However, as soon as he closed his eyes, his mind unconsciously recalled the words "I promise you" that Yu Shengxia said in the hospital that day. Has she considered his feelings? She just doesn't believe him, doesn't believe he can solve everything for her, okay
Over the years, all his efforts were just to hope that one day, when he holds her in his arms again, he can make her proud of everything and let her understand that with Huo Yannian in midsummer, there is the whole world, and there is nothing else. Don't be afraid, don't worry about anything.
But now, why are they going further and further away
It used to be like this. He still doesn't understand why Yu Shengxia broke up. Or maybe, in her eyes, the word "breakup" can be mentioned casually
Complex thoughts filled Huo Yannian's brain. He suddenly opened his eyes and sat up again, looking steadily out the window.
The illusion he had some time ago made him feel that they had gone back to the past and were in love, but the reality slapped him hard. In that woman's heart, he would never be number one. She had too many things. Scruples, she has too many people and things that she cares about, and where does he, Huo Yannian, rank
Intellectually, Huo Yannian knew that he couldn't ask for too much. Everyone's definition of love is different, and everyone's understanding of love is different. He couldn't ask Yu Shengxia to be exactly what he thought, but he just wanted it. Unwilling to give in, this feeling is too complicated and too confusing.
Huo Yannian himself couldn't explain it clearly. Was he too greedy? She is by his side now, isn't that enough
Under the night, the thoughts are messy, and the kind of things that cannot be completely judged by logic and reason are really annoying...
Huo Yannian felt that he needed an explanation. He took the phone and looked at everyone in the address book. Finally, he threw the phone aside. He had no one to talk to. In fact, he couldn't talk to him. How many people can understand the feeling of wanting to give the whole world to a woman
Lying down again, Huo Yannian felt that he must be crazy, thinking about these messy things so late at night, Yu Shengxia was there, under his control, in his sight, and she would not leave, He wouldn't let her go. If he wanted to hug her, he could just walk there by himself. Why do he think about all this here
Huo Yannian didn't know when he fell asleep amid the chaos of thoughts.
When the first ray of sunlight in the morning shone through the gap in the curtains, Huo Yannian slowly opened his eyes, and his hands habitually touched the person next to him, trying to pull that person into his arms.
But the place where his fingers touched was cold. Huo Yannian sat up suddenly and found that there was nothing around him. He looked at the familiar yet unfamiliar environment and patted his forehead. How could he forget that they lived in separate rooms.
After getting out of bed and washing up, Huo Yannian walked out in a suit and leather shoes. He glanced at the closed door of the master bedroom. He didn't know why, but he felt inexplicably uneasy.
She pursed her thin lips tightly and walked towards the stairs, but then she felt something was wrong. After hesitating for a while, she walked towards the door of the master bedroom.
The door was unlocked, so Huo Yannian pushed it open and went in very gently, because according to Yu Shengxia's biological clock, she was not awake yet.