When Shen Rou heard this sentence, her eyes immediately became wet, and the tip of her nose became sore. She could not imagine the heaviness contained in this sentence.
Ji Huai has always been a hard-working and strong person in front of her. He is rigorous in doing things and very demanding on himself. He seems to have endless energy. He is a little overconfident, but he is also capable enough.
She had never seen him like this before.
"My hair is still wet." She pretended to be relaxed, walked to the bathroom, took out the towel, stood behind him, and started to wipe it for him.
Ji Huai didn't refuse and kept his actions motionless.
He said: "Over the years, I have read a lot of books, analyzed deeply, and tried to heal myself, but I have always been in that circle. I don't want to admit that she doesn't love me, doesn't want me to live a good life, controls and demeans the most. What’s the root cause?”
"She didn't regard me as her child."
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Shen Rou listened silently, and after drying his hair, she put her arms around his head, leaned into her arms, and comforted softly, "Loving children is also a kind of ability. Some people are less capable in this regard."
Ji Huai pulled her onto his lap, leaned over and kissed her, his thin lips falling from her eyebrows to her eyes, nose, red lips, chin...
Finally, he buried his head in her chest, breathing lightly. Shen Rou was also sweating, and she lay in his arms. Ji Huai put his chin on the top of her head, calming down his emotions, recalling that he had just met the two of them not long ago. Said, "You said that you admired my self-confidence and my tenacity to never compromise. You also said that I have a strong self-esteem and a bad temper. But it was such a bad growth environment that made me develop such a temperament."
"I have strong self-esteem and arrogance, but actually I have low self-esteem and a bit of weakness. I'm terrible."
Shen Rou stretched out her hand and gently covered his mouth, looked into his bright black eyes, and said seriously, "You are not bad at all. You are the best boy I have ever seen. You are already great." , better than most people.”
"Your career has just begun. Your future is long and wonderful. You will stand on a bigger stage and live the life you want."
"And I will always be by your side."
They say that when two people are attracted to each other, there must be something in the other person that you don’t have. Shen Rou's peaceful mood, neither impatience nor impatience, and the happy atmosphere of her native family are what he has always dreamed of.
And a girl born in such a family is well-educated and loved by others, so she knows how to love people better.
She has always affirmed him, constantly encouraged and comforted him, and firmly believed that he was the best, and she was the light in his dark days.
This is why he chose to marry her a few years ago. He knew that he had a bright future, but he also needed her, and his love was not entirely fake.
He kissed her lips again, pecked her lips again and again, coaxing a little, "Then you can give me more children, okay?"
This means that one is not enough.
"Then how many children do you want to have? You can't afford it. It costs more to raise a child now." She was embarrassed.
Ji Huai: "Two or three are enough."
Hearing this, she reached out and gently lowered his hand, and said angrily, "Are you treating me as a sow? Are you going to give birth to another child for you?"
He took her hand and said, "It's not impossible, I'll try my best."
She was amused.
Ji Huai didn't mention Ji's mother again, and Shen Rou didn't take the initiative to talk about it. The two cleaned up and went to bed without asking how Ji's mother was.
Anyway, the other party is a master who will not treat them badly, so they don't need to worry about it.
The second day.
Shen Rou didn't go to work, but Ji Huai had to work overtime. He got up early, and when he was changing clothes, he said he was going to see Ji's mother off, but he didn't let her go. "It's rare to have a rest. If you want to sleep for a while, I'll be there."
"Then... I'm not going to get up? I had a lot of dreams yesterday and didn't sleep well." She didn't want to get into trouble, and Ji's mother couldn't listen to her advice.
You might even say that she added fuel to the fire.
"Go to sleep." Ji Huai got dressed and was about to go out. After thinking about it, he came back and kissed her on the forehead.
It was rare to be sentimental. It seemed that he had been comforted last night. Shen Rou pointed to her right cheek and said, "Kiss here again."
He obeyed and kissed.
"And this." She pointed to the other side.
After he complied, she warned, "Tell mom well and don't quarrel. Her mobile phone was stolen. Buy her one. She probably doesn't have much money on her. There is some cash in the bedside table. You can give it to her."
Whether it's sincere or not, you still have to do it right. After all, he and Ji's mother are still mother and son.
"Okay." Ji Huai was still very moved, and he helped her pull up the quilt with a guilty look on his face, "I'll take you out for dinner when I come back tonight, and I'll make a reservation at the restaurant."
"Uh-huh."
inside the car.
Ji Huai drove in front, and Ji's mother sat in the back seat. There was silence for a while, but then she started talking again.
Guilt and embarrassment were temporary emotions. Soon she could justify herself, and she would also be weird. "Shen Rou is so arrogant now that everyone has disappeared. Does she not want to see me? I can't even say a word. "
"Marrying a daughter-in-law is just like marrying a little ancestor. Do I still have to serve her with tea and water?"
"What I said last night fell on deaf ears. If I try to be more comfortable, you will feel uncomfortable. If I don't say something hurtful, my mouth will feel uncomfortable." Ji Huai's face was expressionless, and he turned the steering wheel without looking at Ji's mother.
He couldn't hold back his anger last night, but this was the anger that accumulated deep in his heart. He kept trying to do his best, strive for success, work hard, and grow wildly, but he was still worthless to Ji's mother.
This will be the case in the future.
Life is too tiring, and he no longer wants to compromise like this, and handles the relationship with Ji's mother carefully. The other party's extravagance and lack of boundaries are not a good thing for him, so he simply solves the problem once and for all.
Ji's mother was scolded. Thinking of what she said last night, she felt a little less confident and began to act miserably, "I know you have achieved something now. You feel ashamed to have such a mother. See how I am not dissatisfied. Your father died early." , if you don’t know my difficulties, you can’t understand me.”
"I have been dependent on you since I was a child and have never married again. Isn't my life miserable? I broke my teeth and swallowed them in my stomach. Do you know?"
Her son followed her and was cold-blooded and ruthless, but she was his mother and the person closest to him. He would not do anything to her and had to obey.
Ji Huai still had no expression. He drove calmly while looking at the car in front of him. He drove the car close to the station and turned around to look at her after it stopped. "What you said has no connection with what you did. It's just a shame. Over the years, I I’m tired of hearing about it. I understand your suffering, but there are many things you do that I can’t understand.”
"I have always been considerate, but you don't understand my difficulties and you won't understand. You can remarry. This is your choice and I shouldn't have to foot the bill."
"I bought the mobile phone and the bus ticket. This is two thousand yuan in cash."
After he finished speaking, he handed the phone and money to Ji's mother.
When Ji's mother saw that selling the house was useless, she exploded and said in a sharp voice, "Then what do you mean? Are you saying whether this house should be built or not? I tell you, I have already let the words out, so you have to follow the same rules as before. build."
"We won't cover it anymore." Ji Huai was waiting for her to say this, "I said it last night, not to cover it, not even one layer."
"Ji Huai!" Ji's mother yelled at him, "What's the use of being glamorous outside? The house at home has collapsed, what do others think of you? If you don't want to build it, just buy it for me. Go buy one in the city. Can you afford it if you don’t have a million dollars?”
"Am I your biological child?" Ji Huai suddenly asked seriously.
Ji's mother was stunned.
Seeing this, Ji Huai chuckled, somewhat mocking himself, "Those face are more important than your son's life, and more important than your grandchildren's milk powder money. Even if I die, I must build this house for you, right?"
"Otherwise, you are unfilial, unworthy, and unpromising. Whether you jump off a building or into a river, if you are hit by a car and die, you may be compensated one million. I have always been puzzled by this question. You always say Others, other people's mothers still love their sons, do you?"
"I have fulfilled my duty as a son, have you fulfilled your duty as a mother? Ever since I was a child, let alone going to school, have you ever taken care of me? Do you want me to speak so straightforwardly? If it doesn't go your way , your tone is full of disgust."
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At the end of his sentence, Ji Huai met her eyes and raised his thin lips slightly, "But how much do I like you? I hate you too."
He had been holding this sentence for two lifetimes, but when he said it, he felt relieved.
He was the one who needed to spend his whole life making up for his childhood. He had no childhood at all. Ji's mother vented all her frustrations on him, beating, scolding and humiliating him at every turn, using the most vicious words to suppress him, making him a selfish, cold-blooded and cruel person. Heartless people.
Therefore, he met Shen Rou, whose native family was harmonious, and fell deeply into it, but because of his own nature, he severely hurt her and pushed her out.
Such people do not deserve happiness, and their souls will always be tortured.
In my impression, no matter how impatient this son was, he would never get angry with her, let alone say these words.
She thought she had reached her limit yesterday, but what she said today made her panic.
Just when Ji's mother was about to start making trouble, Ji Huai said coldly, "I am the same person as you. If you don't want to be the joke of the whole village, then you can continue to make trouble. I want to avoid you. It's too easy. Change the hospital to the city. You will never find it in your life. I will give you three thousand yuan a month now, and even if you go to court, it will only be a lot more."
"The only way to do that is to scold people in the village. I won't do that, and don't make trouble against my dad. You have done a lot of bad things."
He was so calm that Ji's mother was a little scared.
She knew this son, he was very cruel, and if he really didn't care about other people's opinions, he could ignore it.
"I'm your mother, if you don't build a house, where will I live? When you come back during the holidays, why don't you burn incense and worship Buddha?" Ji's mother was worried.
Ji Huai: "The house can still be lived in. Either build it as I said, or wait until I save enough money to build it. I am a medical student. I don't believe in ghosts and gods. I don't care about burning incense and worshiping Buddha. It doesn't matter."
When treating Ji's mother, you should pinch the sore spot specifically.
He can really cut off the relationship and just pay alimony every month.
"What do other people think of Mom? It's all said and done. You have studied for so many years and earned so much money in a big hospital..." Ji's mother started to talk nicely.
"Others won't see it. It's you who can't get along with me. I'm afraid not a penny of the money I've given you over the years will be left. You've lost a lot playing mahjong, right?" Ji Huai asked in return.
Ji's mother dodges her eyes.
He gives her 50,000 to 60,000 yuan every year, which is more than enough to live in the village, but she still owes a lot because of playing mahjong.
Ji Huai: "If you borrow money, you have to pay it back yourself. I won't help you pay it back at all. Just like you said at the beginning, you won't help me pay out any money that exceeds the tuition fee. Study for graduate school and Ph.D., It’s none of your business. During the whole school period, I kept an account of every money I spent and paid it off long ago. So far, I’ve paid five times more.”
"I gave birth to you and gave you this life. Do you know that you will never be able to forgive me in this life?" Ji's mother began to kidnap her morally.
"Being born by you, I have no choice. I have to shoulder the responsibility of raising you for the rest of my life. You have made a profit from this business, haven't you? You didn't ask me if I was willing at the beginning. If you want to ask, I will definitely not be willing. "Ji Huai rebutted her.
You can't talk to Ji's mother, there is no love between them, you can't reason, and the other party is unreasonable, so let's be a ruthless person together.
Ji's mother was speechless.
She thought about making a fuss. If she made a fuss, it would be even more difficult. She could sue her, but what could the court decide
This son is the foundation for her to show off. If she really breaks off the relationship, then she will really become everyone's joke.
"Did Shen Rou tell you that?" Ji's mother wanted to put all the blame on Shen Rou. It must have been the instigation of this vixen behind her back.
I got very angry just thinking about it.
Ji Huai's tone was cold, "She won't pay attention to this matter. Being dissatisfied with you is not something I just have now. Don't try to contain me anymore. You no longer have the ability, and I have long since lost the patience."
He did what he had always wanted to do and watched Ji's mother take the money and walk away in dejection. He didn't curse or confront her. What's funny is that he was still a little afraid.
Ji Huai sat in the car and sighed for a long time.
It's not as refreshing as I imagined. Although my heart feels empty, it's not uncomfortable. It's like being reborn, completely letting go of obsessions and the past.
In the last life, Ji's mother kept causing chaos in his family, trying to contain him, suppress him, and severely humiliated him if he made any mistakes. How could he have any confidence
What Shen Rou saw was nothing more than strong self-esteem.
Some people are not destined to be mothers and children in this life, but they happen to be tied together. Procreation is an animal instinct, and it is definitely not love.
If the relationship is unhealthy, then break it off and just keep a comfortable distance from each other.