At the end of this life, Ji Huai became a well-known online writer, and the novels he wrote were adapted into TV series and became classics.
Gradually, both he and Shen Qingqing got older, white hair appeared on her head, and wrinkles appeared in the corners of her eyes, but when he looked at her, the corners of his eyes were still soft, and his favorite thing to do was to hold her hand together. Go to the supermarket, go home to cook together, go for a walk together, discuss novels together...
He started to exercise. When Shen Qingqing asked why, he said slowly: "I have to live longer than you. That brat has his own family. How can I take care of you in all aspects? I can't leave you alone. You are so If you are timid, you will be afraid.”
Shen Qingqing's eyes flashed with tears, but she still said stubbornly, "I'm not afraid, I'm much braver now."
"Okay, you are very brave." Ji Huai did not refute her, but said along with a smile.
She was embarrassed, and her face turned red quietly because of her guilty conscience.
Ji Huai did indeed live longer than her. When he held her hand on the hospital bed, his palms were sweaty and trembling. He kept saying, "Don't be afraid, Qingqing, don't be afraid..."
Of course Shen Qingqing is not afraid. She has never been afraid when he is around, but she is reluctant to let go. But with her son by her side, he shouldn't be too sad.
Before she died, she had been worried and reluctant to let go. Ji Huai had such a dull temper and kept things to himself. He only liked to tell her, and she didn't know if he could get along with his son.
Ji Huai really couldn't get along with his son. It wasn't because they didn't have a good relationship, but because he had a bad temper. Without Shen Qingqing as a lubricant, he didn't know what to say to that brat, and he didn't want to say anything more to him. After she died, he seemed to have aged ten years overnight. His son wanted to take him to live with him, but he refused. Like a stubborn old man who refused to listen to advice, he guarded the house where he lived with Shen Qingqing and told the air about his new novel over and over again.
He also has many stories that can be written for a long time. He can make a lot of money for her and buy a lot of things she likes.
Ji Huai didn't survive that month either. He fell asleep on the last day of the month and didn't wake up. He seemed to have known about it for a long time and had made it clear to his son about his funeral.
Compared with his previous life, he lived happily and contentedly in this life and had no other wishes.
A bright light flashed, and Ji Huai returned to the system. The system's mechanical voice informed him that the resentment in this world had been lifted.
He looked at the progress bar and thought about the events in the world one by one in his mind. In the previous world, he had successfully completed every task, and he could recall every detail.
Later, the system told him that he was about to be sent to the next world, his memory would be sealed immediately, and the memories and emotions of that world would be injected into him.
Before Ji Huai thought much, he had been forcibly sent to the next world.
"Snapped!"
"Did the doctor look carefully?"
The tall, thin and dark woman threw away the spoon she had taken out, her face that had been looking forward to it suddenly darkened. Looking at the freshly prepared meal on the table, she suddenly lost her appetite.
Standing at the door was a woman with a lithe figure and an oval face. She was wearing loose clothes and flat shoes. Her face was expressionless, but her eyes were filled with despair and deep resentment.
Faced with her mother-in-law's questioning, she remained silent and acquiesced.
"You couldn't see clearly once, but still can't see clearly twice?" Ji's father came over from the sofa with an annoyed look on his face, "Where is Ji Huai? Let him come to eat quickly!"
Ji's mother became angry, but she didn't get angry. She sat down on the stool by the dining table, her face extremely ugly.
Ji's father looked at Tian Jing at the door and suppressed his dissatisfaction, "Let's eat first."
Tian Jing had no appetite and was even a little uncomfortable, but the other party was tolerant and she didn't want to be a vent. She nodded and walked to the sofa to hug her daughter.
Ji Tianqi is less than two years old this year. She is wearing a light blue skirt, but the skirt is yellowed and her face is dirty. She picks up scraps of paper on the ground and puts them in her mouth.
"Didn't Mom say that? You can't eat this." Tian Jing was weak in preaching to her today. She reached out to stop her, but saw that she had stuffed a lot into her mouth and could only pull it out little by little, and then said, "Let's go eat."
"Mom." The little girl looked at her with innocent and pure eyes, not knowing what happened at all, and she said happily, "I want to eat fish."
"Okay, let's go eat fish." Tian Jing suppressed her tears, squatted down and carried her to the dining table.
"They are all girls. After so many births and so many pregnancies, there is not even a boy. I really don't know what's wrong." Ji's mother took out a bowl, put vegetables in it, and muttered.
Tian Jing pretended not to hear, held her daughter in her arms, and prepared to feed her.
She was more than four months pregnant. A few days ago, Ji's mother took her to a small hospital for a check-up. Because she was an acquaintance of the other party, she said it was a girl. Ji's mother came back and thought about it, but she was still unwilling to accept it. Today, she asked Ji Huai to take her. She went to check again and it was still a girl.
"Okay, okay, hurry up and bring the food." Seeing Ji Huai come in, Ji's father interrupted her impatiently.
Ji's mother had a sullen face and walked upstairs again with her rice in hand.
Sister-in-law Ji's pregnancy was also a girl. She had aborted it at the beginning of the month and was currently in confinement. The other party had given birth to two daughters before, and this was the second one she had aborted.
Tian Jing saw Ji Huai sit down next to her, her hand holding the spoon tightened, her fingertips turned white, she suppressed the confusion and helplessness in her eyes, and continued to feed her daughter with her head down.
Ji's mother came down from upstairs, holding a little girl in her arms. She looked to be five or six years old. She was Sister-in-law Ji's daughter Miaomiao. She was thin and small, with messy hair and wrinkled clothes. If you are disobedient, Ji's mother will slap her on the butt with a strong force. She scolds you fiercely, "Why are you so disobedient? If you make trouble again, I will pick up the clothes hanger and beat you!"
The little girl was frightened and let her grandma put her on the chair. Ji's mother said to her eldest granddaughter Shanshan not far away, "Why don't you hurry up and eat!"
Their mother is still sleeping in the room recuperating, waiting to give birth to a younger brother for them, so how can she have time to take care of them? Sister-in-law Ji was pregnant with a daughter again. After being disappointed, Ji's mother became very angry and yelled at them a lot during this time.
Children are observant. Eight-year-old Shanshan also knew that her mother had not given birth to a younger brother, and her grandma was very unhappy. Even though she was usually a bit naughty, she was obedient and took the initiative to come to eat.
Ji's mother hugged Miao Miao and stuffed rice into each other's mouths, saying as she did so, "When Xiaohui is out of confinement, let her go find her husband. The couple live in different places, and sooner or later there will be problems in their relationship."
Ji's father agreed while eating.
Tian Jing listened to their words and sneered in her heart. Brother Ji works at a construction site and doesn't necessarily come home once a month. Cultivating a relationship is fake, but seizing the time to get pregnant with another child is real.
At the dinner table, they never talked about the fact that she was pregnant with a girl. Tian Jing fed her daughter and started eating again. During this period, Ji Huai gave her a piece of ribs. She said nothing and continued to eat.
Everyone had different thoughts about the meal.
After Tian Jing finished eating, she carried her daughter upstairs and was about to give her a bath. However, she remembered that she had left her bag in the living room and said to Ji Tianqi on the bed, "Qiqi, please stay by yourself for a while. Don't get out of bed." , Mom goes downstairs and brings the things up, and then we go take a shower, okay?"
"Okay." She lay down and played with the little doll, her childish voice sounded, and she nodded.
Although her daughter was well-behaved, Tian Jing was also afraid that she would stay alone for too long, so she sped up the steps downstairs. When she reached the second floor, she stopped.
Ji's father said to Ji Huai downstairs, "Take her to have her aborted sometime. If you don't have any money, your mother and I will go get a few thousand yuan for you."
"Yes." Ji's mother also said at the same time, "Look, your brother has already given birth to two girls. If you have two more children, you will have two more children in the future. Your father and I will not be able to take care of you and raise them." Are you up?"
Ji Huai frowned, but before he could reply, Ji's mother lowered her voice and said, "I don't know what happened to our family. Your brother also found a girl outside, and that girl is also pregnant."
Hearing this, Tian Jing clenched her hands into fists and felt worthless for Sister Ji. She aborted the two children and her husband found someone behind her back.
"That woman went for a check-up and it turned out to be a girl. I asked your brother to take her for an injection two days ago." Ji's mother said irritably, "I have to find someone to ask, why is it so unlucky?"
Before hearing the rest of the words, Tian Jing turned around and went upstairs with despair.
The first time the child was found to be a girl, Ji Huai's reaction was to reject it. The reason was that the society was fiercely competitive and they didn't have many resources. They could only afford to raise two. No matter how much more, they couldn't raise her better. In fact, I wanted to give birth to her, and I also wanted to try my best to convince him.
Ji's mother's words completely awakened her. She originally thought that the other party only favored sons over daughters. After all, she also helped take care of the children. Sister-in-law Ji was with her during the confinement period, and she took good care of her. Although there was some conflict between mother-in-law and daughter-in-law, it was inevitable to live together. , the other party is not a bad person.
But just now she asked Brother Ji to take the mistress for a check-up. Because she was pregnant with a girl, she aborted the pregnancy and asked Sister Ji to cultivate a relationship after confinement. If the mistress is pregnant with a boy, do I have to divorce the mistress and marry her, right
What the Ji family needs is not a daughter-in-law, but a womb that can give birth to a boy!
Ridiculous, right? Now in the 21st century, there are still people who are desperately trying to give birth to a boy.
If it is a remote mountainous area, like her mother's family, the people there can only make a living by farming. The family has to cultivate dozens of acres of land, all relying on artificial cultivation. Boys are more energetic than girls, can work actively, can support the family, and need to survive. There is nothing wrong with the boy, but this is a first-tier city.
One of the most developed cities in the country, the first place to accept advanced and cutting-edge ideas, is also so patriarchal.
"Mom, I want to wash my hair." Ji Tianqi's voice brought Tian Jing back from her thoughts. She looked at her daughter's smile, squeezed out a smile, and the idea in her eyes became more determined, "Okay, mom, I'll wash your hair." .”
No matter how powerless she was, countless hands pulled her toward the abyss, but she remained stubborn and climbed step by step, just like when she struggled to get out of the mountains with half her life. Even if it was full of thorns, she was still fearless.
Ji Huai perfunctoryly dealt with Ji's father and Ji's mother, and walked upstairs step by step. He stretched out his hand to rub his eyebrows and sighed silently.
Ji's father and mother asked him to take leave as soon as possible and take Tian Jing to have the child beaten, recuperate, and conceive another child. Anyway, he must give birth to a boy.
The fact that a boy must be born has caused great harm to him and the family.
He and Tian Jing were colleagues, and they fell in love with each other, so they got married. She graduated from a key university, and he had a relatively ordinary university, but his status was a plus because he was an aborigine. Although he was not a demolition household, the Ji family was in Liwaihuan. Not far away there is a piece of land left by our ancestors. It is not big, only fifty square meters, but it can build a house.
In places like the frontline, where second-hand houses cost more than 100,000 yuan per square meter, and second-hand houses in the outer ring cost 40,000 to 50,000 yuan per square meter. With their wages, it is impossible for them to afford the down payment, let alone the mortgage.
He and Tian Jing have been in love for two years. The two of them saved 200,000. Brother Ji also contributed part of the money, and Ji's father and mother borrowed part of it to build a three-story building on their land. The daily commute to work takes a bit longer, but I don’t have to pay off a mortgage, which is better than many people.
Ji's mother looked down on Tian Jing at first, a local girl from a remote mountainous area, but she was good-looking, graduated from a key university, and her salary was not low. Sister-in-law Ji and brother Ji both graduated from junior high school, and the Tian family did not ask for a bride price, but even a dowry. A small amount of money, it seems that he is not a vampire's in-laws, and he admires Tian Jing very much and must marry her. Ji's mother has no choice but to agree. She is quite satisfied with this daughter-in-law, and she only needs to be able to marry her. A boy was born.
He really admires Tian Jing because he has a very foolish and filial temperament. He is honest and honest, and his education is average. Everything is done step by step and he has no ideas. If he does not have a local registered permanent residence, he may have to go to a junior college. Tian Jing is a girl who climbed out of a mountainous area step by step. She is tenacious, hardworking, down-to-earth and hard-working, just like the weeds that continue to grow tenaciously, with positive energy.
She has known since she was a child that only knowledge can change her destiny. She gritted her teeth and read books every day after doing farm work. She went from the village elementary school to the town middle school, and then from the town middle school to the county school with first place results. In high school, she was the only key college student in the county in the past ten years during the college entrance examination. She worked hard for half her life to come to a developed coastal city.
He always felt that for Tian Jing, marrying him would be regarded as crossing a class. He had been to Tianjia once. When he got to the town, there was only one bus back and forth a week. The villagers there could not sell anything they planted, and the roads were not repaired. Every household cultivated dozens of acres of land, and only a few cents for corn and potatoes. One kilogram means there is no time to treat an acute illness.
That place was really poor, so poor that it was unimaginable. There was not even a decent house in the whole village. It was surrounded by mountains, and you had to drive around many mountains to get in.
After returning from the Tian family, he felt sorry for her and vowed to let her live a good life. He also told her that although their home was a bit far from the city, they had no mortgage pressure. The couple could make money and raise their children well. I can buy a house or buy a house for my children in the future.
Tian Jing pays special attention to her children's education, because she has learned through studying, so he also guarantees that he will not care about the money spent on her children's education.
At that time, there was light in her eyes when she looked at him. Although he didn't know as much as she did, and his thinking was not as broad as hers, he listened to her words and listened to whatever she said, but only when it came to giving birth to a child. On the way, he went to his parents' side.
After aborting her second daughter, Tian Jing was unable to get pregnant. Ji's mother kept urging her, but he was concerned about her health and was worried about whether she was sick, and was going to take her for a check-up. However, she suddenly filed for divorce, and Very determined.
She filed for divorce without any warning, but he was immediately fooled. She also said that it wasn't that she couldn't get pregnant, but that she was taking long-term contraceptive pills, so she couldn't get pregnant.
She had made complete plans to take her daughter away. He thought they had a good relationship, so how could they suddenly divorce? He didn't have to have a son. When he heard that he was going to get a divorce, he told her that she would just raise one, and it didn't matter if she didn't have one.
Later, he would never forget a scene. With tears in her eyes, she smiled sarcastically and said word by word, "Do you think I still love you? Ji Huai, I hate you, and I will never forgive you in this life. You will never know the pain. The doctor took it out of my stomach and threw it away as medical waste. That is the life I owe, you are the murderer!"
"From that day on, I have been having nightmares, planning how to leave you every day. Do you know why I didn't fight with you to let her stay? Because you are not worthy of being her father, and I can't protect her. We can only choose to protect Qiqi."
"I swear in my heart that I must take my daughter away as soon as possible. I cannot let her grow up in such a bad environment. I will protect her because it is so unfair."
…
No matter what he said, it was useless. Tian Jing's determination to divorce never wavered, so she took her daughter and left.
Ji Tianqi was still very young at that time, maybe because of her family environment, she was more mature than her peers and didn't let Tian Jing contact him again. She said she didn't want a father, only her mother.
He has been decadent for a long time, but Ji's mother has already begun to introduce women to him, older ones, second marriages, sharp mouths, monkey cheeks, not very smart...
There is only one condition for Ji's mother, as long as she can give birth to children. He lived in a state of confusion every day. He couldn't resist the pressure and married a second-married woman. The child was still a daughter, and his life was very chaotic. At that time, he was thinking that in Ji's mother's eyes, he was just a tool to carry on the family line.
He is a walking corpse every day, going to work to make money, and doesn't care about family affairs. His second wife used money to support her ex-husband's son, and secretly contacted her ex-husband. She heard that he was having an affair, but he didn't want to care about it. Whatever, anyway. He doesn't have much money, and he doesn't have any love anyway.
Life was so bad, it seemed that after divorcing Tian Jing, his life had stopped. Everyone he met was not as good as her, and his life was like stagnant water. He was still living in that marriage and could not get out.
When Ji Tianqi came of age, he received a strange phone call. There was a girl's voice inside. The other person spoke unnaturally and even called him reluctantly, "Dad, I am Ji Tianqi. My mother asked me to tell you that I Admitted to Capital University."
A mature and intellectual female voice reminded gently from the side, "You have to have a nicer attitude. He is still your father no matter what."
He recognized Tian Jing's voice and froze in place, his voice trembling. Was she going to hold a college entrance banquet? He was thinking about paying her salary this month and buying her something.
Ji Tianqi: "We don't have any relatives here, what can we do? My mother and I are going to country T to celebrate. I just want to tell you."
He squeezed out a sentence through his teeth, "How has your mother been doing these years?"
Lost contact, but he also kept thinking about her.
"Okay, there are many outstanding uncles chasing after me. My mother is now capable. We have bought a house in the Third Ring Road. I will also study abroad in the future. I wonder if you have given birth to a son now? Although I am a girl, I I will also support my mother, and her life will definitely be better than yours."
…
Tian Jing stopped him from the side, but Ji Tianqi's tone was not polite at all, with a proud and sarcastic tone.
He locked himself in his room and cried for a long time that day. He didn't cry so hard even after Ji's mother passed away. He thought he loved Ji Tianqi, but he didn't know that he had turned a blind eye to the many injustices she had suffered in this family. Ji's mother kept talking about compensating for money, dead girl movies, and often asked her to call Tian Jingsheng brother. She had seen too much evil in human nature since she was a child.
Ji Tianqi inherited Tian Jing, who was too precocious and too clear-minded.
"Come here and wipe your hair quickly, I'll catch a cold soon." Tian Jing's voice came from the room.
He stopped reminiscing and stood at the door looking at her. Tian Jing was standing by the bed, holding a towel and coaxing her daughter.
The Ji family has three floors. The first floor is the kitchen and the rooms of Ji's father and mother. The second floor is for Brother Ji and his wife. The third floor is for them. There are two rooms and a toilet on the first floor.
Ji Tianqi was still jumping on the bed, very happy and naughty.
"Qiqi." Tian Jing smiled and waved to her again.
Ji Tianqi walked up to her obediently, stood on the bed and hugged her mother, buried her head in her arms, and suddenly asked, "Mom, will Qiqi have a brother soon?"
Tian Jing was stunned, "Who told you?"
"Grandma," she said, playing with the doll.
"Grandma is talking nonsense, mom is only Qiqi." Tian Jing corrected, her words were a bit bitter.
When Ji Tianqi heard what she said, she lowered her head and played with the puppet, "When will Qiqi have a younger brother?"
Tian Jing wiped her hair, lowered her eyes and said softly: "Qiqi is already noisy enough, how can mom have the energy to give you another brother? Wouldn't that tire mom to death?"
"Qiqi will be good." The little girl went to coax her with a smile, giggling.
Tian Jing wanted to say something else, but when she caught a glimpse of Ji Huai at the door, her smile faded a lot. She lowered her head and silently wiped her daughter's hair, put away the toys on the bed, and then went to take a bath.
Ji Huai looked at his daughter by the bedside. Ji Tianqi looked very similar to Tian Jing. Not only did she have similar facial features, she was also equally smart.
"Dad." She crawled over with the toy in her arms, slept on his lap, and started to fuss again. Ji Huai reached out to pick her up, patting her back gently to comfort her, "Baby, it's time for you to sleep."
"No~~~" She lay on his shoulder, started moving her hands and feet again, and said she wanted to watch cartoons and bears.
When Tian Jing came out of the bath, her daughter was already lying on his shoulders with her eyes half closed and drowsy. She took her over and asked him to take a bath.
Seeing this, Ji Huai could only take a bath first.
During this period, Tian's mother called Tian Jing. She was afraid of waking up her daughter, so she walked out with her cell phone. After answering, she called, "Mom."
"Xiao Jing, I've been busy at home recently, harvesting corn. The price this year is good, so I'm rushing to harvest it. Your brother and your dad are very busy, and mom can't help much. She can only help, so she doesn't have time to give it to you. Call." Tian's mother's voice came from the other end, with concern.
"You are not in good health. Rest when you can, don't work so hard, and take your medicine on time." Tian Jing warned seriously.
How good can the price be? It was nothing more than earning one or two thousand yuan more. Alas, she felt distressed and powerless.
Tian's mother nodded, but couldn't help but say, "Mom knows, this life is bought with one hundred thousand yuan. How long do you have to earn to earn this one hundred thousand yuan? It also costs you money to build a house at home, and your parents don't have it." use… "
"Are you saying this again, can money be more important than life?" Tian Jing interrupted before she could finish.
She always felt that she was unfortunate but lucky. She studied hard and was admitted to a key university. She still remembers the first time she took the train to get here. All she saw before were mountains, the bustling city, and the high-rise buildings here. , like a dream, so unreal.
In college, she also studied hard and fought for scholarships. She was originally guaranteed to graduate, but how could she afford it? In order for her to study, her family was trying to sell everything. She could no longer study, and the family couldn't afford to wait.
In the first year after graduation, the salary was not high and she had to pay off her student loan.
The next year, she sent the 50,000 yuan she had saved home to build a house. Tian's father and Tian's mother lived in a mud house all their lives. The whole family was crowded into a small room. It was so dark that they had to bend down and couldn't stand straight when entering. , the room has no windows. How could she bear to keep the money she earned from the whole family's efforts to support her education
That year, their family lived in a flat house. The girl who was in love with her brother agreed to marry her brother, and she had a sister-in-law.
In the third year, she got a salary increase and saved a lot of money through frugality. Tian's mother felt uncomfortable, so she asked her brother to take her mother to the hospital for a check-up. As a result, she needed a heart bypass. She sent the money back and swiped her credit card. One hundred thousand yuan could buy her mother's life. She had worked hard to earn and save, but it was worth it.
In the fourth and fifth years, she fell in love with Ji Huai, and the two of them saved money to build a house together. She thought it was very good, because she had never expected to be able to afford a house in this city, and she could have one with 200,000 yuan. Although the place of residence is far away, it is much better than paying a down payment and paying off a mortgage, so that they can save more money for the future. In order to make Ji's mother think highly of her family, she would secretly work part-time jobs while saving money, and save a dowry for herself, claiming that it was given by her parents.
Tian's mother did give her a sum of money and said that she would return it together with the bride price so that others would not look down upon her. However, the five thousand yuan was all their family's savings. When the harvest was not good, they would not be able to save more than five thousand yuan for several years. , it is impossible for her to accept it. She secretly added 50,000 yuan and said it was a dowry. When Ji's mother learned that there was a dowry, she really thought highly of the Tian family and treated her much better.
She worked hard, tried hard to climb out of the mountains, worked hard to study, worked hard to make money, worked hard to gain a foothold in this city, and tried hard to prevent her children from being like her and living a better life than her.
She has changed her destiny compared to the girls who grew up with her. They got married when they were teenagers, and most of them are still growing corn and potatoes in the fields. Sometimes they work with children on their backs. They have to work even when they are pregnant and about to give birth. They may not even go to the hospital to give birth. Hospital. Every time she thought about it, no matter how tired or painful she was, she could grit her teeth and persevere.
"Mom, stop talking." Mother Tian took a breath, "How are you doing lately? Are you feeling uncomfortable during pregnancy?"
She was worried about her daughter, but her daughter married far away and could not come back once a year. But she didn't want her to marry back in this valley, so just stay far away, as long as she could live a good life.
"No guarantee." Tian Jing lied to her.
"Ah?" Tian's mother was excited and very worried, and kept asking, "How come you didn't keep it? Why did you lose it? Wasn't it good last time?"
Tian Jing swallowed back her tears and said as calmly as possible: "What's supposed to come will come. Maybe it's because the development is not very good, so I didn't keep it. Qiqi is still young. We don't have any savings but we owe some money. It's temporarily Do not want."
This pregnancy was originally an accident. She had been working for several months, but she found out that she was pregnant again, and there was no future in her job, so she had to quit her job and come back to raise the baby. It took a few months for her to feel better.
"You have to have a good confinement period, otherwise you will suffer when you get old." Tian's mother wanted to take care of her, but she was powerless and could only tell her what to pay attention to over and over again.
"Mom, I know you are in good health. I don't plan to go out to work for the time being. Take good care of yourself." Tian Jing nodded, changed the subject, and dropped the topic.
Ji Huai had heard her voice a long time ago and waited in the bathroom for her to hang up the phone and go into the bedroom before he came out.
Tian Jing was sitting on the bed, her mood had already recovered, and she was probably waiting for him. Ji Huai pretended not to know, picked up the hair dryer and blew his hair.
She waited patiently. When he lifted the quilt and went to bed, she spoke calmly and spoke first, "We don't want this child. I thought about it and you are right. When Qiqi goes to kindergarten, a better bilingual kindergarten." The cost starts in the thousands. After giving birth to her, we will have to have another child. We are under great pressure, and our investment in education will be reduced, and the starting point of the child will be even lower."
Ji Huai used to think that she was considerate of him and it was right to do so. Now he doesn't think so. He pondered for a while and then answered, "How about... just give birth to her? Just these two."
Tian Jing was surprised that he would say such a thing. Ji Huai felt sorry for her and might hesitate to say it. She was soft-tempered, but she couldn't beat the old couple of the Ji family. They still owed several credit cards and had no money at all. She He didn't have the capital to fight, so he said: "I don't want to give birth to a child, forget it, there will be children in the future."
When Ji Tianqi was born, she stayed at home for two years. Although Ji's mother could also take care of her, Sister-in-law Ji had two daughters. During this period, she had another baby and had to be confined for a period of time. She really didn't feel comfortable leaving the child at home. In addition, Ji Tianqi was often sick when she was a child, so she could only work full-time.
She was unfamiliar with going out to find a job. She didn't want to waste another two or three years. It was indeed unfair to this child, but it might not be a good thing for her to be born. She would face more unfairness and drag down more people. I can only tear up her chance to come to this world.
After having an abortion, she would spend half a year recuperating and then go out to work. She had to work very hard for her daughter.
"I still want you to give birth to her. I don't know when it will happen in the future. Abortion will hurt your body, so don't have it." Ji Huai did not agree.
Tian Jing had regained her senses and weighed the pros and cons, trying to persuade him, "I can't go out to work when I have a baby. I have no income, and the cost of giving birth is very high. We still have money to pay back, and we don't have any savings in our hands. Why?" born?"
Ji Huai choked for words. If he had an abortion, Ji's father and mother were willing to pay several thousand yuan.
"Mom will definitely not be able to leave after taking care of Shanshan and Miaomiao. My sister-in-law is also in confinement. You have to accompany me. You will see when it is convenient to ask for leave, and then I will make an appointment with the doctor." Tian Jing said in a calm tone. Arranging things.
She was adjusting the quilt and pulled up the quilt on her daughter. When Ji Huai didn't reply, she turned her head and looked at him, "Did you hear that?"
He also said he wanted to get rid of her last time, but he is a bit emotional, so he may be hesitant, but she will not hesitate. If he hesitates, the situation will be worse.
Ji Huai lowered his head, his suppressed voice trembling slightly, and he couldn't bear it, "I saw a video today. Now I can't use medical abortion. I have to use sharp pliers to crush it, tear the body and limbs, and then take them out piece by piece." Put it together and confirm the whole body. I can't bear it, let's not fight, I will have a sterilization after the birth. It will be harder in the past few years. I will find a part-time job again, and I will get through it. Just get over it and it will be fine. "