Ji Huai's words were really rude, and coupled with his expression of being really puzzled, the effect was not to mention great.
Picture what
A girl who just graduated went to the deputy director of the department to ask her for help. Could it be that she was caring for the elderly living alone? Doing charity
That's hilarious.
Coupled with the previous disturbances, everyone was clear-minded and sneered at it.
Zheng Lei looked like she cared about Ji's mother just now, but she was beaten to pieces. No matter how shameless she was, she still had to be protected in public, right
Immediately, I felt a chill on my back, and I was so ashamed that I couldn't explain it.
Ji Huai looked at Ji's mother again, "It's no use being disrespectful to an old man. I only have this face, so you don't need to be embarrassed."
After saying that, he pulled Shen Rou away.
"Pfft." Nurse Xiao Chen couldn't hold back, covering her mouth and laughing.
"Xiao Xiaoxiao, are you a fool?" Li Ya just came back from a ward check. He saw her lowering her head like a thief and smiling in a cheap way, which was a bit cute. He couldn't hold it back and took the information in his hand and tapped it lightly. Knocking the nurse's cap on her head.
Nurse Xiao Chen became anxious and stretched out her hand to hit him.
Li Ya also laughed and started joking with her, but seeing that the atmosphere was a bit solemn, he tried to reduce his presence as much as possible.
The head nurse was also there. She was older, stern and looked a little serious. Seeing Ji Huai leave, she looked at Ji's mother and said, "Auntie, we are still at work. You are affecting our work a little. Let's leave the young people's affairs to the table. Young people will handle it, don’t you think?”
Ji's mother was taught a lesson by Ji Huai, and people were trying to chase her away, both internally and externally. If she really made trouble, she would probably be kicked out. If Ji Huai didn't stand by her, the only one who would be embarrassed if he made trouble was herself.
She didn't say a word, holding back the fire but couldn't do anything.
During this period, a nurse came over. She had recently been divorced because of the mistress's involvement, and it made a big fuss. Seeing Zheng Lei pretending to be wronged, as if they had bullied her, she said angrily before leaving, "There is nothing wrong with you at a young age, but you insist on doing shameless things and corrupting morals. I don't know what your parents taught you."
Isn't this just a roundabout way of saying you don't have a tutor
Zheng Lei could only suffer the consequences when she was scolded. How could she still start a quarrel
Seeing other people looking at me strangely, I wish I could find a crack to get in.
She used to have a few people she could talk to in the department, but now, who dares to get close to her? She said a few more words because she was afraid that others would think she was the same person.
After all, if people are divided into groups, everyone will be ashamed.
Zheng Lei was completely isolated, and everyone was talking behind her back. She was really a bold negative example.
Ji's mother didn't catch anything in the end. Ji Huai said so. If she bumped into him, she would be asking for trouble. She was in a hurry, and she didn't know what would happen.
She could only coax Zheng Lei, "It must be the bitch who complained. He simply underestimated her. Isn't she taking medicine? Why else is she pregnant? She hasn't been pregnant for so many years, how can she still give birth?"
She definitely couldn't have Shen Rou as her daughter-in-law. If she couldn't give birth to a child, she didn't believe that Ji Huai would still live well with her.
It is better to marry Zheng Lei, this daughter-in-law still listens to her.
Zheng Lei couldn't swallow this breath. She was in a difficult situation, and it would definitely be harder to stay in this hospital in the future. Ji Huai was the best partner she had ever seen, and she was already on the same side as his mother.
Just the last step.
Ji Huai is a traditional ordinary person. If there are no children, she does not need to intervene in this marriage, and the two of them cannot go on.
same day.
Shen Rou didn't make any fuss. She calmly asked Ji Huai to finish the meeting and finish the work. She also dealt with some work matters.
When she went back, she went to the supermarket and planned to buy some ingredients for cooking, but she didn't want to cook.
"Then go back and order takeout? What do you want to eat?" Ji Huai asked her.
Shen Rou: "Whatever."
He didn't ask any more questions and ordered the one he usually ate at, and it was delivered just in time when he got home.
When the two of them quarreled in the past, Ji Huai would argue with her repeatedly about Ji's mother, always saying, "No matter how bad my mother is, she is still my mother.", "Do you dislike our family? You look down on us. Doesn’t my mother just look down on me?”, “How big of a deal is it? Do you need to compete with my mother to win or lose?”…
This time, he didn't mention it even once. If it was wrong, it was wrong.
Shen Rou didn't mention it, but while eating, he took the initiative to ask, "Honey, are you taking any medicine recently?"
Before she finished speaking, Shen Rou's hands that were immersed in eating noodles stopped. Her eyes were red, but she held back from crying.
He quickly explained, "I don't mean anything else. It's just medicine that's poisonous. Don't hide it from me and go see a doctor yourself. If you have anything to do, tell me. Don't hold it in."
Shen Rou looked up at him and thought for a while before speaking, "I haven't been feeling well lately and I have endocrine disorders."
"There is no need to rush to take medicine. The body has its own adjustment function..." Before he could finish speaking, Shen Rou interrupted and choked up. "But it's not normal. What should I do if I don't take medicine?"
"Moreover, I have been preparing for pregnancy for so long, but I still haven't gotten pregnant. Maybe I won't get pregnant. I am almost an advanced maternal age. Now I am fine. Everyone is asking me to give birth and urging me to give birth. When I was about to give birth, You didn’t want it, and now you’re forcing me.”
She began to cry as she spoke.
"I didn't force you." Ji Huai quickly defended.
"You didn't force me. You forced me invisibly. When you said you were preparing for pregnancy, you were preparing for pregnancy. Did you mean that you would change immediately after giving birth to me? If I didn't get pregnant, everyone thought there was something wrong with me." The more she talked, the more aggrieved she became, and her body refused to compete. She was so angry that she almost went crazy.
When she and Ji Huai went for a check-up, he was fine, but she had a small problem, which made her even more stressed.
Shen Rou's shoulders were sobbing violently, tears kept flowing, and she was accusing him, "At that time, you said you couldn't afford it and didn't want it, but you obviously could afford it, but you just didn't want it. You always made excuses."
Ji Huai couldn't even utter a single word of defense.
He really didn't want it. It would be difficult to get a divorce if he had a child. He didn't consider Shen Rou's age at all. It must be that the younger you are, the faster your body will recover after giving birth.
"You needed to raise it by yourself at that time. I was afraid that you would be too tired. Don't cry first. If you can't get pregnant, you won't want it. Then you can say it's my problem. If you have it, you can have it. If you don't have it, forget it." Ji Huai comforted her.
His words didn't comfort her at all, so why did he just forget about it? Not to mention the disappointment and sadness in my heart, who can say for sure what will happen in the future
She was so sad that she began to blame herself. That feeling of powerlessness and frustration. Could everything she had imagined before turn into bubbles
They are the most ordinary people, but they still need to have children for their life to be complete. She also wants to be a mother, have one or two children with him, and participate in the growth of a life.
Shen Rou buried her head and cried.
Ji Huai put down his chopsticks, stood up and walked to her side, squatting beside her and holding her hand, "Xiaorou, don't cry yet. Look up at me."
As always, he was not good at coaxing others. Shen Rou took a breath and didn't look at him, but her crying was a little quieter.
"No one is forcing you to have a baby. You must get pregnant now. You are marrying me, not someone else. If I say you are not in a hurry, then I won't be in a hurry. If I say you can do it, you can do it." He said slowly and then continued. , "Don't put too much pressure on yourself. If you are worried, I will take you for a checkup tomorrow and find the best experts to check you out. If there is no result, what are you thinking about? Aren't you at odds with yourself?"
"It's not necessary to have children. There are many ways to live life. We can do many other things and still live a meaningful and valuable life."
Shen Rou was silent for a while, and then said with a nasal voice, "You deliberately talked to coax me. Your speaking has improved now."
There is no coaxing in actions, but words are spoken.
It's not like before when she was just stupid and would make her angry. She still needs to adjust her emotions and think about her own problems.
"I'm not coaxing you, I'm telling the truth." Ji Huai's tone was serious.
Shen Rou took out a few pieces of paper and wiped her tears, "Then can you find someone to check it carefully for me and go tomorrow? I can't sleep during this period, I'm scared."
Not only is it about preparing for pregnancy, she is also afraid of physical problems.
Ji Huai nodded, "Okay, I'll contact you later, and I'll take you there tomorrow. Don't think too much until the results come out, okay?"
Shen Rou: "Yeah."
"Don't take those medicines yet. You should eat well now." Ji Huai pulled up a chair and sat next to her, handing her the chopsticks again.
She took it and actually had no appetite, so she forced herself to eat it.
During the meal, Ji Huai's voice sounded from time to time, and he emphasized several times, "I really didn't force you. If you are stressed, I won't mention it in the future. I have been busy for a long time, and I really didn't care about the child." Think about that. Recently, I have also thought that we are not young and should have one child."
"But there is no right or wrong. Life is pretty good now. If you don't have children, you can do more of the things you love."
…
Shen Rou didn't know how true what he said was, but it did divert her attention.
evening.
After washing up, Ji Huai leaned on the bedside. She came out of the bathroom and walked over to him. She couldn't help but cling to him.
Along their journey, there were more dull moments. He had a calm temperament and was not approachable, and there were no romantic moments.
She is not the kind of girl who likes to be clingy. He has always been busy. If she had been unreasonable and made trouble, the two of them would no longer be together, so she has always been very understanding of him.
This time, it was probably the biggest setback since they got together. She hugged him and couldn't help but said, "Actually, I've been in a very bad mood these days. If you and I were arguing like before, I wouldn't be able to hold on anymore." .”
"I won't argue with you about this kind of thing." Ji Huai put down the book and continued.
Shen Rou hugged him a little tighter, relying on him very much. The lack of quarrel was not the point. The point was that what he said seemed to be protecting her sensitive and fragile nerves.
She had too many random thoughts, and whenever he said a harsh word, she might collapse, feeling that her youth was spent feeding dogs, which was an irreparable scar.
And he was very emotionally stable and talked about the matter lightly, as if it was no big deal.
"So clingy to me today?" Ji Huai was laughing.
"What's wrong?" She raised her head.
Ji Huai touched the tip of his nose, his eyes flashing slightly, "I'm a little uncomfortable."
This look made Shen Rou playful. She turned over and sat on him. Ji Huai's eyes changed. The confused look made her bolder.
Next, during the long night, the moaning continued.