I didn't sleep very well that night, and I had a lot of dreams. In the dream, there was Fu Chen, the only one, and myself.
I dreamed that he murmured to me: I'm sorry Liangliang, I didn't know she was your cousin, I didn't know...
Then the turntable of memories started to turn. Back to the day when we first met, I went to visit my colleague Lao Sun who suffered from stomach bleeding. When I came out, I happened to meet the only neighbor and current colleague by the elevator. She poked me and pointed a few steps away. The smiling gentle man whispered, "That's Dr. Fu from the surgery department, the dream lover of all the single women in the hospital. Your cousin is the only one who likes him very much. She has been secretly in love with him for a long time."
At that time, I followed the line of sight she was pointing at, and collided with his line of sight who just raised his head, and my mind went blank for several seconds.
It was the first time I experienced the feeling of a deer bumping against my heart, and I blamed the smile for being too warm.
Later, I was the only one who hurt me in front of all my relatives, and I couldn't get off the stage. I happened to send my colleague who was injured to the hospital for treatment. The doctor in charge was Fu Chen. Blocking him cheekily, "Doctor, can you give me your phone number?"
He looked at me with a slight smile, and gave an "oh" in a little surprise.
I simply had a thick skin to the end, straightened my back and said, "I want to go on a date with you."
He pondered for a few seconds, and then said in a nice voice, "How are you doing tomorrow night? I'm on duty tonight."
I still remember the way he looked at me with a gentle smile, with a little narrowness in his eyes. When I thought he was going to reject me, he unexpectedly replied "How are you tomorrow night?"
We had a good start, but none of us persisted until the end. Perhaps the beauty of life lies in this, and it is so imperfect that people miss it from time to time.
In the dream, I tossed and turned all night. When I woke up, it was already daylight, and I couldn’t fall asleep anymore. I sat up dizzily, with my forehead bent and my hands propped up, distracted.
He seems to mind the call I made last night, and maybe even more that I unilaterally announced that I want to marry him. This kind of person may be jealous of women flattering him because they covet his money. What I did last night was Like a philistine woman, no wonder he came back and ignored me.
I curled my lips in disdain, and got out of bed with my face covered in pain. After washing up, I was much more refreshed, so I wandered into the living room.
He is not up yet.
I lay on the balcony in the early morning, squinted my eyes, and felt the morning light of the city through my eyes, and my gloomy mood improved.
"Won't you sleep more?" There was a low voice behind me, revealing the laziness after getting up, I froze for a moment, and then a thin coat was put on me, "It's cold in the morning."
I didn't refuse his kindness, and continued to lie on my stomach to look at my morning sun, but my anxious heart drifted to a certain place, and I didn't know what to say to him for a while.
Kang Zixian and I stood side by side, facing the tall buildings in the distance together, in the cool morning breeze, we fell into silence.
After a while, I said, "Brother Fei is coming back today."
He said "oh".
"Thank you for bothering you these days."
He quietly looked into the distance with long-distance eyes, "Is there anything else you want to say?"
I thought about it, nodded affirmatively, and said, "Yes. I drank and talked a lot last night, please don't mind."
Kang Zixian turned his head to face me, with a bit of annoyance in his black eyes, he asked me word by word, "Is there any more? Is there any more?"
I took a deep breath, slowly took off his clothes on my shoulders, handed them back to him, looked up at him, shook my head and said, "It's getting late, I'm going to school."
I took two steps away, and his arm was suddenly grabbed by him. Kang Zixian frowned and looked at me angrily and said, "You're going to leave like this? Don't these days mean anything to you?"
I bit my lip and said nothing.
Kang Zixian approached me, his forehead almost touched mine, and his voice softened, "Duplicate girl, is it so difficult for you to admit that you are also moved?"
The warm and heart-stirring memories of the past few days replayed in my mind like a silhouette. I hesitated for a while, and it took me a long time to find a reasonable answer for myself.
"I'm just lonely."
"I dreamed about him last night, I don't think I can let it go, sorry."