After Kang Zixian finished his proposal, I fell into silence, and stood side by side with him under the eaves watching the rain and listening to the wind for more than ten minutes, neither of us said anything.
The rain is incessant and chaotic, just like my tormented mood. I am afraid of left and right, afraid of hands and feet, afraid that the rain will wet the soles of my feet, but I am looking forward to the scenery under the rain, which is extremely contradictory.
I was struggling mentally, should I take this risky trip and break his constant pestering on me, or turn my head and walk away now, and continue to cut and argue with him in the future...
Frankly speaking, the former is more attractive to me, because I have been really disturbed by this man beside me recently, his charming eyes make people fall, heart-beating, and irreversible.
But I am afraid of falling, afraid of heartbeat, and afraid of doom.
Brother Fei and I are both cowards who are strong on the outside but do nothing on the inside.
After ten minutes of deliberation, I made a decision that a coward should make, "I promise you."
Kang Zixian didn't speak, I squeezed a forced smile, and decided to make a statement, "But first of all, I know a little about men's badness, and the reason why I'm willing to agree to you is because you took care of me back then. night, without that night, I don't think I would have trusted you at all."
"I have passed the age of innocence, and even at that age, I dare not go to live with a strange man. The reason why I promised you today is that, as you said, there needs to be a break between me and you... Ours Recognition was a mistake, and entirely my fault, so…”
I paused, turned around and bravely looked into his dark eyes, and said seriously, "So this mistake should also be corrected by me, let me prove that we are completely incompatible, you are just temporarily infatuated or lonely .”
Kang Zixian looked at me deeply, showing no emotion, his pupils reflected my serious expression.
And the world at dusk is being dominated by rain and strong wind, and I can't see or hear anything, only his focused eyes and the timid and lonely self in his eyes.
Half an hour later, I stood on the top-floor platform of Kang Zixian’s house and looked at the splendid night view of the city. The sky was drizzling, but I was jumping and jumping in that not-so-small place like Grandma Liu entering the Grand View Garden. The freshness has not passed, and it has been screaming non-stop.
The community he lives in can be said to be the best real estate in the city, and it is the most high-end real estate owned by Yinma Real Estate.
And he lived on the top floor of this expensive community, overlooking the most unique scenery in the city.
That is the real feeling of being aloof, piercing through the clouds and mist, and looking down on all living beings under your feet.
After being excited about everything that is low-key but luxurious, I feel strongly unreal.
The bright and clean kitchen of Kang Zixian’s house is completely new. The most in the refrigerator is mineral water. In addition to two eggs, two tomatoes, and a few rotten leaves, there is only a bucket of noodles left, which can make a decent meal. Come to dinner.
I watched him as a bachelor living in a bleak and poor life, so I pointed to the refrigerator and said to him with great interest, "Hey, Kang Zixian, there are only a few rotten vegetables in your refrigerator. Fifty steps Laugh a hundred steps..."
I proudly asked him, "Hey, mushrooms can grow in my kitchen, can yours?"
Kang Zixian walked in wearing cotton slippers, glanced at the empty refrigerator, thought about it seriously, and shook his head, "No."
"My kitchen can be used as a garbage dump, one room for two purposes, can yours?"
"cannot."
"My pot in the kitchen can boil black water, can yours?"
"cannot."
"The dust in my kitchen can be collected and used as fertilizer for flowers, can yours?"
Kang Zixian thought about it carefully, patted my shoulder and said, "You won."
Using the ingredients in his refrigerator, I casually made a pot of clear water noodle soup that didn't look very tasty.
Originally, Kang Zixian proposed to go out to eat, but I wondered what was wrong. For a lonely man and a widow, going out for food on a rainy day is a romantic date in the eyes of others. Besides, he looks like a rich man from the inside out, which is true. I'm a rich man, and I don't want people to think I'm a sugar daddy.
Anyway, being with him was awkward, and I felt like surrendering to the bourgeoisie, so I waved my hand and refused.
This bowl of noodles in clear soup is really not delicious. I seem to have put too much salt. After I threw the noodles to Kang Zixian, I nodded my chin and said vaguely, "Oh, yours."
In the next second, I buried my head in the noodle soup, blew on the hot air with my mouth pouting, and ate the noodles without any ladylike manners.
I exercised too much in the afternoon and consumed a lot of brainpower. I was so hungry that my chest was on my back, so I stopped being picky eaters. Besides, in the past two years, I have lived casually by myself, and I don’t know how to cook, so I don’t pay much attention to food. Yes, it's good to fill your stomach.
Kang Zixian was probably hungry too, but he ate more slowly than me. When I had finished swallowing the noodles, I picked up the big bowl and sipped the soup with my head up, but he still had half a bowl of noodles left.
After eating and drinking enough, I put the empty bowl on the table, smashed my greasy mouth, and began to pour out my long-awaited words to him.
"I said, Kang Zixian, I won't hide it anymore, let's open the skylight and speak plainly."
"To be honest, you are not my type at all. You look like a good guy for a while, and you look like a rascal for a while. I am confused by you."
"Besides, when I first met me, I was a nightclub lady. You can honestly admit that you wanted to find me for a one-night stand. Hey, I'm surprised. Why do you feel attracted to a nightclub lady? What? I said, you must be sick. Find someone to treat you, huh?"
Kang Zixian drank the soup slowly, frowned and said, "This soup is salty. Put less salt next time."
I was anxious, "Hey, don't change the subject, I'm serious, I'm here to solve the problem for our own good. What do you think?"
I patted his shoulder and pointed at myself excitedly, "Look at me, look at me, do you see me? I'm lazy, love to swear, can't cook, make trouble for no reason, and have a bad bust."
I put my palms together and begged him, and said pitifully, "Brother, please, ignore my beauty and intelligence, for the sake of my bad bust, please forgive me~"
Kang Zixian kept his composure, put down his chopsticks in a gentle manner, and tapped the bowls and chopsticks with his chin, "Go and wash the dishes first... and you can't live in vain. The part-time worker is on leave this week. After washing the dishes, I will clean the house. Let’s use it as the rent…”
I was taken aback, grinned, slapped the table and stood up, and asked fiercely, "Hey, Kang, I see through you, what a great proposal, you just want to enslave me as a part-time worker for you Go!"
I really have a feeling that I have been tricked into the devil's lair.
Kang Zixian wiped his mouth gracefully, raised his head and smiled, "You told me to only pay attention to your bust." His eyes turned downward on purpose, and he said with a smile, "From a man's picky eyes, It's not very good. But since you realize that the bust is not good enough, you should make up for it in other aspects, what do you think?"
"Oh, and it's wet today, so don't mop the floor, but what did you say just now? Are you lazy?... Then mop the floor, wipe it upstairs and downstairs."
Filled with righteous indignation, I pointed at him with trembling fingers, "You!...you, you, can I go?"
Kang Zixian walked slowly to the edge of the sofa, and suddenly bent down to pick up my bag, my heart skipped a beat, and he had already taken out my wallet from it, and smiled at me, "It's not safe at night, I'll take my wallet first." I kept it for you."
Under the warm light, this 30-year-old mature man turned his back to the night of the city. He suddenly winked at me and smiled mischievously, "I'll put it in the safe for you. Keep it safe."
He spoke the next four words very slowly and emphatically.
"Ah!" I screamed with my head in my hands, my lungs exploded.
The whole night I was gloomy, and I worked as a cleaner in grief and indignation, working barefoot from upstairs to downstairs, sweating profusely from exhaustion.
The man who enslaved me was sitting on the sofa in the living room, typing on the computer from time to time, and then looked up at me. After receiving my vicious and hateful gaze, he took a sip of tea with a smile on his lips and continued to look at the computer screen.
I twisted the rag as if venting my anger, mistaking him for a certain person, cursing while twisting, scolding him as well as myself, feeling extremely depressed.
It was obvious that Victory was looking to get to the point at the beginning, but when the man opened his mouth, the situation suddenly reversed, and I felt like I was dizzy again and couldn't get out.
I was about to get out of the vicious circle of the maze, but after being instigated by this man, I spontaneously circled in the maze again.
I am so stupid.
When the cleaning is finished and the man has finished checking and accepting, it's already ten o'clock in the evening, and I can finally go back to my room to take a shower and sleep.
Sleeping in a completely unfamiliar bed, there was a black-hearted man upstairs, I couldn't fall asleep after tossing and turning, got up and made sure the door was locked and safe, then I jumped back on the bed safely, covered the quilt and closed my eyes.
The rain was still falling outside without sleep, and the darkness surrounded me, and the chaotic scene when he kissed me during the day suddenly appeared in my mind. The lingering, burning, and intense smell seemed to be still lingering, it was his The breath, my eyes wide open, sat up annoyed.
What a chaotic night, time seems to pass very slowly, very slowly.
Later, I still fell asleep in a daze, but I didn’t sleep well. I don’t know what time it was in the middle of the night. When the whole world fell asleep, I suddenly woke up.
The stomach is playing tricks.
I woke up hungry.
I lay on the bed and tossed and turned many times, and what my hungry brain always flashed was chicken legs, chicken legs, or greasy and fat chicken legs!
I feel like I'm starving like crazy.
He ate less at night and was forced to do so much physical work by the traitor, so the noodles must have been digested long ago.
It was all Kang Zixian's fault.
Thinking of his evil appearance, I suddenly felt a sense of malice. If I don't take revenge, I am not a gentleman. He won't make me feel better, and I won't make him feel better.
I looked at my phone, it was already two o'clock in the middle of the night, he must be fast asleep.
I quietly went upstairs on tiptoe, took a deep breath, pawed at the crack of his door, and wailed almost tragically in the middle of the night, "Kang Zixian, Kang Zixian... I'm hungry, I'm hungry, woo woo, I'm hungry." I want to eat chicken legs~”