In the past few days, Lin Qing has been learning about school recruitment information through various channels, and at the same time sending in resumes and preparing to change jobs.
After getting to know her, she felt that she needed to prepare carefully for this recruitment. She was still confident in her learning ability and professional level, and she had found a job that she was quite satisfied with. She could change jobs after this month. There were only two jobs in the first month. One thousand and five thousand, the second month's basic salary is three thousand three thousand, but there is also commission, so the salary is full, at least four thousand.
After doing all this, she was going to convince Ji's mother.
She wanted to send her son back to Ji's house. During this period, only in Ji's house could she ensure that his living environment and quality would not deteriorate, and she could do her own thing wholeheartedly.
It was very difficult to make this decision. She had worked so hard to give birth to this child, and she had brought him up. He was so sensible that she felt heartbroken, and he was also half her life. But in order to be able to spend more time with him in the future, she would give him more. To live a good life, she had to do this.
The reason why Ji's mother was chosen was because Ji's mother wanted to raise little Sensen and keep him in Ji's family, but she couldn't let him go, and Ji Huai didn't want him either, so the custody rights were given to her.
Lin Qing picked up her son from kindergarten. When he just picked him up from kindergarten, Ji Huai called him.
This time, his business trip was relatively short. Calculating the time, he should be back today. Lin Qing had nothing to say to him, so she gave Xiao Sensen her mobile phone.
Little Sensen happily called daddy.
I don’t know what the other end said. Xiao Sensen was very happy and raised his little finger, "Dad, pull the hook."
Ji Huai must have agreed. He looked up at Lin Qing with a smile, "Mom, dad bought me a big cart."
It can be seen that he is very happy.
Lin Qing took the phone and asked casually, "Are you back?"
"Well, I just got off the plane." He replied.
Lin Qing didn't say much, thinking it would be good for him to come over. She had something to discuss with him, but before that, she had to go to Ji's mother.
Back home.
Xiao Sensen was in a good mood and kept asking her when her father would come.
Lin Qing knelt down and touched his head, and asked softly, "Sensen, do you like to stay with your father and grandparents?"
She had no major friction with the Ji family and had always been polite to each other. She also knew a little about the other party's character, otherwise she would not have dared to send her son there.
"I like it." Xiao Sensen played with his plane without understanding the meaning. For him, his grandparents loved him very much, and his parents also loved him very much. After saying that, he looked at her and whispered, "Me too. Like mom."
Hearing this, Lin Qing pursed her red lips, squeezed out a smile and touched him twice more, "You stay here and play, mommy has to make a phone call."
"Well, the plane is flying." Xiao Sensen looked at his big toy and happily took credit with his mother.
Lin Qing smiled and walked into the room with her mobile phone.
She hesitated for a long time with her cell phone, and finally dialed Ji's mother's number.
"mom."
…
The big plane piloted by Xiao Sensen in the living room hit a corner and fell down. It seemed that the power was out. No matter how he moved the remote control, the big plane didn't move.
His pretty little brows wrinkled slightly, he carried his big plane to an open space, and started the remote control.
The big plane still didn't move.
He looked at it for a while, and his first reaction was to find his mother, so he walked towards the room on his short legs.
Lin Qing couldn't control her emotions. She took a deep breath, stretched out her hand to wipe her tears, and said with force, "I will take him back in the future. Now there is no guarantee for Sensen following me."
"Is Ji Huai so afraid of Sensen dragging him down? So determined not to want him."
Ji's mother also had a sad face over there, feeling very guilty, "Xiaoqing, I'm really sorry. If you have any difficulties, your father and I will try our best to help you. Otherwise, I will go see you the day after tomorrow and we can tell you anything in person. "
After saying that, she also warned, "Don't tell Ji Huai, I will tell him about this."
"I don't want you to help him secretly. In this case, I will take him back to his hometown. Ji Huai will not have this son in the future. He doesn't want it anyway." Lin Qing couldn't hold it back and spoke to the other side.
Although Ji's mother didn't say it clearly, the meaning behind her words was that Ji Huai must have told them that he didn't want this child, so Ji's mother didn't dare to accept it.
He was just helping to take care of him. He was also the child of their Ji family, but Ji Huai was so ruthless that he didn't want this child to harm him in the slightest.
Are you afraid that she won't take him back
"Xiaoqing." Ji's mother was also panicked. Hearing this meant that contact would be cut off forever, she quickly said, "There are some things that Ji Huai did not do well. His father and I also know that if you go back alone with your child, It will be very hard, I will retire next year, and I can take care of it for you then. Ji Huai’s father will also retire in a few years, and we can take care of him."
"Does Ji Huai agree?" Lin Qing asked directly, "He doesn't agree now. If he marries someone else in two years, will he still agree?"
She was a little excited and didn't notice the person standing at the door of the room. Xiao Sensen was lying at the door, his little hands on the door frame, looking at his crying mother, his little mouth pursed tightly.
There was confusion in her little eyes, and she had only a partial understanding of what her mother said.
"I know that he has never wanted Sensen, but he is his father and is so heartless, so why does he still recognize this father? I will take him back to his hometown. Ji Huai does not need to pay alimony anymore, just be Sensen doesn’t have this…”
"Wow woo woo..."
Before Lin Qing finished speaking, there was a burst of crying. She turned around and saw her son, her pupils shrank suddenly, and Ji's mother's voice on the other end stopped abruptly.
Things between adults are most afraid of harming their children. This is what Lin Qing and Ji's mother least want to happen.
"Baby." Lin Qing started to panic, walked over and knelt down to comfort him, "Why are you crying? Did you fall?"
She thought he was still young and was just lucky, thinking that he didn't understand because he must have touched something.
Xiao Sensen's tears kept flowing down. He was usually obedient and crying at the top of his lungs. He looked at Lin Qing and shook his head, "I don't want daddy. Sensen doesn't want daddy."
"No dad."
This sentence deeply hurt Lin Qing, who burst into tears. It also hurt Ji's mother on the other end of the phone.
at the same time.
Ji Huai, who had returned from a business trip, was downstairs in the community. He bought a remote-controlled racing car for Xiao Sensen. An uncle downstairs was swiping his card to enter. He quickly followed and walked into Building 35.
Ji's mother called him while waiting for the elevator. She choked with sobs and said, "Son, how about we take Sensen back? It won't affect anything if mom and dad take her with them from now on."
"It's not easy for Xiaoqing either."
In the past, Ji Huai would have firmly refused. He is an egoist and extremely self-interested, and there is absolutely no way he would let this child become a burden to him. Moreover, he also told the two elders of the Ji family that he would not support Ji Sen if he did not want him. He will get married in the future. This child is a burden and will destroy the peace of the family. There is no need.
Ji's mother also tried to persuade her, but his attitude was very tough, even merciless, which is why Ji's mother did not dare to agree to Lin Qing's request.
Ji Huai didn't want it, and she didn't dare to decide arbitrarily.
After hearing what was said on the other end, Ji Huai's first reaction was that it was terrible. According to the timeline, Lin Qing should have resigned a month later before wanting to take the teacher exam, and then called Ji's mother.
He also thought about going back to talk to Ji's mother this time and use this time to maintain their relationship, which caught him off guard.
He hurriedly entered the elevator, got out of the thirty-fifth floor, walked to the door and knocked on the door, when Xiao Sensen's cry came from inside.
He suddenly didn't have the courage to knock down the hand he raised. He felt so weak and reminded of the other person's heartlessness when he didn't recognize him.
In the last life, many years had passed since this incident, and Lin Qing had actually let go of him, but Ji Sen was nice to everyone, but she had a lot of hatred for him.
"Baby." Lin Qing really didn't want him to be exposed to these things. She wiped her tears and said with a smile, "Mom, take you to take a bath and then go to bed."
"Dad said last time that he would take Sensen to play when he came back. Last time, Sensen went to the mall with his dad, and his dad carried him back when he fell asleep."
He is still so young, but he knows the concept of not wanting him. If he doesn't like it, he doesn't want it. His father doesn't like him, so he doesn't want him.
Xiao Sensen continued to cry at the top of his voice. When he ran to the living room, he threw away the remote control of the big plane.
A man ran into the room again.
Ji Huai didn't dare to knock on the door, but he was too anxious. He called Lin Qing. As soon as he got through, the caller hung up. When he called again, he had been blacklisted.
He couldn't wait any longer and reached out to knock on the door, "Xiao Qing."
Lin Qing was coaxing her son, who was hiding under the quilt and crying sadly.
Children's self-esteem is the most sensitive. In kindergarten, they will compare whose parents love them more.
His father rarely comes to pick him up. The children in the kindergarten said that his father does not love him and does not live with them. It turns out that his father really does not like him and does not want him. He does not have a father.
Lin Qing also cried with her son. No matter how strong she was, her nerves collapsed at this moment and she was determined to take her son back.
Can't stay here.
"Bang bang bang."
"Xiaoqing."
Anxious Ji Huai started banging on the door, getting very angry.
Lin Qing didn't intend to pay attention to him at first, but the man outside kept smashing and shouting. She couldn't hold it back and walked out angrily. She reached out and opened the door and glared, "Is something wrong?"
"I..." Ji Huai suddenly got stuck and said as he was about to walk in, "I'm going to take a look at Sensen."
Lin Qing didn't know where she got the strength to push him out, and he staggered a few steps.
She closed the door vigorously, and Ji Huai rushed forward, followed by a muffled grunt, and his fingers were caught in the crack of the door.
Lin Qing's first reaction was to let go. She used all her strength when she closed the door. Ji Huai's three fingers were swollen on the spot. The pain made his face wrinkle up and he gasped.
"Let's talk," he said.
"I don't want to talk to you." Lin Qing looked away from his face and pointed outside, "You don't have to come here again, we don't want to see you."
Her eyes were a little red, but they were from crying just now. Her face was expressionless at this time. She was hurt too much, so she didn't cry or make trouble, nor did she take him seriously.
This look made Ji Huai's heart hurt more than his hands, and his emotions turned into thousands of fine needles, pricking his heart. Emotions are really something that cannot be controlled, and they don't care how rational you are.
If you mess with it, you can always feel the taste of digging into your heart.
"It's unrealistic to send Sensen to my parents. He's still going to school here and there are no small classes there. He won't adapt." Ji Huai looked at her and explained in an anxious voice, "Only you can take care of him."
"Yes, I will take care of him." Lin Qing didn't want to communicate with him at all, "So can you leave? Don't disturb our lives anymore. You have to be really good for him. You can't give him companionship, affection, or money. If you don’t want to give it, why do you pretend it’s all for his own good?”
Ji Huai was silent for a while, with no emotion in his tone and he didn't dare to look at her, "I know you won't treat him badly."
Hearing this, Lin Qing became angry immediately, "How I treat him is my business, and in what capacity do you come here to say these things to me? Are you worthy?"
Ji Huai was asked.
It's really unworthy.
The two were still arguing, and suddenly there was a collision in the door, followed by Xiao Sensen's louder cry.
Lin Qing ran directly to the room, but Ji Huai was faster than her. They both breathed a sigh of relief when they saw Xiao Sensen just rolling on the quilt and falling to the ground.
Ji Huai picked up Xiao Sensen, but Xiao Sensen pushed him away and reached out towards Lin Qing, crying so hard that he couldn't breathe, "Mom... Mom..."
Lin Qing snatched his son from his arms and hugged him.
"I don't want dad, Sensen doesn't want dad anymore." He shook his head and said intermittently while taking a breath.
"Baby, don't cry." Lin Qing lowered her head to kiss him and kept coaxing, "Don't cry, be good."
Ji Huai stood aside, helpless, his heart was broken into pieces, it was not as cold as falling into the cellar.
He calmed down and coaxed his son in Lin Qing's arms, "Sensen, dad brought you a racing car."
Xiao Sensen buried his head in his mother's arms and ignored him.
Lin Qing would not be able to have a falling out with her son in front of him. If the relationship between parents is not good, the child will be hurt.
"Dad didn't abandon you." He explained again, and his words were somewhat reassuring, "Dad will not abandon you either."
Lin Qing didn't refute him, but she didn't look at him at all.
Xiao Sensen is a child after all. He peeked out of his mother's arms and glanced at his father. Before Ji Huai had time to be happy, he looked away and shook his head, "Mom, I don't want my father."
"I want my mother."
He doesn't want to be with his father, he wants to be with his mother. He doesn't like his father and grandma anymore. His mother will cry.
Lin Qing hugged him, looking very tired, and looked at Ji Huai, "Let's go."
She didn't want to say anything more.
Ji Huai stood still.
She ignored him and went to bed with her son in her arms, trying to coax him to sleep. Xiao Sensen was obviously tired of crying, and his little hands were still holding on to her clothes, feeling very insecure.
Lin Qing focused on coaxing her son. After putting Xiao Sensen to sleep, Ji Huai was no longer in the room. She lowered her head and kissed her son, then slowly got up and walked out.
When she left the room, she found Ji Huai sitting on the sofa with his head down. She didn't even want to be angry and didn't want to give him a look.
"Xiao Qing, let's talk." He got up from the sofa and looked at her and said.
Lin Qing had a headache and looked impatient, "I don't want to talk to you anymore, what else is there to talk about? If you think Sensen is a trouble, don't want to support him and don't want to be responsible, you shouldn't appear in our sight in the future. Okay? I’m begging you.”
"I don't want to say anything now. I want to protect him from harm and at least make him feel that his father is a good father. But now, I don't think it's necessary."
"I will take him out of this city and live with him. You don't have to care about how we live. Just don't disturb us."
…
Lin Qing was no longer able to argue with him about many things. She was tired of fighting and didn't want to continue.
"It's best for him if he follows you." Ji Huai looked at her and said.
Lin Qing held her forehead, unable to complain, "You are so good to him, then what have you done for him?"
"There is no way for him to receive a better education when he goes back to his hometown. Do you really want to take him back?" Ji Huai's face became serious.
Lin Qing was asked by him. This was the reason why she had been hesitant. Children in her hometown had to be at least two years old before they could go to kindergarten. Otherwise, they had to attend special daycare classes, which were expensive and the education could not keep up with those here. Her job Space will also shrink.
Seeing her hesitation, he continued, "I'm sorry, I didn't know you were facing difficulties at work, and I won't ignore it. Only when your life improves can you give your son a better life."
Lin Qing sneered, "You care? Don't say it nice, how can you care? Otherwise, you just pay the alimony in one lump sum. Don't you know that I will treat Sensen well? Then you should also take responsibility."
"You don't need to be raised until you graduate from college, just become an adult. There are still sixteen years and more than 300,000 yuan. It won't be difficult for you, right?"
Someone who is serious about alimony with her is willing to pay more than 300,000 yuan in one lump sum? That's the joke.
Ji Huai: "I don't have that much money."
Lin Qing had already guessed this result and said with a sarcastic expression, "You don't have the intention either."
"If I had money, I wouldn't have been serious about the child support with you. Originally, I thought that if I paid off the debt next year, I would give you a little more, but not this year." Ji Huai was also very magnanimous and explained seriously, "I paid 70% for the wedding house, of which I borrowed 300,000, as you know. I had to repay 8,000 every month, 3,000 for the car loan, and 6,000 for the house loan. I couldn't afford the rest. money."
"The money I earned after marriage has been used to supplement the family's expenses, and your family's money has been used to pay off the debt on the house, but that house has nothing to do with me." She was unmoved, and looked at Ji with no waves in her heart. Huai, "I didn't pay for this house, so I didn't ask you to add your name. I didn't ask for a betrothal gift at the beginning. I didn't even have a decent wedding ring. All the money you and your parents paid back was not mine." Relationships are only for yourself."
Who gets married with the intention of getting divorced? Plus, since we have children, we don’t have to worry about it that much. Who would have thought that things would be so messed up after a divorce.
Ji Huai would not deliberately spend her money, and Ji's mother would try her best to supplement them, but how to put it, to put it bluntly, it still feels a bit calculated.
"I don't want to talk about these things with you, and I don't want to bet on whether you have a conscience or not. The marriage is divorced, and I won't divide your property. For some things, enough is enough."
Lin Qing was very serious and rational when he said these words and did not want to get involved with him at all. Ji Huai was a little panicked in his heart. The woman became rational and cruel as a rock.
He changed the subject, "My mother called me just now and said that you need to prepare to take the teacher's exam. If you move back, you can save on the rent here."
Lin Qing frowned, and he hurriedly said, "Although I travel a lot, I can take him with me when I have a break. When this year is over, I will talk to you about the alimony again, and I will not ignore Sensen."
The implication behind the words is that I really have no money, but I don’t care. In the past, I had no choice but to do it. Although the salary was high, I was heavily in debt. I am also willing to take care of him and let you take the exam.
Lin Qing felt that it was an insult. She was divorced and living in his house without a name or identity. The money she saved on rent made her disgusted enough. She darkened her face and said, "Are you done?"
"I didn't mean anything else." Ji Huai explained, fearing to offend her, "I didn't want to abandon Sensen. My parents hadn't retired yet, so they sent her there to take care of her intermittently. Shensen didn't get used to it in a short period of time..."
"No need." She suppressed her anger, "Go away, don't make me angry."
"I'm sorry." He seemed helpless and said again, "I didn't think carefully. According to your temperament, you won't go back to live. I will negotiate with the company about the number of business trips. When I am free, I will take Sensen to take care of you. Focus on the exams, I heard there are more people recruited this time than in previous years.”
Lin Qing looked at him funny and said sarcastically, "It's not a question of whether you take care of him or not, but whether he wants you to take care of him now."
If it creates such a big psychological shadow on the child, the child may not follow him.
"Xiao Qing." Ji Huai said with a serious face, "I am his father. I can't let myself leave a bad impression in his mind. This will affect his growth. I let him follow you. I think it is better to follow you." Well, I don’t have the energy to take care of him now, but if he is not doing well, I will still take him back.”
"I know what you are thinking. If he doesn't live well with you, you will send him back. I will provide him with basic living security and education security."
Lin Qing's expression slowly calmed down, and Ji Huai made an offer that she couldn't refuse. She was a stubborn person with a tough temperament, but she knew the cruelty of competition in this society, and it was unnecessary for her children to suffer along with her.
It is very hard to raise a child alone, and she currently has no ability to provide a guarantee for her child. The fact is the fact, and she cannot support it.
Ji Huai's house is in the district of a key school. If his children follow him, at least he will provide the best education and will not make the children feel wronged.
She turned her head to the side and clenched her hands hanging down into fists. In the short term, she could not ensure a better educational environment for her children, so she was eager to take the teacher exam.
"I will not compete with you for custody rights, not before and never in the future. When your job is stable, I will try not to disturb your lives as before." After he finished speaking, he said softly, "You I also said that I should do something for him. All my suggestions are not malicious. If you don't go back, I will pay more alimony, but it won't be much, because the 30,000 yuan I gave you before was actually paid. I can’t afford not to pay back the credit card.”
Lin Qing had a headache and didn't want to talk to him anymore. Her mind was very confused, but she did not reject Ji Huai's proposal and reminded him, "The child support will have to be increased. The kindergarten he attends a month will cost 3,500 and 2,000." You are so kind."
Ji Huai had a sad face, his eyes were deep in thought, and he seemed to be calculating how much he could give.
Lin Qing didn't want to break up with him now, "Go back and think about it. The door is there. Go out and close the door."
He withdrew his gaze, pointed to the carton on the table, and begged, "I hope the things between you and me will not affect the child. This is the racing car I promised to buy him."
To put it bluntly, he didn't want his son to hate him.
"I know better than you." She replied.
Ji Huai walked out, reached the door, and said, "Thank you."
When Lin Qing heard this, she felt very unspeakable in her heart. No matter how far her relationship with Ji Huai had gone, she would not bring any hatred or resentment to her children.
He is the child's father, not a tool for her to vent her emotions and resentment. She also hopes that her son will grow up to be a responsible person and grow up mentally healthy.