The next day.
Su Jing was woken up by her daughter, but she slept well last night. She picked up her daughter to comfort her and made her laugh.
"@#￥￥..." The little guy looked at his mother, gently sticking out her little tongue and babbling.
"Drinking milk." Su Jing smiled and shook the bottle. She took out a tissue with her other hand and gently placed it on her chin. The little one moved her hands to grab her mother.
While Su Jing was breastfeeding, Ji Huai had already gotten up and entered the bathroom. After a while, he walked out while brushing his teeth and said vaguely, "I will go to the company later and may not be back for lunch at noon. Sister-in-law Li will She will come over to cook. If you want to eat, ask the supermarket to send it to her for her to cook, or tell me, and I will ask the supermarket to send the ingredients as soon as I have time."
"I'll take a look at it myself. You go to work." Su Jing nodded. Seeing that her daughter was full, she put the bottle aside and gently wiped the corners of her mouth.
When she is in a good mood, she will love her immensely. When she is in a bad mood, she will hate herself for not liking her, blame herself, and be unable to control herself at all.
"Remember to take medicine." Ji Huai specifically warned.
Su Jing was a little repelled and didn't say anything, or in other words, she was not willing to accept it.
Ji Huai was afraid that it would arouse her thoughts again, so he did not continue. He went in to wash up and came out to look for clothes. While searching, he asked, "Xiao Jing, where did my blue shirt go?"
"Under that cabinet." Su Jing pointed to the cabinet next to her, "The second one."
He opened it and folded his shirt neatly inside. He took it out and put it on, then put on his coat. He looked at her when he went out and said, "I'll call you later, remember to answer the call."
"Can you buy me some grapes when you come back? I want to eat them." She agreed and said to him again.
I ate a lot of grapes during my pregnancy and became addicted to them.
"good."
…
Su Jing stood in front of the window with her daughter in her arms, watching him drive out, thinking of last night, when she had a rare and long-awaited full sleep.
After struggling for a long time, she finally took the medicine.
The depression caused by her depression was too uncomfortable for her, as if she was being dragged towards the abyss. She also wanted to recover and not get worse.
Ji Huai arrived at the company and walked into the door. The elevator just arrived and he walked into the elevator.
Just as the elevator was about to close, a voice shouted anxiously, "Wait a minute, wait for me."
Ji Huai made no move, as if he didn't hear anything.
Unfortunately, when the opponent saw that he didn't move, he ran faster and finally caught up. .
The person who came in was wearing stilettos, with big maroon wavy hair tied up, heavy makeup, red lips, big eyes and straight nose, and a faint scent of roses.
She is quite a voluptuous creature.
She ran in a hurry, panting and walked in. Panting, she looked at him and said in a hushed voice, "I saw you just now, are you pretending not to hear? Isn't it too annoying?"
"When?" Ji Huai frowned slightly, as if thinking about it.
"In the parking lot, there is no elevator for me." After saying that, he asked, "You hung up on my video yesterday. What happened?"
Rather than questioning, it's more like asking for an explanation coquettishly.
It has to be said that Zhang Dandan has been around a lot among men and has a good sense of control. She made a phone call yesterday and hung up without thinking twice.
"I was woken up in the middle of the night. Is there anything you can't tell me the next day?" Ji Huai seemed a little unhappy when he said it, "What do you want from me?"
Zhang Dandan was originally in the same company as Su Jing, and was later introduced to his department through him. Because of this, she felt that he was capable and began to take the initiative.
Of course, he only saw his good appearance and academic qualifications, and he wanted to seek excitement and prove himself, so he followed the routine and took the bait.
The two of them were only in the ambiguous stage. She frequently asked questions, and he answered them and chatted casually.
It's just a side effect, but we can come back at any time. All we have to do is go on a business trip together, wait until the night is quiet, and we are lonely, and then directly enter the final step.
Hearing this, the smile on Zhang Dandan's face faded a little and she said in an apologetic tone, "I'm really sorry. I thought you were awake, Manager Ji. I was writing a plan yesterday and I didn't understand something, so I just wanted to ask you."
"Sorry, I'll pay attention next time and treat you to dinner."
To make progress by retreating, he waited for Ji Huai to say that he would go to his office to teach her how to write, and then he would have dinner in the evening.
Everything falls into place.
"You should find someone else next time." Ji Huai said calmly.
Zhang Dandan looked at him with sadness on his face, "Why? Do you think I'm stupid?"
The elevator opened and Ji Huai walked out and said slowly, "You really need to strengthen your skills learning. You don't even know the most basic format, and you are not proficient in using computers. What you write is all pieced together. "
"I don't understand everything, and I'm very careless."
He was walking and talking. It was time to go to work, and there were many people in the office. Zhang Dandan's face turned red, and she followed him with her neck curled up, feeling a little angry.
Xu felt that the two of them were having fun, but he actually didn't give him face, so he immediately said, "Manager Ji, you said this plan was good last time."
Ji Huai stopped and looked at her seriously.
There was still a trace of pity in Zhang Dandan's eyes, coupled with an expression that he thought could arouse pity from men.
The office is full of people.
Everyone glanced at it from the corner of their eyes, their ears raised high.
Everyone can see who is having a bit of trouble with whom in the office. There is something obviously wrong between the two of them. I heard that Ji Huai just got married and is going to cheat on him now. Everyone looks down on him. In addition, besides his academic qualifications, he has low business ability, and his position as manager also allows him to get more points. Money, no one in the entire human department thinks highly of him.
Very annoying.
Immediately afterwards, everyone heard Ji Huai say the harshest words in the calmest language. He said, "I won't tell you because I don't want to hurt you. I hope you can pay more attention to it before handing it over to me instead of handing it over to me." Come up with some garbage and let me teach you how to change it."
"Why do you want me to watch garbage again?"
To put it bluntly, I gave you the first chance and you still slapped your nose on my face, so don’t blame me for being rude.
Some people couldn't hold back their laughter.
Zhang Dandan's face was like pig's liver, and he wanted to find a crack in the ground to crawl in.
After finishing speaking, Ji Huai turned around and entered the office.
Zhang Dandan couldn't stand the attention of everyone and hurriedly went to the toilet.
As soon as the two left, people in the office began to discuss.
"Didn't he say that Ji Huai and Zhang Dandan were having an affair? He scolded her so harshly in public? There is no sympathy at all."
"Now it seems that there is definitely no affair, but Zhang Dandan had her own intention. Ji Huai didn't take the bait, maybe she was tired of it, so he didn't give her any face at the moment. In disguise, she told her to calm down and work hard. The male compatriots in the office should pay attention."
"It's so funny, but to be honest, Zhang Dandan is always flirting. I thought Ji Huai would be unable to control it, but now it seems like he can't."
…
A bunch of old employees were discussing, and a new employee whispered, "Actually, I think Manager Ji is very good even though his professional ability is not high. Another man may not be able to control it. Many men are pregnant and giving birth to their wives." Cheating.”
As soon as this statement came out, everyone present agreed, and Ji Huai's bad image in everyone's minds was restored.
"I admire him for this."
"That's true."
…
"What are you talking about if everyone is not working hard?" The director looked at the group of people around and said calmly.
There were still two minutes left before going to work, but everyone didn't hold back and started gossiping about what had just happened, of course in a joking tone.
Upon hearing this, the director thought deeply for a moment.
Ji Huai has made no achievements in the company. He has the aura of a famous school, but his ability will be verified over time. The company only cares about profits.
They had been discussing whether to cut his salary again or find an excuse to fire Ji Huai. As a result, he married Su Jing. The company's junior boss happened to be related to the Su family. Su's father's youngest son, Su Ming, was their junior boss. Classmates, just let Ji Huai mess around.
But she knew that the boss only wanted to see if Ji Huai and the Su family were close, and he didn't want to spend money to support him if it was worthless.
She had seen a lot of things that men could do, so she was surprised that Ji Huai could do this.
What was even more surprising was what happened later. She went to the office and saw the email from Ji Huai, which was his resignation application.
The reason was not a job transfer, but a family matter. It was simple and clear, and the attitude seemed quite firm.
She called the leader immediately. After all, she was from the Su family, so it was not easy to make a decision.
Finally, the young boss called Su Ming, "Your brother-in-law took the initiative to submit his resignation, saying it was a family matter. Do you want to retain the position or something? Or is there more development somewhere? Let me find out the situation."
In fact, it was just politeness. To put it bluntly, it was to give Su Ming this face. He valued everyone in the Su family and to make his presence felt.
Su Ming accepted the love and owed it once.
"Family affairs? I haven't heard about it." Su Ming said absently, "I don't know about this matter. You can figure it out. I don't know."
He didn't understand that Su Jing was the one with the least sense of existence, and of course there was no threat, so he didn't bother to care about it. He didn't have any hostility, and he didn't object to Su's father giving the villa.
Not worth much anyway.
He even paid 20,000 yuan as a gift when getting married.
When the little boss heard this, he said, "Then I'll ask again, are you free tonight? Let's go out for a drink."
"Besides, I recently wanted to invest in the entertainment industry, maybe I can make money." Su Ming said.
"Take me one."
…
The two hung up the phone, and Ji Huai's resignation application was quickly approved. He didn't have much work these days, so he didn't have to go to work today, and of course he didn't get any salary.
When someone takes over, the handover can be made immediately.
Everything was so efficient, Ji Huai felt good about it.
noon.
He went to a nearby imported fruit supermarket and bought a bunch of large grapes and a grapefruit by the way.
When she returned, Mrs. Li had already prepared the meal. Su Jing was surprised to see him back and blurted out, "Aren't you going to work?"
"Fired." He reached out to close the door and said calmly, carrying the grapes and walking inside.
Su Jing was slightly startled and felt that she had heard wrongly.
He graduated from a prestigious school, why was he fired? She was so stupid that she never got fired.
In her opinion, he was full of halo, but she was getting worse and worse. Even though she had assets in her name, she still felt inferior in her heart.
"I can't keep up with my abilities, so my salary was cut at the beginning of the year. If I didn't leave, I might be transferred to the grassroots level. I've been in a state of confusion these past few years, and my energy is not as good as that of a freshly graduated college student." Ji Huai sighed and put down the grapes. On the table, his eyes were frustrated, "I know that many people already have opinions on me. I am not good at business, and I still occupy the position. I have tried my best, but there is nothing I can do."
"It's okay. Let's find another one. It will definitely be better than this one." Su Jing still believed in him.
"I've been sending in resumes these days, and the reply says my monthly salary is less than tens of thousands. My years in a small company have limited my limitations. I have to make it clear that I am different from a college student who has graduated from an ordinary university for one year. There is no difference." Ji Huai said frankly.
These words shocked Su Jing and were subverting her cognition.
In her eyes, Ji Huai is omnipotent, highly educated, capable, and eloquent. Every side he shows to her seems to be perfect. Why does he still have this side? But it gradually becomes real and there are fireworks in the world.
"No, you are still very good." Su Jing still didn't believe it and kept encouraging him.
She is not worried about money. They have a lot of savings. ,
Of course, she didn't know that the money in her hand was already her family's only savings. In order to show that she was capable and that she would not spend it arbitrarily, Ji Huai gave her the 300,000 he had saved over the years, and also He said it was pocket money, but in fact he had no money at all.
In the next few days, she kept looking at Ji Huai's resume, but she still couldn't find a suitable job. Even a small leather bag company called and recommended some random jobs.
Her mood would occasionally be depressed and fluctuate, but he was at home and helped her, and she was less depressed than before.
Normally, she would talk and laugh with him and tease her daughter together, but the sudden depression would make her numb, as if she was imprisoned in a bottle, fighting against another self.
Such as now.
Su Jingcai put her daughter to sleep, got up and took a shower. She stayed in the bathroom for more than half an hour.
What are you thinking about
She didn't even know that, standing under the showerhead, her mind buzzing, she would suddenly find that her hands and feet were slightly uncoordinated, and her consciousness and limbs were in a state of separation.
Then tears began to fall. She didn't know why she was crying. The pain that swept through her limbs made her feel like she was going to die.
One moment she acted like a normal person, and the next moment she couldn't control herself.
I kept fighting and started to feel top-heavy, so I blamed myself even more and felt depressed. With uneasiness, I fell into a vicious cycle and started to have heart palpitations.
"Knock, buckle, buckle." There was a knock on the door, and Ji Huai's words came, "Xiaojing, have you washed it? You didn't bring your pajamas, why did I knock on the door?"
Su Jing's first reaction was to turn off the water, take a bath towel and wrap it around herself. She couldn't accept this bad body, let alone him.
She was the worst. It was already bad enough, but it was even worse. She was bad all over. She kept denying herself and felt that no one could accept her.
She feels that she is different from others, no one can understand her, and she is incompatible with others.
Ji Huai opened the door and saw her eyes were red and her hair was wet. He frowned, and then she was pulled out.
He took a dry towel and wiped her hair with no force, even gentleness, "Aren't you afraid of catching a cold?"
Su Jing cried hard, but he didn't seem to notice. She took the initiative and said, "I'm sick."
"People who eat whole grains, who doesn't have something wrong with them?" He didn't seem to care. He took out a hair dryer and lifted her hair with his hands. "I also suffer from migraines for a long time. I sit in the office all the time and stay up late. I suffer from major and minor illnesses. A whole lot.”
She sat on the sofa, and he stood in front of her and blew her, putting his hands on her hair. She was close to his arms, and her whole body was filled with his breath.
"I'm scared." She started crying again.
"What are you afraid of when I'm here? Just listen to me and accept it. Take medicine on time. It's not an incurable disease." Ji Huai stopped the hair dryer and reached out to hold her face. "It's not bad. I'll stay with you. "
Su Jing didn't say anything, she felt it was too bad, everything was too bad, and nothing good happened.
Everything was terrible, she couldn't even express her sadness, couldn't tell her grievances.
Ji Huai didn't press any further. When she didn't say anything, he blew her hair silently. She lay on the bed and didn't want to move, so he played with his daughter by himself and carefully trimmed her nails.
He hugged her before going to bed and suddenly said, "Have you gained a lot of weight?"
After saying that, he smiled again the next second, "I feel like I can feel it now. I was too thin before, and it felt so hard when I sat on it. It was really uncomfortable."
Su Jing looked sideways at him, her eyes changed, "Why are you so hard?"
"They're all bones." He smiled again.
She was a little embarrassed, her cheeks flushed.