Ji Huai kept his promise and went to buy yoga mats early the next morning, bought a set of tutorials from the Internet, and bought several books from the bookstore.
A nutritional meal, a weight loss meal, and several books on psychology.
Su Jing was already sensitive, and now she was even more sensitive. When she saw the book he bought, she felt irritated and inferior, and she wanted to hide.
She was sick and she knew it.
However, she was afraid that he would be impatient and disgusted, and she didn't want others to know about her illness.
"Even if I can't empathize with you, I still want to understand." Ji Huai was also very open and did not hide anything. He put the book aside and asked her to follow the tutorial.
Su Jing is very shy and can't let go. She always feels that she is being stared at and is very uncomfortable.
"The posture is not standard." Ji Huai got up from the sofa, walked to her side, pressed playback, and imitated the movements, "That's how it is."
"And you?"
After he finished speaking, he did what she did again, "What are you doing? Digging? Or imitating a gorilla?"
Ji Huai's posture was very funny. Although Su Jing didn't laugh out loud, the corners of her mouth were slightly raised. She was in a happy mood and the depression in her heart was relieved a lot.
"Like this." He repeated without laughing, "The movements must be standardized, otherwise the effect will not be good."
He always supervised her.
Su Jing followed suit. He looked at the screen, then at her, and helped her adjust it, "Keep it."
"right."
"Change to the next move."
"Keep up the good work."
…
He walked back and forth in the living room with his daughter in his arms. Did he lower his head and say to her again, "Isn't Mom great?"
Xiao Yuanyuan ate her hands, "￥%@##..."
Ji Huai nodded and looked at Su Jing, "My daughter said you are great."
Su Jing felt a little embarrassed at first, but she didn't care anymore and followed the video seriously.
In addition to practicing at home, Ji Huai also helped her sign up for the hospital's postpartum recovery course, sent her to class, and put her first. This is what Su Jing can feel most directly. He can always notice her immediately. emotions and meet her needs.
She is always doubting and worrying about gains and losses, and gradually becomes firm and at ease.
Ji Huai would also record her data every day. He would also copy out the recipes and ask Sister-in-law Li to make them.
They were all made specially for her, and Su Jing's appetite also improved a lot, and she felt that the heaviness in her heart was much lessened.
Diet has also become a part of conditioning the body, and she is not so repelled by it.
The beginning of the month.
The watermelon planted by Ji Huai has grown a seedling. He goes to see it every morning, water and fertilize it. Su Jing is also full of curiosity about the seedling.
It's like participating in the growth of a new life, watching it grow up little by little, getting taller little by little, and looking forward to it blossoming and bearing fruit.
She would look at the data recorded by Ji Huai for her. It was originally one hundred and thirty-eight pounds, but yesterday it was one hundred and thirty-five. It seemed that everything was changing for the better.
"Let's weigh him." Ji Huai took out the electronic scale again and asked her to come over.
Su Jing walked up and looked at the number on the scale anxiously.
One hundred and thirty-four point eight.
"It seems that I was not lazy during yesterday's exercise." He wrote down the number, "I can give you half a mango to eat today."
"Are you talking about half a big mango or a small mango?" Su Jing put the scale aside and took out the yoga mat.
"What do you think?" Ji Huai reached for the yoga mat and spread it for her.
She shut up, it must be a small mango, so small, how much can half be? Just half a mouthful.
She became more and more skilled in her movements, and her exercise time was longer than before.
Without Ji Huai's supervision, he will be self-disciplined.
For her, although she will be sad and depressed now, for her, tomorrow seems to have new hope compared to today.
There are good things to look forward to.
He would always tell her at night about his preparations for the next day, and he would rarely disappoint her.
Su Jing did a set of movements and was lying on the ground to rest. Ji Huai was reading a book and casually said, "Sister-in-law Li's salary will be paid in two days, right?"
"Um."
Their family has a lot of expenses. Ji Huai is now unemployed. He also owns a banknote shredder and hires a nanny. The savings cost him more than 10,000 yuan a month.
Before she started to get anxious and calculate how much money she could spend, Ji Huai said, "I don't plan to look for a job this year. I can also do some private work online. Although I don't earn much, it's better than nothing." I’ll have another look this year.”
Su Jing felt guilty because he had to stay at home because she was sick.
"I'm tired after working for these years. I need to relax during this time." Ji Huai said in a relaxed tone, and then promised, "Don't worry, I will definitely go to work to support you before our family's savings are exhausted."
Of course she wouldn't blame him for not going to work. She sat up and said in a depressed mood, "I think I'm the one who got you involved."
Ji Huai was helpless, "What's the implication? It's not bad to take advantage of the opportunity to be with you to be lazy. I don't want to miss my daughter's growth. This is not a burden."
Su Jing wanted to say something else, so he pointed to his watch, "It's your time to rest. We'll go to the supermarket after you finish exercising."
She said nothing and continued to exercise.
Ji Huai put his daughter on the carpet. He looked over and saw that the silly Erha was circling Xiao Yuanyuan back and forth, stopping from time to time to observe the human cub.
Little Yuanyuan looked at it and seemed very excited. She raised her arms and legs and started laughing, staring at her fleshy short legs.
When she stared, Silly Erha's eyes widened, and he looked at the human cub in shock.
Boy, this thing can still move.
And laugh.
Xiao Yuanyuan looked at it and became even more excited, shouting: "!@##￥..."
Sha Erha took a step back, shrank his dog's neck, and opened his mouth tentatively, "... woof woof woof... "
Xiao Yuanyuan stared again and put her hand into her mouth, "@#￥..."
"Woof! Woof!" Silly Erha jumped twice.
This was a competition between a three-month-old human cub and a three-month-old husky. Because Ji Huai couldn't stand its silly behavior, he walked over and raised his feet.
"Woof woof, woof woof woof." Silly Erha's eyes widened again, and he ran while barking, which was particularly funny, and he hid behind Su Jing.
Su Jing also smiled, her eyes bent, her posture unsupported, and she slept on the yoga mat.
"Continue." Ji Huai looked at her and pointed at the silly Erha, "Come here!"
Silly Erha looked innocent and lay down next to Su Jing. He put his head on the ground and looked at them pitifully.
"Don't take the opportunity to be lazy." Ji Huai reminded Su Jing again.
"Stop being harsh to it, it's already afraid of you." Su Jing continued to sleep, looking sideways at him.
"Come here." Ji Huai continued to stare at the silly dog with a warning in his tone, "Coke, you will know what sadness is when I come over."
"come over!"
Shaerha stretched his little paws forward, mustered up the courage to stand up, and timidly called out to Little Yuanyuan, "Woof!"
Xiao Yuanyuan suddenly started crying, "Wow woo woo... woo woo..."
Ji Huai gritted his teeth and said, "Get out!"
Before he finished speaking, it ran away faster than anything else, and even fell down when it reached the wall. It quickly got up with its fat body and continued to run out the door.
Ji Huai quickly picked up his daughter and comforted her.
He is now becoming more and more skilled in taking care of his daughter. He takes care of her more, and she is a little more attached to him. She doesn't cry when she takes her from Su Jing's arms, and sometimes she even smiles at him.
Su Jing continued to exercise.
In the afternoon, the family of three went to the supermarket. Their daughter slept in the stroller. Ji Huai pushed her daughter and she followed him.
She wanted to buy a big mango, one as big as a palm. Even if she could eat half of it, that would be good.
"Don't think about it, this is what I'm giving you." Ji Huai put down the mango in her hand and took one as big as a kiwi fruit.
It's so small, how much can half be
Su Jing would not resist and let him let him go, but she was emotionally fragile now, and she would still have random thoughts in her heart, and her thoughts were actually very disordered.
"Buying grapes for you." He took a bunch of imported large grapes, looked at the grapes and then at her, "I heard that people who eat a lot of grapes have very big eyes. Let me see how big yours are."
Su Jing blinked, looked at him with clear eyes, and looked at him.
She saw Ji Huai look away, clenched his hand into a fist, put it to his mouth, coughed unnaturally, and gently put the grapes in the shopping cart.
What does it mean
Too lazy to look at her
Su Jing's eyes dimmed slightly, but the next second he took her hand and walked aside. When they were lining up to weigh the grapes, he turned sideways and whispered something in her ear.
Hearing this, her face turned red, she reached out and grabbed the corners of his clothes, wishing she could bury her head in his arms, "Nonsense!"
How can anyone flirt in public
There were a lot of people queuing up, so Ji Huai took her into his arms and continued, "Really, it's quite seductive and soul-sucking. I didn't see it clearly. Look up and I'll take a closer look."
"No." Her voice was awkward.
"Let me take a look at my daughter." He stepped forward again and took a closer look at his daughter. She was looking at him with her big round eyes. He was very proud. "I'm sure, your eyes must be big and beautiful. Let me look at my daughter." Just know it.”
"Follow mom, she looks beautiful."
"It's not good at all," she said.
"Are you questioning my vision in choosing a wife?" Ji Huai didn't take the blame and got serious, "What's so bad about you? Is it because your skin isn't white enough or your legs aren't long enough? Your nose isn't straight enough or your lips aren't soft enough?"
As he spoke, he took her hand and compared it with the skin color on his own hand, "Compared to you and me, both Africans, you are as white as a ray of light. You are white and tender. What's wrong with you?"
Su Jing was embarrassed by what he said, so he took the opportunity to put her hand in his and knead it twice, but it was bad.
Ji Huai added, "No one is perfect. Celebrities may not look better than you even after taking off their makeup. After giving birth, they become more gentle and feminine. I like it when I look at it. How else can I be perfect? No matter how perfect I am, You're not worthy, Nuwa just didn't consider me when she created you."
Su Jing smiled softly, but took the initiative to hold him and move forward.
When she herself felt that she was terrible, that she was useless, that she had no sense of self-worth, that she had lost interest and felt that it was meaningless, it was he who reminded her over and over again that this was fine for her, and he liked her very much.
It was as if she had received positive feedback and she began to face herself. Amid trials and doubts, she was like a child learning to walk, taking the first step with difficulty and effort.
When Su Jing went home in the evening, she still ate a big mango and was doubly happy.
She won't break down and cry now. Although there will be times when she is numb and depressed, closed in her own world, she will just be in a daze and feel sad.
Ji Huai would pull her to his side, staying with her quietly or diverting her attention. Today she slept next to him, with her head on his lap while he worked on the computer.
But she didn't know what he was doing, so she fell asleep quietly, sometimes looking at the ceiling in a daze, sometimes looking at him, more often than not.
Ji Huai's hands kept typing on the keyboard. After a long time, he published a record post on the social platform.
The title of this post is: Yuanyuan, Coke and Su Jing.