Shi Yun was taken home by Xu Chuchu and lived in her guest room. She slept all day on the first day and didn't talk the next day. She occasionally read scripts and occasionally sat on the bay window in a daze.
Xu Chuchu didn't dare to ask, let alone arrange work for her. He just made some delicious food and invited her to taste it together.
What I’m making today is cookies. Take the baked cookies out of the oven and serve them. Then make a cup of milk tea. After the milk tea is ready, stir in the cooked taro balls and pearls, and finally cut a plate of fruit. .
She placed these things one by one on the table on the balcony, called Shi Yun out of the house, and looked at the warm sunshine outside the window with a pleasant smile in her eyes.
"Your skills have improved again." Shi Yun took a sip of milk tea and gave her a thumbs up with a slight smile.
"Food is the best way to please yourself. Life is too hard, so you should eat more sugar." Xu Chuchu said as she took a big sip of milk tea and stuffed a cookie into her mouth with a satisfied look on her face.
Shi Yun nodded lightly in agreement, "Yes."
A notification came from Xu Chuchu's cell phone. She took it over to take a look, slid her hands a few times, opened Weibo again, and continued to read.
"What's wrong?" Shi Yun didn't look up and took a small bite of half of the cookie.
Xu Chuchu paused and said truthfully: "You and Mr. Ji are on the hot search again. You were photographed in the airport parking lot, but it was just a few photos, so it's nothing."
As she spoke, she carefully observed Shi Yun's reaction. She lowered her eyebrows and slowly stirred the milk tea in the cup. After a while, she said "um" and said nothing else.
"Everyone is clamoring on the Internet for you to take Mr. Ji to participate in variety shows. They want to get more sugar. No one can imagine that the quarrel between you two is so serious. Are you really not ready to go back?" Xu Chuchu couldn't help but ask. .
When she went to pick up Shi Yun, the feeling of oppression and heaviness on both sides made her realize that things were not simple, and she didn't dare to ask more questions.
Shi Yun reached for another cookie as if nothing had happened, and her tone could not detect emotion: "What are you going to do?"
This made Xu Chuchu questionable. Seeing that she was too calm, he said: "In the past, after rushing to make an announcement, the first thing you did was to go back to find Mr. Ji. You like to stay at home the most. When you go back, you can be loved and pampered by others. Better than me, a loner.”
She was so envious.
Shi Yun didn't answer her words, but changed the subject: "Can you help me find a house? I can't keep bothering you here."
"It's no trouble, but do you really want to find a house?" Xu Chuchu asked again, urging her to think carefully, "Nowadays, if a good house is rented out, you have to sign a six-month to one-year contract, and the deposit is quite large."
Shi Yun: "I like quieter places. It's also good to live alone."
Xu Chuchu looked anxious: "Did Mr. Ji do something that you can't forgive? Are you really separated? Is it impossible at all?"
In the past, she did not agree with Shi Yun's early marriage, but as she said, you should get married first when you meet the right person, and being alone in this city is also very lonely. Two people are in love, and some people know how difficult it is to be warm or cold.
"There's nothing I can't forgive, he's been very good to me, isn't he?" Shi Yun tilted her head and looked out at the balcony. The sky was clear today and the breeze was gentle. Her voice was very soft, "I don't blame him, he didn't treat me badly. .”
When I first met him, my impression was still that of the arrogant and rude young master of the Ji family, who always wanted to control others. If things didn't go his way, he would fly into a rage, severely hurt others with extremely sarcastic words, and wanted to see others in embarrassment.
He proposed that they work together to break up Meng Shiqing and Duan Jingyan, but she refused many times and advised him to let go and move on. He scolded her for being ignorant, looking down at her from a high position, despising her as not worthy of fighting for her, and living like an ant.
At that time, she was thinking, this man is so arrogant, she didn't want to be involved in anything, she just wanted to live her own life.
Later, he picked her up and took her home.
Ji Huai's original intention at the beginning was to be playful or to tease her, but when he thought about it, it was like a dream. He was not ashamed to treat her, and in the end he probably felt true love for her.
For the past twenty years, she had lived as peacefully as water, not fighting, snatching, or snatching, being honest and boring, guarding her own little world. Those days were truly magical.
She didn't blame him and wasn't angry, but she never wanted to get involved in this dispute in the first place. It was because of Duan Jingyan before, and now it's him. Of course, she doesn't want to get involved now either.
"Can you really forget? You two have such a good relationship and love so deeply. If someone disappears from your life, it will cost you half your life, right?" Xu Chuchu felt it was a pity and couldn't understand it.
"Probably not." Shi Yun stood up, took the cup and went to the kitchen to clean it.
People who come out of orphanages are inherently colder than others and have a low regard for human nature. How can it be so serious
Time heals everything and everyone must move on.
Xu Chuchu looked at her back and sighed silently. The calmer he was, the more turbulent his heart might be. How can someone who loves someone to the core of his body forget it so easily
After returning to the room, Shi Yun slept on the bed, took her cell phone, and silently opened Weibo.
No. 1 in micro-search: #Shiyunjihuai#
In the photos taken by fans, Ji Huai bent down and looked down at her, his eyes locked on her. Shi Yun looked at the photo, her eyes flickering. She didn't know how long she waited before swiping to the right to load the next photo.
In the next photo, she took the initiative to hug him, put her arms around his waist, and hid in his arms with a look of dependence on her face, while he lowered his head and kissed her, very tenderly; he opened the car door, fastened her seat belt, and his caring words seemed to A deep and magnetic voice echoed in my ears, filled with patience.
Shi Yun looked at the comments:
"Another day of envy for Shi Yun, Master Ji never disappoints."
"He only has her in his eyes, and happiness is already overflowing from the screen."
"When will the 60 million diamond ring be put on our Xiaoyun's hand? How about we get married where we are? With such good looks, we will have a litter of babies."
“Have a football team!!!”
…
Shi Yun saw the last two comments and recalled a certain episode in her mind. She did not continue to scroll down and quickly exited Weibo as if escaping.
She opened the photo album, which was filled with photos of Ji Huai and videos of the two of them. These evidences reminded her of the past all the time, even if she didn't keep it.
I clicked Select, then Select All, my hand landed on the delete button, and my fingertips moved downward.
Page tips:
"Delete 849 photos."
"Cancel."
Shi Yun moved her fingertips to the first option and clicked on it again. Her heart valves felt intense pain, and her heart was blocked, as if she was being held by a rope. She couldn't press down.
The closer she got, the more painful her heart felt, and there were huge waves surging in her eyes.
She thought she knew something about herself, and if she wanted to quickly forget something or a person, she would have to completely erase his existence from her life. Living is hard enough without adding worries to yourself.
Duan Jingyan is like this, Ji Huai may be like this. She always wants to save herself. She doesn't want to get involved in this fight, and she's not good at handling various relationships. She just wants to shrink into her turtle shell, activate her own defense system, and push disturbing factors out of her world.
Shi Yun clicked Cancel, took two deep breaths, and quickly repeated the action just now. Without thinking too much, she clicked Delete and confirmed the deletion.
The phone didn't lag at all and deleted photos quickly.
This time, it was not as simple as deleting all Duan Jingyan's contact information. She held the phone, and the pain gradually hit her heart, and quickly filled her entire chest. She became anxious, and quickly thought about canceling, and clicked it several times, desperately wanting to Want the program to terminate.
The progress bar cannot be canceled while it is in progress.
Looking at the empty photo album, Shi Yun felt as if his muscles and bones had been ripped out and filled with lead. He was so heavy that he couldn't breathe, and he desperately began to find a way to recover.
Anxious and at a loss, I desperately wanted to grab the rope and longed to turn back time.
Fortunately, the trash can can be restored, and the network disk still has a backup. She was as happy as if she had recovered something. She breathed a sigh of relief, covered in cold sweat, and was still scared.
She clicked on WeChat, and the chat between the two ended on the day she came back. Ji Huai's avatar was her poster, and the background wall was also hers, which was not changed. He doesn't often post on WeChat Moments, and the only one shown is a photo of her back, with him holding her hand.
The memory was so overwhelming that Shi Yun was almost unable to withstand it. She quickly pressed the black phone, threw it on the other side, hid in the bed, and curled up in a ball silently.
Xu Chuchu helped Shi Yun find a house. It was difficult to find a house in this area. Finally, she settled on an old community with a good layout and small and fresh decoration. Shi Yun liked it at first sight.
After this area was planned and developed, house prices have soared, and security has been improved and strengthened. Generally speaking, there are no major problems. It is a nice place to live in a quiet place, which suits her very well.
Shi Yun planted many flowers on the balcony, and the afternoon sunlight poured in, creating a vibrant scene.
She asked Xu Chuchu to arrange a lot of work for her. She was so busy every day that as soon as she lay down, she immediately fell asleep. The high-intensity work made her body exhausted, leaving no energy for other things.
The difficult days passed slowly, but they were healing after all. She seemed to have really forgotten Ji Huai. She remembered that he had less and less time, but she did not dare to touch anything related to him.
She was thinking that it might take a long time, but it didn't matter.
"I've been working hard lately, so I need to rest early. How about taking a break from work tomorrow?" Xu Chuchu sent her downstairs and asked at the exit.
"No, pick me up early tomorrow." Shi Yun got out of the car and declined her proposal.
"You've lost weight." Xu Chuchu felt distressed.
Shi Yun just laughed, "These are the three words that female celebrities like to hear most. Drive slowly."
After saying this, she walked to the unit building, entered the elevator, entered the house, quickly turned on the music, listened to the soft music, and lay half on the sofa.
What she loved most before was going home from get off work and enjoying a life alone, but now she was most afraid of going home early. The empty room, with its invisible loneliness, seemed to surround her and suffocate her.
She entered the room and then went into the bathroom with her pajamas, deliberately stalling for time. It was already 11:30 pm when the skin care regimen was finished.
Not feeling sleepy at all, Shi Yun was very scared. Her sleep quality was not good these days. She was sleeping in and out of sleep. Her body was too tired, her heart rate was uneven, and she was very tired.
"Buzz buzz."
The mobile phone on the table rang, and the caller's note was displayed on the screen: Gu Qingnan.
Shi Yun hesitated for a while and finally picked up, "Hello."
There was a lot of noise on the other end, music kept playing, and Gu Qingnan's voice came: "Brother and sister, your Master Ji is drunk, do you want to come pick him up?"
Hearing that name, Shi Yun's heart tightened suddenly, her eyes swayed with emotion, her hand dropped slightly, and she lied with difficulty: "I'm not in the city, please send him home, thank you."
Gu Qingnan didn't say much, and just said: "Is there anyone at home? He is very drunk. I won't care if he is sent back. I can't guarantee whether he is dead or alive."
Shi Yun raised his voice without thinking: "You have to watch him. What if there is an accident? He will lose consciousness when he is drunk, and something will happen."
Gu Qingnan curled up her lips, but her tone remained unhurried: "I made an appointment with a beautiful woman, and she is waiting for me. Am I supposed to take care of him all night? That doesn't work. How about letting the private room attendant watch him? Wait until he sobers up. Walk?"
There was silence on the other end.
Gu Qingnan took a strong dose: "I think he's unconscious. You can't do anything if you're not in the city, but it's dangerous in the private room, and something could happen. It's my responsibility to keep an eye on him, but I always Can’t you take him to date a beautiful woman?”
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Gu Qingnan hung up the phone, looked at Ji Huai who was leaning on the sofa with his eyes closed, and put the phone away.
"How's it going? Will sister-in-law come?" Zhou Si leaned over and asked.
"What do you think?" Gu Qingnan showed a successful smile and said to the two of them, "Why don't you leave quickly? Are you waiting to be arranged to take care of Young Master Ji?"
Li Pengnan was the first to escape, followed closely by Zhou Si.
Fifteen minutes later, Shi Yun called and she was already downstairs.
Gu Qingnan had already arranged for the waiter to wait downstairs and bring her up. Shi Yun came out in a hurry, wearing only a simple coat, a mask, and a pair of shoes on her feet.
She entered the private room and saw Ji Huai, who was leaning on the sofa with his eyes closed. He had torn his tie into a mess, the top two buttons of his shirt were undone, and his suit jacket was thrown aside. His handsome face was red. His eyebrows were tightened, his thin lips were pursed, and his whole body smelled of alcohol.