"I just finished washing my hair, and I'm wearing so little, so be careful of catching a cold."
Sun Ya was lost in her own thoughts when a familiar voice sounded from behind. Her thoughts quickly gathered together and she turned to look at him.
Ji Huai had bent down and was drying clothes.
Compared to her sometimes careless behavior, he is quite attentive and clean, and he is still very proactive in doing housework. Those qualities that she likes to admire are still there now.
"Go back and dry your hair quickly." He urged again.
"Yeah." Sun Ya didn't think much, turned around and walked into the room, picked up the hair dryer and dried her hair. The "buzzing" sound in her ears continued, but the thoughts in her mind became clearer and clearer.
After drying the clothes, Ji Huai got back into bed again. She put the hair dryer away, walked to the bed, lifted the quilt and got into bed.
As soon as she lay down, Ji Huai stretched out his long arms and hugged her, as if the unpleasantness that just happened had not happened yet, or he wanted to coax her, and then asked her to get money.
"It's very hot." She pretended to be irritated, turned around, gently took his hand away, and pulled the quilt down slightly.
When she realized that Ji Huai's hand had left and her heart was calm, she looked very helpless.
Their relationship seems to be really coming to an end.
I don’t know since when, the desire to be close to him, the desire to talk to him more, and the joy of looking at him have disappeared, replaced by alienation, indifference, and indifference. Desperate to remove herself from this relationship, this relationship has made her feel uncomfortable and she does not want to continue.
It's probably the result of countless disappointments. I can't see a future with him. Stopping the loss in time seems to be the only way. It may be sad and heartbreaking, but it will get better and I will be relieved.
"You used to get into my arms when you were so hot, but now you dislike me?" Ji Huai snorted coldly, with a strange tone of voice, "You don't cherish it if you get it."
He half-joked, trying to lighten the mood.
"I'm not feeling well today." Sun Ya was not provoked, but said weakly, "I've been working overtime for several days in a row. I'm very tired, so I went to bed first."
Ji Huai reluctantly responded, "Okay."
She pretended not to hear him, turned her back to him, and closed her eyes.
He looked at Sun Ya's sleeping figure with complicated eyes. Sun Ya has now ignored the hints in his words. She didn't even bother to say a word to deal with it and just pretended that she didn't hear it.
The relationship between the two is already at a very critical stage. He used to think it was nothing, but now the alarm bells are ringing.
"Are you angry?" He moved over, put his hands around her waist, stretched his head over, covered her ear and slowed down his voice, admitting his mistake, "It was my fault, I shouldn't have wanted to take your money. That's your fault. I’ll figure it out myself.”
"I'm not angry. I won't give it to you if you ask for it. Of course, you have to find a way on your own." Sun Ya replied calmly, her words showing no emotion.
"I don't want it. You don't want it even if you give it to me!" he said firmly.
Sun Ya: "Yeah."
I have said it many times before, and every time I say it is the last time. Even if I don’t make this excuse, there are other excuses. How much did she pay for rent and expenses
Ji Huai's hand on her waist moved wildly, and his thin lips continued to move closer to her.
"Go to sleep, I'm really tired." She took his hand away, looking extremely tired, and sighed slightly.
She wanted to calm down and calm down.
"Are you still angry?" He stopped his hand, still holding her, and continued to admit his mistake, "I was impulsive. I just thought about it carefully. That's your money. I have spent a lot of money on you. Wait until I find out." I’ll give you half of the salary.”
The more she tries to calm down, the less he can calm her down.
Only when you are carried away by love can you not see many things clearly. Once she calms down, she will think everything through, and when the time comes, he will be the cool one.
Once you calm down, everything will be over.
Without opening her eyes, Sun Ya replied in a drawled voice, "Just keep the flowers for yourself, I don't want them. The rent is coming soon, just pay it this time."
Ji Huai could hear the distrust and indifference in her tone. He was extremely helpless but had no choice because he had been squandering his credit in the past.
When he gave her the money at first, she was very happy because he would share it. But after a while, he would find a reason to take some of it from her.
On the one hand, I really have no money and lack of money. On the other hand, I take this matter for granted.
"Okay, I'll pay this month's rent." Ji Huai didn't go overboard and seemed deliberate. Then he restrained his hands from moving and said honestly, "There isn't much left after paying the rent."
Sun Ya took his hand away again and did not answer. She knew this would happen, and she would definitely be asked to subsidize it later. After all, she still has to pay more than half of the rent.
This is no longer important. There is no need to take this matter seriously. We have to break up anyway. As long as everyone lives well in the future.
"I will give you more next month, I will definitely give it." He promised again.
Sun Ya didn't want to respond, and said "Hmm" casually. Seeing Ji Huai kissing her earlobe again, she tried to hide away, but her waist was lightly scratched again. She stretched her neck and her body was obviously stiff. It's the body's instinctive reaction.
Ji Huai knew her very well and he knew her sensitive points.
"Don't make trouble." Sun Ya was still pushing him away, feeling quite boring. When she was not interested in him physically and instinctively rejected him, she knew that there was a problem in their relationship, but she didn't want to solve it, she just wanted to end it.
"Are you still angry with me?" Ji Huai turned her body over and stared into her eyes.
"No." She shook her head, not wanting to tell the truth.
He leaned over and kissed her red lips, tossed and turned, and slowly kissed her inside, while continuing to coax her, "I will never ask you to get money again. Didn't you say you want to keep money for emergencies? Then let's discuss how much to save per month." . After all, after graduation, you should have a plan, and you can’t continue like this."
After hearing this, Sun Ya's eyes flashed and she did not answer him immediately.
He started to take off all her clothes while kissing her. Only then did Sun Ya wake up again. She felt that he was saying so many nice things just to get into bed, and her face looked a little ugly, "I don't want to do it."
"Xiaoya..." He started to make trouble.
"I don't want to." Her attitude became tougher, with a hint of impatience on her face, and her tone was a little dry.
"Then don't do it." He didn't continue to make trouble as usual, nor did he say it a second time. Instead, he stretched out his hand and continued to hug her. He didn't do anything out of the ordinary, just kissed her mouth again, "I'm afraid you'll be angry. , I don’t want to talk to me, and I’m afraid you’ll be too busy to sleep at night.”
She is quite emotionally sensitive, prone to overthinking, and easy to understand clearly. How dare he let her think too much? If he thought about it and carried it more clearly, he would not be able to keep it.
Sun Ya: "I didn't think much about it."
She was just about to think about it before going to bed. She had already weighed it in her mind before. He said those words again tonight. It was really chilling. When was he making trouble like this, how could she think about it
"How about we go back and get married in two years?" he continued.
"Do you think getting married is just for fun?" She frowned, feeling that he was playing house.
"Marriage is of course not a joke. When you enter a marriage, you have to shoulder responsibilities. Of course, you can't leave after you get married. Naturally, I have thought about it carefully, but I have always believed in you." Ji Huai said without hesitation, "If you have this idea, of course you must Be prepared, sooner or later."
"How to prepare?" Sun Ya still didn't take it seriously, but replied casually, closed her eyes and prepared to sleep.
"What do you want? Let me have an idea. A wedding gift with a diamond ring..." Ji Huai changed the topic, "I will do my best whatever you want. This is only once in my life."
He looked very serious, which made Sun Ya's attitude change a little. She opened her eyes again and reminded, "You have no money now."
Ji Huai then said: "Then work hard to save. It will be faster if you have ideas. I can't let you suffer with me all the time, right? In the past, in school, there was no way to make money, so I could only let you spend more. I also It’s quite uncomfortable. Now that I have been out of society for a long time, I have gradually established myself, and I want to save money. I was too anxious before, always wanting to prove myself, and didn’t want you to live a hard life with me. I also have a strong self-esteem and want to prove it. You and I will have a good time together, and now I feel it’s best to be down-to-earth, so I won’t daydream.”
After he finished speaking, he kissed her again and said, "I have to marry you as soon as possible. I can't just be a softie all the time, right? I'm a man, and I still have a bit of machismo in my bones."
"Take your time." Sun Ya was a little moved, but she certainly couldn't comfort and encourage him like before, but she wouldn't be a blow either.
Some things are useless no matter how much you say them. Doing them is more convincing than saying them.
Moreover, she is also wavering now. She has already wavered in her determination to marry him and feels that he is not a suitable marriage partner. However, she has not given up completely yet, and the last straw has just appeared.
"Hurry up, I can wait but you can't wait. A girl's golden period only lasts a few years." Ji Huai said, taking a deep breath, touching her forehead, and continued to kiss her.
He was not in a hurry this time, and kissed her for a long time before prying her teeth open. Their tongues were entangled, but there was no next step. No matter how uncomfortable it was, they had to endure it.
Sun Ya was also a normal woman, so she naturally had needs. When she was so fascinated by his kiss, she didn't think much about it, and what happened in the end fell into place.
Ji Huai didn't stop for a moment, he was particularly pestering, shouting out affectionate names one after another. She originally wanted to go over her thoughts and seriously think about the relationship between the two, but in the end she could only fall asleep.
Sun Ya knew that he was neither very bad nor very good. There was indeed affection between the two, but Ji Huai seemed to be really not suitable for marriage.