Lin Qing felt that when she said this, her tone was even harsh and her emotions were being suppressed.
He looked at Ji Huai, wanting to see his reaction.
"No." Ji Huai did not refute fiercely, but added after that, "The molecular structure of the broken mirror has been destroyed, and it is theoretically impossible to restore it."
Hearing this, Lin Qing did not quarrel with him, but there was still some unspeakable feeling deep in her heart, "Isn't that it? It's the same with feelings. If they are broken, they are broken. Even if they stick together again, the scars will still be there."
"Mirrors are dead objects, but people are not. People have spirituality. I don't think it's appropriate to compare mirrors to feelings. The way to avoid making the same mistakes is to reflect and make corrections, to solve the problem, and if you can't solve it, then find another way to solve it." Ji Huai Looking into her eyes, he then added, "Besides, what I almost lost will be cherished even more in the future."
Lin Qing couldn't compete with him, so she looked at Xiao Sensen in front of her and shouted, "Baby, come here and drink some water."
"I will not force you to make a decision, because this is not your original intention. I hope that one day you will be willing to remarry me." Ji Huai said to her back.
"I won't do it willingly, and I don't want to either." Lin Qing refused simply and decisively. Before the last words left her voice, she saw his eyes suddenly darkened, and a slight tingling pain spread at the tip of his heart.
She turned her head away, wanting to be a cruel person, walking towards her son with a water glass, squatting down to feed him water, and reaching out to wipe his sweat, but she was a little absent-minded.
"Sensen is full." Little Sensen took a few more sips and said, "Mom, the spaceship I'm riding on has horns. It's a horned spaceship."
"Then can it fly?" Lin Qing asked.
"It will jump." Xiao Sensen pointed to his building blocks, then squatted down and jumped, "Like a big frog, like this..."
He squatted and jumped, making Lin Qing laugh. She turned around, only to see Ji Huai standing behind her with an uncomplicated expression, with emotions in his eyes that she couldn't understand.
After her son walked away to play, she stood up and turned around to face Ji Huai. His low words came out, a little hoarse, "Really, didn't you think about it at all?"
He asked very seriously. At that moment, Lin Qing subconsciously avoided his sight, moved her lips, and after a while, she managed to say, "Yes."
I want to say that we are all well, but I can't say it.
In desperation, Ji Huai reached out for her hand and held her slender wrist, "I take back what I just said. Now is not the time to think about it."
"It's not that far yet."
This look was like being a rogue, but Lin Qing didn't know why but she breathed a sigh of relief and didn't feel disgusted.
"I'm not in a hurry." Ji Huai pulled her to his side, pretending to be relaxed again, "Take your time."
Lin Qing slowly freed her hand.
Ji Huai clenched his backhand tightly, and quickly turned his fingers to interlock.
She tugged twice more, frowned and said, "Let go."
"Okay." Ji Huai looked at her furrowed brows, obediently let go of her hands, pursed her thin lips and smiled.
"Who is laughing with you?" Lin Qing put her hands behind her back, turned and walked to the other side.
The moment she turned around, she didn't notice that her eyebrows were slightly curved. The two of them looked like young people who were at odds with each other. Even if they pretended to be calm, only she knew the fluctuations in her heart.
It should be considered that he was filled with anxiety and expectation, but it was hidden deep down and covered with a layer of calmness and sobriety.
Lin Qing understands Ji Huai's temperament better than anyone else. He is really tolerant and doesn't do things in a hurry. He really doesn't say anything about things he doesn't say anymore.
Everything is back to how it used to be.
The two of them took care of the children together, picked them up and dropped them off, and during Ji Huai's birthday, the three of them went to the province next door for three days.
Everything was fine and seemed like a family.
Time passed and it was early July.
Lin Qing's exam time has been set for mid-August, and registration has begun. In early July, Komori Kindergarten is on holiday.
Lin Qing had to review, Ji Huai was transferred to a new position, had social activities from time to time, and had many things to do, and no one took care of her children. She gritted her teeth and had no choice but to send her children to the so-called "interest classes" again.
Little Sensen has always been obedient, and he went to school obediently. He played with the teacher and the children, and his interest was quite high in the first few days.
It doesn't work anymore later on. Maybe it's because there are few children and the teacher in charge is not familiar to him. He doesn't want to go to school after a few days and gets upset at home.
Lin Qing is really one and the same. In order to prepare for the exam, she quit her job in the last month. Because she passed the written exam and there were only three days before the interview, she must prepare together. If she passes the exam, I won’t do this job again. If I can’t pass the exam, I won’t do this job again. Fortunately, I quit.
The psychological pressure is increasing day by day. Xiao Sensen makes a fuss and goes to Ji Huai's place. She wants to send him there and let Ji Huai take him. He seems to be resting today.
After leaving, Ji Huai received a call and had to go to the company temporarily.
She was about to explode, and she didn't know why her temper suddenly came up, and she was forced to suppress it.
Ji Huai also felt guilty. He walked up to her and apologized, "I'll try to come back as soon as possible. I'll take him with me then."
"You can go ahead." Lin Qing wasn't that unreasonable, but she didn't realize that there was a trace of anger and displeasure in what she said.
"Maybe I'll be back in an hour." Ji Huai looked down at her slightly, put his hand on her shoulder, and lowered his tone again, "I'm sorry."
Lin Qing looked at the door and said, "Go ahead."
"Are you angry?" Ji Huai didn't leave. He bent down and continued to make eye contact with her, coaxing her a little, "I didn't expect to go to the company suddenly, otherwise I wouldn't let you come."
"I'm not angry." Lin Qing said sternly, one word at a time, "Why don't you hurry up and go?!"
There happened to be a special lecture on this topic at a nearby university. She originally wanted to rush over to attend it, but it seemed that it was too late.
This serious look was obviously irritating, but he was holding it back. It was a bit indescribably cute. Ji Huai couldn't hold it back and leaned slightly over to kiss her.
Lin Qing didn't move.
When they were about to kiss, Xiao Sensen ran over and shouted, "Dad, where are the blocks?"
Lin Qing's face was hot, and the tips of her ears were red. She was also surprised that she didn't hide, so she quickly pushed him away. Ji Huai's cell phone also rang, someone was urging him.
He glanced at the phone, which should be quite important, and said hurriedly to Lin Qing, "Xiao Qing, I really have to leave."
"Baby, the blocks are in the cabinet under the TV. Dad will be back with you later."
His figure quickly disappeared into the corridor.
Lin Qing closed the door and looked at Xiao Sensen who was pouring out the bricks. Her head ached again, "Baby, can we go to the kindergarten tomorrow?"
She really can't bring her here. Later, she may have to go to an interview class in advance. It lasts a whole day and the price is very expensive, so she has to do her homework in advance.
"No." Xiao Sensen refused simply, lowering his head and muttering, "I don't want to go, it's not fun at all."
"But mom doesn't have time to take care of you." She squatted next to her son and said softly.
"I can play by myself." Xiao Sensen picked up a building block, looked at her and smiled, "Dad can also play with me."
"Mom, Sensen is very well-behaved and can play by himself."
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Lin Qing looked at his well-behaved look and felt that it was cruel to force him to go to kindergarten, so she sat aside and played with him.
While playing with him and waiting for Ji Huai, it was clearly agreed that it would take an hour, but in the end, no one was seen all afternoon.
Lin Qing thought he was busy with work and didn't call to urge him.
The child had limited physical strength and was tired from running and jumping, so he took Lin Qing to his room to sleep and asked his mother to tell him a bedtime story.
The bed in his room was too small and uncomfortable to sleep in, and the second bedroom was uninhabitable, so Lin Qing took him to the master bedroom.
The style of the master bedroom has not changed. There is still a wedding photo of the two hanging on the bedside, and there is an additional photo frame on the bedside table, which was taken during their last trip.
In the photo, she is holding Xiao Sensen, Ji Huai is standing in front, Xiao Sensen is still holding his shoulders, smiling blindly, so cute that it makes people's hearts melt. She doesn't even remember that she smiled so heartily.
When I suddenly saw this photo, I was still a little shy, so I opened the quilt and went to bed, holding my son in my arms.
She had been staying up late at night reading recently, so Ji Huai would bring Xiao Sensen back. There was a bedtime story on the bedside, and she took it over and started reading.
After telling two stories, the little guy fell asleep in her arms. She lowered her head, kissed her son, and laid him down. She originally planned to get up and read a book, but she was very tired. The bed was soft and comfortable, and she was fascinated. Vaguely, I felt that the soap Ji Huai used smelled quite good.
The sun sets and evening falls.
When Ji Huai returned home, the room was dark. He thought Lin Qing was angry and took her son back.
Turning on the light and seeing her bag on the sofa, she breathed another sigh of relief.
When walking back to the bedroom, Xiao Sensen sat up from the bed, stretched out his hand to rub his eyes, looked at him, and softly called, "Dad."
Ji Huai's heart dropped, and he made a shushing gesture, and walked over to hug him. Seeing that Lin Qing was not awake yet, he carefully picked him up, covered her with a quilt, and carried his son out.
It was late now, and Ji Huai didn't cook any food, so he ordered takeout. He and his son ate one portion, leaving one portion for Lin Qing.
When the two of them finished eating, Lin Qing was still awake.
Ji Huai checked the time and went to the room to wake her up. He agreed to wait for an hour, but was dragged to a meeting, which probably made her angry.
Entering the room, he walked to the bedside, leaned down and called her softly, "Xiaoqing."
Lin Qing frowned and did not open her eyes.
The room was dark, and he couldn't see her expression clearly.
Ji Huai pushed her messy hair back slightly. Before she could speak again, Lin Qing opened her eyes listlessly. She looked at him first, and then was stunned.
Her hand was still pressing her lower abdomen, and a warm current surged out between her legs, and then her mind went blank.
Just now, she had cramps in her lower abdomen and her body shrank. She thought it was a dream and felt dizzy and unwilling to wake up.
"Why this expression? Do you want to get up and eat?" Ji Huai sat beside the bed. The room was quiet, and his voice seemed particularly gentle.
Lin Qing's lower abdomen hurt again and she felt confused.
She was so busy that she forgot about her menstrual period. She may have stayed up late recently, and her routine was disrupted. Looking at her posture, she was wearing a thin long skirt, and the sheets underneath her...
"Are you feeling uncomfortable?" Ji Huai noticed something strange about her and reached out to turn on the light as he spoke.
"Don't open it!" Lin Qing stopped him, "You, you go out first and help me close the door."
"What's wrong?" Ji Huai looked confused.
"Get out first." Lin Qing struggled to speak because of the pain, and her tone was pleading, "Can you go out first?"
Ji Huai's eyes fell on her, and then moved down a little further, landing on her lower abdomen. Lin Qing wanted to hide under the quilt.
In fact, she also pulled up the quilt, covered her face, and muttered, "I'm very uncomfortable, don't make me angry."
She doesn't have a good temper, and at this time, she will really explode.
"Then I'll go out first." Ji Huai stood up and walked out. When closing the door, he said, "I'll buy you sanitary napkins."
Lin Qing waited for him to close the door, turned on the light and lifted the quilt, she was about to cry without tears. She had never been so fierce before, but recently her body really couldn't bear it, she was tired and in pain.
"Baby, I went out to the supermarket with daddy." His voice came from outside the door.
Xiao Sensen was naturally happy and responded sweetly, and the two of them quickly went out.
Lin Qing sat on the bed, her face a little pale. She picked up her phone and called Ji Huai.
After two rings, the other end quickly picked up. She struggled in her eyes and didn't speak for a long time.
"Do you need to buy anything else?" He asked proactively.
"I don't have any clothes to change," Lin Qing said.
"Okay, I'll buy you a set of pajamas later." He responded.
"And..." She actually became a little embarrassed to say it. She didn't know if it was because she hadn't been in close contact with him for a long time, and everything became strange, so she didn't finish the sentence.
"What else?" Ji Huai was also confused.
"I don't have any clothes here." She reminded again, "You buy everything, otherwise how can I change?"
"...Okay, do you want some underwear?" he asked.
"You can figure it out yourself. If there is a pharmacy, you can help me buy some pills. I'm in a lot of pain." She was weak when she spoke.
After hanging up the phone, Ji Huai looked at the phone and sped up.
Little Sensen wanted to pester his father to buy delicious food, but his father didn't pay much attention to him today. He didn't take him to the supermarket. He had to go back after buying clothes. He only bought him a small doll to coax him, and went there in a hurry. to the pharmacy.
He was a little disappointed, but his father said that his mother was not feeling well, and he was worried.
After returning home, Lin Qing was still sleeping on the bed. She couldn't go anywhere. Ji Huai walked back to the room with a worried look on his face, "I remember you didn't take medicine before, and this medicine is not good for you either."
Lin Qing clutched her lower abdomen and frowned in pain, "Maybe my health has deteriorated. I'll help you wash the sheets later. I remember there are new sheets at home."
"You take a shower first, I put the things in the bathroom." Ji Huai said and took Xiao Sensen out, then brought her in the towel she left here.
"Thanks."
When the door closed, Lin Qing's feet were shaking when she got out of bed. She walked to the bathroom and looked at her bloodless self, feeling like she was really going to die.
Ji Huai bought her pure cotton thin long pajamas and other things for her. Suddenly he remembered that he would often help her do this in the past, but he never refused. There were times when they were inseparable. .
When she went out, Ji Huai was changing the sheets.
He had done this kind of thing before, but after a long interval, Lin Qing felt very unnatural. She walked over to pick up the sheets, but Ji Huai was a step ahead of her, "I ordered a slightly spicy dish for you. I just ordered another one, you go and eat first."