There is a street behind the hotel and a food court.
The two of them walked around but didn't find anything they particularly wanted to eat.
Finally, we stopped in front of a noodle shop.
This is a noodle shop with a very ordinary decoration, but it has a nice environment. It has a few big characters written on it: Nancheng Ramen.
Shen Rou and Ji Huai looked at each other.
Both of them were in a daze. After a while, she asked tentatively, "How about we eat this? Do you want to eat it?"
He raised his eyebrows, smiled, and nodded, "Okay."
In college, the only time the two of them went on a poor trip, they didn't even go out of the province, and he still compromised after a big fight.
She stayed in the cheapest hotel with broken doors. She didn't go to a restaurant to eat. Every meal was spent at a roadside stall for a few dollars. On the day she went back, he invited her to dinner, but she was afraid that he wouldn't have enough money to eat. My favorite is Nancheng Ramen, because in tourist attractions, it sells for 6 or 7 yuan outside, but here it costs 20 yuan. Fortunately, the quantity is still quite large.
She also said she couldn't eat much, so the two of them had a bowl.
The two of them walked into the noodle shop holding hands, and were greeted by the enthusiastic proprietress, "You two, sit over here. It's cool here. What do you want to eat?"
After Shen Rou sat down, she looked at Ji Huai, "I just ate some snacks in the ethnic village. I can't eat much. Just order a bowl of noodles. I'll eat whatever you eat."
Ji Huai was looking at the menu, and when he heard what she said, he raised his eyebrows and looked over.
"Really." She nodded very seriously this time, "They have a lot of food. You eat noodles and I drink soup. I couldn't sleep for a while."
He laughed out loud, with a hint of curvature at the corner of his mouth, ordered a bowl of beef noodles, and then said, "I want another pancake, thank you."
"Okay, wait a minute." The landlady wrote down.
Ji Huai patted the seat next to him and said, "Come sit here. How can we eat together if we sit across from each other?"
Shen Rou was a little shy, but after thinking about it, she stood up and sat over, putting the bag aside, "I haven't eaten it for a long time, and I don't know if the taste has changed."
Even though I was poor at the time, as long as I was with him, I was happy and sweet in my heart.
Being young and vigorous, thinking that love is everything, what kind of hardships are these? They will definitely live a very good life in the future.
"Then you try it first." He said, getting up and getting a small bowl.
Shen Rou sat closer and took a sip of the soup with a spoon. The soup was very light and sweet in the mouth. She couldn't help but take another sip.
Ji Huai was holding chopsticks and was putting noodles into a small bowl. After doing so, he put some pieces of beef on the noodles into her bowl and was serving soup.
"Is it enough?" He put the small bowl in front of her and said without waiting for her answer, "It's not enough for you to order a bowl."
Shen Rou looked at the small bowl in front of her, "I thought you would give me more if you said it wasn't enough. Do you still remember that time we went on a trip in college? I was afraid that you wouldn't be full, so I didn't dare to say that I didn't have enough."
"Is that enough?" Ji Huai pretended to give her a little more, "You said you were treating her, so I'll help you save some. If it's not enough, I'll give you some more."
Shen Rou quickly stopped her, "I don't want it anymore, I'm just talking."
Ji Huai didn't know that she might not be able to finish the meal, so he poured some vinegar into it and said slowly, "I couldn't help it before. Many times I felt sorry for you but couldn't do anything about it. All the forbearance and efforts were just to give you good things now. A little life, if you are still living very tired and aggrieved, then all my efforts will be meaningless."
After finishing speaking, in order to lighten the atmosphere, he joked, "There is still freedom in a bowl of noodles."
She ate the noodles from the small bowl in front of her, and after a while she answered his words, "It used to be easy to feel grievances and tiredness, but now we have freedom with small money, but we feel like we are going further and further away."
"It seems that we understand each other very well, but it seems that we have never understood each other before. There seems to be a layer of separation between everyone's hearts and they can't get in."
She expressed her confusion and it was very confusing.
Ji Huai picked out another piece of beef and put it in her bowl.
Shen Rou looked at the beef in the bowl in front of her, and she looked at him, "You were very kind to me before, but behind the good things, I am very happy with you. This is what I value most, but I feel like my happiness is decreasing after getting married, so I’m very tired.”
They say you can't just think of one person's good for you, but this good also includes happiness and comfort with this person. This thing can compete with many things.
Don’t we all want to live more comfortably and decently
Whether you are comfortable or happy with someone is so important.
The pancakes came, and Ji Huai placed them on her side. He did not continue to eat the noodles. He pondered for a while before speaking, "Marriage and love are always different. Men and women think differently. No one can completely understand someone. People are very complicated. , very fickle.”
"To form a family means that the two of us go against the world together. We are each other's partners and comrades. We have the same goal, and we can't deviate from each other."
"It's probably because you have entered a new role, while my focus is still on my career, and I have ignored your feelings and not regarded myself as a husband."
"terribly sorry."
…
Ji Huai still said a lot intermittently. It was impossible for a person to take care of many aspects at the same time. He couldn't pay attention to her all the time like a dazed young man. It was impossible to fall in love.
He is very busy at work, works overtime a lot and needs improvement. He also has a rational temperament and puts a lot of his thoughts on academics.
To be honest, it was a surprise for him to come to Shen Rou this time. As Ji Huai said at the end, "I gave you all my time after work, but it's not much. I can only try my best to do what I can." Do it.”
"So, I'm not in a hurry about the child, because I might not be able to get away, and I won't be able to let you raise the child as a widow. In that case, you will have to divorce me."
"Eating noodles." Shen Rou pursed her lips, not wanting to talk about this topic. After a while, she still muttered, "It doesn't matter if you are in a hurry, I won't be able to get pregnant."
Thinking about it makes me feel depressed.
Ji Huai: "Take good care of your body first, everything else is secondary."
Her appetite was indeed very small. She only ate half of the noodles Ji Huai gave her, and then drank the soup. After finishing it, she had to put some in his bowl.
Ji Huai pushed the bowl towards her a little, and finally took her small bowl over, gave her his own bowl, and ate her leftover noodles.
In the end, most of the problems were solved by Ji Huai.
After finishing the meal, Shen Rou went to check out, but when she scanned the code, Ji Huai had already handed over the QR code. The landlady was very discerning and scanned his directly.
After all, there is a high probability that men check out more, especially if they are still in love. It would be embarrassing for men to let women check out.
"Didn't you tell me to invite you?" Shen Rou turned her head and looked at him.
Ji Huai took her hand and left, "We're already married, why should we share what's yours with mine? Aren't they all ours?"
This sentence sounded good, even Shen Rou thought about it, and was pulled forward by him.
After walking along the path for a while, the two of them were still holding hands. Shen Rou looked at his back and remembered that the two of them seemed to have lived a peaceful life for a long time.
She stopped suddenly and called him, "Ji Huai."
"Huh?" He stopped and turned around.
"You... carry me on your back?" She hesitated and said.
The two of them held hands at most and rarely kissed outside. All his thoughts were spent on studying, and he really worked hard to get ahead.
He is very purposeful and rational.
She admired this about him the most at first, but later she hated him for being so rational, so rational that she felt that he had already weighed the pros and cons and might give up on her at any time.
Ji Huai seemed stunned and looked around, looking a little unnatural.
It's like saying: We are not young anymore, we are an old couple, still playing like this
"Can you?" She held his hand with her other hand, a little coquettishly, "I walked all day today and my feet are a little weak from walking. Can you carry me? I don't want to leave."
He finally squatted down.
Shen Rou was still full of joy and couldn't wait to lie down on it.
His shoulders were broad, and although they were no strangers to her, her heart still fluttered and she hugged him tightly.
Most people who have ever been deeply in love will understand that feeling.
Even if everyone thinks this person is not good, in her heart, he is the best in the world, and as long as she can stay by his side, she is the happiest thing.
"There's no one on this road. Did it rain this morning? Are you cold?" He looked around and looked for a topic.
"It's not cold." Shen Rou shook her head.
The two of them chatted together, and Shen Rou recalled, "You carried me once before. That time we went hiking in Meishan. I sprained my foot, and you carried me down."
"do you remember?"
"Well, the weight is no different than now." He replied.
"That's how well I kept it."
After she said that, they both laughed.
Cars passed by the two of them from time to time. It was a bit late now, and there were fewer cars on the road. The chirping of insects in the trees kept echoing in their ears.
When he was about to arrive at the hotel, Shen Rou whispered behind him: "In a family, there is a division of labor. As long as we all learn and grow and find a balance point that is comfortable for each other, life will get better and better."
"And I don't want much. All I want is that Ji Huai has me in his heart, has a sense of participation in the family, and doesn't ignore or deal with me. You said that the child's matter is not urgent, but I am very anxious. I am too I want to have our child with you.”
When Ji Huai put her down, Shen Rou couldn't help but stepped forward and hugged him.
She really loved him, and no matter how many times she was disappointed or sad, she still couldn't change the fact that she loved him. When she went on a trip, her heart was actually hung up, and she didn't have a very happy time.
She missed him.