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"No, honey, I believe you."
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The sound coming from the computer made Ji Huai suddenly come back to his senses. He sat on the chair, his mind went blank. There was a movie playing on the computer in front of him, and the characters in it kept talking. The movie was an American TV series, and the two of them finished talking. He hugged her and kissed her several times, and it was hard to let go.
Immediately afterwards, a memory flooded into his mind. Before he could take it in, there was a "clang" and the sound of breaking ceramics in the living room. He stood up immediately and walked out the door.
In the kitchen, a squatting woman wearing a light blue cutout skirt, with silky hair hanging down, was picking up a broken bowl. Because she was not careful, the fragment pricked her fingertips, and she did not touch it. Pay attention and continue to reach out and pick it up slowly.
Shen Qingqing never raised her head, but her shoulders shook violently. Tears burst out of her eyes and splashed on the ground.
Ji Huai came over and saw the blood on her hands. His eyes became angry and he pulled her up. His movements were a little brutal and his tone was stiff, "Didn't you see the blood on your hands?"
Shen Qingqing was startled by him, and almost fell forward when he was pulled, thinking that he was going to hit her. She was so frightened that she cried loudly, and tears burst into her eyes. She felt weak and did not resist, so she was pulled towards the living room by him.
"Don't you have a brain? Can't use a broom? How stupid do you have to be to pick it up with your hands?" He blurted out a curse, with an unpleasant tone and sarcastic words.
He couldn't help but scolded her, but this was not his intention. He was anxious and worried.
Shen Qingqing took a breath and wiped her tears. Crystal tears were rolling in her eye sockets. She looked at him with a dark face, took several deep breaths to adjust her emotions, endured it, and squeezed out a dry smile. , "The basin accidentally slipped just now. My hand hurts when I scratch it. You know I am very hypocritical. I like to cry when it hurts. In fact, I don't want to cry, but I am just hypocritical."
She tried to lighten the atmosphere, laughed twice as she spoke, and repeated a few self-deprecating words to free her hand from his.
Ji Huai didn't let go, his grip was a bit strong, and he pulled her to sit down on the sofa. Then he got up and went to look for the medicine box under the TV cabinet, "Stop the bleeding first to avoid inflammation."
The relationship between the two didn't seem to be very harmonious, but he couldn't lie about how distressed he felt when he saw her injured.
"I'm in good health. I'll be fine in a few days. It's not a serious injury." Shen Qingqing leaned forward, pretending to be calm and took out two pieces of paper from the coffee table, using the paper to cover the wound.
"This will cause infection. Do you have any common sense?" He quickly walked over and snatched the tissue from her hand. Because he was anxious, his face looked a little ugly, which sounded like a reprimand.
"No, it can't be?" Her hand froze in the air, and she put it down again in embarrassment. Her uninjured right hand grasped the edge of the sofa. She didn't know what expression to put on, and she didn't know what action to make. She was at a loss and embarrassed.
Ji Huai said nothing, frowned and tightened his lips, opened the medicine box, took out the medicine, placed it on the table, took her hand and applied it to stop the bleeding.
"Myself..." Shen Qingqing originally wanted to refuse, but looking at him who lowered his head seriously, he held back the words that came to his lips, and tears flashed in the corners of his eyes.
Look, she is so worthless, she actually thinks he is distressed, otherwise why would she be so anxious
But reason told her that it was not the case. Ji Huai no longer loved her. It was just that she shamelessly wanted to covet the warmth of this moment and enjoy it more and less.
Neither of them spoke, and the atmosphere was a bit heavy.
Ji Huai received the memories in his mind. The system showed that he had completed many tasks and eliminated the resentment value for himself, but he had no previous memories, only the memories of this life.
In this life, he was a taciturn and dull scumbag. He was ordinary, handsome and honest, and he didn't know how to make trouble for himself. There was nothing outstanding about him. Shen Qingqing is his blind date, and strictly speaking, he is also the first person he likes.
The other party is an employee within the system. He used to work in a town nearly 30 kilometers away from here. He would take her back and forth, twice in the morning and evening, and would never miss a day. He would also buy her breakfast, so as not to worry about her being cold or that she would be hungry. I tried my best to be kind to her, but I was afraid that this matter would go wrong.
In the past, all his blind date partners were picky about him. Shen Qingqing had a stable job, looked good to him, and was the best among his blind date partners. He cherished it very much. After dating for more than half a year, she was finally ready to get married. She was also transferred to the city. Her family bought a house for the two of them, and they got married naturally.
Logically speaking, the two of them should start a sweet life. But then he discovered that when the introducer introduced Shen Qingqing to her, he actually introduced him to his cousin Ji Xi first. Shen Qingqing seemed to like him, but in the end Ji Xi didn't agree, so it was his turn.
If you think about it carefully, Ji Xi has a humorous personality and is loved by his elders and teachers. However, he follows Ji's father and is clumsy-tongued and sensitive. How could Shen Qingqing choose him if he wasn't attracted by Ji Xi? He has had no sense of presence at home since he was a child, and Grandpa Ji and Grandma Ji don't look at him at all. He has been living in the shadow of his peers, getting more and more into the shadows.
He went to an ordinary university and couldn't find a job. His family arranged for him to work as a contract clerk, earning a salary that would make him starve. He had to rely on his father, who was not good at words, to go on a blind date. The "remaining" thing is that the other person didn't like him at first, which he couldn't accept because he already had low self-esteem and overthinking.
Shen Qingqing has a cheerful temperament and loves to laugh, like a little girl with nothing to worry about. When she smiles, her two dimples are very beautiful, and she is not the same person as him at all. When he went back for the New Year last year, he bumped into Shen Qingqing and Ji Xi chatting. They laughed so much that it hurt his eyes. The two of them looked really good for each other. Did you feel wronged by marrying him
His "wretched" character is also reflected in his emotions. I feel that Shen Qingqing was very enthusiastic towards him from the beginning. I am afraid that she got it from many boys. She must be impure and not worthy of him being so kind to her. He began to force himself not to be so nice to her and to sing the opposite. It felt like there was a thorn in his heart that he couldn't swallow or spit out. It was impossible for him to tell her. If Aunt Ji's family found out, they would laugh out loud.
Shen Qingqing was originally the person he held in his palm, and after getting married, she was like a child. He didn't like to talk, and his personality was dull and boring, but she liked to talk, was bold and interesting, and he also liked her very much, doting on her. , As good as she can be, his life is very simple, he just wants to live a simple and ordinary life by his wife. But after feeling hurt, he felt that these behaviors were very frivolous. When he thought about teasing other men in the same way, the words he said were very hurtful. He said that she was not serious and that this kind of girl was a waste. Suppressing her became a daily routine.
Torturing herself and her, the smile on Shen Qingqing's face gradually disappeared, and her eyes were almost blinded by tears. She didn't know why the person who was always obedient to her changed, and became no longer in love with her, unable to communicate, and he She felt wronged by marrying him. If she married Ji Xi, she would definitely be happy every day.
She was almost tortured into depression and couldn't help but file for divorce.
How could he get divorced? He had nothing to achieve in his life. He was assigned a job, a blind date, and a house to marry her. When he pursued her, he really wanted to get married quickly. His parents kept urging him to get married and have children as soon as possible. But he really liked her, and he gave her everything he could. He has an emotional mysophobia and a virginity complex, so it is impossible for him to get divorced.
Shen Qingqing couldn't stand it anymore, and the quarrel became more and more fierce. He was in pain and she was helpless. After torturing each other and exhausting their relationship, she began to move out of the house and the two separated. He was unwilling and continued to make trouble and tried every means to prevent the divorce.
In the end, she really suffered from severe depression. She still had a baby in her belly, but she couldn't save it in the end. After the abortion, there were complications. She was tortured by the disease to the point of death, but he still didn't want to let go.
What's funny is that later it was discovered that the introducer had indeed introduced Shen Qingqing to Ji Xi first. The Shen family thought he was good, but Aunt Ji thought his son should find a better one. She disliked Shen Qingqing for working in the town and didn't know what he could do. She couldn't be transferred back to the city, and the Shen family couldn't marry the RV, so they refused. However, Ji Xi, who saw Shen Qingqing's photo, was interested in her and liked her a little. He was angry for a while when he learned that she was marrying Ji Huai.
Shen Qingqing didn't remember that a blind date like Ji Xi appeared, but she knew that Ji Huai was on a blind date. They were in the next class in junior high school, and she liked him very much. Her aunt happened to know Ji's father's classmate, so the two added WeChat and started chatting.
She was particularly enthusiastic towards him at first, racking her brains to tease and tease him, trying to impress him who was boring.
He is just a useless salted fish. He doesn't want to work hard and has no thoughts, so he just lives his life. He doesn't make any money and has no desire to spend money. He just wants to spend his life clinging to the assets given by his parents. But in the end, she She was seriously ill, and he sold everything his parents gave him without rescuing her.
"Alright, thanks."
Shen Qingqing made a noise to disrupt his memory. She took her hand away from his, looked at the treated wound, stood up and walked to the kitchen, "I have to sweep it away, otherwise I will be cut again later."
Ji Huai looked down at the palm of his hand. The softness just now seemed to be still there. He looked up at the charming figure, stood up and walked over, taking the broom in her hand and said, "I'll do it."