Since that day, the relationship between the two has heated up rapidly.
It even felt like a newlywed. However, the atmosphere was not so good during their wedding. He was busy at the time and got married in a hurry.
The state at this time is more like the feeling of falling in love in college, but it does not have the pure youthfulness and pounding heartbeat at that time. It is more like a steady stream of water, where we are familiar with each other and feel comfortable together.
Early in the morning.
Shen Rou happened to have a rest day today. Ji Huai's biological clock was at 6:30 in the morning, so he woke up at that time.
As soon as he moved, she half-closed her eyes and reached out to hug him. Her slender hands stretched out from the quilt to hang on him. The long period of unfamiliarity and accumulated longing made the two of them act like two conjoined twins at home these days.
"I'll go to work first. You can come see me in the afternoon and we'll go for a check-up." Ji Huai reached for his clothes and said softly to her.
He doesn't talk much on weekdays, and he's not a warm-hearted man. He can even come across as difficult to get along with. He has low self-esteem, arrogance, sensitivity and suspicion. But when he speaks softly, his voice is really nice. He looks at it. When I look at you, there will always be that kind of tenderness in my dark and bright eyes.
Shen Rou was immersed in this, let go of him and sat up, her tone became softer, "Okay, then I'll get up too."
"It's better to sleep a little longer." Ji Huai pushed her back again and covered her with a quilt with a smile, "In order to avoid scolding me again for being inconsiderate, there are still a lot of examinations to be done in the afternoon."
He said as he stood up and went to change clothes.
Shen Rou lay on the bed and looked at him, then put her hands under her head and looked at him sideways, her sleepiness slowly disappearing.
She is indeed not young anymore. Giving birth in a few years will probably be even more difficult and her body won’t be able to bear it. She is just an ordinary person. She and he just want to be an ordinary couple, have a family, have their own children, and stay together. One third of an acre.
Getting married, having a child with him, and living an ordinary and happy life as a family are what she wants most.
"I'm leaving." Ji Huai put on his watch, glanced at her, and closed the door on his way out.
"Bye-Bye."
The door was gently closed, and Shen Rou buried her head in the quilt, closed her eyes, and fell asleep again.
Ji Huai had an operation in the morning and was so busy that he didn't have time to eat.
After the surgery, I hurried back to the office.
Zheng Lei appeared again.
Holding a beautifully wrapped small box in her hand, she walked to his desk and placed it gently on the table, "Dr. Ji, I made cookies this week, you can try them too."
Last time she said that she cooked deliciously and could make pastries. He also said that there were very few girls like this and praised her.
"Is it for me? Thank you." Ji Huai was looking for documents and replied casually.
"Then you work first and remember to eat." He was still very focused when he was working, so she didn't want to disturb him, for fear of backfire.
"Yes." Ji Huai nodded.
When Zheng Lei turned around, she had a smile on her face. Even if he had bluntly criticized her last time, so what
That's because his wife is here.
Her ultimate goal is to get this person, but in the process, she will also get a lot of benefits. After all, she still needs to gain a foothold in this hospital.
There are no cats who don't steal fish, only those who don't have a chance.
After going out, she had a smile on her face and her steps were brisk.
Shen Rou arrived at the hospital after one o'clock in the afternoon. She was afraid of disturbing Ji Huai's rest in the morning, knowing that he was also very busy this morning.
Zheng Lei was chatting with Xiao Chen. When she saw her coming over, she called out to her affectionately, "Sister Rou, are you here to see Dr. Ji?"
"Yes." Shen Rou smiled appropriately.
"Dr. Ji is in the office, I'll take you there." Zheng Lei stood up as she spoke, without giving her the slightest chance to refuse.
She just gave him biscuits, and the packaging looked like they were not bought outside. She didn't know if he was eating them. Besides, women are very sensitive.
"Trouble." Shen Rou looked at her as if she was a "guest" and followed her over without exposing her.
Zheng Lei took her to the office, knocked on the door, and then came in.
Ji Huai was looking at the medical records. He looked up and saw Shen Rou coming over. He just glanced at her and then looked away, "You sit down first, I have to be busy for a while."
"Okay." Shen Rou walked to the side and sat down, looking at Zheng Lei, "You go ahead and do your work, thank you."
"You're welcome." When Zheng Lei saw the pastries Ji Huai put on the table, the smile in her eyes deepened.
She really guessed it right. Shen Rou looked at the pastries on the table, picked them up and looked at them, but quickly put them back.
Without asking anything, he asked her if she wanted to eat? She refused.
Ji Huai worked for half an hour, closed the document, stood up with his coat, "Let's go, the examinations have to be done separately, you have to come back tomorrow morning."
"Yeah." She followed him.
"Let's go eat after we finish. I didn't eat much at noon today." Ji Huai waited for her to come out and closed the office door.
"What do you want to eat?" Shen Rou asked following his words.
Before the final sound disappeared, Ji Huai suddenly reached out and pulled her. She was startled and almost hit someone.
"You can eat anything." He didn't let go of her hand, but pulled her aside.
Xiao Chen was eating snacks at the nurse's station, and was competing with another nurse. It was a bit funny to see him come over and quickly wipe his mouth.
"Are you afraid that I'll steal it?" Ji Huai smiled slightly.
"I'm hungry." Xiao Chen took out the snack package hidden behind his back and ate more quickly while no one was around.
"Didn't Zheng Lei make some pastries to share? Didn't you all share them so quickly? I still have some in my office, so go get them if you're hungry." Ji Huai said casually, changing his hand to hold Shen Rou, "By the way, Xiao Chen, take it Give me the reservation number."
"Oh oh oh." Xiao Chen hurriedly went to find it, and when he handed it to Ji Huai, he smiled and said, "Are you going to have a baby? Are you?"
Ji Huai didn't reply. He took the number and thanked her, automatically ignoring her question.
Shen Rou was shy and acquiesced.
As soon as the two of them left, Xiao Chen looked at them with envy in his eyes and asked absently, "Today is another lemon day. Did Dr. Ji just say that there are cakes to eat?"
"It seems Zheng Lei did it." Another nurse also reacted, "That's not right. She didn't give it to us. Why did she say we had finished dividing it?"
Xiao Chen looked at Li Ya coming over and asked, "Did Zheng Lei make pastries to share with you?"
"What virtues can we have? No." Li Ya waved her hand.
"There was one in Dr. Ji's office that time." Xiao Chen was confused. "He even asked us to pick it up."
The nurse had already gone to Ji Huai's office to get it, "Is this rose flavored? The box looks pretty."
Li Ya pursed her lips, "We are not blessed. People don't regard us as men."
Zheng Lei relied on the fact that she had received two points of attention before, so what did she think of herself
Anyone with a brain knows her little thoughts about Ji Huai.
Xiao Chen opened the box and the arrangement was very nice. While eating, she said, "Why does Dr. Ji still have it? Dr. Ji hasn't eaten it yet."
"You don't understand this?" Li Ya approached her, "Before the man and woman... you think so? If the woman takes the initiative, there will be a story. I just don't know what the teacher thinks."
When they were saying this, Zheng Lei happened to come over. She was in a very good mood today and asked with a smile, "What are you talking about?"
As soon as she finished speaking, she saw the cookies that Xiao Chen was eating. It took her a long time to make these cookies. She then looked at the box and stared, "Where did you get them?"
Wasn't that what she gave to Ji Huai
"Doctor Ji's office." Xiao Chen ate a piece.
"How can you just go to someone else's office to get something?" Zheng Lei couldn't hold it back for a moment and blurted out, her tone was questioning and a little angry.
"Hey." Li Ya was unhappy, "The teacher asked them to get it. What does it have to do with her?"
Ji Huai is already married, but Zheng Lei's behavior is very cheap, and they all can't stand it.
Zheng Lei realized that she was out of control and quickly adjusted herself, "I didn't mean that."
Another nurse explained, "Dr. Ji just thought you gave them to us all. He doesn't like desserts, so he asked us to get them."
Xiao Chen nodded, half-jokingly, "Just give it to Dr. Ji. That's not interesting enough."
Hearing this, Zheng Lei's face changed slightly, and she forced to explain, "I... I brought it to eat. Didn't I see Dr. Ji? I gave him a taste. There was only one box, so I had no choice but to give it to him. Otherwise I will be embarrassed, I will bring it to you next time."
"It's quite delicious." Xiao Chen pushed it in Li Ya's direction, "You should try it too."
Li Ya waved her hand and quickly refused.
But I don’t dare.
The food Zheng Lei made was for Ji Huai to eat.
"Doctor Ji is gone?" Zheng Lei quickly changed the subject.
"Yes, she took her wife for a physical examination, and she asked me to make an appointment." Xiao Chen became interested when talking about this, "The two of them want to prepare for pregnancy."
"Both of them are good-looking. How good-looking would they be if they gave birth to a child? I can't imagine Dr. Ji being a father."
"Actually, I can't imagine it either." Li Ya answered.
That would be too inconsistent.
"I originally thought that Dr. Ji and his wife might not have a good relationship, but now it seems that they are very good. The person who can get him into marriage must be capable." Another nurse said deliberately, looking at Zheng Lei from the corner of her eye.
Everyone used to think that there was a story between Ji Huai and Zheng Lei, but now it seems that the woman is trying to seduce someone unilaterally, right? Doctor Ji didn't seem to take it seriously.
"Isn't that right? How good-looking he is? They even held hands, did you see that?" Xiao Chen replied.
"The relationship is still so good after marriage, which shows that it is very deep."
"I'm so envious."
…
Zheng Lei thought she explained it well.
When I brought the pastry to eat, I saw that the teacher gave it to me without any problem.
Little did she know that this matter had spread throughout the department.
I gave Ji Huai cakes in private, but people thought that everyone had them, so they asked others to get them without even eating. They didn't even know what he meant.
It must be true to say it so frankly.
Besides, the couple is preparing for pregnancy and their relationship is going well.
Just when Zheng Lei was still racking her brains to think about what to do next, the intern nurse who was close to her on weekdays quietly came to ask her, "Xiao Lei, do you have any...meanings for Director Ji?" ?”
"It's not good to destroy people's families."
Zheng Lei's face turned dark immediately, "What are you talking about? How could I possibly do that?"
"It's fine if you don't. I just heard others say it. I knew you were not like this, and Director Ji was even less like this. His wife is so beautiful. I heard that she works in a big company with a monthly salary of tens of thousands. Isn't she ready?" Are you preparing to get pregnant?"
"Good people are with good people."
…
It's a good thing Zheng Lei didn't hear these words. After hearing them, she couldn't hold her breath back. Moreover, she couldn't deny what they said. Even if she couldn't stand it, even if she wanted to quarrel, she couldn't, otherwise she would Convict her.
He could only endure it forcefully and almost suffered internal injuries.
After completing part of the examination, Ji Huai looked at the examination report and sighed, "Your body is in a sub-healthy state. There are no major problems but many minor ones."
Shen Rou was quite afraid of going for a physical examination. She had been working hard all these years and had some physical problems.
"Let's have a good rest first and take good care of ourselves. Then we'll take care of the child's affairs. Don't be in a hurry." Ji Huai put down the inspection report.
Shen Rou felt uncomfortable in her heart and felt quite guilty, "I'm sorry."
Ji Huai nodded: "Well, you really should apologize."
She was already good at finding problems within herself, even when quarreling with him. She kept reflecting on things, so she had done a good enough job.
It was one thing for Shen Rou to say it on her own initiative, but it was another thing for him to say it this way, just like she was a fertility tool. Maybe he didn't mean it, but it sounded strange.
Feeling a little down.
"When we get married, we are bound together and support each other throughout our lives. If you don't take good care of your body, you are really sorry for me.
Because there will be fewer days together in the future. "Ji Huai said it seriously.
Shen Rou looked sideways at him, her uncomfortable mood suddenly disappeared, and she couldn't help but raise the corners of her mouth.
Only this person can talk about love like preaching, with a straight face, not romantic at all.
Late at night.
After a period of lingering, Ji Huai didn't sleep.
Shen Rou still understood him a little, and felt that he had something to say, but this man was very awkward. He hugged her, touched her, rubbed her, and talked about something unclear.
"I'm sleepy, I need to sleep." Shen Rou reminded him deliberately.
"Honey, don't sleep yet." Ji Huai was anxious.
"What's wrong?" Shen Rou pretended to be confused, "I'm very sleepy."
"Let me tell you something." Ji Huai hesitated and said firmly, "I mortgaged my car."
He is a person who will never admit his mistakes. He will be more confident when things happen when he feels guilty. He has good face and strong self-esteem.
Shen Rou's sleepiness disappeared immediately. She must be angry, but she still had to endure it, "Why did you mortgage your car?"
She also paid tens of thousands for that car. Originally, she said she could buy it for hundreds of thousands, but he insisted on buying it for more than three hundred thousand. She also swiped a credit card and just paid off the car loan.
Ji Huai didn't say anything, but he didn't let go of his hold on her, and their hands were still clasped together.
"What does your mother want from you? Or do you want to build two floors?" Shen Rou didn't know what to say, "Your mother lives alone, just one floor. Why does it have to be built on two floors?"
Ji's father had died a long time ago, leaving Ji's mother alone. Ji's mother was more proud and wanted to blow Ji Huai to the sky, so she insisted on building a two-story building in the village.
They won't go back to live there.
"My mother is not your mother?" Ji Huai corrected her, plausibly, "I have been studying for so many years, but I have not done anything for my family. Our family is the only one in the village that has not built a building. It will be fine after the building is completed."
"For an extra two hundred thousand, we still have to pay off the mortgage and credit cards. You also took out the car loan, and now you want me to prepare for pregnancy. What should we do?" Shen Rou was really fed up and began to lose control of her emotions. .
Ji's mother kept getting involved in their lives, thinking that they made a lot of money and couldn't spend it all.
"The only way to live in poverty is to be poor in the past two years, and things will get better in the future." Ji Huai was not happy that she said this, "I have a plan."
"What are your plans? Tell me your plans. What if I get pregnant and spend too much money and the baby is born? You still have to pay back the money. We have no savings at all. How can you let me give birth?" How dare you give birth?" Shen Rou tried her best to hold it in, but she couldn't.
They had been over this matter many times, and they thought it was stranded, but in the end he actually gave the money anyway.
Anyway, compared with his mother, she couldn't compare with him. Even if he was just gentle, she was already ready for him to turn around and give her a back, then drop a harmless word and start to refuse to communicate and be cold and violent.
Ji Huai let go of her hand, and Shen Rou's heart dropped.
He pressed his forehead irritably, "For the last time, I will give you your salary card. After paying off the mortgage and borrowing money, you can also save some money. If you save it, it will be enough for family expenses. If you get pregnant, you will still have it at the end of the year." bonus."
"I won't wrong you or lower your quality of life. At worst, I'll sell the car."
"I didn't ask you to sell the car." Shen Rou knew how much he wanted to save face. He didn't know what would happen if the car was sold.
"Mom is making trouble over there. If we don't build it, she won't want to live here and wants to live here. Wife, you can't fight her, and I won't let her take care of the baby when you give birth. I will hire a confinement nanny and a nanny." Ji Huai was extremely helpless.
Shen Rou was silent, his attitude was pretty good, and he seemed to be able to hold on.
But very angry.
It was all hard-earned money, and she never had a break, but all the money she earned was gone.
"From now on, I will give you all my salary cards. Just this time, just obey me and let mom stop for a while. You can sell the car if you want. I have no objection." He said in a soft tone and promised, "For the last time, I won’t take your money, I’ll pay it back myself.”
Shen Rou knew that he was eager to prove his helplessness. As the most educated person in the village, in other people's impression, he should be the person who made the most money.
If there is no so-called future that the villagers see, it will be unbearable for people like him.
"I also sold that watch." He said again.
"What did you sell it for?" Shen Rou felt distressed again and lost his temper. He bought a brand-name watch worth more than 50,000 yuan. Because of his inferiority complex, the first thing he did when he had money was to disguise himself.
He cherished that watch very much.
"When a man matures, that is, when he wants to be a father, face is not important." Ji Huai said seriously, "I have to think about my children. Your income will also drop. Just sell the car by then. If you can survive it, you can just buy it later.”
Shen Rou didn't believe that he could sell the car at first. If the watch was sold, what was the car
Forget it.
Selling is indeed not difficult.
His idea still surprised her. It seemed that he really wanted to have a child, and she would recover faster if she gave birth as soon as possible.
She just reminded, "Don't you like to play mahjong? Don't give her all your money, in case she uses it to gamble."
"I know, my second uncle contracted it. I will pay him directly." Ji Huai nodded, holding her hand, "Aren't you angry?"
She said: "Why am I angry? You want to sell both the car and the watch. In fact, there is no need to sell the watch. You should discuss it with me."
"I was wrong. We were arguing at the time, and it was just out of anger." He was indeed wrong about this, and he didn't respect her at all, but after giving her the money, he could only make up for it.
"Did you sell other things?" Shen Rou seemed to remember something, "Did you also sell the belts and other things you bought, as well as the shoes?"
Ji Huai acquiesced.
Those were the ones he later sold, all of which were brand-name purchases just to save face.
Seeing this, she completely softened, "If you can't sell it for much money, I still saved a little. You will lose money this way."
It was really unexpected that he could do these things.
Ji Huai: "It's not much, more than 20,000, but the watch is more than 30,000, so there is about 60,000 left in the salary card. I don't wear those things very much. I sell them when I sell them. Those noise-cancelling headphones that I don't wear often." I sold them all.”
"No need." She didn't know what to say.
"From now on, just give me two thousand a month. You can save the rest for you and your children. You will also have a sense of security." He said proactively.
"Is two thousand enough?" His salary is still high, and the provident fund of the two of them has offset most of the mortgage, so he still has a lot of money left in his card.
It was originally 60,000 yuan, and she also got a salary card. In fact, it was not a loss, and his income was in her hands.
He pursed his lips, "It's not enough but enough. I want to support my wife and children. Just don't be angry. I feel like I'm worthy of everyone, but I'm sorry for you and don't let you enjoy happiness."
"I've wronged you."
When Shen Rou heard this, her eyes were still burning and she lowered her eyes, "You still know?"
"I said I would support you before, but I don't support you now. I will support you in the future. Just do what makes you happy. I will go to work honestly and I will earn money for you."
He kept talking, feeling very guilty in his words. He had handed over his salary card, sold his things, and made promises. Shen Rou naturally knew how to accept it when it was good, and said with a considerate look, "Then you go to work and make money. After you pay it back, make some money for us, and then buy back the things you sold."
"You don't have to buy it, it's just like that. I used to be obsessed with buying expensive and famous brands because I thought it was worthy of my status. Now I feel that I should make you live a better life and live a more decent life." I did it." Ji Huai shook his head, his tone was very calm, without any other emotions.
"It's a brand premium." She doesn't like buying luxury goods, but he does.
Ji Huai: "You can buy it in the future, if you like it, you can buy it."
Shen Rou also relaxed and took his hand over, "Then we'll pay it back together. The interest is not low. When I get my salary, I'll pay back more. Sooner or later, I'll have to pay it back."
She actually saved tens of thousands in fixed term, but she couldn't take it all out because she had to make plans to prepare for pregnancy and couldn't live without a penny.
"I don't want you to return it with me." Ji Huai breathed out, still feeling that it hurt his self-esteem.
"What can I do? Didn't you say that we would be tied together after getting married?" Shen Rou was still feeling aggrieved when she said it.
When she said this, she just wanted him to learn a lesson, and she couldn't just pay it forward.
Unexpectedly, the person next to me had a sleepless night and tossed and turned.
The next day, he woke up and secretly kissed her without making any other move, but he didn't leave either.
As if looking at her.
After a while, after he closed the door, Shen Rou opened her eyes.
If the money can buy him some reflection, it's worth it. Anyway, it will be paid off very quickly based on his salary. I hope this is really the last time.