When I walked out of Kang Zixian's house, I didn't look back. My strong intuition told me that he was still standing upstairs, watching me leave with complicated eyes.
I don't think I have much courage to look back, after all, I was really moved.
I have the guts to move my heart, but I don't have the guts to nod and admit, I'm just a coward.
This morning I was in a trance, hangover, poor sleep, lack of energy and bad mood, the whole person was like a wilted day lily, just want to sleep.
When I saw Mrs. Ye, who was as gentle as water in English class, I thought of her blind date with a certain man a few days ago, and my heart was filled with sour water, so I simply covered my eyes with a book to see it.
Shitou came to math class, I didn’t have to hide it anymore, I just fell asleep on my stomach for the whole class arrogantly, Shitou looked at me several times with concern, Song Changran, a good baby, was anxious, and pushed me, "Jian Meida, get up quickly, the teacher is watching you."
I fell into a deep sleep, wiped my saliva and changed my sleeping position, but Song Changran seemed to be struggling to wake me up, "Wake up soon, Teacher Shi is angry."
The buzzing voice of the little girl next to me made me impatient. Seeing my stubbornness, she rarely raised her voice, "Get up soon!"
This is loud enough for the whole class to hear, and the drowsy bugs in my body were shouted away. I raised my head slightly and found that the eyes of the whole class have gathered. Jiang Li on the left glanced at me coldly, and Dongzi turned back blankly Looking at me, there are two eye-catching bruises under the eyes, and there are a few children around me with dull eyes, who seem to be sleep-deprived like me, but they definitely don't have the arrogance of sleeping openly like me.
The lecture sound of the stone on the podium stopped abruptly. He ignored the movement here, smiled at the children understandingly and said, "Sleep if you want to, you are all growing up, you should sleep more."
As soon as he finished speaking, he heard several heads in the classroom slamming into the desk at the same time, and the stone on the desk pushed his glasses blankly, and calmly talked about the topic amidst the snoring with a dry smile.
Shitou sent me a text message after class to care about me. I said it was okay and told him not to ask out his girlfriend at night, but to come out and get together with me and Brother Fei first.
During the lunch break, I could no longer sleep, my head hurt when I closed my eyes, and I felt like throwing up after sleeping too much. I used to only know that I would throw up if I ate too much, but I didn’t know that I would also feel like this when I slept too much.
After dinner, I went to the stairs to see the scenery alone. After sitting for a while, Lao Tan called me to ask me about the progress. Old Tan gave a gloomy "hmm" at the other end, and said in a deep voice, "Liangliang, my patience has a limit. You'd better remember this." Then he hung up the phone with a snap.
I stared at the phone and said to myself that this old guy is getting bigger and bigger, and his words are becoming more threatening every year, which makes people feel blocked.
Two days ago, Li Fang whispered to me privately on the phone that something was wrong with this case. Why did the suspect circle around the mayor's relatives who monopolize power after a long time? Besides, the mayor and the director are grasshoppers on the same rope, and they got a lot of oil and water with the mayor, and the person in charge of this case happens to be the director's nemesis—the deputy director, Lao Tan, who also has connections in the province. Now that the mayor is about to end his term of office, it is still unknown whether his official career will be up or down. Lao Tan is naturally happy to find out, but the director is not a fuel-efficient lamp. His eyeliner is everywhere in the bureau. How can he turn a blind eye Well, let Lao Tan take the lead in his elder brother's lair.
Is this leading the snake out of the hole, or inviting the king into the urn
For us young shrimp soldiers, if we want to live a smooth life, we still need a little survival philosophy, especially in a place full of intrigue in the game.
There are only three factions in the bureau, one director, two deputy directors, each with a group of cronies, who is under which director, everyone is tacit in private.
When I first entered as a newcomer, I was pure-minded. Like all newcomers in society, I was very disgusted with this kind of factional struggle, and I was very uncomfortable. I thought that being a lackey would cause me to get dirty, so I simply refused to follow anyone. I want to be a pure lotus in troubled times.
But this kind of thinking is even more stupid. Anyone who has no background and no hood can step up and step on it. If you resist, you will pack up and leave. It is not ambiguous at all.
During that period of time, I lived a very tormented life. I had to swallow my anger when I was bullied by the old oily head. After seven or forty-nine ideological struggles, I finally chose to hang out with the old Tan.
Although he is also a scheming old man in the officialdom, but fortunately he is upright enough, he will not be like Deputy Director Zhang, when seeing a young female subordinate, his peach blossom radar eyes will scan around the key parts, Li Fang, the little vixen in their office She has been Director Zhang's underground lover for several years. She heard that she had a fibrous tumor in her chest a while ago. She didn't know it at first, but when she was doing that thing, Deputy Director Zhang found it out. He can save a life, but he is really a public servant of the people.
When I think of that greasy-haired, pink-faced old guy, I feel disgusted. When I first entered the game, he was very kind to me. Whenever I met him, he would call me brightly and brightly, with a light in his eyes.
Once, in the middle of winter, he touched my hand at the end of a deserted corridor and asked me grossly, "Young man, follow me in the future, and you will have a bright future."
During the dog days, the old guy's sweaty hands gave me goosebumps all over my body. As a freshman in the workplace, it was the first time I realized that I had encountered sexual harassment.
Later, I thought about it. There is no tile on the top of my head, and I get wet easily. I have to find a reliable tile for myself. No one can be with the old pervert, Lao Tan has been in love with his wife for more than 20 years, and he is impeccable in this respect. In addition, he was in the same class as my father. Although he was in a different class, I heard that my father We formed a basketball team together, my dad was a forward, he was a guard, my dad invited him to drink beer.
I feel very at ease following my father's old friend.
I was sitting on the cold concrete stairs, anxious about the case. At this time, a pair of dry white Nike sneakers stood beside me. I was stunned and watched him sit beside me, but his young face was indifferent. , looking through the floor-to-ceiling windows with beautiful eyes at the basketball court below. Several boys were playing basketball in short T-shirts.
I turned my head to look at his side face, thinking about the purpose of his sitting down, while Jiang Li rested his hands on the steps idly, and asked straight to the point, "Have you had something on your mind recently?"
"Ah? Uh, yes." I was amazed by his keen mind, nodded and admitted that I have a lot of things on my mind, and you boy is one of my worries, and I'm about to lose my job because of your parents.
I lowered my head and turned my eyeballs, and simply followed the current to make plans, so I sighed for a long time, looked into the distance sadly, and said in a pitiful tone, "My parents are going to divorce, and they quarrel every night. Do it, I didn't sleep well all night."
I pretended to be decadent and drew circles on the ground, and said sullenly, "They each went to live at a friend's house today, and it seems that I am the only one in the house from now on. I really don't want to go home, I want to run away from home."
I muttered in a low voice, "How could they treat me like this..."
I slapped myself hard in my heart, pretending to be crying, and from the corner of my eye, I saw Jiang Li next to me, who was at a loss as to how to comfort me. I don't know how to comfort people at all.
His expression was stiff, and it took a long time before he asked tentatively, "Are... are you okay?"
In my heart, I despise my dirty behavior of deceiving children, but I have no choice but to stare blankly into the distance, dull and silent.
The lie has been uttered, and I can hardly imagine the difficult situation when he finds out that I am a synonym for lies in the future. The "Jian Meida" who came and went in a hurry remains in my memory.
If there can be such an ending, it is naturally the most perfect. I am willing to make the greatest effort for this and minimize my crimes.
Sitting like this with Jiang Li, there was a tall boy on the basketball court under the window who dribbled the ball vigorously. He jumped up and made a beautiful slam dunk, which drew applause from the other boys.
After a moment of silence, I asked him, "Can you dunk?"
"meeting."
"Well, I don't think I've seen you play basketball yet."
He said "oh".
"Are you free after school?" He asked suddenly.
My heart skipped a beat, and I looked at him expectantly, "Yes, yes..." No matter how busy or tired I am, I still have to make time to go to your house for dinner and install a bug.
"Then come to the basketball court, I just want to play."
My heart, which was hanging in the air full of anticipation, suddenly fell vertically.
A bit disappointed.
In the afternoon, I sent a text message to Dongzi to remind him to hang up Jiang Li and go to the stadium with him. I don’t want the two of us to stay together. On a romantic spring day, every plant and tree can make young people fall in love, even if I doubt that I am 24 years old. Whether it has this charm, but still have to be careful.
After school, I went to the basketball court according to the appointment, squatting on the side of the court and applauding the sweating two people, Dongzi pretended to be a stranger to me, we pretended to greet each other under the witness of Jiang Li, and played for a while , Waiting for the sunset to set, then waved goodbye.
Jiang Li pushed the bicycle to take me to the bus stop in front of the school, and I returned to my sad bum. His eyes were full of worry, and he hesitated to speak. When I was waiting for him to move, he took out the book in his schoolbag. When the homework was handed to me, the corners of his eyebrows were still cold, but it made people feel that this was his protective color.
"Take it. Don't come to school too early tomorrow to copy." His handsome face flashed a trace of embarrassment, as if he was struggling to say something difficult to say, "Sleep more in the morning."
Then he forced the homework into my hands, quickly got on the bike, and sped away.
Holding his homework book with his neat handwriting, I stared in a daze at the passing traffic, never hating myself like this now.
Brother Fei arrived home at noon, because he couldn't sleep well for several days, and he lay down to catch up on sleep as soon as he got home. When she opened the door for me, she was wearing baby bear pajamas and rubbing her eye feces, with a pale face.
She opened her mouth wide and yawned, lying on the sofa and wailing, "Liangliang, you don't know, my uncle will torture us to death this time, the old man is used to being an official, and he puts on airs when he is sick. There can be no shortage of people for 24 hours, and there must be two companions, one brings tea and water, and the other tells him jokes to amuse him. He reads newspapers for five hours a day. In the morning, he reads the People’s Daily. The version can't be pulled, I'm okay, I found an excuse for training and slipped away, you know? Just talking about training can't slip away, TM must add a training for the country before he will let you go, my cousin and his secretary are the best Miserable, the voice was too soft and he said he couldn’t hear it, the voice was too loud and he thought it was noisy, and the voice was too passionate, he said how can you young people be so radical, my cousin asked me what to do, I said what can TM do? Give him a trick Come on, is the bed next to this old man about to be vacated? Just read it and faint, and lie down on that bed too, and ouch in his ear all day, see what the old man is doing shelf."
I changed into light clothes and sat down next to her, and put my thighs on the coffee table. Both of them were sitting or not, not looking for appearance but comfort. I smiled and bit an apple, "I blame your grandma's one, Your mother-in-law seems to be Qing Dynasty Gege, right? Hey, descendants of nobles and grandchildren, do you still have the gene for showing off?"
I chomped and chomped and bit the apple, Brother Fei thought about it, shook his head helplessly, and muttered, "Why hasn't the stone come here yet, can't it be that it can't find a place?"
She also picked up an apple and bit it, and suddenly remembered something, she turned her head and asked me, "I said, Liangliang, where do you live these days? I called your home at eleven o'clock last night, and no one answered after ringing for a long time. I called again last night, but no one answered, so I said, your house is your treasure, how could you pick the lock, tell me the fuck, where do you live?"
When Brother Fei forced a confession like this, I felt that the apple flesh was choked in my throat and couldn't go up or down. I hesitated for a long time and couldn't speak out.
My expression of three hundred taels of silver here and there made Brother Fei see the signs. She put down the apple, and the Hedong lion roared, "There is a problem," and then raised his voice, "You fucking move quickly."
My hand holding the apple core trembled, and half of the apple fell to the floor, my knees were weak, and I did all the tricks, but I didn't tell Brother Fei the few times I was with Kang Zixian intimate gesture.
"Well, that's how it is. It's just... that's it." I anxiously described the process of getting to know Kang Zixian, and explained that I ran to her house some time ago just to avoid him, and I also described the meeting with Fu Chen last night. He repeated it and told Brother Fei that he had a showdown with that man in the morning, so there should be nothing to do in the future.
Brother Fei listened carefully with his legs crossed, as quiet as a virgin.
In fact, she is indeed a virgin who has not left the cabinet, but unfortunately, most of the time, she is not very quiet.
After listening to me, Brother Fei said "Oh" and nodded with a thoughtful smile, and every time she lost her temper, she would smile and nod thoughtfully, and in the next second, she came over.
really.
Brother Fei, who was wearing baby bear pajamas, jumped up aggressively, and slapped my head hard when he came up, the pain made me call my mother.
"Okay, Fang Liangliang, you are promising. If such a big event happened and such a big person didn't tell me, if I don't ask about it today, you're going to be eaten up and wiped out before you get hired, right? A rich man you know in a nightclub , can there be a good person, you say? What is the name of the bastard, what is Kang?"
"Kang... Kang Zixian."
"KAO, the name is so awkward, let's call him Kang Xing, oh, by the way, Kang Xing is definitely not a good person, this kind of person is best at calculating women, he will eat you, you stay a few more days and eat him Psychedelic|magic|drug, you can even give him the bank password."
Fei gesticulated and taught me a lesson, spitting stars flying all over the room. At this time the doorbell rang, Fei Ge showed her grandeur, and pointed at me who was curled up on the sofa, "Go, open the door. Stone coming."
I went to open the door happily, and Shitou happily came in with two bags of vegetables, seeing us so happy that he was speechless.
Shitou was very excited when he saw Brother Fei, his eyes lit up, and he just wanted to express his emotions after the seven-year reunion, but Brother Fei casually gave orders as before, as if there had never been a separation for seven years, Shitou has always been by our side, never never left.
"Stone, did you buy the chicken wings?"
"Buy, buy boss."
"Where are the eggplants?"
"I bought it."
"Where's the wine?" "I bought it too, a case, and put it in my car."
"I won't drink tonight. Liangliang can't drink anymore. The more I drink, the more stupid I become. My head is on my ass."
Stone didn't understand the situation, and stared back and forth between the two of us in a daze. Brother Fei took a bite of the apple, and ordered like a queen, "What are you still doing in a daze? Don't you go to the kitchen? I have something to say to Liangliang, and I will come in and help you later."
Shitou oh oh twice, happily went to cook.
I, an idiot, stared at Brother Fei with tears in my eyes, begging for the queen's mercy, and pouting and calling her name coquettishly, "Brother Fei, don't be angry... you'll know when you see him, he looks like a disaster, The beauty is absolutely top-notch, and I couldn't control it... But I have already refused, I really refused, and I told him that I still have Fu Chen in my heart."
Brother Fei raised his eyebrows, "Pooh" disdainfully, and then slapped me on the head like a volleyball, making my eyes stare, "You forgot about that Fu, too, Not a good thing, all men are not a good thing."
Brother Fei's reaction today was a little too excited. Usually, although she speaks fiercely, she is not so aggressive. I was puzzled and asked, "What's wrong with you?"
Brother Fei glanced at me, then lay down on the sofa in silence.
I chased after her and pushed her, "What's wrong? Are you talking about it? Is it Fang Yiheng?"
Usually, only the man's movements can affect Brother Fei, and the influence is very large.
Brother Fei turned his back to me and faced the sofa, and it took him a long time to spit out, "He found another girlfriend who is a nurse. He said he would show it to me some other day. $%^&"
She was so bored that she uttered a series of swear words, and I was also depressed. I didn't know how to persuade her, so I could only quietly accompany her to be bored.
"Don't cry."
"Fart, can I cry for him?!"
But Brother Fei's voice was already crying, so I had no choice but to throw a tissue to her, and she took it.
In the quiet small living room, there was only the sound of stones washing vegetables and frying pans. At this moment, my phone rang. I saw that it was Kang Zixian.
I held the phone and hesitated whether to answer the call, Fei asked, "Who?"
"Huh? Uh... uh..."
"It's him?" Fei Ge sat up like a corpse, snatched the phone from my hand, glanced at it, and picked it up.
What followed was a crackling meal, Kang Zixian didn't even open his mouth, but Brother Fei already opened his mouth like a cannonball, spraying my face with saliva.
"Hey, are you that Kang? I'm Liangliang's friend, Brother Fei. I'm warning you, stay away from Liangliang, and don't try to play tricks on her. I've seen too many tricks like you guys. You Don't even think about it, don't think that you are so great, there are people above my old lady! Hmph!"
At this moment, I helplessly looked at my flower protector, Brother Fei, who hung up the phone and raised his eyebrows. For the first time, I felt that Kang Zixian was also quite pitiful.