Li Ling'er said a lot, and Xu Xin felt that everything she said was right, but she couldn't listen because her head hurt so much, and the feeling of powerlessness filled her whole body.
She clearly knew how much Ji Huai loved her, and how painful the pain in the dream was.
Without saying much, he hung up the phone with Li Ling'er.
She called Ji Huai again, but no one answered.
She didn't know how long she lay on the bed, looking at the ceiling and panting hard, and then she slowly regained her strength.
I didn't eat all morning. When I got up to wash up, I felt a huge feeling in my stomach. I held on to the sink and retched several times while looking at myself in the mirror.
His face was pale and ugly.
She retched three times while rinsing her mouth, and sat down on the sofa. The more she thought about it, the more something was wrong. She calmed down for a while, got dressed and went out to prepare for dinner and the pharmacy.
I didn't have the energy to eat, so I hurried to the pharmacy and came back.
Looking at the pregnancy test stick in her hand, she didn't have the courage to take it, and a sense of fear arose spontaneously.
She didn't know how long she stood there before walking to the bathroom.
After a while, she walked out, looked at the bar above, and breathed a sigh of relief.
Her menstrual periods have been irregular recently, but Ji Huai is very cautious and is more afraid of getting pregnant than she is, so it is impossible for her to get pregnant.
Throwing the pregnancy test stick into the trash can, she seemed to feel a little more relaxed.
When she walked to the room, Ji Huai called her back.
"Daughter-in-law, I forgot to charge it yesterday and my phone ran out of battery. I just came back from the hotel." After explaining, Ji Huai asked, "Did you eat? What did you eat?"
Xu Xin actually had no appetite, so she told him that he had not eaten breakfast or rice, so he would definitely get scolded, so he lied, "You ate sweet and sour fish, what about you?"
"I haven't eaten yet. Let's go now." Ji Huai was walking and could still hear footsteps.
"Then go quickly and call me back when you're done." She urged.
"Okay." Ji Huai sat in the car and clicked on his phone.
The corners of Xu Xin's mouth rose, and warmth flowed into his heart.
How could she have such a dream
Is it true that Ji Huai is too spoiled to her as Li Ling'er said? So find fault for yourself.
Ji Huai sent her a video while eating and chatted with her. In fact, there was nothing to talk about. He talked about what he had done today, and chatted with her every now and then.
He was more effective than anyone else and could always ease her anxiety. When she was about to hang up the phone, Xu Xin said softly, "Then when can you come back?"
"It's still two days away." Ji Huai looked at her on the other end of the video and asked with a smile, "Miss me?"
"Yes." She nodded without hesitation, docile and well-behaved.
"If you miss me so much, then I'll come back as soon as possible." He smiled wider, not forgetting to say to her, "I miss you too, more than you miss me."
She hung up the phone sweetly, her appetite improved a lot, she ordered a takeaway, and went to the supermarket in the afternoon and bought a lot of fruit.
That night, she had another nightmare.
That suffocating feeling hit her again, and it was like her strength was slowly being drained away.
The blood on her legs had dried up, and her hands were full of blood. As she walked on the road, everyone looked at her with contempt, with contempt in their eyes, and they kept discussing.
"The Ji family is bankrupt and owes a lot of debt."
"How can a nouveau riche not go bankrupt after going through so much trouble? Hey, I heard that the boy from the Ji family also cheated on a top student and dumped him after he got pregnant."
"What kind of woman is so stupid? If this is my daughter, just break her legs. It will be embarrassing. Where are all the books?"
…
She wanted to raise her voice, to retort, but no one listened to her.
Walking and walking, walking and walking, she shuffled forward and saw Ji Huai.
His face was haggard and his eyes were livid. She quickly walked over, took his arm, and cried, "Where have you been? I can't even find you."
"Why didn't you tell me if something happened at home? The baby is gone, Ji Huai, the baby is gone."
She felt so sorry for him, for him, and for the child.
His face was cold and he threw her away. Xu Xin fell to the ground. His eyes were filled with ice. "It's gone if it's gone. Isn't that right? It's none of your business where I go?"
"Didn't they all break up? The ghost is still here, right?"
It was the first time that Xu Xin was scolded like this. She froze in place, with confusion in her eyes, and murmured, "Why do you talk like this? How could we break up?"
"Isn't it considered a breakup?" He snorted coldly, "How can it be considered a breakup? Now I don't have a breakup fee to give you, so why are there so many things to do? Why don't you have so many things to do when someone else has an abortion?"
He turned around and left, not forgetting to leave a sentence, "I have played with so many women, but you are the most pretentious!"
Xu Xin fell to the ground, looking at the blood on his hands, his lower abdomen hurt again, and various sounds echoed around him.
"Ji Huai was just playing with her, and he actually fell into it? How stupid is this?"
"How many women he takes with him every day, can't he sleep with them?"
"Isn't that right? There are plenty of them."
…
Xu Xin's eyes were dull, and suddenly she saw Duan Yi walking in front of her.
"Even if you break up with me, you can't find such a scumbag." Duan Yi had helpless sympathy in his eyes, "Isn't this ruining the rest of his life?"
In the dream, Li Ling'er still held her in tears and took the train from her school to see her.
Her child is gone.
The Ji family was on the verge of bankruptcy and they broke up.
She was heartbroken and even had thoughts of committing suicide. Ji Huai pulled out when she loved him the most and stabbed him hard, which became a hurdle that she couldn't get over.
Since then, I shed tears late at night every day. Whenever I think of him, I feel like a knife is slowly cutting the tip of my heart. Time after time, the pain spreads to every pore, making breathing painful.
Xu Xin woke up in pain in the middle of the night.
Just like yesterday, she woke up crying, stretched out on the bed weakly, staring at the ceiling with dull eyes, an overwhelming grief attacked her internal organs, making them tangle.
She covered her face with her hands, tears streaming from her fingers, and cried bitterly.
After crying until she was tired, she fell asleep again.
The more he slept, the more tired he became, and the more tired he became, the more he fell asleep. Xu Xin felt as if he was about to pass out.
The scenes in the dream kept switching. Ji Huai's boredom, the death of her child, and her obsession with him formed a series of obstacles that she could not get out of, and she almost drowned in them.
The next day.
Xu Xin dragged her tired and fragile body to the hospital.
I also have no appetite and can't walk without feeling weak.
She didn't know why, so she went to the obstetrics and gynecology department. After the examination, she sat restlessly in her seat.
The doctor looked at the report card with an expressionless face, "Do you want it?"
She didn't understand.
The doctor was very busy, typing on the computer, and said impatiently, "If you don't want this child, I will have a medical abortion in a while."
I checked several this morning and found none.
Today’s young people don’t know how to take care of their bodies!
Hearing this, Xu Xin felt as if he had been hit in the head, his body trembled slightly and shook, "I, am I pregnant?"
Seeing how scared she was, the doctor softened his tone, still a little serious, "Yes, you didn't notice that you missed your period? If you don't want it, you should pay attention to safety measures."
"Otherwise, how much harm will you do to your body? You are not responsible for your own body, and you expect a man to feel sorry for you?"
Now more and more people are coming to have abortions, and she is numb.
"…Thank you doctor."
Xu Xin shuffled out of the ward and looked at the blue sky in the distance, feeling dazzled.
As long as you close your eyes and feel dizzy, the scenes in your dream will pop out.
Ji Huai was just playing with her.
Her child will have a miscarriage and he will not marry her.
The Ji family will go bankrupt.
Everything was fake, he had had enough of her.
…
Xu Xin was struggling in her thoughts. Li Ling'er made a video call, chattering about the news she knew.
"Xu Xin, I heard that Ji Huai's hotel continues to suffer losses. I heard from Fang Rong that everyone is now saying that Ji Huai had a bad idea. Investing in this hotel is just throwing away money. I don't know how long it can last."
"It seems that he is coming back. He is probably in a bad mood. Please comfort him."
"Probably a lot of pressure too."
…
If she was still hesitating just now, her mind suddenly went blank, and the hand holding the phone dropped weakly.
Loss
Pregnancy, bankruptcy, what else
Miscarriage, separation, he cheated on her, and he was extremely disgusted with her...
She held the inspection report sheet with her hands so hard that her fingers turned white. There were tears in her eyes, and her heart felt like it was being cut back and forth with a sharp, dull knife.
"Xu Xin?" Seeing that she didn't speak, Li Ling'er called out again.
There was no word on the other end, and after a while a hoarse voice came, feebly, "...Ling'er, I'm really pregnant, what should I do?"
Li Ling'er's back felt cold, "It's okay, don't be afraid, where are you?"
"Will Ji Huai no longer want us?" she cried, bursting into tears.
"No." Li Ling'er denied, but no matter what she said, Xu Xin seemed to be silent in her own world, crying and hanging up the phone.
Just as she was about to call, the line was busy.
Duan Yi found out the time and borrowed his cell phone to make a call to Xu Xin.
Xu Xin was confused and couldn't tell whether it was a dream or reality. She thought it was Ji Huai. After all, apart from him, very few people called her. She cried and trembled with her first words, "Ji Huai, I'm pregnant." Yeah, woo woo..."
Even though she knew the ending of the dream, she was still very scared and wanted to tell him immediately.
She missed him so much.
Duan Yi felt excited in his heart, "Xu Xin, where are you? I'll go find you. It's okay. I won't let anything happen to you!"
He is going to accompany her through the most difficult stage in her life. When the time comes, she will definitely be moved and marry him!
Xu Xin was silent on the other end.
Hang up the phone.
Duan Yi was anxious and called a few more times but stopped answering.
He quickly got up and looked for it, where could it be
right.
Hospital, I just heard the sound of an ambulance.
He quickly checked the hospital near where they lived, which was also close to the school, and hurried there. He also prepared a glass of warm water and a coat.
As long as he can achieve his goal and get the Xu family's property, he is willing to do anything!
I rushed all the way over and started looking.
After searching and searching, he counted himself lucky and finally found Xu Xin. She was sitting on a chair, her thin body looking extremely pitiful.
Duan Yi walked over quickly, with a smile in his eyes.
The closer he got to her, the more excited he became.
Just as they were about to arrive, a figure appeared from the front, walked over and squatted in front of Xu Xin, with a worried look on his face, and cautiously called out, "Daughter-in-law?"
He watched Xu Xin slowly raise his head, his eyes were blank at first, and then he couldn't help crying.