Ji Huai lived an ordinary life. He and Shani guarded a snack bar with a good income in a small town, and occasionally took care of their grandchildren.
When he closed his eyes, he entered the system.
"Congratulations to the host for successfully completing the mission."
"The resentment of this world has been eliminated."
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Immediately afterwards, he saw that the task progress bar on the screen was moving forward a little, but there was still a long way to go before the end point, and he was not even halfway there.
And he only had a moment to sigh, and then his memory was erased and transported to the next world.
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As soon as Ji Huai opened his eyes, he saw two women walking towards him. They were his mother and his wife Su Jing, who had just given birth.
There was no sadness or joy on Su Jing's face, and Ji's mother was holding his daughter in her arms.
"Mom tells you, go back and have a good sleep. You will be fine when you wake up tomorrow. This master is so good." Ji's mother was still mumbling, and she was extremely lucky. "Mom asked you to come over a long time ago. You are If you don’t believe it, wouldn’t this be great?”
Su Jing didn't respond and kept walking forward.
"Mom." Ji Huai opened the car window and called to the two of them.
Ji's mother happily agreed, opened the car door and got in the car.
"How is it?" Ji Huai looked at the two people in the back seat and asked.
Before Su Jing could say anything, Ji's mother quickly took out a few talismans from her pocket and told her seriously, "After we go back, these talismans should be placed in the living room and in the house. Xiao Jing also wore one. As long as you follow the master's instructions, , and then everything will be fine.”
"Master said, Xiao Jing is weak after giving birth and let some dirty things get close to her and block her way."
After Ji's mother finished speaking, she looked at Su Jing again, "Look, when she first came here, she was pale, but the master used the method to get rid of her. Her face has become much rosier, and her psychological burden must have been reduced a lot."
She is an old lady who has lived in the countryside for most of her life. She is simple and ignorant. She is also extremely superstitious and does not believe in science, but she is not bad either.
Hearing this, Ji Huai looked at Su Jing and called out, "Xiao Jing, how do you feel?"
"Go back." Su Jing said, her voice was a little hoarse and her voice sounded weak. She took her daughter from Ji's mother's arms and looked down at her.
The little guy stuck out his tongue, maybe feeling uncomfortable, and started howling at the top of his lungs.
"Don't cry, mommy will hug you." Su Jing lowered her head and gently coaxed her, but her eyes were numb.
"Then let's go back first." Ji Huai drove forward.
Along the way, Su Jing put her daughter to sleep and said nothing. Instead, it was Ji's mother who kept talking about today's events.
"Your aunt said that this master is very effective. There are so many people here today. Fortunately, I called before, otherwise I wouldn't be able to get in line today."
"It was so accurate. As soon as he saw Xiaojing, he said that he must have been blocked. If he didn't come, he wouldn't be able to pass this level. That dirty guy wanted to take her as his wife."
Ji Huai turned around and was speechless, "It's so effective that the hospital doesn't even need to be opened."
After Su Jing gave birth to her child, her mental state was not right. She cried often, didn't speak when she was serious, and didn't respond to calls. So Ji's mother took her to see the so-called master.
"Don't tell me, last time there was an old man who was rejected by the hospital and went home to wait for death. They came and cured him immediately, and it cost him a thousand yuan." Ji's mother continued to talk about her unknown Where did you hear this nonsense
"What nonsense?" Ji Huai disagreed.
"I want to go to the hospital." Su Jing suddenly said.
Before Ji Huai could say anything, Ji's mother frowned, "Which hospital should you go to? You don't feel any pain or itching, but you are blocked by ghosts and gods. What can you find out when you go to the hospital?"
"Isn't that a waste of money?"
Su Jing held her daughter in her arms and was silent again. She looked at Ji Huai who was driving in front of her, and then moved her eyes outside, looking at the lake outside, thinking how great it would be if she jumped and died.
Death seemed to her like a relief and a new beginning.
She felt that she was sick and struggling in the abyss, but no one helped her, no one could understand her.
Ji Huai became increasingly impatient with her. He thought the child was too noisy, and he had to go to work, so he slept in a separate room with her at night.
He would not agree to take her to the hospital.
No one helped her, she was left to struggle in the quagmire, and she was sinking.
"I made an appointment for tomorrow. I will take Xiaojing to the hospital for a checkup tomorrow." Ji Huai stopped in front of the red street light, turned around and said, "I have wanted to take her to the hospital for a long time. She is not in good condition. right."
Su Jing met his eyes with surprise in her eyes, as if she didn't expect him to say that, but she disappeared in an instant.
"What's wrong?" Ji's mother felt sorry for Qian and looked unwilling.
"I went to the hospital for a check-up. It would be best if everything is fine. I came here just for psychological comfort. Only when I go to the hospital for a check-up and everything is fine will I really be fine."
The car behind honked, and Ji Huai turned his head and drove forward.
Ji's mother disagreed, but she couldn't argue with her son, so she gave up and said nothing. It was her daughter-in-law's son's business anyway, and she didn't want to get involved.
If you don’t contribute money or effort, you can only shut up.
After driving for half an hour, the car drove into a small villa in the suburbs.
This building was Su Jing's dowry, and even the car Ji Huai drove was bought with the gift money they received from their wedding.
Yes, he is the so-called Phoenix Man.
And what about Su Jing
She is the daughter of a billionaire, but her fate is a bit bad. She is not a rich young lady, and her parents have divorced.
Her mother is Su's father's third wife, and her status is somewhat disgraceful because she was the secretary. She is now married to the fourth wife and has two sons and one daughter. In addition, the eldest wife and the second wife each have their own children. They had two children. When they divorced, Su Jing was still young. Su's mother didn't receive much money and she fell ill and died early.
Su Jing had nothing but this villa. She had only worked in a small company under Su's father's name. Ji Huai was a small manager of a company with an annual income of 300,000 yuan, which was neither high nor low. He would never be able to buy it. Get up.
This villa worth several million is the last "favor" given by Su's father to Su Jing. Naturally, she will not have a share in the future division of the property.
Of course, Su's father also has brains. The villa has Su Jing's name written on it, and even the car he drives has Su Jing's name written on it.
This made him very unhappy because he was arrogant and arrogant. You know, he went to the most prestigious school in the country. He had to have good looks and academic qualifications, so wouldn't his family background be a bit poor? Just treat him like this.
He liked Su Jing before, but he hated her. He felt that she aggravated his humbleness and wanted to live in her villa, just like being a pretty boy.
But he was hypocritical. He pretended to be affectionate, and then pretended to be motivated and promising. He deceived Su's father. He didn't bother to investigate more, so he agreed. He thought he had a good academic background and donated the house to him. Two people live together.
As for Su Jing, she admired him even more. She didn't feel that she was short-changed at all, and she believed in him. In fact, apart from being able to read, he really didn't have any skills. When he first joined the company, his annual salary was 400,000, but later it was reduced to 20,000. One hundred thousand, before tax, and the company still wants to fire him.
After giving birth to a child, he disliked Su Jing even more when he saw her figure after giving birth, and cried inexplicably every day like a psycho.
He simply ignored her, but he didn't expect that the other party suffered from postpartum depression. When the baby was less than two months old, he jumped from the roof of the building and died on the spot.
The daughter lost her mother and the wife died. This was originally such a sad thing, but when he came here, he actually saw an opportunity.
He immediately pretended to be devastated, raised his daughter by himself, and became a good father, but secretly sold his car and villa at a low price, and got together with Su Jing's best friend Zhang Dandan.
This process took less than a year.
On the anniversary of Su Jing's death, Zhang Dandan was five months pregnant, and Su Jing and his daughter had been quietly given away long ago.
Su's father has many children, probably more than a dozen, both married and illegitimate, and Su Jing is the least favored one. The eldest daughters born to his current wife have all been admitted to prestigious foreign universities, and they are busy celebrating. Who cares about this
The car stopped and several people got out.
"Grandma, I want to eat chicken legs."
"Grandma, I want to eat ice cream."
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Two little boys ran over, hugging Ji's mother's legs and kept yelling. They were twins, eight years old this year.
"Jihang, Ji'an, come here and wash your hands quickly. There will be big chicken drumsticks for dinner soon. Hurry up." A woman came out and called her two sons.
The woman's name is Qin Qiuhua, and she is his sister-in-law. Behind her is Brother Ji.
This is a family of four who also live in this villa and occupy two rooms. Recently, Qin Qiuhua also wanted to help his sons get a room each.
This villa occupies a small area and doesn't have many rooms. Excluding the utility room, where Ji's mother and her two grandsons sleep in one room, and Brother Ji and his wife sleep in one room, there are only three rooms left.
Su Jing also wanted to keep one room as a study, one for her daughter, and one as their bedroom, but she never agreed.
When Qin Qiuhua brought out the food, the two children ran over, climbed on the chairs, reached for the plate, and grabbed the meat to eat.
"Eat slowly, there is plenty." Qin Qiuhua said with a smile, and pushed the meat towards the two children.
Her daughter cried again, and Su Jing sat at the dining table to comfort her, not even bothering to eat.
Ji Huai looked at the behavior of his two nephews. Qin Qiuhua also tried his best to ask her to eat more, and pinched her children hard.
Most of the meat in the bowl was already gone, and the two of them showed no sign of stopping. They swallowed it before chewing twice. Unbeknownst to them, they thought they were hungry for several meals.
Just when Ji Hang was about to reach out for the meat again, Ji Huai struck it down with a chopstick.
Quick and accurate.
There was a "pop" and the other party burst into tears.
"What are you doing?" Qin Qiuhua became angry and turned dark.
Ji Huai didn't look at her, but looked at the two little kids, "Look how much you've eaten? The adults didn't even use their chopsticks. You want to eat the whole plate of meat?"
"Didn't the teacher teach you not to be too selfish when you were in school?"
The whole family was asked to move here in the first place for his sake. Everyone in the village would know that he was not only promising, but also brought the whole family to a successful career. Secondly, it was also to destroy Su Jing's majesty and marry them all. If you give it to him, you will naturally have to take care of his family. With so many empty houses, what will be left for their family to live in? They haven't built a house in the countryside yet.
As for Brother Ji's family, to be honest, he is quite disgusted. Brother Ji is lazy and has a selfish wife, Qin Qiuhua. He paid for the tuition of those two nephews in their previous life. He raised two losers, so they just know how to make phone calls. Let him make money.
He paid for the tuition, living expenses, and finally the money for having sex with women. He was totally worthless and looked like a white-eyed wolf.
When Ji'an saw his brother being beaten, he was so frightened that he didn't dare to move. His mouth was full of oil.
"Didn't you just eat a few more pieces of meat? What do children know?" Qin Qiuhua said angrily, "You will understand when you grow up."
"How can a child understand if the adults don't teach her?" Ji Huai asked her, "What does Xiao Jing eat?"
"This is a big table of dishes." Qin Qiuhua pointed to a few items, "Can't they all be eaten? What else should I eat?"
"You still have to eat some pig's trotters or something to get milk." Ji's mother said. She knew that she lived in her daughter-in-law's house and would try her best to take care of her daughter-in-law. Although she was a little unhappy today, she still had a sense of proportion.
"There's some in the refrigerator. I'll cook it tomorrow." Qin Qiuhua also said quickly because he was afraid that Ji Huai would be angry.
Where could she find such a good job? Four thousand yuan a month, including food and accommodation for the family.
"It was you who said you could take care of Xiaojing, so I didn't hire a nanny. I'll do it tomorrow. What will we eat today?" Ji Huai's face turned cold.
Qin Qiuhua muttered, "Isn't it the time of confinement? What's wrong with eating the same thing?"
"Five dishes, three spicy dishes, what do you think is wrong? I paid you to cook what you like? Are you still embarrassed?"
Ji Huai had a bad temper, so no one dared to speak now. Ji's mother still gave some words of advice and got up to make some soup for Su Jing.
Brother Ji was about to slap him in the face and yelled at Qin Qiuhua, "Look what you're cooking? Go make some soup!"
Qin Qiuhua resisted arguing with Brother Ji and went to the kitchen dejectedly.
Who cares what Su Jing eats? Make what you and your children like to eat, buy something cheaper, and deduct some food money.
The meal was unpleasant. Su Jing held her head to coax her daughter the whole time and was not interested in their family's affairs.
To be precise, I am not interested in anything.
Ji's mother was holding her eldest grandson in her arms and coaxing her. She also spoke conciliatory words and said to the two of them, "We are all one family. Just speak clearly. Let her pay attention next time and take care of Xiaojing's taste."
"Your eldest sister just called back and said that her mother-in-law is hospitalized again. I will go over to take care of her after dinner."
After Ji's mother finished speaking, she looked at Su Jing again, her tone a little apologetic, "Xiao Jing, your sister-in-law is here, ask her to help if you need anything. The eldest sister has two children over there, and her daughter is noisy, and there is no one in the husband's family to take care of her. , she can’t take care of him.”
"Well, go ahead, Mom." Su Jing nodded. Although there was a little friction with Ji's mother during this period of life, it was nothing. She was still a relatively good mother-in-law. Now that her daughter was born, she wanted to go It's normal to help your daughter.
But, she also missed her mother.
If her mother was here, she might not be so helpless.
After Ji's mother finished eating, she went up to pack her luggage. Brother-in-law Ji drove to pick her up. He came in and chatted for a while before taking Ji's mother away.
Qin Qiuhua calmly cooked a pot of pig's trotter soup and brought it to the restaurant.
Ji Huai's temper was really hot, and she didn't dare to offend him, but she still resented the beating of her child just now.
She also left a lot of pig's trotters in the pot, which were all good meat, and she brought them to the house to eat herself.
It was beautiful just thinking about it, so I got up and went upstairs to ask Su Jing to come down.
Su Jing had no appetite just now, and she actually had no appetite now. She had no choice but to come down because of her face.
She had just put the child to sleep, and she knew that she couldn't do it without eating.
"How nutritious is this?" Qin Qiuhua filled a bowl for her. "How could we have these things to eat when we gave birth? But hasn't my child grown so strong and tall?"
Su Jing said nothing.
"Take good care of your body and try to have another baby as soon as possible." Qin Qiuhua added.
"I won't give birth." Su Jing lowered her eyes and said lightly.
She felt that she probably didn't like children. She couldn't like her lovely daughter at all.
Why bother with rebirth
"What's the point of having a child? Of course, what do women do if they don't have children? We women are just like canes. We have to rely on men to survive. Without a son, what's the use of Ji Huai making so much money? His annual salary of hundreds of thousands is also being criticized. Look down on me!" Qin Qiuhua spoke plausibly.
Su Jing suddenly lost her appetite.
"I think sister-in-law has lost her mind and started talking nonsense. Did brother make money to support you?" Ji Huai came down from upstairs and spoke rudely, "Who am I being looked down upon? By you? Are you qualified?"
"You are going to have a son anyway. No one will care about you without a son." Qin Qiuhua said.
That tone made it sound as if having a son meant everything was possible.
Ji Huai sneered and said in a sarcastic tone, "What have you prepared for your two sons? How will they be educated? If they were my children, I would rather not have them."
When he finished speaking, he suddenly turned cold and said, "Shut up if you can't speak. No one will treat you as a mute. I think you offended people like this last time when you went to my eldest sister's place, right? No wonder my brother-in-law said that my eldest brother married a mentally ill wife." .”
Sister Ji married well and gave birth to twins, but they were just two daughters. People were worried because they were just two little princesses.
Hearing this, Qin Qiuhua looked embarrassed.
The last time she went to drink Sister Ji's full-moon wine, the family of four was kicked out. Brother Ji's husband directly told them not to come again in the future. It was embarrassing. For this, Brother Ji even beat her.
Ji Huai walked to the kitchen, looked at the pig's trotters left in the pot, glanced at them, and said with a gloomy expression, "Are you cooking it for you? Or are you cooking it for my wife?"
"I didn't know this. I thought you were in confinement."
"Didn't she finish eating? I'll serve it to her after she finishes eating." Qin Qiuhua was caught on the spot and explained forcefully.
Ji Huai walked over and saw that Su Jing's end was full of pig skin and fat, but the pig's trotters were in the pot. He was annoyed. He picked up the bowl in front of Su Jing and threw it away, "No need to eat."
Qin Qiuhua was so frightened that his face turned pale.
His tone was without warmth, "If you want to do it, do it seriously. If you don't want to do it, just go back."
Ji's mother was not here, and Brother Ji also went out to drink. He had no scruples at all and pointed at the door, "If you don't want to live here, just leave. We'll pack it up and go back tomorrow."
As soon as Ji Huai finished speaking, he heard his daughter's cry from upstairs, and pulled Su Jing upstairs.
Qin Qiuhua was extremely anxious where he was and hurriedly called Brother Ji.
How could she be willing to leave
They have food and shelter, and their children can go to a primary school. What a great thing? The school was all brought in by Ji Huai.
upstairs.
Su Jing was coaxing her daughter, but she kept crying. She was irritated and super annoying, but she kept telling herself that it was her child.
New mothers are inexperienced and are pushed to the brink of collapse.
"I'll do it." Ji Huai carefully took it from her arms. Su Jing didn't have much expression on her face. She didn't feel distressed or anxious when she saw her daughter crying in his arms.
"Mom is gone too. There is no one to help you. Qin Qiuhua is unreliable. I will find a nanny tomorrow so that I can take care of you." Ji Huai said.
"Find a confinement nanny, I don't need to take care of her, just take care of her." Su Jing looked expressionless, glanced at her daughter, and stood up, "I'm going to take a shower."
Ji Huai looked at her back with a solemn expression. Su Jing was getting worse and worse these days, and she didn't want to care about the child.
In the bathroom.
Su Jing looked at her figure, which had gained 30 pounds during pregnancy, from 90 pounds to more than 130 pounds. It looked plump to outsiders, but she was filled with disgust when she looked at it.
Her skin was white and the stretch marks were very light, barely noticeable, but when she looked at her rough skin and the dark circles under her eyes caused by not getting enough sleep, they looked lifeless and colorless.
Her hair is messy, like an aunt's.
Life was like a pool of stagnant water, meaningless. She had no idea what the meaning of such sacrifice was, and she was impatient and anxious.
After coming out of the bath, Ji Huai handed the child to her, "My daughter seems to be hungry."
"Oh." Su Jing felt that she was a cow and was looking for trouble for herself.
While she was breastfeeding, Ji Huai went to get the takeout, ordered pigeon porridge for her, opened the lid and let it dry on the side.
Looking at her breastfeeding on the bed, she said, "Don't pay attention to what Qin Qiuhua said. I'll find an excuse for them to go back in two days. They won't have any more babies in the future. Let's raise our daughter well."
Su Jing looked down at her daughter, who cried again.
There was no emotion in her eyes, and she even felt that if she didn't have this child, her life would be back to normal.
I don’t want to raise her.
She wasn't very interested in anything he told her now.
Ji Huai looked at her and found that her attention was completely distracted and she didn't listen to him at all. His heart skipped a beat again.
She walked over and knelt down to look at her, and reminded her softly, "Honey, my daughter is crying."
Su Jing mechanically picked up her daughter and gently coaxed her, "Don't cry, mommy is here. Are you hungry? Be good."
The child was fussy and didn't sleep until twelve o'clock. Su Jing put her on the bed and looked down at her. Ji Huai didn't know whether she was looking at her daughter or in a daze.
When he came out of the shower, he saw her pick up the rag and look at her daughter's nose. At that moment, he felt that the thought in Su Jing's mind was to cover the child to death
But she didn't, so she quickly threw it aside and kissed her daughter with a guilty look on her face.
"Go to bed, you have to go to work tomorrow." Su Jing saw him coming out and said to him calmly.
"I'm here to accompany you." How could Ji Huai dare to let her be alone with her child? Although he knew that she would definitely not hurt her daughter, he didn't know if she would hurt herself.
It was less than half a month before she jumped off the building.
Before jumping off the building, her mental state was not right, but he was not at home at that time. He frequently went on business trips with Zhang Dandan and lingered in hotels. He did not know the day of his death.
"No need." Su Jing fell asleep on the bed and refused simply, completely unlike the person who was unwilling to share a room with him not long ago.
She naturally loves him, otherwise she wouldn't marry him. In her eyes, Ji Huai is a top student, handsome and outstanding. It doesn't matter if he doesn't have a car or a house. Even if Su's father doesn't give him a house, as long as he marries her, she will marry.
"Why do you look like you're not interested in me?" Ji Huai half-joked and leaned over to kiss her.
Su Jing didn't react much. She really wasn't interested in him now, as if she was living in her own world.
She fell into a strange circle. Qin Qiuhua told her about sons and daughters. In fact, she was not angry at all. Nothing mattered, and she herself was not important. She would be freed if she died.
"Can I take you to the hospital tomorrow?" Ji Huai asked her.
"Why should I go to the hospital?" Su Jing asked him.
Ji Huai also looked at her seriously. Last time she cried and asked him to take her to the hospital. Then Ji Huai found out and took her to see the so-called master. Now she won't go to the hospital anymore.
The mind is erratic and the thinking is chaotic.
"I don't want to go to the hospital. I'm fine." Su Jing carried her daughter to the bed.
"That master is very clever. Didn't he also get a few talismans? I'll get them and put them under the bed. It should be fine." Ji Huai didn't refute her. He got up to get the talismans and pretended to put them under the bed. , still pressed underneath her sleeping body.
It seemed to have a psychological effect, and he saw that Su Jing's face relaxed a little.
Even though Ji Huai slept with her, she ignored him and did her own thing without emotion.
After my daughter falls asleep, turn off the lights and go to sleep.
During this period, Zhang Dandan also made a video call, which shocked Ji Huai and quickly hung up.
Su Jing didn't ask him either.
He pretended to look at his phone, stood up, and took the initiative to explain, "There is a file that has not been sent to Xiao Zhang. I will send it."
Ji Huai didn't leave either. He took the notebook on the bedside and walked to the sofa to open it. Su Jing looked at him. Ten minutes later, he came back and she closed her eyes to sleep.
Zero communication.
Ji Huai couldn't sleep. He thought about it and couldn't remember the last time Su Jing laughed.
Suddenly.
Su Jing, who was sleeping next to him, suddenly burst into tears, her face frightened and her body shaking violently.
Crying loudly.
At this time, Su Jing, who was in a dream, was being shrouded in a huge black shadow, which was weighing her down and trying to pull her into the endless abyss.
She cried and begged, her body in the dream kept retreating, and she tried her best to stretch her hand to the side, trying to grab Ji Huai's hand.
She still has children and a husband, and she doesn't want to die.
Slowly, she reached the edge of the cliff and walked towards the edge bit by bit.
Su Jing cried louder, "No... don't..."
But there was a powerful force behind her, which pushed her forward mercilessly. Su Jing's heartbeat stopped in an instant. She was suddenly held in someone's arms, and in her ears was Ji Huai's anxious cry, "Little girl." Be still, wake up.”
As soon as she opened her eyes, her face was covered with tears and her body was covered in cold sweat. She lay in his arms, as if she had been drained of all her strength.
"Did you have a nightmare?" He took out a piece of paper to wipe her tears and asked softly.
Su Jing shook her head weakly, looked up at him, and said in a very light and unhurried tone, "Ji Huai, I might not be able to make it through."
She didn't expect any reaction from Ji Huai, maybe she would say that all women can do it, but why are there so many things when it comes to her
There was no illness or disaster, so why couldn’t I get through it
In fact, she doesn't know either.
As soon as she finished speaking, she saw Ji Huai's eyes turned red and his hands were shaking. He was afraid.
The two of them didn't sleep all night.
For Su Jing, it was normal for her to stay up all night, and she didn't dare to sleep.
She was afraid that if she fell asleep, she would never wake up, that she would have nightmares or die if she fell asleep, so she couldn't bear to leave them.