When Kang Zixian found me, I was squatting in a bright corner of the square eating ice cream, while idly watching the fashionable teenagers playing skateboards in the square. When he was playing handsome, he flew into the air, and then landed gracefully, like the wind, his companions shouted and gave him sparse applause.
I just squatted, watching them quietly, concentrating on the ice cream in my hand.
When Kang Zixian came to my side, I just looked up at him, and continued to squat to appreciate the splendor in the distance.
In the bustling square, one of us was standing and the other was squatting, out of tune with the hustle and bustle over there.
On a sultry night, we were just quietly watching from the sidelines, and I have to admit that it feels really good to have someone by my side. The taste is as sweet as the chocolate ice cream in my hand, and I can’t bear to eat it all in one bite.
I stuffed the last bite of sweets into my mouth, clapped my hands and wanted to stand up, but probably because I squatted for too long, I couldn't stand up for a while.
"Hey, pull me." I reached out to the people around me for help.
Kang Zixian's big, broad and dry hands pulled me up. When my sticky hand touched his, he didn't even frown. I was about to beat my numb leg when I stood there, but he pulled my hand away. , took out a handkerchief from the suit pocket, and slowly wiped my hands like a child.
In the rosy night, I stared blankly at the focused and serious face of the man in front of me. He lowered his head and wiped my hands carefully, finger by finger. I just felt that the sweetness of chocolate in my mouth melted away, harmonious.
I looked at Kang Zixian silently, he noticed that I was looking at him, raised his head, looked at me softly, with a faint smile in his eyes, and asked, "What's wrong?"
I thought about it, tilted my head and asked, "Do you know what I want to call you now?"
He didn't speak, his eyes implied anticipation.
I said softly, seriously but nervously, "I really want to call you... Dad."
Kang Zixian's expectant face sank, "Don't even think about it."
I smiled hippie, "Honestly, you really looked like a loving father just now."
Kang Zixian looked at my nonsense with a slight smile, then suddenly pointed to the corner of my mouth and said, "You have something near your mouth."
I subconsciously said "ah".
And he had already bent over at lightning speed, and when my eyes were wide open, his moist and hot lips touched the corner of my mouth, and he tasted it, and whispered in my ear, "Peanut Chocolatey."
"You... you... in broad daylight, you, you actually..." I pointed at him with a triumphant face with trembling hands, and then looked around shyly and apprehensively, as if no one was paying attention to our side.
Kang Zixian raised his eyebrows, "Do you still want to be called Dad now?"
I shook my head like a rattle, and yelled angrily, "What kind father, he's just like a beast."
He nodded, smiled suddenly, and whispered in my ear, "Thank you for the compliment."
I blushed, glared at him from embarrassment, turned around without looking at him with my shoulders in my arms, and threw out a sentence almost dejectedly, still lacking confidence, "It's agreed, this is one of the three. "
The man next to him tugged at the tie around his neck, and with his hair disheveled by the wind, he immediately smelled like a yuppie.
He pulled me closer to him like a chicken, put his left hand on my shoulder, and sighed into the night with a relaxed tone, "Oh, to be honest, I'm not in the mood to kiss you tonight."
I smiled. I didn't expect to get such an answer. I didn't want to repay the debt, and I didn't want to owe others favors. It's not a rare thing. I felt a layer of dust on my nose, which was really boring of.
Being so close to the man next to me, I could smell the familiar perfume from him. His hand on my shoulder seemed to hold me hostage. I wanted to turn my head and leave, but this made me appear to be Fang Liangliang without manners. Not free and easy, I had no choice but to endure my unhappiness, and said "oh" indifferently.
I couldn't help but filter all the beauties I saw tonight in my mind, and I had better not hold back and asked quietly, "Who did you see tonight?"
As soon as the words came out of my mouth, I bit my tongue suddenly, the tone of the question was still a little sour and a little stuffy.
I had no choice but to stare down at my toes in dismay, really wanting to tear my mouth that couldn't hide what was really on my mind.
Kang Zixian's deep voice was full of spring breeze, "Well, I've seen one. It's very exciting."
I was full of confidence at first, but when I heard such an unexpected answer, I felt like a stone was blocked in my heart, and I couldn't breathe, thinking that this apprentice was belittling me one second, and claimed that he was the next second. The love is gone, and I despise him fiercely in my heart, but I still pretended to be calm and said "Oh", chatting and laughing, "Then congratulations, your grandma probably likes the beauties tonight, The old man has worked so hard, and it really wasn't a waste of time. Ask the little girl out early, drink tea, flirt with her little hands, and then confess something." I patted his chest pretending to be handsome, and said proudly, " Ha, brother, you can do it."
While speaking, I sneaked out from under his arms without showing any signs of expression, and opened a slight distance so that I could breathe freely.
Maybe it was because my performance was too contrived, Kang Zixian glanced at me critically, smiled slightly, "I've already held hands."
There was a trace of summer night sweetness in his words, I pricked up my ears to listen, and my heart said really fast, cursing in my heart and making up my mind to go home and sleep with my head in my arms.
Unexpectedly, he turned his head and asked curiously, "Where do you women like to be confessed?"
At this moment, although my heart has been eroded by the acid bubbles and I can no longer squeeze out a complete smiling face, but thinking about the expression of this man who is rarely earnestly seeking, thinking that it will lead to a wonderful marriage after all, it is also considered a good deed. So I still thought about it seriously.
Presumably every girl who has had a dream has asked herself this question. I have discussed this topic with Brother Fei. Brother Fei also loved to dream at that time. He said that in his dreams, he hoped that Fang Yiheng would write on 11 white volleyballs. : Jiang Ge Fei, I love you, marry me, and then put these 11 volleyballs on the training ground she often goes to, Fei Ge finally danced with pink bubbles in his eyes and shouted: Liangliang, how great this is, On a normal day, if I find those special ones in a pile of ordinary volleyballs, take a closer look, and then turn around, wow, he is standing behind me, wow wow, just like a TV series, my brother Fei married to his house A cow is willing to be a horse!
Two years ago, Brother Fei would still have such a sweet dream to relieve the depression in her heart. In the past two years, she has become more realistic, and she never mentioned this kind of wish with almost zero possibility.
So I also abandoned the original desire.
Like most ordinary girls, I have an extraordinary and almost stubborn idea of the Ferris wheel shining under the stars. I think that apart from Provence, which is full of purple lavender in spring, the Ferris wheel full of laughter is the most romantic place in the world. , it is so close to the moon and starry sky, it is also closer to happiness, and it is blessed by the sky.
Sometimes when I get into a corner, I think that Fu Chen just confessed his love to me in an inconspicuous cafe, and even a couple at the table were arguing. I feel that the final ending between me and him is really because there is no good one. start.
My feet drew circles on the ground, and said in a muffled voice, "The Ferris wheel is not bad."
My melancholy voice drifted into the wind, and the man next to me made an "oh" when he heard it, and said solemnly, "Thank you."
I can't help laughing at myself, there are too many traps in this world, and I'm really too easy to be captured. I resist the fate of being captured by the hunter, and when I am finally tamed by this world, the hunter has found a new prey, and I He even went up to tell him how to tame his own kind.
Some people suffer from Stockholm syndrome, criminal psychologists say.
I think I'm sick.
That night Kang Zixian sent me home, I sat quietly in the car looking at the scenery, thinking of how badly I had deceived a child tonight and destroyed his trust in me with my own hands, I couldn't calm down anymore.
I couldn't help asking the man next to me, "I said, have you ever done something that you knew was wrong but had to do it?"
Kang Zixian stopped in front of the red light, glanced at me, and said, "Everyone has done those things."
I became interested and continued to ask, "Hey, tell me, what have you done?"
He shook his head with a smile at first, "There's nothing to say."
I persisted, "Say it, tell it... I did something bad tonight, and I'm in a bad mood. Tell me something to comfort me, a bad person."
Kang Zixian turned his head to look at me who was wagging his tail like a puppy begging for mercy, sneered, and poked my forehead with his hand, "A child who hasn't grown up."
I smiled foolishly and called out sweetly, "Uncle, tell me a story."
His smile widened again, and he looked at me very gently. He didn't look away until the green light turned on and the impatient urging sound came from the car behind.
My face, unknowingly, felt inexplicably hot.
I'm confused again, what's going on here