Inside the mall.
Sun Ya and new teacher Yang Xin walked out of the door of a restaurant.
"The seafood buffet in this restaurant is okay. How about we come here to eat again next time?" Yang Xin is from the south. She is small and delicate. Despite her small stature, she eats a lot.
She has a carefree temperament, her little eyes will narrow into slits when she smiles, and she has two pear dimples. Her temperament is very lively and cheerful at first glance.
"Okay." Sun Ya pursed her lips and smiled, answering her words. She glanced at her phone again calmly, found that there was no new message, and put it back in her bag.
The two of them didn't have much communication at school, but this meal brought them closer together. Yang Xin reached out to hold her arm, and the two of them walked forward. She turned to Sun Ya and asked, "Are you in a hurry?"
Sun Ya shook her head.
"Great, let's go shopping. How about trying on clothes and visiting a trinket store? It's so boring to be alone at home." She said enthusiastically.
"Let's go shopping. I'll see what I can buy." Sun Ya nodded.
The two walked to the next floor, and Yang Xin asked her if she wanted to drink milk tea, and she also went to buy a cup. The two of them were holding milk tea and strolling leisurely in the mall. Just after eating, treat it as digestion.
"There are doll machines and gashapon machines here. I want to play." Yang Xin saw the machines next to him and walked over with great interest.
Sun Ya helped her hold the milk tea and bag, watching her happily grabbing the doll like a child.
"Didn't catch it."
"Almost."
"I didn't catch it again. No, I'll buy some more coins."
…
Yang Xin got competitive, bought another thirty coins, and gave half of it back to Sun Ya, "Teacher Sun, come and catch it and play with it."
It’s not that the doll inside is valuable or beautiful, it’s just for fun.
"No, I'll just watch you catch it." Sun Ya declined and continued to look at her from the side.
Her mind couldn't help but recall that when Ji Huai came back last time, the two of them visited this mall and played with this claw machine. She was very good at her skills, and even though he made fun of her, she was still unconvinced.
"Why are you laughing? If you have the ability, come and do it?"
"Look, I got it!!!"
…
"Oh, you're just lucky."
…
She was very lucky that time. When Ji Huai teased her, she pulled out a doll from the edge. She was so excited that she quickly squatted down to pick it up. She was happy for a long time.
The corners of Sun Ya's mouth turned up unconsciously, and her eyes became softer.
"I caught it!" Yang Xin's voice pulled her out of her thoughts, and she saw that the other party was excitedly picking up the Pikachu and shaking it in his hands, "Hahaha, I finally caught one."
"Awesome." She took advantage of the situation and smiled, her eyebrows raised.
"I also want to play with this gashapon ball." Yang Xin walked to the other side, scanned the code to buy coins, and walked back and forth in front of several machines to see which one to play with.
She put in the coin, pressed the button, and a blue gashapon ball fell out. She opened it happily, and there was only a kitten inside. She looked disappointed, "Those coins are worth twelve yuan, and the workmanship of this one is too rough."
"Yes, but happiness is the most important thing." Sun Ya comforted her.
That time, Ji Huai also took the puppy she had wrenched out, took a look at it, scoffed, and said: This kind of thing is meant to trick silly women like you.
She was not convinced and asked him if he was too smart to be cheated
I saw him putting one hand in his pocket and continuing to scan the code to buy coins, curling his lips and saying: As long as I can deceive you, aren't you deceiving me? Don’t you still want to play again? I'll buy you another fifty coins.
Thinking of this, Sun Ya sighed silently in her heart, took out her phone again, and clicked on the chat page with him.
A quarrel is a quarrel, and anger is genuine, but why do you only recall his kindness and the sweetness of the two of them together? Even trying to convince myself.
He didn't eat in the morning, and I don't know if he has eaten yet? I don’t know if I worked overtime today or not.
She checked the time. If Ji Huai didn't work overtime, he usually got off work at eight o'clock. If he didn't send him a message, she would send him a message at eight o'clock to ask if he had eaten.
Sun Ya silently counted the time in her heart and continued shopping with Yang Xin.
Yang Xin likes jewelry stores very much. He always goes in to take a look and buy some small items. The other party also spotted a pair of tassel earrings in a silver jewelry store, and his eyes widened when he stared at them.
"Does it look good?" she asked Sun Ya.
"It looks good." Sun Ya straightened it for her, nodded affirmatively, and commented, "Their designs are very good-looking, and the quality is very good. I have bought them before."
Last time Ji Huai and I went shopping, he bought a few pairs for her.
"Really?" Yang Xin was very happy and went to choose again. He wanted to buy a few more pairs and tried on another pair. "How about this?"
"Well..." Just as Sun Ya was about to speak, her phone vibrated. Her heart pounded and she quickly looked at the phone. Then her eyes dimmed, her heart slowly sank, and the expression on her face stiffened.
It's a spam message.
"What about this one?" Yang Xin kept trying it on in front of the mirror.
"It's also very beautiful." Sun Ya glanced at the time, seven forty-two.
Ji Huai has a stubborn and bad temper. This matter could have been discussed in a smooth manner, but he insisted on saying the opposite. If he continues to lose his temper, should she try to calm him down
Forget it, she didn't care about him, and she would send him a message at eight o'clock.
She didn't admit her mistake, she just asked him if he had eaten!
"Just these three pairs." Yang Xin chose the three teams and took them to the counter to pay, followed closely by Sun Ya.
After leaving the store, Yang Xin went to buy fruit and snacks.
"Can you finish eating?" Sun Ya was worried about her.
"It's not important. What's important is that I want to eat. As a foodie and a thin person, I eat when I want to eat. Eating hard is the greatest respect for myself." Yang Xin said it truthfully.
Sun Ya was amused.
Yang Xin held her hand and kept walking forward, chattering about things, laughing loudly from time to time, living a wanton and happy life.
"Ding."
Sun Ya's cell phone rang again, so she naturally went to get it immediately, opened it and saw that this time it was a group message.
It was already 7:56.
"Let's go." Seeing that she was in a daze, Yang Xin held her hand a little tighter, "The food in the snack shop in front is very delicious. I'll give it to you."
"good."
Sun Ya followed Yang Xin into the snack shop, and she kept staring at the screen.
It's seven fifty-eight.
Time began to slow down, and after another minute of waiting, she was disappointed. Ji Huai did not take the initiative to contact her. Even if he made more mistakes, he would not take the initiative to give in.
Do we want to continue to have no contact and start a cold war
Yang Xin was holding a bag of snacks and was about to have sex with Sun Ya when he saw her standing aside, looking down at her phone and typing on her phone, seemingly worried.
She noticed that she was not interested, so she knew what was going on and didn't bother her. She put the snacks she chose in the shopping cart and continued shopping.
Sun Ya saw that it was already eight o'clock and typed a line of words.
She kept convincing herself: Seeing that he worked so hard and was tired from working overtime, and that she was letting him worry about her, she would give in this time. When the two of them had a good talk, or when he came back, she would definitely I won't let him go!
Just as she was about to click send, her phone vibrated.
Ji Huai: It's time to get off work.
At eight o'clock sharp, he sent the message first.
Sun Ya was still angry just now, but now her unhappiness suddenly disappeared and she clicked send.
Ji Huai received her message on the other end: Have you eaten
He had no expression on his face and quickly typed back: No, I’m going to eat now.
Sun Ya: OK.
Ji Huai felt that her coldness and ruthlessness were reflected in every word she sent.
He took the initiative to talk to her, but she was still angry
Thinking that he had talked too much at noon, he endured it, planned to raise the topic again, and typed a line in the dialog box: Have you eaten
Before he sent it, another message came from the other end: Didn't you have lunch at noon
Seeing this sentence, he looked relaxed again. After deleting it, he typed "Hmm" in the chat box, and then typed the sentence just now: Have you eaten
Sun Ya: I ate, I ate hot pot. are you not hungry
Ji Huai: I'm hungry, so I'm going to eat now.
…
The two of them started chatting. Although the atmosphere was not as lively as before, and there was still a hint of deliberately pretending to be aloof and coy, they felt much more comfortable with each other.
Awkward chatting is better than no contact, hiding alone and sulking.
This matter has not gone away. Everyone is angry in their hearts and feels that the other party has done something wrong, but they are reluctant to contact each other. They are giving in and compromising.
Both of them still looked at each other, but they both bowed their heads and didn't feel embarrassed.
After all, it wasn't just one person who gave in, both of them were compromising.
Ji Huai walked out of the company and took photos of her when he went to eat.
He ordered a beef brisket noodles, which looked good based on the photo.
Sun Ya: It looks delicious.
He replied: It tastes delicious too. I will bring you to eat next time you come.
Sun Ya: Yeah.
…
Yang Xin just bought a lot of things, and now she has bought a lot of snacks, which are almost too much to carry, but she is so happy that she still wants to buy them.
Sun Ya was not in the mood just now, and she didn't want to buy anything. Now she is in a better mood, and she followed her and chose half a bag.
On the way back, I was also chatting with Ji Huai.
He walked back slowly and she took the bus.
According to the past, there should be a video or voice. But the two just had an argument today, and neither one took the initiative to ask for a video or voice call.
Chatting and chatting, chatting in a formal manner, much more restrained than before. Everyone was talking properly, without the usual ambiguity and teasing. They were restrained from each other and pretended to be distant.
After both of them got home, they went about their own business and didn't talk anymore.
When it's time to go to bed, I text the other person good night. The reply isn't even warm, but it's okay.
This can be regarded as a semi-reconciliation after the quarrel. At least neither of them felt uncomfortable. The two of them slept quite well. They didn't suffer from insomnia or overthinking. At least they understood each other's attitude.
The next day.
The first thing Sun Ya did when she woke up was to send him good morning. She didn't expect that Ji Huai woke up earlier than her and sent her a wake-up emoji.
"You woke up so early." She replied.
"I kept waking up last night and didn't sleep much," he said.
Sun Ya cursed in her heart: What is this hinting at me
She didn't follow his words and said she was going to work.
Ji Huai: Go ahead.
Sun Ya looked at the two words he sent, how cold they were. She pursed her lips and replied: Yes.
Ji Huai went to work a little late. When he went to the company, he sent her a message saying that he had arrived at the company.
She was preparing for lessons and didn't have much time to reply to him.
at noon.
Ji Huai sent a message: I'm going to eat.
She replied, and the two chatted for a while.
2 p.m.
Ji Huai: It’s time to go to work.
She was busy in the afternoon and could only go back in a hurry.
Five p.m.
Ji Huai: Have you got off work
She was correcting her homework and sent a voice message: Not yet, but it will be soon.
eight pm.
Ji Huai: It's time to go to dinner after get off work.
…
Nine p.m.
Ji Huai: I'm home, ready to take a shower.
11pm.
Ji Huai: Get ready to sleep.
…
The two still chatted for a while when they went to bed at night, but they didn't start a voice or video call.
How could Sun Ya not see that he was showing kindness
A few times before, she could still control herself and answer coldly, but when he became angry more frequently, she lost most of her anger.
This person clumsily and cautiously extended his friendly hand, but she would not push it away.
Ji Huai was quite patient and repeated yesterday's behavior the next day, sending her several messages a day as if reporting his whereabouts. When I get up early and buy breakfast, I have to take pictures of her. When I buy some fruits after get off work, I also have to take pictures of her.
He wasn't overly attentive, nor did he say soft words. He just said cold words and didn't express any expressions to enliven the atmosphere. But the cold appearance should hide a heart that wants to coax her.
Sun Ya couldn't hold it back and took the initiative to send him a video when she returned from get off work in the evening.
Ji Huai waited for a while before picking up.
"Don't want to pick it up?" She said deliberately to the other end.
"No, I just came out of the shower." He said, sitting on a chair and wiping his hair with a towel.
The two faced each other, and neither of them spoke.
The lingering heat of the quarrel was still there, and since I didn't see anyone through the screen, it was easier to give in. Now that we see each other, some words are hard to say.
"You were not free before, but you are quite free these two days." Sun Yayi pointed out.
In the past, it was common for a message to take half a day to receive a reply, instead of a few hours. Now she doesn't need to take the initiative to send him messages. He can send them to her several times a day.
Ji Huai touched his nose and reluctantly explained, "I've been very busy recently and will be distracted."
He used to concentrate on his work, but if he was distracted, his efficiency would be very low. Moreover, he had not worked overtime in the past two days. Li Yang was there alone. If he hadn't been in a bad mood, the other party would have caught him working overtime.
"Isn't it your own fault for being distracted?" she muttered.
Ji Huai didn't refute, so he acquiesced.
After two days of calm, both of them were in a stable mood. She expressed her grievances, "You talk too much? You always use work as an excuse. Do you want to ignore me? You haven't explained it clearly yet. Make me a conclusion, I’m so angry.”
He sighed silently and reflected on himself: "I have a bad temper. I reflect on it."
"We are far apart and you are busy. I don't want you to worry or overthink. I will tell you these things later. I am not wrong either. I will also reflect on it." Sun Ya answered.
"Just be sensible. I won't interfere. I trust you." He pursed his thin lips and leaned back. He didn't sound angry.
"Didn't you say you have no control over what I do? You can't see it, so why do you believe me so much?" Sun Ya looked at him and asked.
He really believed in her, handed in his salary card, and worked hard every day. Although he didn't give her enough company, he would try his best to come back when he was free.
That time two months ago, he only came back for less than a day, and the time was so short that he didn't even open a hotel room.
She went to pick him up, and the two had dinner and went for a walk in the park. He hugged her and went back soon.
He said his purpose of coming back was simple, just to hug her.
"There is no reason to believe you, I just believe it." He sat up straight again and looked at her.
Sun Ya: "You are so busy, I am very relieved about you, but I am not busy, I have a lot of scattered free time, it is normal for you to worry, and I can understand if you are angry. By then, you may lose both your life and money."
Ji Huai took a long breath, rubbed his brows, and looked at her again. He was not as solemn as she thought, and even smiled, "You have to risk your life for once."
His appearance made Sun Ya no longer want to joke, and the tip of her nose was slightly sour.
She also said this to her roommates and friends. At that time, she and Ji Huai were in a long-distance relationship, and later they went to T city together. She was very determined at the time.
When I was young, I always had to risk myself for love once and taste the dreamy emotion. Cherish the moments when your heart is still throbbing. If you love someone so hard, maybe after separation, no one will be able to affect this emotion again.
I can still love, I can still love, which is actually quite good.
"I can give you money, but don't lie to me about your feelings. Once your heart is cold, it will never be warm again." Ji Huai said seriously when he looked at her, and a gentle voice came from the other end of the phone, "Maybe I I didn’t do well enough, but I tried my best. I wanted a future. I didn’t have much confidence and didn’t think much about it before, but now I feel that there will definitely be a future.”
Sun Ya lowered her eyes, not wanting him to see her fluctuating emotions, and said dullly, "Who wants your money?"
Although his current salary is much higher than hers, she doesn't care about his money. She wants to spend it and earn it herself.
Ji Huai added: "Then don't lie to my feelings. I have only loved you and I have tried my best. If you lie to me, I will never trust anyone in the future."
Of course he knew that Sun Ya would not ask for his money, and even if he asked her to spend it, she would probably keep it.
After being together for so long, he knew her.
As for cheating on feelings, even more so. It's very emotional to say this at this time. The distance between the two people will be shortened immediately, the conflict will be resolved immediately, and the relationship will heat up as they enter the stage of confession.
"I won't lie to you about my feelings!" she said firmly.
"I don't lie to you about my feelings either," he promised, and then added, "I lie about sex."
Sun Ya: "..."
Nothing right!
"I'm such a liar." He said seriously.
Sun Ya: "You are shameless."
"I'm shameless, I just want you." He answered quickly.
The two faced the camera, looked at each other, and smiled at each other.
Sun Ya thought about it and realized that although Ji Huai had a bad temper, he was still good at communicating with her. Since the two were separated, it felt like the relationship had fallen into a more virtuous cycle, and he had changed a lot.
If they quarreled, he would not disappear, let alone ignore her.
This time he did not admit his mistake, but he would show his kindness, which would make her feel that even if they were so far away, he would still be there and would not leave. The two of them would not lose contact for no reason, and there would still be a strong connection between them. , knowing that no one will leave.
My heart feels very stable.
After the conflict was resolved, Sun Ya asked him again, "When can you come back?"
She originally planned to go see him this month and have two days on the weekend, but the school also informed that there would be training and activities, so she had no choice but to give up.
"Let's see." Ji Huai wasn't sure either. He had a headache when he talked about this. He leaned back and said quietly, "I haven't taken any leave for two months. If it weren't for the overtime salary of 2.5 times, this would be I can’t even last a day in class.”
Many companies only paid 1.5 times the overtime wage, but Li Yang really liked him and paid him 2.5 times the overtime wage. He also often took him out for big meals just to make him work more.
"If you are too busy, don't come back. The same goes for regular videos. You have to take care of yourself." She warned him with worry in her eyes.
"How can a video and a meeting be the same? How can holding you and just looking at you be the same?" Ji Huai sat up straight again and thought for a moment, "I will try to take two days off next week. What can I do this time?" Want to go back."
Sun Ya: "Huh?"
"Go back and admit your mistake." He said.
Hearing this, she smiled.
The two were tired of each other for a while, and the atmosphere returned to the past, even better than before, but their longing for each other went to a new level.
At the end of the conversation, I couldn't bear to hang up the video, and finally fell asleep talking on the phone.
When they woke up the next day, their cell phones were dead.
After the quarrel, the two of them had a period of boredom. Ji Huai was more serious this time. He often sent messages to Sun Ya during work meetings.
She was in class that day and forgot to turn off her cell phone. This person sent her many messages in succession.
Ji Huai: "I'm in a meeting and can't listen. I miss you so much."
Ji Huai: "I want to go back this week, but I can't take the day off. I'll try to stay one more day next week."
Ji Huai: "Are you in class? Baby, I miss you."
…
The students were doing their homework. Sun Ya thought it was some kind of news. She clicked on it and quickly exited the page as if she felt guilty.
"Teacher, your cheeks are red." The student in the front row said to her.
As soon as these words were spoken, the other students raised their heads and looked over.
"Teacher, your ears are red too."
"Why are you blushing? You blush only when you are shy."
"Yeah, my cheeks and ears are red."
…
The students were discussing and continuing to stare at her.
Sun Ya's cheeks turned red even more. She quickly turned off her phone and fanned herself with her hands. She lied with her eyes averted, "This is because you are tired from class. It's too hot."
"But teacher, you didn't sweat." The fat man in the front row was confused.
"It's bleeding, otherwise why would I be blushing?" Sun Ya deceived him and said very definitely.
The students believed what the teacher said very much. The students below nodded and did not raise any further questions.
"Ling ring ring~"
When the get out of class bell rang, Sun Ya packed her things quickly and walked quickly to the office with her cell phone in hand. She was replying to Ji Huai on the way.
She just replied, and he sent several more on the other end.
Ji Huai: I really miss you.
Ji Huai: I dreamed about you yesterday. When I woke up, I only had a cold quilt. It was so hard.
…
He sent a text, followed by several pictures, each of which showed her pressing against the wall and kissing her hard.
Especially the picture of Black Bear and White Bear. Black Bear picked up White Bear and kissed her several times, making her blush.
It was after class time, and a group of teachers were coming and going. She didn't dare to let others see her. She looked around with her peripheral vision and hurriedly returned to her seat in the office. Only then did she feel confident and bold to reply to him: I miss you too.
Ji Huai: I miss you very much!
He also put an exclamation mark and a sighing expression to emphasize the point.
The corners of Sun Ya's mouth raised, her eyebrows arched, and she was chatting with him.
"Teacher Sun."
Yang Xin called her from behind, and Sun Ya was startled. She immediately scrolled down the screen of her mobile phone, making a loud noise.
Her movements were a little fierce, and the other party was also startled, "What's going on?"
"You suddenly made a sound. I was frightened and couldn't hold the phone steady." Sun Ya pretended to be calm, quietly turned off the phone, looked at the other person and asked, "What's wrong?"
"There will be no training on Saturday. We will train together on Sunday afternoon instead. Do you have any plans?" Yang Xin sat down, propped up his elbows, and looked at her with big black and white eyes.
The phone in Sun Ya's hand was still vibrating. She knew it was the message from Ji Huai, so she suppressed the excitement in her heart and confirmed again, "There will be no training on Saturday?"
"Of course, we've already given the notice." Yang Xin nodded affirmatively.
"I have something to do on Saturday." She said, the corners of her mouth turning upward.
"That's it, okay then, I'll go home too." Yang Xin was a little disappointed, but it was okay.
After the other party left, the first thing Sun Ya did was to check the tickets.
She wanted to find Ji Huai, even if it was for a day or half a day, she wanted to find him!