed his nose on his neck and whispered, "Su Pei, promise me, stay with me. We will be together well."

He spoke too sincerely, like the voice of a man in a dream, Su Pei had to control himself to keep his voice from floating.

"We haven't had a good talk yet," Su Pei said.

This hug lasted for a few more seconds before He Yiming slowly let go of him, he was a little reluctant. It's not that he's unhappy to talk to Su Pei, but if he wants to talk seriously and seriously, he can't get around the night Su Pei suffered a heart attack more than two months ago, and the stupid things he did before.

Every time He Yiming recalled, he wanted to piss himself off - he himself felt uncomfortable, not to mention how uncomfortable Su Pei recalled those things.

But he nodded anyway and said, "Okay. Let's talk."

Su Pei made tea with a tea set and poured it for himself and He Yiming. He wanted to sit down on the rattan chair by the window, but He Yiming pulled him to the sofa and the two were next to each other.

The lights were turned off, and He Yiming played an old movie on the projector. They chat slowly.

"Don't you believe that I liked you from the beginning?" He Yiming asked.

Su Pei said, "I believe... In fact, after I noticed it, I felt that everything was reasonable. Of course you liked me when you were in college."

He Yiming added, "It wasn't when I was in college, it was the first time I saw you. I was attracted to you. But I didn't understand at that time, I just wanted to look at you. Maybe I like men, and I attribute all possessiveness and dependence to friends, brothers, and I can convince myself and think I'm cool... If I could go back more than ten years ago, I would definitely ask him to confess right away."

Su Pei smiled and said slowly, "Yeah... I also think it was beautiful at that time."

He stopped his voice and even his breathing slowed.

He Yiming noticed that something was wrong. He broke Su Pei's shoulder and saw what Su Pei seemed to be enduring. Su Pei raised his hand and pressed his eyes. See the look between his brows.

"Yi Ming, don't try to relive the past on me. I'm no longer the person from the past." Su Pei sighed.

He Yiming felt an arrow in his heart. He couldn't blame anyone yet, he made the arrow himself—he said those words that nearly ruined two people.

He said, "Su Pei, I don't, I really don't."

He suddenly understood why some people swear and swear, because for a moment, only swearing can prove the truth.

He hurriedly said, "At that time, everything was over for me. If you don't want to, I have no reason to stay by your side anymore."

Su Pei's tone calmed down and said, "So you would rather have no friends at that time?"

He Yiming finally gave a brazen gesture and said, "That's because I lost my head. If you didn't forgive me later, I'd probably be mad at myself."

Su Pei thought, was He Yiming's words really unintentional? How much truth is there in the words that people blurt out when they are in a hurry? He didn't want to hold on to it any longer.

"Why couldn't you tell me earlier?" Su Pei asked. "When you were in college, you were immature and you weren't sure about it. Later, when I got married, you couldn't tell me. After Shen Lan and I divorced, why didn't you tell me?"

Su Pei finally told He Yiming one thing, which he had never said before.

"If you tell me after the divorce, I will be very happy." Su Pei said.

He Yiming didn't expect it at all, he was stunned and asked, "What are you saying is true? You were so sad back then..."

He was very busy with work at that time, but he still found time to accompany Su Pei for two days, and even got drunk with Su Pei.

Su Pei smiled bitterly, "Because nothing went well at that time, and there was nothing good in my life. If you told me at that time, I would feel that someone still likes me and loves me... I like to be liked, I like to be loved by others …”

He Yiming couldn't bear it any longer, he held Su Pei's face and kissed it.

It turned out that he missed so many opportunities and left Su Pei alone for so long, he couldn't waste another minute and second.

Su Pei accepted the kiss, they kissed, separated, and kissed together again.

There is only the sound of the movie in the room, and the male protagonist in the movie is confessing.

"Maybe I'm being too presumptuous, but I'm already in love with you..."

When the kiss ended, He Yiming was still holding Su Pei. Su Pei asked in a low voice, "Yi Ming, are you crying?"

He Yiming didn't answer, he just said, "As long as we are together from today, it doesn't matter."

Su Pei slowly stroked his back and said, "If it was someone else, I wouldn't agree. Because it's you... I'm so entangled."

He Yiming has been with him for so long, and he understands his words so well. Hurt him, and give him more warmth and care, all of which made him unable to give up easily.

What's more, he knew He Yiming. He Yiming did the same to himself. He had always had a tendency to self-destruct, and after hiding this matter for so many years, He Yiming had no idea how much he had been hurt.

He Yiming took his hand and kissed it, and said again, "I never thought it would be today. So I never thought what would happen if we came true. But I will think every day from now on, as long as we can be good Together. You don't have any concerns."

Su Pei shook hands with him and asked, "Then can you guarantee that you will no longer deliberately abuse yourself or hurt yourself in the future?"

He Yiming was stunned, he didn't expect that Su Pei had realized his problem.

"I won't. I won't even go to dangerous extreme sports," he said.

Su Pei said, "That's one last question."

He Yiming's eyes were bright, he looked at Su Pei, "What?"

Su Pei said, "I don't know how to get along with..."

He Yiming hurriedly said, "How can you be with a man?"

Su Pei laughed, and He Yiming thought about where he was going.

"I don't know how to fall in love with an old friend," he said.

He Yiming breathed a sigh of relief, and kissed Su Pei again, "Now we are in love, except that we haven't done it yet."

He dared to say that he and Su Pei got along more comfortably than most couples.

As long as it takes a little more time, they will be smoother and more intimate...

After the movie is over, they go to the hot springs.

When Su Pei thought that He Yiming was already his boyfriend, he suddenly couldn't look directly at He Yiming.

When He Yiming thought that Su Pei was already his boyfriend, his mind suddenly became lively.