Ji Huai was standing not far from her.
The two looked at each other.
His thin lips were pursed tightly and he frowned deeply, seeming to be holding back his displeasure as he kept staring at her.
Luan Zhi didn't say anything either.
She was a little angry when she first saw him.
why
"Have you eaten yet?" He spoke, not asking her with a smile like before, his tone was a little bit uncomfortable.
Luan Zhi didn't reply, and her heart felt even more depressed, as if a big stone had weighed on her.
"I haven't eaten yet, come with me to eat." His tone was a little arrogant, and his expression was changing.
"Why didn't you eat?" Luan Zhi answered, "If you don't eat, your stomach will hurt."
He has a bad stomach and keeps hurting.
"I...how can I eat hot pot by myself?" Ji Huai felt a little guilty when she saw him. He hurriedly looked away and said unreasonably, "I'm going to eat mutton hot pot today. You have to accompany me when you're full." "
"Yes." She responded quickly and nodded.
So good.
Ji Huai was so good that he couldn't get angry. It was like being poured down by a basin of cold water. He reached out to hold her hand and walked out, "Hurry up and leave. I've reserved a seat."
Luan Zhi was held by him and looked at the hands they were holding tightly. His big hand wrapped her small hand, and the warm body temperature spread to her.
Her face slowly warmed up, and the tips of her ears began to turn red.
He lowered his head and held the bag with his other hand, holding it like a little daughter-in-law.
The two walked out of the hotel. Ji Huai looked at the exit in front, "I wait for you to eat every day after work. Do you still remember the last time you filmed until nine o'clock in the evening? It was still raining lightly. I was also waiting for you outside."
"It would be better for you to go to the wedding banquet by yourself and leave me alone."
After saying that, he looked at her sideways, with a little bit of unhappiness in his eyes.
"No." Luan Zhi replied hurriedly, but she was not good at explaining, her expression was very complicated, and she was dumbfounded.
"Then you said you didn't go alone?" Ji Huai asked her.
Luan Zhi was discouraged.
Yes, she went alone.
"Didn't you leave me alone?" he asked again.
She dropped it.
Luan Zhi lowered her eyes, biting her cherry-red lips with her white teeth. Guilt filled her clear eyes, feeling very sorry for him.
"Look, you've admitted it yourself." Ji Huai was furious, raising his voice, and he was so angry that he couldn't help but say, "I think of you and take you there if I have any delicious food, but what about you? Where are you Zhizhi? Are you worthy of me?"
Luan Zhi's voice was weak, "I'm sorry..."
"You admit it so easily!" Ji Huai's chest heaved violently and his face was ashen. "You just had a premeditated plan and didn't take it seriously at all. You didn't reflect deeply or have a deep understanding."
He was very angry.
"No." Luan Zhi looked at him with a pair of clean eyes, facing his excitement, she said two words seriously.
She really didn't.
Ji Huai almost didn't mention it in one breath, as if he was vetoing it out of anger, "You have it!"
She shook her head.
Really do not have.
"You have." He raised his voice again, his expression becoming more and more resentful, "Zhizhi, you have, you just left me alone to be happy and have a big meal by yourself, you abandoned me, and I was thinking of you. . ”
"Are you wrong?"
Luan Zhi had a high IQ, but a low emotional intelligence. When she heard his words, her reaction was half a beat slower, and she automatically ignored the second half of the sentence. Based on the principle of admitting when she did something wrong, she nodded and said to him sincerely, " I can treat you to hot pot."
This way, he won't be angry.
"Is it about the hot pot?" Ji Huai approached her with squinted eyes, a little aggrieved, "It's because you don't care about me, and you don't care whether I eat or not."
He came too close, Luan Zhi was questioned, and when she met his dark and deep eyes, her figure was reflected in them, her heart suddenly thumped, her eyes were nowhere to be found, and she panicked and took her hand out of his palm. .
The warmth dissipated immediately. She stretched out her hand to grab the corner of her clothes and said quickly, "I will accompany you to dinner now and treat you to mutton hot pot."
"That's now, you just didn't care whether I ate or not, whether I was hungry or not!" He said with a straight face.
Luan Zhi looked at him and suddenly felt that he looked a bit like the unreasonable second female lead in the drama. With a tangled expression on her face, she gently reminded him, "It's not good for you to be like this."
Don't be too unreasonable. Now we have to go to dinner.
"You dislike me." Ji Huai showed a heartbroken expression and turned away. "Why should I go to eat? It would be best if I starve to death."
Luan Zhi felt that he was a little bit ignorant, so she opened her legs and walked quickly to follow him, "Do you want to go back?"
She can cook noodles for him when he gets back.
"If you don't want to eat, just let me starve to death." Ji Huai said, "My heart hurts, I can't breathe, I'm going to die."
Luan Zhi was anxious, "Do you want to go to the hospital?"
Ji Huai turned his head and glared at her, which was not very lethal, it just didn't say "coaxing me".
Luan Zhi did not continue to speak. She felt that it would be wrong to say too much, and she wanted him to calm down at this time.
Ji Huai snorted coldly and took two steps. As if he was angry again, he turned back and said, "You are ignoring me, right?!"
If you make him angry, he will kill you for half of his life to show her!
"I didn't." Luan Zhi shook her head.
She was wronged.
"You do!" Ji Huai insisted again.
Luan Zhi frowned. She didn't like being wronged. If Ji Huai said that to her again, she would really get a little angry.
"You acquiesce." He seemed to have grasped the handle and said angrily, "Zhizhi, your ungratefulness, cruelty and ruthlessness have broken my heart."
Luan Zhi looked at him and gave in again, "I'll cook breakfast for you tomorrow and also cook."
"I want it from now on, every day." Ji Huai kept pushing further.
Luan Zhi felt that his demands were a little too much. She would do what she promised others, but if it was every day, she wouldn't be able to do it.
She looked at him with a face as fair as porcelain, her eyebrows slightly furrowed, and she was quite serious, "You can't be so angry, it's not good."
Ji Huai was taught a lesson.
He obeyed.
Finally, Luan Zhi took her to the hotpot restaurant in the square.
There were very few people eating at this time, so the two chose a small private room and ordered a lot of things.
Ji Huai, who usually eats a lot, didn't use his chopsticks so much today and kept staring at the person opposite.
Luan Zhi felt uncomfortable looking at him, so she put mutton rolls inside and reminded him softly, "Eat more, it's getting late."
Not eating on time will hurt your stomach.
"Zhizhi, I don't plan to go to the group show." Ji Huai said to her.
Luan Zhi paused with her chopsticks, looked into the bowl, and followed his words, "Then what are you going to do?"
The drama has been filmed and she doesn't know what she is going to do, but the two will no longer work together. If he works far away, they may change houses to rent.
Thinking of this, she felt a little uncomfortable and wanted to kick the pebbles with her feet.
Ji Huai: "I have to go to work in a company. I can't always be an extra. There is no future."
"Yeah." She thought it made sense.
"Will you be reluctant to leave me?" Ji Huai suddenly asked this question. She raised her head and met his eyes, her mind moving slightly.
My heart felt numb and I forgot to speak.
She was used to going out and coming back together with him. She seemed to be used to being accompanied by others, but she had never been alone for such a long time before.
Actually she doesn't know.
Ji Huai didn't want to wait any longer, and spoke clearly, "I can't bear to do it. I still want to work with you and see you often, but I feel that I have to be more responsible and have the ability to give you a future."
"Zhizhi, I like you."
Hearing this, Luan Zhi's heart felt as if it had been gently teased by a feather, her whole body tightened into a string, her expression was dull, and her eyes were even more blank.
like
In high school, some male classmates would tell her they liked her, but after they confessed to her and were rejected, they would scold her behind her back, or even say some unpleasant things to her face, which was always inexplicable.
There will be seniors in college who will tell her that they like her, and the seniors will tell her that they all have a purpose, because the seniors want to satisfy their physiological needs and relieve loneliness. After getting together with the girls in the dormitory and the seniors, they got pregnant and were dumped.
There is no pure love between men and women, there is only what each wants.
What is his purpose
"Do you like me?" Ji Huai asked her.
Luan Zhi thought about it for a while and couldn't help but ask him, "Do you want me to make breakfast for you every day?"
He just said that he would keep cooking.
Ji Huai was so angry that he couldn't help vomiting blood, and word after word came out from between his teeth, "My love for you is a love between a man and a woman. It has nothing to do with making breakfast and cooking. I want to get married and have children." I love it, I love being together for a lifetime!”
Luan Zhi was stunned, a little scared by him and a little stupid, and her mind didn't turn around.
Ever since her grandma died, she felt that she was a cold-natured person with no emotions and no character.
Live, make money to support yourself, and live towards death.
I don’t particularly like anything, and I don’t particularly dislike anything. I like to live alone and be quiet.
"Do you hear me clearly?" When Ji Huai said this, his tone was a little softer, with a hint of expectation and coaxing, as if he was luring a little rabbit into the cage, "Then do you like me? Boyfriend and girlfriend That kind of love makes you want to get married and have babies with me and be together for the rest of your life."
Luan Zhi looked a little uncomfortable when he stared at her. After a while, she shook her head slightly.
She doesn't want to get married or have children.
Because she never thought the world was beautiful and rarely felt the world's kindness, she was unwilling to let another life suffer.
Moreover, she didn't think anyone would dislike her and be willing to stay with her for the rest of her life.
She didn't want to delay him.
Ji Huai was right opposite her, and the warm yellow light on the wall was shining on his side. Before she finished speaking, his eyes suddenly dimmed, and his expression became restrained, as if he had been hit by some serious blow, and his voice trembled, " Don’t you like me?”
Luan Zhi felt that she was not a good person and seemed to have hurt him, so she did not dare to continue talking.
Ji Huai raised his head, took a deep breath, and continued eating without saying a word.
Luan Zhi looked at him, her eyes dull, uneasy and sad. She didn't know why she was sad.
Being sad is different from being angry. She hasn't been sad for a long time. It's the feeling that something she loves is broken, like when she broke the small wooden box her grandma left for her.
Her eyes will feel sour, she still misses the past, and she will be sad when she thinks that she has almost forgotten her grandma's face.
Just like now, she recalled that Ji Huai would take her to eat a lot of delicious food. He would not accompany her in the future. She might gradually forget his face in the future, and her chest would feel like it was stuffed with cotton.
She is very hungry, but she doesn't want to eat hot pot.
After Ji Huai finished eating, he looked at her and asked, "Are you still eating?"
She shook her head.
"Waiter, Checkout."
After agreeing to treat her, he still settled the bill.
The two walked one behind the other, neither of them speaking. Luan Zhi felt that he was angry, and her first reaction was to escape.
It was better for her to be alone. It was indeed more uncomfortable to be with two people. She was very uncomfortable and the atmosphere was tense. She didn't know what to do.
When they got off the elevator, they were alone.
She walked inside silently, and when the door closed, Ji Huai suddenly turned around and looked at her, staring deeply at her, "Do you really not like it?"
Before Luan Zhi finished speaking, he suddenly stepped forward, tilted his head and kissed her red lips.
When her mouth felt hot, Luan Zhi's eyes widened, and she raised her hand to hit him on the neck reflexively. Ji Huai seemed to notice it, closed his eyes tightly, held her in his arms with his big hands, and kissed her harder and harder. Chaos.
Luan Zhi slowly lowered her hand again, and he bit and licked her, leaving her frozen in place, all she could do was blink, blink again, and continue blinking.
When Ji Huai saw that she stopped fighting, he lowered his head and continued to kiss her. He still clumsily pried her teeth open, but after trying for a long time, he just couldn't do it.
The elevator stopped and voices came from outside.
Luan Zhi blushed instantly and pushed him away. As soon as the elevator opened a little, she rushed out.
Ji Huai was unprepared and bumped into the wall. He grunted, reacted and chased after him.
The people outside the elevator were startled. They only saw two figures, but they didn't see them clearly. They vaguely felt that they looked good.
Luan Zhi kept walking forward quickly without looking back, walking faster and faster, faster and faster.
"Zhizhi."
He called her from behind.
She was about to break into a trot, walked to the roadside, hailed a taxi, quickly opened the door and got in.
Just as the driver was about to drive away, Ji Huai stopped him, opened the door and squeezed in.
Luan Zhila shrugged her head and sat down as hard as she could without looking at him. Her heart was beating rapidly, and the sound of her own heartbeat could be heard in her ears.
Bang bang bang, bang bang bang, it was so fast that she started to have tinnitus, her blood pressure felt a little elevated, and her head was buzzing.
She's going crazy.
I want to drink lots and lots of ice water to cool down.
"Zhizhi." Ji Huai reached out to take her hand, but Luan Zhi dodged it as if she was electrocuted, hiding her hand inside.
There was no traffic jam at this time and there were not many cars here, so we arrived quickly.
Luan Zhi casually gave the master a fifty yuan note, said thank you, opened the door and walked inside quickly.
No, it was as fast as a trot.
There were so many people when getting on the elevator that it was inconvenient for Ji Huai to talk. As soon as she got out of the elevator, she opened the door and closed it without hesitation.
Ji Huai was almost hit by the door, so he opened the door quickly and stopped her when she was about to close the door. He looked anxious and said, "Zhizhi, don't you feel it?"
Luan Zhi looked at him who was blocking her from closing the door. He had kissed her forcefully just now. The tips of her ears were very hot again. She seemed to have pushed him hard just now. This time she stretched out a finger and pushed him back. "I'm going to sleep."
Ji Huai didn't move and continued to ask, "Don't you feel anything? Do you really not like me at all?"
"I'm sleepy." She pushed him with another finger, "I want to close the door."
"Zhizhi." He lowered his head as he said this, and was about to kiss her again. Luan Zhi suddenly retracted his hand, took a step back, and covered her mouth.
Don't let him chew it, it hurts a bit.
"Do you really not like it at all?" His eyes were hurt, "Don't feel anything at all?"
Luan Zhi stretched out a hand to push him, and as before, gently responded, "Yes."
Ji Huai was like a deflated ball and said no more.
She felt that she had hurt him again, but he had also bitten her just now, so it was even.
The door was closed without making any sound, but Luan Zhi felt flustered and stood at the door for a long time, lowering her head and looking at her toes.
She felt uncomfortable and looked confused and lost.
Will Ji Huai ignore her from now on
I heard that you can't be friends, otherwise you just want to give him hope, raise a fish pond as a spare tire, and let him be a licking dog.
this is not good.
She grabbed her bag and stood until her legs were numb, but she didn't know what to do.
How can Ji Huai not be angry
Luan Zhi had insomnia again that night. This time, she had insomnia until three o'clock, and her head ached.
It started to rain in the middle of the night. I wonder if Ji Huai had covered himself with a quilt. His room also had a balcony, and it was easy to catch a cold if the wind blew in.