The results of Sun's father's examination had not yet come out, so he continued to do the remaining examinations, but still could not accurately judge the condition. However, the doctor told Sun Ya privately: the situation might not be good.
Sun Yatai knew how good the medical treatment was in the small county, and her heart became panicked. She secretly cried several times and couldn't sleep at night.
Ji Huai contacted her more frequently than ever every day, from morning to night. He would send her messages and call her whenever he had free time, but she would simply reply and couldn't force a smile.
Sun's father has done a lot of examinations, and the last fee he paid has been used up. The hospital notified him to renew the fee, and Brother Sun had to pay it. Sun Ya stopped him and said, "Brother, I'll go."
As soon as she finished speaking, she walked out first and quickened her pace.
Brother Sun paid the previous deposit. He got married the year before last and had a child. Her eldest sister-in-law was also at home because of the birth of the child, so the burden of the family fell on eldest brother Sun. As his father's child, she should also share the burden.
The hospital was spending money like water. Although she was paid a salary, after deducting various expenses, she really didn't have much left, and she suddenly became tight.
It had only been a few years since she graduated, but she hated herself for being so incompetent and unable to support her parents.
After getting the bill, she saw Sister Ji's worried face on the way back. Her little nephew also had a slight fever today, and the other party was anxious while holding the child. She didn't even know how to comfort him.
One thing happened after another, so much so that Sun Ya didn't have time to reply to the messages from Ji Huai, and was so busy.
Sun's father and grandma were still seizing the opportunity to tell her about resigning and coming back.
Their wish is very simple. Their children are by their side, but it does not mean that they must obey their wishes and who they marry. Just marrying closer, they can see her from time to time.
How hard is it to work in a big city? Going back to live in a small place, although it is not so prosperous, can lead a stable life. Then find a reliable and favorite person to get married, have children, and live an ordinary and stable life.
Of course, the main reason is that he feels that fighting with Ji Huai in a big city is unreliable, and in the end his daughter will suffer and be harmed.
Sun Ya would explain at the beginning, find reasons to persuade them, and put in good words for Ji Huai. But when she saw her grandson's father's report, her feet went weak and she broke down and cried.
Although the doctor said that as long as active treatment is taken, it is not that pessimistic, but the word "cancer" is enough to make people despair.
Work and nothing else mattered anymore. She didn't answer the call from Ji Huai, nor did she answer the call from the company director. She went to the doctor in tears and asked what could be done.
After all, it is a county-level hospital. The best way now is to transfer to a provincial hospital for treatment.
Sun Ya did not hesitate and immediately went to go through the transfer procedures for her father.
At this time, a practical question arises: Is it expensive to go to a provincial hospital for treatment? What treatment is needed and is it effective
The Sun family's family background is not very good, it can only be described as passable. Sun Ya didn't have much savings. She was going to apply for a few credit cards and then let Sun's father go to treatment first.
But this is only temporary after all, what about the subsequent expenses
Sun's father knew about his condition, his eyes darkened, and he waved his hands and said, "Forget it, it's not cured, go back."
He didn't want his children to be in debt before he died. In his opinion, cancer cannot be cured, and it will cost you money and you will die in the end.
"It must be treated!" Sun Ya insisted and must be sent.
Grandmother couldn't bear to let her father go home and wait for death, but she was old, had no voice and no money, so she could only listen to her children.
Under great pressure, Brother Sun also said that he must tell Sun's father to go, otherwise he would feel guilty for the rest of his life.
Sun's father initially insisted, but was later shaken by Sun Ya's words.
His grandson has just been born and he hasn't seen his grandson grow up yet. How can he be willing to die
Sun's father was transferred to the Provincial No. 1 People's Hospital that day, but Sun Ya was still busy going through the hospitalization procedures. Grandmother came to take care of her, and she was busy buying various supplies.
Brother Sun is at work, otherwise her salary will be deducted, and everything falls on her.
When she received a call from the company for the fourth time, asking her to go back to work quickly, Sun Ya's voice was tired. This time she talked about the situation at home and said she would resign when she returned.
She decided: she wanted to stay and not go back to T city.
at night.
She lied to her granddaughter that she was going to sleep at a friend's house for one night, but she actually sat on a bench in the hospital. He covered his face with his hands and bent over, his cheeks wet with tears.
After running up and down all day, my legs are sore and numb, but no matter how tired I am, I don't feel as weak, sad and tired as I feel in my heart.
The cell phone continued to ring, it was Ji Huai's call.
He called her several times, but she didn't have time to answer him. When he answered the phone for the last time, he only said a few words in a hurry and hung up.
She took a deep breath, answered the phone, and said one word, hoarsely, "Yeah."
As soon as the word came out, the tip of my nose felt sore, the corners of my mouth trembled violently, my shoulders shook violently, and I gritted my teeth.
"Where are you?" Ji Huai's voice came from the other end.
She kept crying and didn't dare to speak.
"Xiaoya?" He called again.
Sun Ya put her fingers in her mouth and bit them, her tears falling on the ground as she sucked in air. He opened his mouth, but his throat seemed to be blocked by cotton and he couldn't speak.
"Are you crying?" Although Ji Huai asked, his tone was affirmative.
This time, Sun Ya no longer held back, sobbed and cried, "I'm in a bad mood, so I won't talk about it for now. I'll call you again tomorrow."
She applied for two credit cards today, but the limits were not high, and she didn't know how long they would last.
The doctor told her that she would need to prepare 50,000 yuan for the pre-surgery cost, and the follow-up expenses may be around 150,000 yuan, and the reimbursement ratio for this money is not high.
Although the two elders of the Sun family also have some money, it is not much, and they will still have to spend money in the future. She and Brother Sun have to bear it, and Brother Sun has to support the family, and she is the only one who has not yet married.
She wanted to carry more.
After saying that, she was about to hang up the phone, but Ji Huai said, "I'm here. I just got off the plane. Where are you? I'll go find you."
Sun Ya stopped moving and cried loudly, "What are you doing back here?"
"I don't trust you."
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Half an hour later, Ji Huai saw Sun Ya sitting on the hospital bench.
Under the dim street light, her shoulders were slumped, and her whole body was full of frustration. She raised her head, her eyes were red and swollen, and her face was haggard. After seeing him, the tears that she had finally stopped began to fall again.
Ji Huai sat next to her and held her tightly in his arms. Sun Ya cried loudly. He hugged her and put his chin on her head, "You also told me not to worry. What do you mean, don't worry?"
She hugged him, trying to gain strength from him, and Ji Huai did give her a strong sense of security. He reached out and patted her back, comforting her, "No matter what happens, I will stand by your side and bear it with you. Didn't we all agree that we will walk together for the rest of the journey?"
Sun Ya nestled on his chest, her eyes filled with tears, and after a while she struggled to say, "I, I'm coming back."
The two agreed to work hard in T city together, but she was about to break her promise. She knew that Ji Huai would not come back and that they might not have a future, but she had no choice.
She wants to spend time with her parents and doesn't want to work hard in a different place.
"Come back to work?" Ji Huai asked again.
"Yeah." She closed her eyes and nodded vigorously. After she finished speaking, she tried her best and said again, "We... let's just calm down and think about it again."
Let's think it over carefully and see what we do in the future. If it doesn't work, you can only break up.
"What are you thinking about?" He took out a tissue and lowered his head to wipe her tears. "I won't stop you if you want to come back, but I can't come back."
"I know." She knew it all.
"It's a long-distance relationship. Can you come back first and I try to come back as soon as possible? I have to save some money, otherwise what will I do when I come back? There will be nothing." Ji Huai lowered his head and whispered to her.
Sun Ya thought he wanted to calm down, but she thought it was impossible. The two broke up sooner or later, and she never expected that he would say these words.
"Long-distance relationships are hard," she choked.
Ji Huai: "At worst, I'll come back to see you every month. I used to have long-distance relationships in college, didn't they all come over? When I go back, I'll change to a higher-paying job and try to come back as soon as possible."
"But you never thought about coming back before." She stretched out her hand to wipe her tears, "I don't want to embarrass you too much. You said you wanted to work hard in a big city, but you will have nothing when you come back."
His family background is not good and he can only rely on himself. What can he do when he comes back? The psychological gap is too big, and I will not be happy when the time comes.
"I have you." He didn't even think about it, and then added, "I don't want to come back, but you are here. It doesn't matter if you come back to work or find a job with better pay. As long as I am with you, wherever I am It doesn’t matter.”
Sun Ya was silent. She took the initiative to tell her about her grandson's father's condition without hiding anything, including opening a credit card herself and the possible subsequent expenses.
There was another reason why she wanted to break up, because she didn't want to be a burden to him. She is now under great pressure and has no ability to fight with him, and may even hold him back.
The two of them were separated, and her family was in such a situation now that she didn't know what to do.
"Then let's carry it together." He said it naturally and sincerely, without any lies.
"I will drag you down." She expressed her concerns, "I don't want to drag you down."
She is still very strong at heart, even a little bit showy.
He stared at her with his dark eyes and said seriously, "A lifetime is so long, and there are many times when we are dragging each other down. Should we give up on each other as soon as there is trouble? No matter what happens, shouldn't we shoulder it together?"
"We will face it together, and I will be there."
…
Many years later, Sun Ya still remembered that night. She let go of all her uneasiness and fear, and trusted and relied on him with all her heart.
Like a lost child who finds his way and suddenly has a backbone.
He said it so firmly, just like he said countless times: They are people who are going to be together for a lifetime, they will always be together, and they will get married.
Ji Huai lived up to her expectations and began to take care of his grandson's father with her.
Although his grandson's parents had some objections to him and felt that he was not responsible, they were somewhat moved when they saw him taking leave and coming back to busy himself.
This guy isn't too bad.
When Sun's father was undergoing surgery, Ji Huai did not recommend using doctors from the hospital here. Instead, he contacted Brother Zhang from the company. His brother happened to be an expert in this field and set him up.
A better doctor can be hired to perform this surgery because it will affect the survival rate. However, it would cost an additional 50,000 yuan to hire an expert.
Ji Huai paid the money. Of course, he also swiped his credit card, but he did not hesitate.
Sun's father's operation was very successful, and he was discharged from the hospital soon and went home to recuperate. As long as he takes medicine and undergoes follow-up tests on time, there should be no major problems.
After experiencing this incident, the relationship between Sun Ya and Ji Huai has undergone a qualitative change. If it was a small fight at school, and it was a running-in and quarrel when they went to live together, now they have a tacit understanding of never leaving and a sincere loyalty.
Ji Huai could clearly feel that her thoughts of breaking up were completely gone, and her relationship became deeper than ever.
When he was going back today, Sun Ya sent him to the airport, reluctant to leave, and kept asking, "When will you come back next time?"
"When I find a new job and settle down," he said.
"Don't lie to me." Sun Ya held his waist and raised her head, looking at him with bright eyes.
"I won't lie to you. I will come back to see you if I say I will." Ji Huai said, lowering his head and kissing her forehead, "I'll be back as soon as possible."
Sun Ya thought about the credit card debt they owed. The hospital reimbursed part of it, and her parents and her brother paid part of it. Ji Huai resisted her share. In fact, she was not under much pressure, but he was.
Her plan now is to wait for Ji Huai to come back while working, work hard and save money.
"Whatever you have to do, don't think too much. I'll be back as soon as possible." He reached out and rubbed her head. "I will come back to see you when I have time."
"I can come see you too," she said.
Ji Huai: "It was you who came back when I was in college. It's me this time."
Sun Ya hugged him tighter, reluctant to let him go.
He waited for her to turn around and leave before going in for security check.
Sun Ya was in a state of despair when she went back. The Sun family didn't know what to say when they saw her like this.
In the past, he felt that Ji Huai was irresponsible, was not good enough to Sun Ya, and wanted the two to break up. After this incident, he naturally didn't mention it again. Even Sun's father felt that he had lived half his life and might not be able to see people clearly. He misunderstood Ji Huai and said to Sun Ya, "If you really want to go back, dad won't stop you."
He knew that he spent a lot of money to save his life, and Ji Huai also helped a lot. It turned out that their family had already given the money to Ji Huai. After all, they were not their own family, so they couldn't do anything to take money from others. But the other party used the money to pay off Sun Ya's credit card, and said that he would pay back his own credit card himself.
This young man still has a certain ability to take responsibility, and he is not bad at treating his daughter. Isn’t it when we encounter difficulties that test our character? If she can never leave her without abandoning her, he will feel much more at ease if she gives her daughter to him.
Sun Ya shook her head, "Ji Huai said that since he is back, don't go. He will come back as soon as possible. I plan to take the exam to become a teacher, so that I can feel more stable."
"It's good to take the teacher's exam, it's the best job." Sun's mother agreed very much and supported him.
In small places, the best jobs are within the system.
"It's difficult for two people to live in two places." Sun's father lamented.
Speaking of this, Sun Ya looked sad. They had not been separated for a few days, and she missed him very much.
Long-distance relationships are prone to problems. She doesn't know what's going on with him there. There might be a third party involved, and their relationship will be in crisis.
However, she found that she was overthinking.
Ji Huai changed a very busy job, sold out the house where they originally lived, and rented a small single room. He worked on projects after work every day, just to make more money.
He worked really hard, taking two days off every month and taking another day off to come back to see her.
It felt like it wasn't that she was worried that he would have different intentions, but that he was worried about her. After getting the bonus and paying off the credit card, he sent her the remaining money on time.
Several times, Sun Ya felt that the money he had left for her was not enough to spend. If she wanted to treat other women to a movie and a meal, she would probably have to save several days, right
However, Ji Huai said on the surface that he was saving it for her to prevent him from spending it randomly. In fact, he was just trying to make her feel at ease.