Ji Huai walked in front, and Song Xuan was held by him. She didn't dare to say a word, and she was worried to death.
Afraid that his mood will collapse, that his condition will worsen, that he will be sad, that he will be sad.
After walking out of the community, there was a bus stop in front, and a bus happened to come. Ji Huai pulled her onto the bus. There were not many people on the bus at this point, so he pulled her to the end and sat down.
Song Xuan became more and more worried and put her other hand on the two people's clasped arms. Ji Huai turned to look at her and smiled softly, "It's still early. Didn't you say you were going to Xihai Park last time? Here. It’s close, let’s go and hang out.”
Hearing this, she felt even more sorry for him, "Did she hurt you with her words? Have you been hit?"
"Xuanxuan." Ji Huai met her eyes and said slowly, "I broke the vase."
"She said something very extreme to anger you, right? Otherwise, why would you break the vase for no reason." Song Xuan was emotional and felt even more distressed, and her eyes were filled with water.
Ji Huai looked at her wet eyes, and a warm current flowed through his heart. The feeling of being unconditionally trusted slowly melted his cold heart. He reached out and touched her cheek, and his words were much softer, "This time. She didn't say anything, I was the one who made the move first, I just wanted to see which side they would collectively stand on this time."
"Did she bully you like this before? It's too much!" Song Xuan automatically ignored the topic that he took the initiative to provoke conflicts. Xu Mei was very angry when she said this, "You must have been wronged before."
Ji's family is not abnormal, but they are all self-interested. Ji Huai seems to have gained everyone's sympathy, but in fact he is isolated and helpless and is the most easily bullied. Xu Mei's bullying of him is obvious. Others, however, are invisible.
Ji Huai laughed, "Don't you think I did something wrong?"
"I don't think she bullied you like this before. You did nothing wrong. I'm just worried that you will get excited and hurt yourself. I don't care what happens to her." She shook her head and answered without hesitation. , the tone was also very concerned.
Ji Huai couldn't hold back and pulled her into his arms, resting his chin on the top of her head, and then rubbed his cheek with her in an intimate manner, "No one can affect my emotions except you."
Song Xuan's eyes flashed, and Ji Huai let go of her again, holding her face in his hands, "So Xuanxuan, don't make me too sad, I will be really sad."
"Of course, I won't make you sad either."
She was suddenly moved again and reached out to hug him, "Then I won't do it either."
Ji Huai kissed her forehead gently. There were other people on the bus. Song Xuan was very shy. She hugged him and buried her head in his arms. Her cheeks were a little red and she whispered, "You scared me to death." I thought something was wrong with you again.”
"Am I so fragile?" He touched her hair and said helplessly.
He hasn't controlled it with medication yet, he just has a tendency to suffer from depression. In fact, it doesn't matter if he controls himself a little. The current situation is that he thinks he is quite normal, but others think he is abnormal.
"Yes, you have to pay attention to yourself and don't take it seriously!" Song Xuan got out of his arms again, and her words became very serious and serious.
Ji Huai nodded, and then said, "I feel much better. I seem to have found the crux."
"Yeah?" Song Xuan asked.
"I used to feel very depressed. I didn't want to explain too much or argue too much. I kept it in my heart and it was always a hurdle that I couldn't get over. But it's not the case now. I won't swallow it anymore. She is that to me. I have to fight for myself, and I will never give in." Ji Huai said, his face relaxed and the corners of his mouth raised, "You probably can't understand how good I am now."
"It feels like nothing I've ever felt before."
Song Xuan could hear the joy in his words. Before she could say anything, she heard him say slowly, "It's interesting. Look, why are they all on my side? Why didn't they do it before?"
Is it because he is sick
No, because he will resist, and the cost of Xu Mei's work will also increase. Everything will have a new balance, and he will slowly increase the gap.
When Song Xuan heard what he said, she thought back to her feelings at Ji's house and felt unspeakably sad holding him, "No matter what happens, I will believe you."
Ji Huai looked at her, reached out and pinched her cheek, and sighed, "Then you are so stupid."
Song Xuan was born in an ordinary and harmonious family. She has never experienced setbacks and has a simple view of the world. She cannot empathize with these things.
"Believing you has nothing to do with whether you are stupid or not." She looked at him with clear eyes and spoke very clearly, "It's because I choose to believe you. There is no reason."
Ji Huai kissed her forcefully, so domineeringly and urgently, and held her tightly as if he wanted to rub her into his body.
"We have arrived at Xihai Park. Please take your belongings and get off the car through the back door. Please be careful when opening the door..."
When the bus stopped, Song Xuan's face and neck were red. She pushed him away and started to get off the bus. Ji Huai also strode over, walked over and put his arms around her waist, holding her forcefully.
Xihai Park is very large, with a river next to it and beautiful scenery. Many people come out to camp. Song Xuan and Ji Huai walked hand in hand. She looked at him and said softly, "I'm sorry, I didn't know some things before. If you don’t like it, we can go back less often or even not at all next time. We can live our lives without caring about what others think. After all, it’s the two of us who live together.”
"We can slowly save the house. Maybe we can afford it in the future? It doesn't matter if we can't afford it. Renting is also good."
She was talking about Ji's father wanting to buy a house for them and her involvement with the Ji family. She didn't care about the Ji family. She was with Ji Huai anyway. If he could break it off, why should she bother with it
She also doesn't like people who hurt him.
"I want the house." Ji Huai's tone was calm, but he spoke with certainty, as if he was bound to win it.
Song Xuan was slightly surprised.
Ji Huai pursed his lips and squeezed her hand, "That money includes my mother's compensation. That's what I deserve. I could ignore it before, but now, I want it."
After finishing speaking, he turned to look at her, his eyes softening a little, "I can't bear to let you rent a house with me."
"Then why did you say no?" Song Xuan slowed down and asked her own question.
At the dinner table, he said no in a very definite tone.
"Because it's not enough." He replied.
"A ten million house..."
"Houses in the city center and newly opened properties cost upwards of 18 million. These are not enough." Ji Huai narrowed his eyes when he said this, "It must be paid in full!"
Song Xuan looked at his calculating look. She was very sober and her mood was not affected at all. She seemed to have worried in vain just now, but she still said, "But there are more than eight million more. Your father..."
"If you don't give it to me, you have to give it to Xu Mei. I have help. Xu Mei has only resistance. I will make this resistance become bigger and bigger."
Song Xuan rarely intervened in his affairs, and always supported his decision silently. This time it was the same, "Then you just watch and deal with it, but don't get hurt, don't be too pushy, I don't think the house is very important."
She was afraid that he would be stressed.
"It's very important. This is the guarantee I give you. It is originally mine." Ji Huai said firmly, "My mother left it to me. He promised my grandma that the money would be used to support me. He But he broke his promise.”
Ji's father took the money and did not give it to Ji's mother's parents. He had promised to keep it to support him and make plans for him, but instead he invested the money, which originally belonged to him.
Song Xuan didn't know what to say, but she felt sorry for him even more. She wanted to be kinder to him and treat him better in the future.
This trip to Ji's house was not pleasant, but the two of them felt closer.
Ji Huai took her to buy a ring. Song Xuan said that diamond rings were very important, but when she was asked to choose, she only chose a small diamond ring for less than 3,000 yuan.
It's very small, but the circle on the outside makes it look pretty good visually.
"Don't want this." Ji Huai refused.
Song Xuan came closer to him and lowered her voice, "Diamonds are very worthless. As soon as they leave this door, they will depreciate. Diamonds are a marketing scam. They have to be bundled with love and sold at high prices. It would be nice to have a sense of ceremony." If others have it, I have it, and nothing else matters.”
"No." Ji Huai took the diamond ring off her hand and handed it back to the shopping guide. He pulled her aside and pointed to one of the shiny diamond rings, "We want this."
"I usually don't wear them when I go to work. It's really a waste." Song Xuan quickly stopped him.
"You have to have what others have, and it can't be any worse. This is a ceremony, a very important ceremony for me." He was also very stubborn and took the diamond ring to give it to her.
"Ji Huai..."
She called him, but found that he didn't give in. Suddenly, she thought that they might not have any other ceremonies. There would be no wedding ceremony. She didn't like too noisy and lively scenes. It cost money and energy. She didn't have children. Listen. It seems very pitiful.
I sighed in my heart and let him go.
Ji Huai has always had good eyesight, and his pear-shaped diamond ring has a simple and elegant design.
"Do you like it?" he asked.
Song Xuan looked down, hesitated for a moment, and nodded slightly, "It's so beautiful."
His eyebrows were flying and he was in a good mood. He also carefully chose a necklace for her. He was very cheerful when paying the bill and smiled when talking to her, which made Song Xuan, who was feeling pain, embarrassed to disappoint him.
"If we save enough vacation time, we will take marriage leave and go abroad for our honeymoon." He planned, "Where to go? Where do you want to go? I will make a guide."
Song Xuan thought about it and chose a developed country with more cultural heritage. It was a place she had wanted to go to for a long time.
"Then we can't join the group, we have to go by ourselves, and I will take care of you." He was quite proud of his good English, "Follow me and you won't get lost."
Song Xuan smiled, nodded, and said gently, "Okay."
In the afternoon, the two went to get the certificate. It was the first day of marriage. They didn't go back. They went out for a meal and booked a hotel. When they went back, Song Xuan called her parents.
She lives in a harmonious and happy family. Although her parents were very opposed to it when they first heard that she was getting married and preparing for Dink, they couldn't bear the hardships she put in during this period of time. After knowing that she had thought deeply about it, they started to take it seriously.
Parents are most worried about their children having no one to take care of them after their death. As long as she can give sufficient reasons, have a guarantee, and have other pursuits, then they have no choice.
Song's father and Song's mother were quite tolerant. Today is no longer a society where children are raised to provide for old age, so they did not stop this matter. They also knew that the two received their certificates today, and they expressed their sincere blessings in their words.
It wasn't the first time they had called each other. Ji Huai was still very uneasy and nervous when talking to them today. He hung up the phone and hid under the quilt with Song Xuan in his arms.
The next day.
Tian Shao walked out of the bedroom, wearing pajamas and slippers. He was still talking to Yan Jingyi on the phone, "The two of them didn't come back yesterday. I don't know where they went. They didn't come back even today."
"Who knows what's going on?"
With that said, she walked to the kitchen, opened the refrigerator and took out a bottle of water. There was movement at the door, and Ji Huai walked in holding Song Xuan with a big bag in his hand.
"Take out the vegetables and meat first, as well as drinks and so on, and take the rest back to the room." Ji Huai said and put the house on the dining table. As he was looking at it, he suddenly said, "Oops."
"What's wrong?" Song Xuan was shocked.
"I forgot to buy the grapes you wanted to eat." Ji Huai said in an annoyed tone, "Honey, I'm sorry, I'll go out and buy them for you later."
Song Xuan laughed, "What a fuss."
Tian Shao listened inside. Ji Huai inexplicably changed his name to Song Xuan, and then heard Ji Huai say to her, "Give me the marriage certificate."
"What?" Song Xuan asked.
"I'll keep it." He insisted. He walked towards her and took the marriage certificate from her bag. He walked back to the bedroom first and actually locked the door. His behavior was quite childish.
Song Xuan didn't know whether to laugh or cry. Just as she was about to talk to him, she took two steps forward and saw Tian Shao in the kitchen. Her behavior became more restrained and she said, "Have you gotten off work?"
It had been a long time since she had thought about whether to live together or not. She and Ji Huai usually stayed together. It didn't matter whether they moved out or not, and they had to pay liquidated damages for moving out. Now she felt it was super uneconomical.
"Yeah." Tian Shao hadn't recovered from the shock, and her heart felt even more sad when she saw the diamond ring on Song Xuan's hand. She and He Chenxiang lived together a year earlier than them, and they haven't mentioned getting married yet.
Song Xuan actually received the certificate with Ji Huai, which was unexpected and unbelievable.
"We bought ingredients today and are going to cook hot pot. Do you want to eat together?" Song Xuan was in a good mood. She smiled wider when she saw Ji Huai walking out after hiding his marriage certificate.
"Thank you, but I just finished eating and He Chenxiang won't come back for dinner." Tian Shao made an excuse for himself and quickly walked back to the room. Ji Huai also asked her if she wanted to eat an apple, but she refused.
Before closing the door, she heard Ji Huai say to Song Xuan, "Honey, can I peel an apple for you?"
"I want to eat oranges."
"Then I'll cut it for you."
"I don't want to cut it up, I want to peel it and eat it whole."
"Then I'll peel it off for you."
"Okay."
…
Tian Shao sat on the bed and said in a sour tone, "They got married and suddenly they got the certificate."
"Didn't we just break up some time ago? Why did we get married?" Yan Jingyi was also stunned on the other side.
"I don't know. Song Xuan is wearing a diamond ring on her hand. The two of them are going to cook hot pot. He Chenxiang is working overtime today. She invited me to eat but I didn't agree." Tian Shao was still in a low mood.
"Ji Huai is actually married." Yan Jingyi added after finishing her sentence, "He told me several times before that he didn't really want to get married, and he doesn't really like children. He has no idea of getting married anyway."
"I don't know why, but he and Song Xuan have an idea now, and he looks quite happy." Tian Shao pursed his lips and kept chatting with her.
The sounds from outside kept coming in. Even though the tone had been lowered, it was still audible. Laughter could be heard from time to time. Tian Shao was in a very irritable mood.
In fact, she didn't eat, so she called He Chenxiang to bring her some food. He said he had to work overtime, so he ordered some takeout first. She ordered barbecue. When she went out to get it, she found Ji Huai washing dishes and the bathroom door had been closed. , Song Xuan is taking a bath.
Tian Shao walked back with the takeout and half-joked at his back, "Why did you suddenly get married?"
"It's not sudden." Ji Huai turned around and explained with a smile, "We have been discussing it for a long time."
"That's it."
Tian Shao walked back to the room again.
Late that night, Song Xuan and Ji Huai had a quarrel for a while. She was lying on him and fell asleep, and he was still rubbing her, "Just once, my wife, don't move."
Song Xuan closed her eyes and lazily raised her hand to cover his mouth, already half asleep.
Ji Huai pulled her hand away and went to kiss her again. Suddenly there was a quarrel next door. Song Xuan opened her sleepy eyes and buried her head in his arms. Ji Huai pulled up the quilt and hugged her.
"I have no idea."
"whatever you think."
"It's okay, whatever you want!"
…
The noise on the other side became more and more fierce, Song Xuan was slowly waking up, and Ji Huai lost interest.
This is the bad thing about sharing a house. When couples quarrel, they are noisy. The other party is, and so are they.
Ji Huai also said: "How about moving out?"
"Forget it, bear with me, let's talk about it when the contract comes." Song Xuan continued to hide in his arms with her eyes closed, "We have quarreled with others before."
Ji Huai touched his nose, said nothing, and covered her ears to coax her to sleep.