Ji Huai was on a business trip recently and was very busy. He didn't get off work until eleven o'clock in the evening.
Song Xuan calculated his time to get off work and called him, and the other end quickly picked up the call. Ji Huai was walking out of the elevator with his cell phone in hand, smiling into the phone and saying, "I just got to the hotel, I'll open the door."
"Yes." Song Xuan leaned on the bedside and looked at him on the other side under the quilt, "It's half past eleven. You get off work later than yesterday. Have you eaten?"
"Eat." Ji Huai opened the door, walked in, walked in front of the table, took out the computer, and while waiting to turn it on, he looked at the phone.
Ji Huai was still busy, and Song Xuan didn't bother him. After saying a few words, he said, "Then I won't talk to you anymore. I'll memorize the words."
She bought a postgraduate entrance examination course and spent all her time after get off work watching classes and studying English. She had been out of school for a while and needed to regain her learning ability.
"Go to bed early." Ji Huai nodded.
The two hung up the phone.
Song Xuan has been studying English recently and has put a lot of thought into it. She reviews the vocabulary once in the morning and again before she comes back to memorize new words in the evening.
The effect is not bad.
After carrying it for a while, she felt a little sleepy and sent a voice message to Ji Huai. She fell asleep before he could reply.
"I am pregnant."
"impossible!"
…
"What now? Do you plan to marry me?"
"I will not get married and I will not have this child."
…
"No matter how much I beg you now, you won't change your mind, right? If you don't want us to get married, do you really want to be so cruel to us?"
"... Abort it, we can be the same as before."
…
"It is a life. I don't want anything. I beg you so, why can't you have mercy on me? You touch it, I..."
The man shook off the woman's hand, not caring that she was still pregnant with the child and was very strong.
The woman who was thrown away fell to the ground, crying heartily. The man's expressionless face showed no emotion. He lowered his head to look at her, his tone was so cold that he said, "I said no, no matter how much you say, I won't." It won’t change my mind either to break up or get aborted.”
"If you want to raise her, she will have nothing to do with me in the future. You have to figure it out yourself."
Hearing this, the woman cried even harder, clutching her belly, crying heartbreakingly. Her weak shoulders were shaking violently, but the man was unmoved and turned away.
"Ji Huai!"
The woman looked panic-stricken and stood up to pull him, but was violently thrown away and knocked towards the corner of the table.
Song Xuan opened her eyes suddenly, looked at the ceiling and gasped for air. She felt like she was about to escape from exhaustion. She was so weak that she reached out to touch her forehead, which was covered with fine sweat.
She looked at the sunlight coming in from the window and looked to her side. The other half of the bed was empty. Thinking of her dream, she couldn't help but shrink back. Her heart felt so uncomfortable, as if it was being pressed by a stone, and she wanted to cry.
The face of the person in the dream couldn't be seen clearly, but she knew that the woman was her, the man was Ji Huai, and the location was in this room.
This dream was so real that she felt that something like this had happened before, but when she thought about it, she thought it was impossible. Ji Huai had already insisted on having a sterilization and asked her to make an appointment for the surgery next Wednesday. Maybe she was thinking too much. .
With her eyes closed, it was still the scene in her dream. She seemed to be able to empathize with that woman's despair, and Ji Huai's ruthlessness also made her feel like a knife.
She couldn't help it and called him.
Although it was already dawn, it was still early. The phone rang for a long time, and she was ready to hang up. The other end picked up the phone. She seemed to have been woken up, and her voice was confused and half asleep. "Honey, what's wrong?"
His voice was like a reassurance. The restlessness in Song Xuan's heart was completely calmed down, and she blurted out, "I miss you. When will you come back?"
He just went there yesterday, and she even went to the airport to see him off.
The other end seemed stunned for a moment, not expecting to be confessed suddenly. He chuckled, turned over, and felt less sleepy. His voice was magnetic and deliberately soft, "I miss you too. Come back the day after tomorrow. If everything goes well, Can."
"I had a nightmare." She said aggrievedly.
"What nightmare?" Ji Huai raised his hand and rubbed his brow. He didn't go to bed until four o'clock last night, and his head hurt from not getting enough sleep.
"I dreamed that you didn't want me anymore. We quarreled every day, and the quarrel was very fierce. You even hit me and told me to get out." Song Xuan got excited as she spoke and suddenly started crying.
She didn't even know what was going on, tears were streaming down her face, and her words were trembling violently.
Ji Huai was completely awake from his sleep, and he quickly denied it, "How could it be? It's a dream, but it's not real, right? How could I be willing to hit you? No way."
"Honey, you cry and make me upset."
The alarm clock rang. Song Xuan took a breath and reached out to turn off the wake-up alarm clock. She said with a crying tone and a very guilty tone, "I'm sorry, I woke up. I didn't adjust my mood."
"It's okay. I'll hang up the phone first and make a video call for you."
"kindness."
The phone was hung up, and the video call came quickly. Ji Huai's handsome face appeared on the other end. Song Xuan was too embarrassed to let him see her red eyes, feeling it was too embarrassing.
It was just a dream, and she felt like she had dreamed it up, yet she was torturing him for a dream.
"I'm sorry. Maybe I didn't control my emotions well before, and my quarrel with you was too extreme, which caused a shadow on you. It's not your problem." Ji Huai reflected over there, and then promised, "We won't do it again. We haven’t quarreled for a long time, and there should be very few such situations in the future.”
"There is no possibility of quarreling or driving you away every day, let alone taking action. This makes me think very badly, and I am still quite sad."
As he spoke, he felt sad. Song Xuan was amused by his expression, "It's a dream."
"Don't let me be thought of so badly in your dreams." Ji Huai began to feel sorry for himself, nagging about how he was nice to her and how he loved her.
Song Xuan is preparing for the exam recently. She has to read books during her off work time and does not do housework. When he is at home, he does laundry, cooking and taking care of her. He is indeed hardworking and does not complain.
She felt a little guilty after what he said, so she got up and walked to the bathroom, "It's almost time. I'm getting ready to go to work. I'll tell you when I come back tonight."
"Okay." Ji Huai replied.
"Then I'm going to die?" She was almost restored to her mood after being coaxed by him, and she smiled once every time she spoke, but she still had a bit of a nasal voice.
"Well, I ordered a takeaway breakfast for you. It's almost here. Eat before going to work." Ji Huai warned on the other end.
She nodded.
As soon as I finished washing, the doorbell rang, I opened the door and got takeout.
He bought her a glass of milk and a small cake, obviously to make her happy.
Song Xuan's mood completely calmed down, she finished eating the cake and went to work.
The hospital was busy, and a busy day made her even less able to think about other things. She was very tired, and her break at noon was occupied by temporary matters.
I was so busy after getting off work in the evening. I originally planned to go to the supermarket to buy groceries and cook, but now I was too tired to do anything. I randomly found a shop on the subway, walked in, and ordered a small stir-fried pork rice bowl.
"Stir-fried pork rice bowl, your soup." The waiter quickly brought the rice bowl.
"Thanks."
Song Xuan was still a little hungry just now. She picked up her chopsticks and looked at the layer of oil floating on the rice bowl. She felt sick in her stomach and lost her appetite completely.
She calmed down and took two bites, then she couldn't eat any more.
After returning home, Ji Huai called her. She was very tired and didn't want to say a word. She looked at the other end of the phone and said, "I don't want to study today. I'm so sleepy."
"I want to go to bed early and set an alarm for five o'clock tomorrow. Then I will get up and watch a class."
"Take the quilt and don't catch a cold. It seems to be raining lightly today." Ji Huai warned on the other end, "Go to sleep. I'm going to change the plan."
"Good night." She said softly, "After you finish your work, go to bed early."
"kindness."
After hanging up the phone, Ji Huai stared at the computer, his expression a little solemn and his mind uneasy.
Song Xuan just closed her eyes and fell asleep again.
She was dreaming again.
This dream was even scarier than the last one.
The woman in the dream was in a very bad mental state. The child was still strong in her belly, getting bigger and bigger, and she was reluctant to abort it.
The two are still together, making their final struggle.
Ji Huai's appearance was terrifying, and the relationship between the two became more and more suffocating. Arguing, swearing, and crying seemed to exist all the time.
"How many times do you want me to say this? If you don't get married, even if you give birth to this child, I won't recognize it!"
"Go away, disappear from me, and never come to me."
"Do you know that your appearance disgusts me? Who knows who you are pregnant with? Is it because of me?"
…
The child was not saved in the end, and the scene kept changing. The woman seemed to be sick, and she became a zombie. Sometimes her face was expressionless and sometimes she was crying hysterically.
She started taking medication for depression, and her eyes became increasingly dull and painful.
Song Xuan woke up crying this time. She was in a daze. She picked up the phone and wanted to call Ji Huai, but she was afraid of disturbing him again for this non-existent dream.
But she felt so uncomfortable that she hid in the quilt and cried for a long time.
There was a constant tightness in her chest, which made it painful for her to breathe.
She didn't have much energy at work that day, and she couldn't eat at lunch. She couldn't eat no matter how hungry she was. Her colleagues were slightly surprised when they saw her, "Song Xuan, your face looks so ugly. You haven't had any rest recently, okay?"
"Well, I didn't have a good rest." Song Xuan nodded, thinking that it must be because he had been reading too late recently, and the hospital was busy, so his body was a little overwhelmed.
"We just got married, why bother?" the other party teased her with a smile.
Song Xuan explained helplessly, "He is on a business trip."
The other party said oh and stopped teasing her.
Song Xuan deliberately went to take a nap today, thinking that she would buy some food to cook in the afternoon and make soup, but she had to work for a while. She had become a little lazy recently, and the excuse for taking the exam was Ji Huai's housework. More.
In the evening, she went back after buying vegetables, but she didn't want to cook or eat at all. She just sat in a daze, didn't want to read, and didn't know what she was going to do.
When Tian Shao came back and saw her sitting in a daze, he felt baffled, but he didn't take the initiative to ask her.
She and He Chenxiang had been quarreling a lot recently, and she was full of anger. She couldn't bear to see Ji Huai and Song Xuan being so close to each other all day long.
Due to family ties, Song Xuan was still a little superstitious. She had been dreaming for two days in a row. Coupled with the current situation, it was really difficult for her to calm down.
After thinking about it, I went to the drugstore to buy a pregnancy test stick.
She didn't dare to tell Ji Huai about this. She felt it was funny in her heart. It was impossible to get pregnant. They were very careful every time, just for peace of mind. She must have been too tired recently.
After a while, Song Xuan froze in place as she looked at the two lines that appeared on the pregnancy test stick. Her face suddenly turned pale and her lips were bloodless. She couldn't help but burst into tears. She couldn't suppress her emotions at all.
The scenes in the dream reappeared again and again. She could not stand firmly on her feet, and she barely managed to avoid falling by holding on to the wall.
She is pregnant.
How could she be pregnant
It's obviously impossible!
Tian Shao ordered takeout and was eating outside. When she heard crying coming from the bathroom, she frowned. She was complaining about He Chenxiang and his family to Yan Jingyi, but she changed her words and interrupted, "Song Xuan doesn't know what's going on recently. It seems like I quarreled with Ji Huai again, I haven’t seen Ji Huai for two days, and she was still crying in the toilet."
"What's wrong?" Yan Jingyi was curious, "I thought it was fine last time I saw it."
"Who knows, the two of them are weird and quarreling. Maybe they will quarrel again."
Before she finished speaking, the bathroom door opened, and Song Xuan walked out of it with her head lowered. She was in a very low mood. She walked back to her room and locked the door.
Tian Shao pursed his lips, "What's there to cry about? Ji Huai's family has bought a house. They will move to a new house after living here for this month. They have rarely quarreled recently. In my opinion, it's not Ji Huai. After buying a house and a car, she just followed Ji Huai."
"Has the house been renovated?" Yan Jingyi asked.
"A well-decorated house does not require much decoration. It has furniture and everything. You don't need to buy anything. You can move in with us." Tian Shao was also very sour and complained casually, "He Chenxiang and I also discussed getting married recently, but his father Mom was so angry with me that she only agreed to pay a down payment and add a name. The house would have to be bought in the suburbs, and I don’t want to live there."
"I've been arguing with him lately, and I get annoyed just by looking at him."
"How about buying a smaller one in the city?" Yan Jingyi suggested.
"How about buying more than 50 square meters? I don't know where to live when I have children in the future. Ji Huai and the others paid the full price, more than 100 square meters. In the city center, Song Xuan's family only spent a little money on decoration, which can be hundreds of thousands. ? She got 10 million for nothing." Tian Shao was a little indignant, "Her salary is not as high as mine."
Yan Jingyi looked at Tian Shao complaining on the other end and didn't know what to say.
She is Ji Huai's ex-girlfriend. When it comes to time, she is the one who is the most bitter. She used to often inquire about their relationship with Tian Shao. Now she is far away and she is not close to Ji Huai. Very deep feelings, but a bit downplayed.
Tian Shao has been living with them, but he has begun to compare. He has been hoping that the two of them will divorce quickly and live a bad life.