Shen Qingqing left immediately after scolding, and Ji Zilan lost face and left with her tail between her legs.
Gu Tong accompanied Shen Qingqing to get the report results again, and there was nothing unusual about her along the way. There was a small chance that something happened, she was pregnant.
Knowing the result, Shen Qingqing didn't say anything special and walked forward calmly, which made Gu Tong even more worried. As they walked out of the hospital, Gu Tong saw that her shoulders began to tremble violently. She walked up quickly, but tears were already streaming down her face, and tears were falling down.
Seeing her cry, Gu Tong breathed a sigh of relief. It would have been a big problem if he kept it in his heart. She didn't say anything and just handed her a tissue.
During this period, Ji Huai also called. Shen Qingqing took out her cell phone and saw that it was him, and hung up immediately.
On the other side, Ji Huai was buying ingredients in the supermarket. When he saw the phone hanging up, he felt a little panicked. He looked at the time and saw that he was already off work. After waiting for a while, he was still worried and called again, but was still hung up on.
He made a call to Gu Tong, and the other party answered the call, but he didn't know what to say. He could only sigh and hand the phone to Shen Qingqing.
Shen Qingqing's voice was nasal and extremely cold: I don't want to hear his voice.
When Ji Huai heard this, his heart stopped for a moment. He quickly walked out of the supermarket without taking anything and drove directly home.
When he got home, the door was open. He hurriedly entered the bedroom and saw Shen Qingqing packing her luggage.
"Where are you going? Is there any event in the company?" His voice was shaking when he spoke, and he couldn't control it. He couldn't control his body's instinctive reaction. He swallowed and his face looked extremely ugly.
Shen Qingqing was putting clothes in the suitcase. She threw the divorce agreement in the cabinet on the table. "You should have read it. If there are no problems, just sign it."
"What is this?" Ji Huai pretended to be stupid and his expression gradually became stiff.
Shen Qingqing didn't speak. She kept staring at him with red and swollen eyes. She raised her voice and couldn't stop her tears from flowing out. She asked one word at a time, "Don't you know?"
"Qingqing." Seeing her excitement and flushed face, Gu Tong called her softly. Shen Qingqing pointed at Ji Huai and cried to her, "Do you think he doesn't know? He knows! He has always been in his heart. They were all angry, thinking about how to torture me, thinking that I would not dare to divorce, but in the end they were afraid that I would divorce."
"He was afraid during this period. He was trying to please me. He was afraid that if I divorced him and he would become divorced, he would lose face. So he was careful and pretended to admit his mistake. Everything was false."
She cried hard, her vision was blurred and she wiped away her tears. She was a little incoherent and laughed at herself, "Everything is fake, not true. You don't know how much he goes overboard."
Ji Huai wanted to step forward, but Shen Qingqing took a step back.
She was quite right. In his last life, he refused to divorce. On the one hand, he liked her, but on the other hand, he was unwilling to accept his divorce. He had no bright spots since he was a child. After the divorce, he was even more ridiculed, but his reluctance for her gradually surpassed that. Poor self-esteem.
He is the first person she likes, his wife, who has never been so caring. He has severe emotional mysophobia, so he hopes that she is also "pure", so he is so stubborn and learns that she may like Ji Xi. , it was very painful to get into the horn of a bull.
"Everything has a reason. All the quarrels are just because he feels that I am not worthy and he feels that he is at a disadvantage, so he tries to find a balance by torturing me and suppressing me." Shen Qingqing straightened out everything and felt that she was ridiculous , took the clothes and continued to put them in the suitcase, crying and saying, "I'm just a fool. I think it's because I just got married, so I need time to get used to it. I just got married, and it's the first time I left home to spend the New Year at his house. I'm not in the right place in my life." He started quarreling with me in the first year of junior high school. I didn't sleep for several nights. He always took the opportunity to quarrel with me, and he didn't have a good face."
"Later, he thought that I was not good at all. Nothing I did was bad. I couldn't put on makeup or dress well. I couldn't speak. I was stupid. I had no merit in his eyes."
"I was wrong, I'm sorry, I..." Ji Huai reached into her suitcase and took out the clothes. He kept apologizing and tried to hug her but was pushed away.
Even if Shen Qingqing is unhappy, she rarely talks about her marital affairs to the people around her. I'm afraid that my parents will worry, I'm afraid of Gutong, and I'm even more afraid of marriage. I just feel so wronged. There was even a period of time when I was thinking that I might have to go through this stage in my life. Living with another person would inevitably involve bumps and tumbles, but things would get better in the future, but it turned out not to be the case.
Her suppressed emotions exploded, and she put back all the clothes Ji Huai had taken out. She looked extremely disappointed and said to him, "All your accusations, abuses and dislikes, if they are all due to your temper, No, I can understand everything you say without hesitation, but you are not. You hope to turn me into a very bad person by suppressing me, because you think I have been on a blind date with Ji Xi, so I am dirty. In your heart, I don’t deserve your kindness. You are calculating, you are comparing, maybe I will never deserve your forgiveness.”
"How could there be a person with such a character? You have already condemned me in your heart. Is it a death penalty? All the kindness I do to you is atonement, and the kindness you do to me is charity."
Shen Qingqing's crystal tears rolled in her eye sockets, and she looked at him with a wry smile, "Why bother? I'm so tired too. Since you can't get over the hurdle in your heart, just let yourself go and let me go, okay?"
No one knows Ji Huai's stubbornness better than her. He is sensitive and has low self-esteem. Ji Zilan is right. He is actually very stingy, otherwise he would not fight her desperately for one thing.
Exhaust all efforts. One moment she might have been quite happy, but the next moment she thought about it, she was sarcastic and wanted to throw all the dirty words at her.
"Not good." Ji Huai shook his head without hesitation, his eyes were red, "I have really changed, and I have been making up for it. It was a misunderstanding. There is something wrong with my temperament, and I have also changed it during this period. I have changed a lot. Isn't it right?" ?"
He hopes to get her approval because he has really changed. In his previous life, he later became a very humble and gentle person, not so arrogant. He had a rich spiritual world and didn't care about anyone's opinions.
"False." Shen Qingqing didn't believe him at all. She just thought that he was just afraid of divorce. When she was coaxed, it was a new round of violent attacks, and she couldn't bear it anymore.
After saying that, she closed the suitcase, pulled it and walked out. Ji Huai was fighting with her, not letting her go. He grabbed her hand, his nose twitched slightly, his thin lips turned white, and he suppressed his voice, " Are my feelings for you also fake? Can’t you feel it?”
He loves her very much. Although he has not said it out loud, he has never hidden his love during this period. He is not good at expressing it and can only use actions.
Shen Qingqing stretched out her hand to wipe away her tears. She didn't reply and kept walking out.
Ji Huai refused to let her go and stopped her to grab the suitcase again.
"Let go!" Shen Qingqing cried so hard that she was out of breath. She pushed him with one hand and grabbed him with the other, and her body shook twice.
Gu Tong didn't want to get involved in the two people's affairs, but he was just afraid of something happening. He supported her and reminded Ji Huai with a frown, "She's pregnant. Don't argue with her."
Ji Huai froze suddenly and did not dare to fight with her again. He was really panicking this time.
According to his memory, Shen Qingqing was found to be pregnant after she filed for divorce with him in the last life, but the fight was too fierce and she couldn't keep it. She didn't get pregnant at the same time in this life. He thought he had escaped pregnancy, but why was she still pregnant
He had a splitting headache, and he didn't dare to stimulate her anymore, for fear of hurting her and the child, which would make him regret it for the rest of his life. He quickly took a step back, suppressing his emotions and said, "I won't fight with you, so don't get excited. "
Shen Qingqing gasped quickly and cried until she was short of breath. She dragged her luggage and looked at Gutong with tears in her eyes, "Shall we go?"
Seeing that Shen Qingqing insisted on leaving, Gu Tong could only step forward to help her carry her luggage, and said to Ji Huai, "Let's calm down for a while first."
One knew he was wrong and said it was a misunderstanding, but no one knew what he thought specifically. The other was heartbroken and just felt that everything was fake and that he must get a divorce. I definitely can't talk well now.
Shen Qingqing followed Gu Tong, and Ji Huai followed behind. He didn't dare to speak, but he refused to leave. When they got in the car, he drove to follow them.
Gu Tong looked at Ji Huai behind him through the rearview mirror, and then at Shen Qingqing who couldn't stop crying. Tears were streaming down her face, and she didn't know how to comfort him.
Her parents divorced when she was young, and she grew up on her own. Marriage and children were a burden to her, so she loved herself the most, but she was very selfish. Shen Qingqing and she were obviously different people, and she couldn't persuade her.
Shen Qingqing lived with Gu Tong in the dormitory of the unit, and they slept together. However, Shen Qingqing got married not long after living there, so she lived alone and there was only one bed.
The dormitory was full of Gutong's things, and the decorations were very exquisite. Shen Qingqing was very embarrassed, but Gutong didn't care. It was the dormitory for two people. She put her things aside and poured her a glass of water.
Ji Huai followed over and stood at the door. His voice was a little hoarse. He looked at Shen Qingqing's back and said, "I remembered something before. I wonder if you still remember it. When I was in the third grade of junior high school, I was playing At the water stairwell, you didn’t wear your water card, and then you took the initiative to borrow it from me... "
What he was talking about was the first time they met. She borrowed his water card, and later made an excuse to treat him to candy. He was shy and walked away quickly with his head lowered. He didn't even know what her face looked like. Didn't see clearly.
That girl still made him feel emotional for a while, one of the few throbbing moments in his youth. He pursed his lips tightly and rarely expressed his feelings, "I admit, I woke up after seeing the divorce agreement. Compared with everything else, I feel that as long as you are here, I don't care about anything. What do you think? Same, I panicked, I was scared, and I started to analyze myself. Later I realized that it was a misunderstanding, and I regretted it very much. I started to be cautious because I was afraid that you would think bad of me and would reject me, not because I was afraid of being divorced."
"This period of time is not fake. I don't want any face."
Shen Qingqing listened to him and didn't respond. She just cried. She paused for a long time and didn't look back. She just said, "You should leave quickly."
Let her calm down for a while, her mind is so confused and hurting.
Gu Tong reached out and closed the door, cutting off Ji Huai.
Shen Qingqing lay on her stomach, closed her sore eyes, and breathed in from time to time. Two drops fell down her eyes, and the tip of her nose was red. It made people feel distressed to see it.
Gu Tong took a look outside the window from time to time. Ji Huai seemed to be gone. He opened the door and saw that his car was still parked below. He looked anxious and frustrated just now. He was no less sad than Shen Qingqing. He didn't dare to say that this time. It’s also quite annoying.
Love means you toss me and I toss you. Maybe she sees it too clearly and thinks it’s not bad to sleep alone and watch dramas.
It was getting dark, and Shen Qingqing was probably tired of crying. She looked at Gu Tong, feeling aggrieved and said, "Tongtong, I'm hungry..."
Gutong didn't know how to cook, and there were only noodles when she opened the refrigerator. She often ate takeout, but Shen Qingqing was pregnant, so she didn't dare to let her eat takeout, so she was thinking about making something to eat.
Egg noodles
This stumped her. Shen Qingqing's phone vibrated twice. It was a message from Ji Huai: I made food and left it at the door. Don't starve yourself.
Gu Tong also saw the content of the text message. She opened the door and saw a lunch box at the door. She breathed a sigh of relief, carried it back and said to her, "Come and eat if you are hungry."
Shen Qingqing was still arguing about whether to cry or not, "I don't want to eat what he made."
How could there be such a person? She was so stingy and stubborn to keep everything in her heart and look for opportunities to take so-called revenge. Besides, this was just a misunderstanding. She had suffered so many injustices and suffered so many sins in vain. How many times had she cried? How could it pass so easily
"Aren't you torturing yourself? You are still pregnant with the child, so just treat it as what he cooks for your child. The child will always be half as good as him, right? He doesn't pay anything, and you have to suffer and feed him. He should cook !" Gu Tong opened the lunch box and said to her.
Ji Huai also prepared her share and was quite discerning.
Hearing this, Shen Qingqing felt that she was right. She cried so hard that she had no energy left, so she sat down to eat.
The lunch box contained two vegetables, one braised pork, two pieces of fried sea fish and a portion of lean corn soup. Shen Qingqing gave half of the rice and half of the vegetables to Gu Tong, and said to her while eating, "I will definitely I wanted to divorce him! I shouldn’t have delayed it at that time.”
"Leave!" Gu Tong finished the meal with the bowl in her hands. She was actually hungry, but she didn't dare to act like a "rice cook."
Ji Huai's cooking skills are not bad, and he is quite smart. He knows how to deliver meals to his wife and children, so it is not hopeless.
"There is something wrong with his character. How could there be such a person?" Shen Qingqing choked up as she spoke. Her food was no longer fragrant and she felt miserable. "I'm still pregnant. How could I be pregnant? He must have done it on purpose. , He did it on purpose..."
Gutong knew that she was venting, and his attitude was serious. He scolded her and said, "It's okay. I will raise this child with you. My house will be handed over next year. There is a school next door to us. We can enroll for free. You will have a stable salary." , It’s okay if you don’t want a man, you can raise it yourself.”
"It's so tiring to be with him..." Shen Qingqing lowered her head, wiping her tears while eating, "Who knows if he really knows he is wrong or if he pretends to know? This person can't communicate with others and has too many character flaws."
"Yeah." Gu Tong nodded affirmatively, "If you divorce him, no one will be able to stand him. He will just wait to die alone!"
Shen Qingqing looked at her with red and swollen eyes and blinked.
Gu Tong put down his chopsticks and analyzed it carefully, "Ji Huai is such a homebody, can't speak and is dull, and has such a stubborn temper and loves to get into trouble. Which woman would like him? Character determines a person's destiny. If the character is not good, life will not be good! "
Seeing that the other party was listening, she continued, "Besides you, who would take the initiative to approach him? Look, even you can't stand it, who can?"
"Don't take advantage of him. He is a scumbag. Even if you are divorced, if you want to give birth to a child, he will have to pay alimony. You said before that you would pay him back the gift money. Don't pay him back now. Don't ask him for money. Not bad, if he has the ability, he can take the child back."
…
As Shen Qingqing ate her meal, she listened to her continued scolding, "Every man like a dog needs to be dealt with, and a man like Ji Huai needs to be dealt with even more!"
"He just did something wrong." Shen Qingqing also said.
Gu Tong was very sure of her: "Yes, he was totally wrong about this matter, so what if there was a misunderstanding? Can the harm be taken back? What he said was too divisive. Not only does this person have problems with his character, he also has problems with his speech."
"There's just something wrong." Shen Qingqing also nodded.
Gu Tong added: "There are so many problems with dog men. Look at the way he looked just now. So what if he is sad? You have to make him sad. So what if he knows his mistakes? Don't pay attention to him. Let him wake up alone at home. , if you still don’t like it, divorce him and let him die alone. His personality determines that he will never have another partner. Let’s find a stepfather for his child and make him angry to death!”
Shen Qingqing calmed down a bit after what she said, and agreed while eating. Gu Tong continued to complain about Ji Huai and analyzed the incident from her memory. It was wrong anyway.
The role of a good best friend will come into play at this time, so just follow her and scold her until you die. Dog men are just wrong. What Shen Qingqing needs is to vent her emotions. All the comfort and analysis are worse than scolding with her.
She really couldn't get involved in their husband and wife's affairs, and it seemed wrong to persuade them to divorce or get together. She might as well be Shen Qingqing's emotional trash can, complaining and scolding them together.
However, Ji Huai did not do the right thing in this matter, but the matter was always a misunderstanding. It was Shen Qingqing who had the final say whether to forgive or not, and her own feelings took priority.
Shen Qingqing was tired from crying and fell asleep not long after eating.
Gu Tong received a text message from Ji Huai, who asked her to take good care of Shen Qingqing and call him if anything happened. She pursed her lips and replied the message.
"stare."
Ji Huai's cell phone rang. He thought it was Shen Qingqing's reply to his message, so he quickly picked it up and read it. It turned out to be a text message from Gu Tong: I will take care of her without you having to tell me.
He was extremely bitter, put down his face and asked the other party what happened, and finally thanked him.
There were no lights on in the room, it was pitch dark, and the decoration was still familiar. If it weren't for her cosmetics on the bedside table, it would have made him feel like he was in a previous life.
Guarding the house alone, with an empty heart, I continue to live alone.
He had expected this scene, but he didn't expect that she would find out from someone else and that she would be pregnant unexpectedly. Shen Qingqing has an exam in the second half of the year and has been preparing for it recently. They don't plan to have children this year. It came suddenly and he was not prepared at all.
Ji Huai just rushed to the supermarket to buy new ingredients, came back to cook for her, and then sent them out again. When he was busy, he didn't think about it. Now that he had nothing to do, he became impatient again.
Some time ago, Tian Tianmi was busy working on a manuscript, so she tried to do as much housework as possible. She pestered him every day after dinner and asked him to go out for a walk with her, just for fear that he would get bored if he stayed at home. After finishing writing the manuscript in the evening, she often suggested activities, often going out with him to buy some fruit, and then coming back to rest.
She liked reading the novels he wrote very much, especially when he sent her the manuscript, her eyes would light up, and she would discuss the plot with him after reading it. The serious look on her little face made him very satisfied.
Now that everything had changed, he felt that everything was meaningless, and finally couldn't help but send her a message. He sent a lot of messages, but she didn't reply. He was the only one nagging.
Couldn't sleep, had a sleepless night.
morning.
I didn't go to work today. Gutong is a person who likes to sleep in. He doesn't wake up until eleven o'clock and eats breakfast and lunch together.
Shen Qingqing didn't wake up either. She didn't know if she had become sleepy because of her pregnancy. It was already twelve o'clock and she still hadn't woken up. The more she slept, the more she wanted to sleep, and the more she wanted to sleep, the more she fell asleep.
Gu Tong woke up a little earlier than her. As soon as he opened the door, he saw Ji Huai outside, carrying a lunch box and two bags of clothes.
The dormitory in the unit was relatively small. He could see Shen Qingqing sleeping on the bed at a glance. She still had her head covered and showed no sign of waking up. He lowered his voice and said, "It's starting to get cold today. I brought thick clothes for her. It's going to rain in two days, so I bought a dehumidifier."
Gutong didn't stop him and let him in.
Ji Huai put the clothes aside, put the dehumidifier aside before plugging it in, and adjusted the mode, "Just press the switch when the time comes."
Gutong was brushing his teeth. He nodded and went out to the bathroom without paying attention to him.
When she came out, Ji Huai was taking out socks from the bag of clothes, carefully went to bed and put them on Shen Qingqing, and said to her, "I brought her a few pairs of socks. Please remind her if it's cold. Look, you don’t have room to install a washing machine here. The water is too cold. Don’t let her wash her clothes. I will take her clothes back and wash them.”
This dormitory was too small and didn't even have a kitchen. He felt that she had been wronged so much. She was still pregnant with her child, and he felt very sorry for her.
"Yes." Gu Tong, who was drinking water, responded again.
Ji Huai: "I will deliver food to her every day. Don't let her eat takeout."
Eating takeout is unhealthy and not good for her or her children.
Gutong sighed, "Okay, okay."
Now he is no longer dull, but he can really chatter.
When Ji Huai left, he also asked her to get Shen Qingqing up early for dinner. Gu Tong had no choice but to ask, "Pregnant women are sleepy, why don't you call me?"
She called a few times.
Ji Huai didn't dare. She looked at the other person's aggrieved and pitiful look and didn't know what to say. She felt that he deserved it and sympathized with him.
Seeing that Shen Qingqing was showing signs of waking up, Ji Huai reluctantly left without staying any longer.
When Shen Qingqing woke up in a daze, Gu Tong was sitting and watching a drama. Seeing that she was awake, he walked over and turned on the light, "Get up and eat quickly. Ji Huai has brought you food."
Shen Qingqing leaned on the bedside, lowered her eyes and muttered, "I don't want him to deliver food, I can cook it myself."
Gu Tong: "You just treat him as cooking for his children, didn't you say? If you don't eat, you won't get it. Don't give him an advantage."
She always had a way to convince her. Shen Qingqing looked at the socks on her feet, then at the clothes and dehumidifier next to her, and then looked at Gu Tong, who shrugged, "Ji Huai brought them because he was afraid you would freeze. "
"Just do it." Shen Qingqing grabbed her fingers and whispered, and then emphasized, "I want to divorce him!"
"Leave!" Gu Tong supported.
Those who make up their mind to leave are silent, and those who make a big show of it are those who forgive quietly.
The divorce agreement was thrown to Ji Huai. It would be strange if he could keep it. He might have torn it up long ago. Shen Qingqing was not allowed to leave before, for fear that she would get a divorce. Now that she is pregnant, it is even more impossible to agree to the divorce.
"I must leave him!" Shen Qingqing also felt aggrieved and took a breath, the fire burning in her heart.
Ji Huai pretended to be deaf and stupid, silently delivering food to her every time he came, taking her clothes and leaving, buying fruit for her, peeling grapefruits and bringing them to her, pretending that he couldn't hear the divorce.
"Where's the divorce agreement? Give it to me after you sign it!" Shen Qingqing looked at him standing at the door and emphasized again.
He pursed his lips tightly, his expression lonely but stubborn, "I threw it away."
"You're going too far. I don't want to see you again." She jumped anxiously, "You are always like this, and I don't care about my feelings at all."
"I have changed. I will no longer quarrel with you, I will no longer deliberately target you, and I will communicate with you properly," he said.
"You didn't!" she retorted.
Ji Huai stood up straight, fearing that she would anger the child, so he hesitated and said, "Then I don't."
Gutong turned his face away and couldn't help laughing, just like two children.
Shen Qingqing became even angrier and kept breathing in. Ji Huai was anxious and didn't dare to anger her, "You can do whatever you say. I admit my mistakes. Don't get angry. We won't talk about this. I'll give you whatever you want to eat in the afternoon. Do."
"I won't eat what you cook!" she said angrily.
Ji Huai looked hurt and very sad. When he left, he shrugged his head and felt extremely lonely. Shen Qingqing climbed onto the bed and covered her head with the quilt.
Gutong looked at the one outside and then at the one inside. She couldn't understand that love was time-consuming, laborious and harmful to the body.
In the afternoon, Ji Huai still delivered rice, a portion of Coke chicken wings, a portion of Kung Pao chicken, fried fungus with beef and a portion of mushroom soup.
His cooking skills have improved recently. People who are stupid cannot coax people, so they can only use actions.
However, Shen Qingqing often receives text messages from him recently. He keeps talking about the topic every time, regardless of whether she replies or not. Sometimes he talks in random directions, which makes Gu Tong want to laugh even if he glances at her.
Shen Qingqing received another text message from Ji Huai. He took a photo for her. It was an orange from the supermarket. He said he tried a piece and it was very sweet and would bring it to her tomorrow.
"I don't want to eat!" Shen Qingqing put the phone aside angrily and did not reply to the text message.
Gu Tong looked at the other party eating chicken wings. She had heard this sentence no less than ten times. Let's make trouble, no matter how much trouble there is, it won't end. Let go of the knot in your heart, and you can go back and live a good life.
At the end of the month, the temperature suddenly dropped.
Gutong's task was to remind Shen Qingqing to put on her clothes and socks. When it rained, she would turn on the dehumidifier. Shen Qingqing was very afraid of the cold and stubbornly insisted on washing her own clothes. After she scolded her, she just stuffed the clothes that the other party had changed into aside and threw them to Ji Huai when he came. Anyway, he was happy with it.
When he left, he would also remind Shen Qingqing softly, "You should wear more clothes, don't catch a cold, and take good care of yourself."
Shen Qingqing snorted softly and climbed onto the bed again.
Ji Huai was frustrated and was really afraid that she would catch a cold, so he went to the mall to buy some thick pajamas, washed and dried them at home before giving them to her.
He didn't know much about love poems, and he was racking his brains to send her some words during this period. He felt awkward, but he shouldn't send them, because he missed her so much while staying in an empty home.
I can't find the energy to do anything. I can cook, wash clothes or buy things for her, but I can feel more comfortable. If I do nothing, my life is like a pool of stagnant water, and I feel even worse inside.
She could be angry for as long as she wanted, and she could be beaten or scolded, but it was impossible to get a divorce, and since his wife and children were gone, he felt that everything was meaningless.
Shen Qingqing would receive messages from him, but would not reply. Sometimes she would look twice to know when he would send them, and would deliberately wait with her phone.
Gu Tong is a person who is good at observing others and sees them all, but she also pretends not to know.
No, Shen Qingqing received another message on her phone. Her mood clearly changed, but she pretended to be calm. She turned over on the bed holding her phone, "Don't do this to me, I won't forgive him!"
Gu Tong didn't expose her, so he didn't know what Ji Huai sent her. Although the other party looked angry, it also seemed like he was angry. A straight man is very clumsy, but if he really likes someone, no matter how clumsy he is, he will try his best to please the other person.
"Hey, Li Tong said that Ji Huai's book has not been updated in the past two days." Gu Tong looked at the phone and said to Shen Qingqing.
What did Shen Qingqing want to say about her? In the end, I couldn't help but read it. It really hasn't been updated. The comment section was bombarded, and neither book has been updated.
He hung up a note asking for leave: his return date has not yet been determined.
In the past, he would update at regular intervals, but now he suddenly stopped updating. Readers began to leave messages one after another, not knowing what was going on, and they were all howling below.
"Really there are no updates?" Seeing her look, Gu Tong couldn't help but say, "Don't they have perfect attendance awards? It's the end of the month. If there are no updates, won't there be no perfect attendance awards? So thank you?"
Shen Qingqing: "..."
Gutong: "He doesn't want the free money?"
"What does it have to do with me?" She was afraid that her head would be buried in the pillow and the muffled words would come out, "If he doesn't want to write, just don't write, it's none of my business!"
Gutong could see the pain in her face. It looked like she had a lot of money, but thinking about it, it was not less. According to Li Tong's husband, Ji Huai is now quite famous, ranking first in sales on several major platforms, and his collection of millions is no joke.
Shen Qingqing really didn't want to worry about it, but she grew up reading those two books. Ji Huai put more effort into them than anything else. I wonder if cutting off the books will have a bad impact? Will the editor remove his book? Thinking about it makes me confused.
When Ji Huai came the next day, she looked at him and said, "Why don't you update?"
Ji Huai was also very haggard during this period. He obviously didn't sleep much. There were faint dark circles under his eyes and he had lost a lot of weight. He responded to her words, "I can't write, I don't have the mind."
Shen Qingqing: "Once it is on the shelves, you must be responsible to the readers."
Ji Huai looked at her with burning eyes, "Don't you stop watching it?"
His first reader was gone, and no one urged him to type and save the manuscript.
Shen Qingqing turned her back to him.
Gu Tong didn't want to disturb the two of them, so he went out on the pretense of picking up a courier.
Ji Huai hesitated for a while and walked in. Shen Qingqing was sitting on a chair. He squatted beside her and reached out to take her hand. She pulled away hard, but he did not let go.
After struggling for a few times, Shen Qingqing stopped moving.
"I know you are angry, and you should be angry. I know that I am the bad person, and later I found out that it was a misunderstanding. I originally wanted to confess to you after a while, because I knew you were angry, so I took the initiative to say yes. Better, but I didn't expect this conflict to explode in this way." Ji Huai continued to hold her hand, his tone was very apologetic, "What you said is right, and I will not deny my mistake, but the child is really Accident, maybe you think I did it on purpose, but I didn’t.”
"I don't know how to coax you, so I just want to wait for you to calm down before I can talk to you. I admit everything that happened before. I am stingy, stubborn, and reckless. I am not what you call an honest person at all. I have a lot of little thoughts, a sensitive mind, and low self-esteem. , I can't be as talkative as Ji Xi, nor can I say many nice things to make you happy. I'm afraid that you won't like me who is so boring. I want you to only like me, just like me, I have only ever liked you. You, and I only like you, and all my intentions are only for you."
"I still will not agree to divorce now, and I will never agree to divorce. I admit my selfishness. No matter what others think of me, I just want to keep you by my side."
…
This was the first time Shen Qingqing heard him say so many words. He kept saying intermittently that he would not get divorced even if he gritted his teeth, but he was still as stubborn as ever.
What he said was both confession and confession, but it also made her angry. Shen Qingqing turned her head and said, "Are you going to leave if you don't want to leave? If you don't agree, I can sue. If it doesn't work once, I can sue twice. I'm pregnant with the child." So what? I can find him a stepfather!"
Ji Huai was really scared. He was not sure if she would do this. He kept asking in a panic, "Don't you want me anymore? I can make money for you. I can make a lot. It's enough to support you and your children. I'll give you good things." life. If I don’t spend it, I’ll spend it all for you.”
"This child does not necessarily have to come to this world, he does not necessarily want to come to this world." Shen Qingqing reminded him.
The child is unconscious before he is born. If she cannot give him a good life, not letting him come into this world is also a good choice. This has nothing to do with money. She can support herself, have savings, has a low desire for consumption, and can even support her children.
Ji Huai clenched his other hand into a fist and tried his best to suppress his emotions. He looked at her with red eyes and his voice trembled slightly, "Qingqing, don't you want our child? Don't you like me at all?" "
He has no self-confidence, because the last life was extremely troublesome, she dared to love and hate, he tried every means not to divorce, she tried every means to divorce, must leave, no matter how he begged or tried to stay, it was of no use. She didn't listen to his assurances, didn't listen to his promises, and didn't want anything he gave her. She just wanted a divorce or a break from the relationship. If you say you won't see him, then you will see him. You should be very disappointed or even have no expectations for him.
Ji Huai didn't get the answer in the end. Maybe no answer is the best answer. When Gu Tong came back, he saw him walking away in a state of despair. He lowered his head and didn't even see her.
You can feel the decadence all over your body as you pass by.
at the same time.
Chen Wei sent many messages to Ji Huai, but the other party didn't reply. Such good results suddenly stopped updating, which made him anxious. In desperation, he looked through the contract to find Ji Huai's phone number and broadcast it to him.
It took several calls before someone answered, and the person on the other end didn't say anything.
"Is this Ji Huai? I'm Chen Wei." He took the initiative to introduce.
After waiting for a while, a hoarse voice came, "Yeah."
"Why did the novel suddenly stop updating? This has a great impact on your recommendation and readers' follow-up. What happened?" Although Chen Wei was anxious and wanted to curse, he could not bear to ask clearly about the situation first.
Ji Huai was sleeping in the room without turning on the light. He was lying on the bed, his voice weak, "I'm not in the mood."
"..." Chen Wei's head was full of black threads, "What is more important than updates? Don't you want to make money? Where will the money come from without updates? Your full attendance is also a big sum. You are a new author, and the impact of discontinued updates... "
"My wife ran away from home." Ji Huai rubbed his temples, saying what he said was extremely sad and a little helpless.
Chen Wei thought he was being willful, and his whole body drifted away. When he heard this, his words of instruction were stuck in his throat. Isn't this too tragic? My wife is gone
Could it be that your wife left because you worked too hard to update
For a moment, he didn't know how to comfort him. He thought for a while, "Then... when did she come back?"
Ji Huai murmured: "She wants to divorce me and she won't have the child."
"It's too serious." Chen Wei couldn't help but sympathize with him, "Family is more important, deal with family matters first, and put the novel on hold first."
He had a lovely daughter and a virtuous wife. When he thought that his wife and children were gone, Chen Wei shook his head. What's the meaning of life then
"She didn't even read it. I don't want to write anymore." Ji Huai stared blankly at the ceiling, losing the urge and idea to write these stories.
Chen Wei: "..."
Of course he wanted him to write, but Ji Huai was already like this. If he tried to persuade him to write, it would be too impersonal, and his wife and children would be lost. He could only advise Ji Huai a few words, saying that he could take some time off to deal with his own affairs first.
Hey, it’s very difficult for him as an editor, so he’d better urge the “Breaking King” to update more. He’s single and has no wife or children.