At the dinner table, the family was chatting lively.
Shen Qingqing sat next to Ji Huai, followed closely by Ji's mother and father, on the other side were Grandma Ji and Grandpa Ji, and Uncle Ji's family and Aunt Ji sat opposite.
None of the three members of Ji's father's family spoke very much, and had almost no sense of presence. Aunt Ji always had to be active and liven up the atmosphere. The only one who could talk was Shen Qingqing. Every time she came and went, it was she who everyone asked.
She has a calm temperament and is modest and unassuming. She has an easy-to-get-together face, small and fair, and her eyes bring out a faint smile when she looks at people, giving people a very comfortable and sincere feeling.
Doesn't Aunt Ji just want to hear everyone exaggerate in this situation? Ji Zilan doesn't know how to boast, why not just get admitted to an ordinary undergraduate degree? If you have the ability, put it first. In her mind, just like her mother, she looks down on Aunt Ji's behavior and doesn't want to give her any face.
Aunt Ji would still say a few words in a pretentious manner, and her heart was filled with panic at the thought of giving money, but Shen Qingqing didn't feel that much. She answered questions and had a warm attitude. In the end, Aunt Ji and she started chatting. .
On this occasion, it got involved in the marriage of the younger generation.
Aunt Ji was not very good at talking, so she opened her mouth and said to Ji Xi and Ji Zilan, "It's time for you to get married. You are already quite old. Especially Zilan, you have to think about it seriously."
"I didn't think so." Ji Zilan lowered her head and ate her meal with a grimace.
"How can you not want to?" Aunt Ji disagreed. She wanted to say something, but she was severely criticized by Ji Zilan, "I don't want to live a trivial life in marriage. Isn't there anything else in life besides getting married and having children? Having children. When a child comes out, he still needs to be educated. You have been accompanying him to school for six years, and then you have to save money to buy a car and a house. Is that interesting?"
"Your life is so long, why bother yourself?"
As soon as these words came out, the atmosphere at the dinner table suddenly became awkward. Grandpa Ji and Grandma Ji looked ugly. Children are a burden. Aren't we all born to our parents
Aunt Ji looked at her face and scolded her first, "What are you talking about? Are you still reasonable?! I tell you, we will go on a blind date during the Chinese New Year. If we don't settle down, do you have the face to meet someone?!"
Ji Zilan is stubborn and arrogant, and she really wants to see things through to the end.
Ji Xi winked at her and opened her mouth to ease the atmosphere, "Marriage is fate. There is nothing you can do if you don't get anxious. My sister has also been looking for her. She is not unmarried, so her family should not put too much pressure on her. The divorce rate is high nowadays. , everyone is getting married later, so we still have to be cautious.”
"Yes, don't rush me. Qingqing and Xiaohuai didn't fall in love at first sight, they all depend on fate." Ji's mother also answered to resolve the embarrassment.
"It really depends on fate. If you are not married, just pick it up slowly. It will be a lifetime thing anyway, so I made a mistake." Although Aunt Ji looked embarrassed, she also walked down the steps, a little bit self-deprecating.
Her husband has no future and her life is hard. Her parents-in-law are seriously ill and she has to take care of the child alone. She has to swallow all the pain in her stomach. There is nothing cool about her and she has lost all her edges.
In fact, her intention was very good, she just wanted to remind Ji Zilan to be cautious and find her early. Her niece was not as relaxed and comfortable as she said. A few years ago, her sister-in-law arranged a blind date for her. , I just want to find someone who transcends social classes and has a higher eye than the top. Coupled with Aunt Ji's powerful temperament, if I continue to stir up trouble, there will be no place to cry. But he is not a good example. Instead, he is embarrassing himself, so he should just shut up.
"Anyway, these two in our family are worried. I can't fall asleep thinking about it every day." Aunt Ji sighed and brought the topic to Shen Qingqing. "There haven't been children in this house for a long time. , I am not that lucky, it is better to have a child early, while your parents are still young, if you are smart, have a child as soon as possible, and someone will take care of it for you!"
"Yes, Aunt Wang's grandson next door is as old as you, and she has given birth to a second child." Speaking of this, Grandma Ji also answered.
Shen Qingqing really didn't want to deal with it, so she pretended to be shy and touched Ji Huai with her elbow, "Grandma is talking to you."
Ji Xi was sitting opposite her, looking straight at her. He raised his head to pick up the dishes in front of her. Ji Huai just reached out with his chopsticks and picked up the chicken wings next to him. Knowing that Shen Qingqing was deliberately pushing the problem to him, Ji Huai looked at Grandma Ji nodded honestly and responded perfunctorily, "Grandma, I understand."
There are no guarantees, and I don’t want to say much. I just don’t want to talk too much. Shen Qingqing has always asked for contraception, but now he doesn't even use it. There is no chance at all. His wife hasn't even coaxed her yet, so he doesn't dare to think about the child.
"It's good to know." Grandma Ji just thought he agreed, and felt that the relationship between the two was good. Shen Qingqing was also satisfied when she saw it, and her eyes were filled with laughter.
In Ji Xi's opinion, Ji Huai is very boring, just like a piece of wood. No matter how good-tempered and interesting Shen Qingqing is, it's all in vain. Ji Huai is really lucky.
Shen Qingqing looked at the chicken wings in the bowl, lowered her head and ate silently. Ji Huai was quite polite, and she knew enough not to bring up the topic again, so as not to bring it back to herself.
Ji Zilan put down her chopsticks and left after finishing her meal. She was scornful at first glance.
Seeing this, everyone felt more or less uncomfortable eating the meal. After finishing the meal, Grandma Ji and Mother Ji accompanied Aunt Ji to chat about the problems between the parents of the east and the west, and several juniors returned to their rooms.
The wedding room of Ji Huai and his wife is right next to Ji's father and mother's room. It was originally Ji Huai's house. It was renovated after their marriage and looks very new.
She sat on the bed, holding the red envelope in her hand, and got up to ask Ji Xi how much they had given her. However, Ji Huai was not very happy and said, "What are you asking them for? Just what Ji Zilan did just now." The attitude must be two hundred."
"Not necessarily, right? Not getting married is a person's freedom, and Gutong is also a non-marriage person." Shen Qingqing didn't take this matter to heart at all. In the final analysis, he just ignored it and didn't care.
"She doesn't call it non-marriage, she calls it resentment and whims." He lay down on the bed, put his hands under his head, looked at her sitting on the bedside, and said slowly, "If you are worldly at heart, then You have to follow the masses and live a secular life. If you don’t want to, then you have to really see through it and figure it out, otherwise you will make things difficult for yourself.”
There is a big difference between Gu Tong and Ji Zilan. One makes a choice after weighing the pros and cons, and prepares for the consequences. Living a lifetime is to experience life. In the end, Gu Tong is indeed unmarried and has no children. His life is considered comfortable and his life is not in vain. One time, the other one was picking and choosing, without any self-awareness, and now he is still picking everywhere, feeling that others are inferior to him, and he hates marrying and has to put all kinds of high-sounding labels on him. The two are very contradictory in themselves.
"I don't believe you can see so clearly, so you are worldly at heart, right?" Shen Qingqing asked with a slight snort when she heard what he said.
"I'm worldly." Ji Huai said without any hesitation, "My dream in this life is to have a wife who can warm me on the bed. I don't have any extravagant expectations."
There is no one more worldly than him.
"..." Shen Qingqing couldn't refute him, so she took the red envelope and cash to ask Ji Xi how much he had paid.
Just as she was about to stand up, she found Ji Huai holding her back with a bad expression, "I'll give you three hundred, what else do you need to ask?"
"I don't know how much they gave me, I have to ask." Shen Qingqing pulled his hand away.
"Then five hundred." Ji Huai sat up and took out the cash and gave it to her, "Just give her five hundred. Mom only gave her three hundred. After all, we still pay back."
Although he didn't think much of Aunt Ji, he didn't have a bad impression either.
"What's wrong?" She didn't understand. "Aren't you making trouble? Of course we have to unify, otherwise Aunt Ji will say that we are rich and steal the limelight. Isn't this causing trouble for ourselves? Besides, maybe Ji Xi Did they give one thousand?"
"How could it be a thousand?" Ji Huai thought she was joking.
"I heard from my mother that their cousin was given a thousand when she got married, and my sister-in-law gave birth to a child. Don't you also have only one cousin? My sister-in-law stayed with me for six years before getting into college. She must be very happy, although she is not very generous. , but she’s not very generous to herself. If she doesn’t have money, there’s nothing she can do about it. What if they take this opportunity to give more? It’s not easy for my sister-in-law either.”
"My mother has told me since I was a child that if you have a good life and live a good life, you will have great luck. If fate plays tricks on you, you won't be able to escape and you won't be able to live well."
Shen Qingqing is like this, always thinking of the good side of people. Although she also saw Aunt Ji and her son thinking about the five thousand yuan that Grandpa Ji said, it was something Grandpa Ji agreed to on his own initiative. There was no fight or grab, it was just Zhang Zizhen's hard work. harvest. Aunt Ji is one of those people who has been tricked by fate. She can't live well herself, so how can she be nice to the people around her? How to survive and how to raise her son are what she has to do.
Zhang Zizhen is still wearing pirated canvas shoes worth tens of yuan, which have turned white after washing, and there are yellow stains on the collar. Aunt Ji is wearing clothes worth dozens of yuan. All the complaints made by Aunt Ji towards her are probably half of her. Reasons, but there were also many things she couldn't change.
"Then I'll give you one thousand, why do you ask?" Ji Huai still didn't let her go, he was very stubborn.
Shen Qingqing didn't pay attention to the angle of the problem. Anyway, he had no sense of presence in this family. He had no feelings for Aunt Ji, and he didn't have the temperament to take the initiative to understand her. He didn't have the ability to empathize.
Although I think she is right now, I suddenly understand Aunt Ji's difficulty. It is fate and life that have forced each other to be like this. I used to think that Aunt Ji is not a good person, maybe a little, but it is more helpless.
But it was impossible to agree to Shen Qingqing's search for Ji Xi because he still wanted to "make trouble".
Shen Qingqing felt that he was really being unreasonable and didn't understand what she was saying at all. She simply ignored him and got up and left the room to see if she could ask Ji Xi. She also asked Ji's mother for her opinion before giving the red envelope and tried not to leave any clues. .
Ji Xi was in the room. Ji Zilan didn't have a room, so she was also in his room. She said in a very irritable tone, "What does it have to do with her whether I get married or not? She's so rude and annoying. Why don't she come back and ask for money?" ? He’s so shameless.”
Aunt Ji often complained about Aunt Ji, so Ji Zilan and Ji Xi grew up in such an environment and had a bad impression of Aunt Ji. He doesn't look at other things, and he doesn't know the other person's difficulties. He just thinks that this sister-in-law is a vampire. Aunt Ji feels that if her married daughter doesn't bring something back or give her money during the holidays, she is being stingy and stingy, raising her in vain and making constant complaints.
They looked down upon Sister-in-law Ji because she did not marry well and had many misfortunes in her husband's family. They had no pity and felt more like she deserved it. However, Ji Xi was a man and men would not care too much about these things. Ji Zilan would be sarcastic and sarcastic.
Seeing that Ji Xi wanted to give a red envelope of six hundred, she was not happy, "Do you have too much money and no place to spend it? Two hundred is enough, who can make money easily?"
"Who will pay back two hundred now?" Ji Xi felt that he drove a car worth more than three hundred thousand, and he couldn't get rid of the money. In the final analysis, it was a matter of face.
"No." Ji Zilan refused to let him give 600. She felt that she was beating a dog in Roubaozi and would rather give alms to outsiders than to Aunt Ji. She asked Ji Xi to give 200 like her.
Of course Ji Xi is not willing to say it out loud and make people laugh.
Before Shen Qingqing came to ask, Ji Zilan took the initiative to come out. When he saw her in the yard, the first thing he said in a low voice was, "We will all give you two hundred. Don't give more, otherwise you will make a joke."
She wants to recruit Shen Qingqing to join the gang. Doesn't she know this brother yet? If all three people are given the same amount, there will be no loss of face.
"Is two hundred too few?" Shen Qingqing thought it was at least three hundred. After all, Ji's mother gave three hundred. They were both young people and both had good jobs. Moreover, she and Ji Huai were given one share. If It's only two hundred, which is more or less unjustifiable.
"I have no money." Ji Zilan said confidently, "Aren't you trying to drag us along?"
"That's not what I meant. We will also give you two hundred." Shen Qingqing did not want to be in the limelight, so she immediately decided to be like them.
After a while, I asked Ji's mother if she wanted Ji Huai to give one too. After all, Ji's mother gave three hundred. If only two of them gave two hundred, it would probably be too much.
Just after the decision was made, Ji Xi also came out and said he would give eight hundred.
Ji Zilan was so anxious that she resisted immediately and scolded Ji Xi under her breath, but he had already wrapped the red envelopes and told them to give them as much as they wanted without paying attention to him.
"Didn't you just say six hundred?" Ji Zilan was so angry that she vomited blood. She was not willing to give the money to Aunt Ji. She might as well keep it to buy an extra set of cosmetics.
"Just this once, eight hundred sounds auspicious." Ji Xi made an excuse for himself. In fact, he heard Shen Qingqing's words, and it was impossible for her to look down on him and think he was stingy.
Ji Huai is poor. He has only worn a few clothes since he was a child. He can't bear to go out for a cup of milk tea. He doesn't spend any money, let alone have any quality of life. He has never invited them to dinner once, and like this Would you really be happy if you were together
He didn't believe it.
If I paid 800 this time, I would probably have to talk about Ji Huai's salary for a few months if I go back. Shen Qingqing is a more easy-going and generous person, so she definitely can't stand Ji Huai. .
Eight hundred yuan was within Shen Qingqing's acceptance range, so she also said, "Like big brother, let's give him eight hundred yuan."
Ji Zilan's face was like pork liver, she was so angry that she didn't give Ji Xi a good look.
Ji Xi didn't pay much attention. Later he found that Ji Huai looked ugly. It seemed that he was very distressed by the red envelope. Seeing that the other party had a gloomy face all the time, he felt a little relieved for no reason.
Last year, when Aunt Ji showed him photos of Shen Qingqing, he felt at first glance that this woman was easy to get along with and gave people a spring breeze. Her family background and working location did make him hesitate. Who knew that Aunt Ji would not like her? , he refused directly, and then he was attracted by Ji Huai like a drama.
If he didn't marry Ji Huai and never saw her again, maybe it would be nothing. After marrying into a family, she had more or less other ideas. Seeing that Grandma Ji and the others were attracted to Shen Qingqing, they regretted it even more. Ji Huai is such an arrogant person. Anyone who is with him feels bored. How can the two of them have a good life
He originally planned to watch a show. Shen Qingqing's marriage to Ji Huai was definitely a wrong decision, but it was impossible for him to marry a woman from his second marriage. But later he found that the relationship between the two was getting better and better, and the conditions of his girlfriends were not very good. In this way, he was not as good as Shen Qingqing, and the blind date was not smooth. Aunt Ji was picky, which made him feel even more depressed. Same as Ji Zilan, but he just saw Ji Huai Shutan who was not as good as him.
Around five o'clock in the afternoon, everyone had another simple dinner and then left one after another. Zhang Zizhen, who received the red envelope, had a smile on his face. After thanking him, he carefully put the red envelope away.
In his eyes, it doesn't matter what other people think of him. With this money, he can reduce Aunt Ji's burden. He can save some money and spend it for several months. In a few days, he will take out a loan to pay his tuition and pay for the summer vacation. If you can go to work, try to make money as soon as possible.
"Is your novel recommended at 4:30 in the afternoon?" Shen Qingqing asked Ji Huai on the way back.
"I don't know." He replied firmly.
"You don't care?" She deliberately looked for a topic, "I'll go check it out later and get more clicks for you."
Click to favorite, comment and reward, but it’s all data.
Ji Huai didn't reply to her.
Shen Qingqing narrowed her eyes and looked sideways at him. She knew that this man had been angry from the beginning, and she didn't know why. She asked, "Do you think eight hundred is too much?"
Logically speaking, it shouldn't be the case. He doesn't care about money that much.
"You can give as much as you want." Ji Huai replied.
"Then why are you keeping a straight face? Are you trying to show me your face?" She didn't understand. He changed his face as soon as he said it, but this time it was different from before. He didn't make a fuss, he just had a face.
Taking advantage of the green light, he looked at her and said simply, "You can give her as much as you want. What are you going to ask Ji Xi for? What are you going to do with him? How much he gives is his business, what does it have to do with us?"
"I have to give the same thing." Shen Qingqing explained.
He said: "Ji Zilan only gives five hundred, just give it whatever you want."
"I don't know about this." Shen Qingqing didn't expect this. At that time, Ji Zilan didn't put forward any opinions or disagreements. Who would have thought that Momo took the red envelope bag and only filled it with 500. She thought it was 800, and it stands to reason that it was 800. Otherwise, the other party should speak up and discuss it together.
"It's no use asking. You're still looking for it. If you tell me you won't go, you'll go." The street lights turned on and Ji Huai drove forward. His tone was still uncomfortable, but he was smart. It wasn't just making noise, it was more like Whining, controlled to one point.
"Next time, ask yourself. I won't do this kind of thing, and I won't care about it." Shen Qingqing was also angry and leaned back, not wanting to look at him.
Actually, on second thought, Ji Huai, Ji Xi and Ji Zilan were not very close. The temperaments of those two people were different from his. They were the ones who stole the limelight, while he was unknown, taciturn, and often forgotten. Because of this, he may have felt that she "abandoned" him and became close to those two people.
She didn't want to be serious with him about this matter. Who told him to have low self-esteem and be sensitive
"You didn't let me go. If I go, I will go. You can't go anyway." Ji Huai continued.
Shen Qingqing had just explained it for him in her heart, but when he said this, she couldn't explain it. She really didn't know why he was crazy, "Someone must go, why can't I go if you go?"
Ji Huai didn't say anything, but his face said: You can't go!
She was really angry when he didn't speak, but Ji Huai didn't argue with her or get angry at her. She had nowhere to vent her anger, so she didn't pay attention to him anymore.
Gu Tong happened to send a message. She typed it and sent it. After a lot of complaints, the other party sent a few laughing expressions and said bluntly, "Isn't this jealous? He has a bit of inferiority complex. In his eyes, Ji Xibi He's good, if you go to Ji Xi, of course he won't be happy, he didn't even say he likes you, how do you expect him to tell you that he's jealous?"
Shen Qingqing didn't believe it: "According to this logic, I can't contact other people? He will be jealous."
Gu Tong looked at the problem quite objectively and quickly replied to her: "Ji Huai has been compared with Ji Xi since he was a child, so he is particularly sensitive, has a somewhat inferior self-esteem, and has a twisted personality. It is unlikely that he will talk to you directly. He I don’t have many friends in the first place, I only have you, I have a strong desire to control and value you, so it’s normal to be jealous, but I don’t understand the extent and scope of jealousy.”
Hearing what the other party said, Shen Qingqing became less angry. She would not take the initiative to coax Ji Huai. Who can guess how bad it is to keep something secret and keep it in your heart? If he likes to hold it in, then he will continue to feel uncomfortable.
Originally thinking that it was just a stalemate, Ji Huai saw a fruit shop next to him and took the initiative to ask her: "Do you want to eat fruit? I'll buy some for you."
This was a disguised show of goodwill, which was really not easy for him. Shen Qingqing gave him face, "I want to eat oranges and grapefruits."
"I'll buy it." Ji Huai parked the car aside, got out of the car and went to the fruit shop.
He showed a little bit of kindness, and Shen Qingqing thought it was okay. She didn't care about him for now. She looked at the time and saw that it was time to change recommendations. She searched the web on her mobile phone to see that recommendation.
She saw Ji Huai's book at the end of the recommendation. It was still a collection, but it had a cover. The cover was pretty good-looking, mainly black and red, with a few nice big characters written on it: The Mystery of Death. She clicked on the remaining nine books one by one. This was so serious that she didn't want to get angry with Ji Huai.
The most book has more than 500 collections, and the least one book has 98 collections. Ji Huai only has one. She hurriedly read his latest one, voted for recommendation, and received ten as a gift. flower.
Gu Tong was lying at home watching a drama. Shen Qingqing sent several messages to the group of the three of them. In addition to the two of them, there was also Li Tong. The other party graduated from college and married far away, but the three of them had always been in contact. very nice.
Shen Qingqing: If you have collected it, you have to click to read it, so that you can have the data.
Shen Qingqing: Please, please.
She sent the link to Ji Huai's book and asked them to help collect it and click on it to read it, so that the data would be valid. She was still very anxious as she spoke.
Gutong said lazily: Didn't you just complain about him? Wouldn't it be better if the novel didn't hit the shelves? Whatever he does, ignore him.
Shen Qingqing was holding her cell phone. Ji Huai hadn't come back yet. She also sent a voice message, feeling very worried, "But he has saved more than 200,000 manuscripts. If he can't pass the first recommendation, it will definitely be a big blow."
Gu Tong: "Okay, I'll download an APP and read it by the way."
After a while, Li Tong also replied: "My mobile phone happens to come with this software, please save it too. My husband is also here, I will collect one on his mobile phone."
Shen Qingqing was so moved that she sent a red envelope to the group. The two people were not polite and opened the envelope. After collecting it, they also rewarded the novel with ten red flowers.
Ji Huai's collection of novels increased from one to four. Shen Qingqing still felt that it was not enough, so he read through it a few more times, and still found four.
She thought it was well written, so why didn’t anyone read it
"The melon is good. I bought one. You can try it out." Ji Huai carried the bag and got into the car, put it aside, and handed her a box with cut melons inside.
She likes to eat fruits very much. Melon and cantaloupe are her favorites. She reaches out to take them. She didn't even have a full meal at Ji's house. She was eating fruits while he was driving.
The melon is indeed very sweet and tastes good. He doesn't like to eat fruit as a snack, but he likes to buy it for her. Thinking about it, he didn't bother to get angry with him and asked him, "What will happen if the recommendation doesn't work well this time?"
He was in last place, and she was worried about him.
"It won't be on the shelves, and there will be no more exposure." Ji Huai said lightly.
"What should we do?" Shen Qingqing was anxious and put the melon back on her lips, "Are there no other opportunities?"
That’s too tragic, right? She wouldn't be able to bear it.
"I have no choice but to accept it," Ji Huai replied.
Hearing this, the melon in her hand was no longer sweet, and she was not angry with him. She lowered her head and felt depressed.
Ji Huai just drove into the garage and asked, "Are you full?"
"… Um."
He reached over and took the box, closed it and put it in the bag. He took the bag and got out of the car, then went to the trunk to get the things Ji's mother had given them.
Shen Qingqing, who returned home, has also been paying attention to his novel data, refreshing it every once in a while.
The collection hadn't increased much, and her eyebrows were filled with worry. She checked the updates he posted again and couldn't understand why no one read them? I finally managed to get two collections, but one dropped out later. I’m so angry.
Ji Huai started typing at 8:30 or 9 o'clock some time ago. He started typing at 7 o'clock today and didn't stop in the middle. He didn't know if he was in a bad mood.
She leaned on the bed and looked at his back, not wanting to argue with him about what happened in the afternoon. It was rare for Ji Huai to have such a hobby, and now he had to be poured cold water on him. It must be very sad.
Seeing that it was ten o'clock and he was still typing, she said, "I'm going to sleep."
In the past, he would tell him to give him a few minutes, but today he quit the page directly, closed the computer, walked to the bed, lifted the quilt and got into bed, moving very quickly.
He took the initiative to hug her in the past few days, but now he went to sleep quietly. Shen Qingqing felt that he was sad because of his novel grades, so she asked, "Are you unhappy?"
Ji Huai was originally lying on his back, but when he saw her speaking, he turned around and faced her, "You just realized that I'm unhappy now? Didn't I show it clearly enough?"
He used to get sulky and find other things to get angry about, but now he showed it, just waiting for her to ask, but only asking now made him so angry.
"..." Shen Qingqing sympathized with him, "I've discovered it. You can tell me if you're unhappy. You have a very bad problem. You just like to hold it in. How can I know if you don't tell me? I'll know if you tell me."
Ji Huai looked into her eyes and hesitated for a moment, "I'm very unhappy."
"Yes." She nodded, indicating that she had received it. She had written so many manuscripts, but her grades were so bad, and she was not happy. She comforted him, "You have to believe in yourself, and it doesn't matter..."
Before she finished speaking, he pulled her into his arms, put his hands around her slim waist, and said in a low voice, "It does matter, I don't believe in myself, not at all. I don't want you to have contact with Ji Xi, I’m very unhappy and in a very irritable mood, but I don’t want to be angry with you, and I don’t want to quarrel with you.”
Shen Qingqing had just put her hands on his back, ready to praise his novel and make him regain his confidence. His long words directly confused her.
They don't seem to be on the same channel.
She didn't recover for a long time. Thinking of Gu Tong's words, she tentatively asked, "Are you jealous?"
They have been in love for so long, but he has never confessed, and he is not the kind of person who can talk about love. Their parents are satisfied with each other, and they will get married naturally. There will be no proposal, and there will be no disgusting words.
Ji Huai was actually very face-conscious, so he didn't say anything but hugged her tighter.
Shen Qingqing explained again, "What I just talked about was your novel. I am not recommending the novel..."
"I don't want to talk about this." Ji Huai interrupted domineeringly.
She fell silent, not knowing what to say.
The two of them kept hugging each other like this. After a while, Ji Huai's soft voice echoed in the bedroom, just one word, "Yeah."
Shen Qingqing was also thinking about things in a mess and couldn't react for a moment, "Huh?"
Ji Huai looked up at her with a look of surrender, "I'm jealous, I'm unhappy, I really don't like Ji Xi, I've always avoided contact with her, and I don't like you to contact her, I'm in a very bad mood right now."
The reason is the same as Gu Tong's analysis. Since childhood, the other party's temperament has taken away everyone's attention. He is unwilling to get in touch with him, and he doesn't even like him.
Of course, Ji Xi didn't like him either. He was honest and dull, but his parents bought a house and a car with full payment. He lived a more relaxed life than he did and even married Shen Qingqing.
When he said the last sentence, he emphasized every word, and the unhappiness in his words was revealed. It was clearly displayed on his face, which was very different from his usual appearance.
This was the first time that Shen Qingqing saw him express his unhappiness and care for her. In the past, he always acted like he was good at everything and seemed to have no temper. But his temper was also very inexplicable, making people wonder what was wrong. .
She should have admitted her mistake, comforted him, and finally reassured him, but she couldn't help laughing, her eyebrows arched, and she took the opportunity to educate him, "Why didn't you just say it then? I won't go if you say so."
Ji Huai's face was drawn, awkward and awkward.
Shen Qingqing added: "Do you think I want to go? I'm too lazy to go. It's because you didn't tell me what you were thinking, and I can't read minds. Of course I don't know. You're looking for trouble for yourself, and you keep it in your heart. Don’t you deserve to be unhappy?”
"It's my fault, I deserve it." He began to admit his mistake again, lowered his head and hugged her, burying his head on her shoulder without letting her see his expression. After a while, he said, "Can we not contact you next time? I am not happy."
"Next time if you have an idea, can you tell me directly instead of sulking?" Shen Qingqing asked him, "I will agree if you promise."
"Yeah." He agreed.
She agreed quickly, "It's not a big deal. If you feel uncomfortable, I will try not to contact you and avoid suspicion."
We don’t see each other more than a few times a year.
Ji Huai: "Okay."
Shen Qingqing: "This matter has been resolved."
Ji Huai: "Yeah."
He was still holding her and refused to let go. Shen Qingqing tried to change the subject, "You haven't shown me today's manuscript yet. How much have you written?"
He didn't reply.
"Asking you." She stretched out her finger and poked his shoulder.
Ji Huai: "I didn't write it."
"Ah? Haven't you been typing?" Did she just read it wrong? Played for hours.
"I was garbled." He raised his head again, his voice was soft and hoarse, and a little aggrieved, "I'm not in the mood, and you didn't pay attention to me. You didn't pay attention to me for three hours."
Shen Qingqing: "... aren't you typing?"
"I'm gibberish," he emphasized.
"I don't know." She shook her head, she really didn't know.
Ji Huai: "You didn't notice that I was unhappy, and you didn't promise not to touch Ji Xi in the car. I tolerated it, and even bought you fruit. You only care about the novel and don't care about me. I don't want to write it anymore."
Shen Qingqing: "..."
She discovered that a man’s ability to brainstorm is better than that of a woman. Is it because he writes novels
"It's because you didn't tell me, so I didn't know!" She defended in a loud voice.
After she finished speaking, Ji Huai pressed his lips tightly together to show his aggrieved face and admitted his mistake seriously, "I was wrong! I won't do it next time!"
No matter how funny it looks, he really says the most cowardly words in the toughest tone.
Shen Qingqing bit her lower lip tightly to hold back her laughter. How could there be such a naughty person? She reached out and pushed his shoulder, and said with a smile, "Go and write something now."
Ji Huai felt that she only cared about the novel and didn't care about him anymore. Her unhappiness was clearly visible on her face, and her expression was so ugly that she simply refused, "I don't want to write."
"I want to see it." She thought he was a bit amused, so she pursed her lips and said in a drawl, "Are you going? I won't be happy if you don't go."
If something goes wrong, wouldn't it be okay to just talk about it like this? He just endured it and made her feel uncomfortable too. Isn't that good
"Don't be unhappy." He held it in for a long time before comforting him.
Shen Qingqing was really laughed at by him, and her delicate hands were raised to push him, but Ji Huai leaned down and kissed her. Without kissing, he buried his head in her white and slender neck.
Her toes suddenly curled up, and her hands clenched into fists. An electric current spread from her neck to every cell, and she bit her lower lip.
His warm lips traveled around her neck and fell to her ears, and a gentle and lingering voice came, "I will get up early tomorrow to write, and I will never quarrel with you or get sulky in the future."
Shen Qingqing said nothing, a man's mouth is a lie.
"I have really changed, you believe me." He moved his head over, resting his forehead against hers, still holding her in his arms, bringing her into his arms, holding her tightly, the two of them were intimate, "I will be sadder than I am if you are sad. You are more sad, and if you are sad, I will be sadder than you. You can't sleep, and I haven't slept all night."
He was talking about the previous quarrel between the two and her insomnia.
Shen Qingqing hummed. It was rare for him to apologize, but the good thing was that although this person did not apologize with humility, he would apologize with actions.
"There is no next time, I will talk to you properly."
He had been talking so much, rubbing his forehead all the time, self-examination, always wanting a response from her, and not daring to move if there was no response.
The two of them were too close. Shen Qingqing's delicate pink lips moved slightly and she kissed him. Before she could speak, Ji Huai's eyes suddenly changed and his movements were so urgent that she was shocked and couldn't resist.
Although she had always known that Ji Huai liked her a little and was fascinated by her in bed, this time it was too intense. She only had one feeling, that he wanted to rub her into his body, as if with a long-repressed desire. emotions.
She didn't have the energy to think too much, so she could only let him lead her.