Before my mother started a new round of nagging, I hung up the phone resolutely, breathed a sigh of relief, quiet, and at ease, I hid in my own hut, turned on a small orange light, and temporarily put aside Those worlds are chaotic, get a moment of peace and ease.
Thinking of Jiang Li, Lao Tan, the principal, and Dong Zi, the faces of those people flashed before my eyes one by one, and I had to admit that the impetuousness in my heart hadn't been suppressed, and they were ready to move, and I always felt that the illusion of calm would fade away in the next second. Instead, there are overwhelming stormy waves.
The phone rang again, breaking the short peace. I answered it with a frown, and yelled unbearably, "Mom, can't you let me be quiet? I promised you what do you want? It's not that I can't get married, Why are you in a hurry?"
"Who do you want to see?" A resonant deep voice came from the other end of the phone.
I was stunned, holding the phone regretfully, and silently slapped myself with my hands.
"Uh, no, I didn't see anyone." I lied with my eyes open, struggling desperately at a critical moment.
Kang Zixian's angry voice made people tremble, "Fang Liangliang, so you haven't told your mother about us yet, have you?"
"What's the matter with us?" I dug my ears and pretended to be troubled to the end.
"What's our business?... Well, you would rather go to see others than pretend to be confused with me, so let me ask you, you don't have to be me, do you?"
I was at a loss for words. It sounded like Kang Zixian was really irritated by me. I am not confused. Everyone is eager for a promise. Even if it is verbal, it can make people feel at ease. He is just an ordinary man. Not only women like it.
It's just that there is a song called "Love You Is Hard to Say".
Ever since I met this man, from stranger to familiarity, I have gradually realized what strength in tenderness is. I had a fight and refused, and then I lost my heart. Although I still felt awkward, I gradually accepted the fact that I couldn't escape.
But now he wants me to admit that I must be him, and it is only four simple words. I clearly admit it in my heart: Yes, I must be you, but these awkward words choke on the side of my throat. Because of the little self-esteem that was eager to keep in my heart, I couldn't vomit it.
beep beep...
After waiting for a long time without a satisfactory answer, the person had already hung up the phone when he came back to his senses. Hearing the short busy tone in the middle of the night, his heart felt empty for a while, so he regretted it again. It's just a few words, so what if you lose, so what
It's nothing, but when two people get along, the one who bows his head first will always be the one who bows his head first.
Can't help but sigh, after all, I am not reconciled.
After another three days, Kang Zixian still didn’t call. I don’t know what he meant, maybe that’s what he meant. I couldn’t help but feel restless. I picked up the phone several times and put it down again. When I heard the ringing, I answered it immediately When I got up, my heart was beating hard, but I was always disappointed, and there was no resonant voice on the other end of the phone.
But a lot of people call me.
My mother said: "Daughter, Jush has seen your photos. Mom is relieved, knowing what he said after seeing it? This American guy is very good at Chinese, and he used two idioms in a row, "Closing moon and shameful flowers, sinking fish and wild goose...Of course." , Mom knows, these two idioms are really wronged by my daughter, but Mom is very useful. Mom is looking forward to meeting you in Seattle. Seattle is good, there are handsome men on the beach, the folk customs are simple, and most importantly There is still your dear mommy here, Liangliang, I know you miss mom, hurry up and follow jush, mom begs you, huh?"
Brother Fei said: "Liangliang, that idiot Fang Yiheng blocked me in City C, and his girlfriend also came with him, making it look like he was being raped, and scolded me for prying her man, I'm yuck, I'm prying a fart, I'm prying I haven't pried Fang Yiheng's idiot for ten years. I'm already aggrieved. In the end, I will be angry with this arrogant woman. I'm mad. I've made up my mind. , I want to deal with that idiot again, my old lady will follow his surname Fang, I am so pissed off, I really want to find a piece of tofu... "
Dongzi said: "Senior Sister, that kid Jiang Li is pretty good, but he may have already guessed that we are together, and he didn't look at me directly. The college entrance examination in a week's time should be fine, and his final mock test is better than before. Yes, I took the third grade in the exam, probably not affected by anything, I worked hard to study, but I was a little thinner... "
Li Fang said: "Liangliang, it's strange. The son of the principal of No. 3 Middle School disappeared as if the world had evaporated. His trading company is almost empty. I heard that he likes to gamble. Now the people who came to collect debts took Yang The steps of the principal’s house have been leveled, but there is still no one to be seen. According to the school gatekeeper, the old principal simply did not return home, and hid from his creditors in a small room in the laboratory building every now and then. Alas, It's a crime, no wonder people say that parents owed their children debts in this life to pay back, I understand... Oh yes, Liangliang, I guess privately, will this old Yang son hide in Thailand? Is it? Your Principal Yang seems to be an overseas Chinese. He stayed in Thailand for more than ten years in the early years, and he has relatives in Thailand. Could his son hide there?"
My heart skipped a beat, and I faintly sensed that something was wrong, but I couldn’t come up with anything. I put down the phone and pondered for a while. The more I thought about it, the more I felt a headache. I decided to visit the old principal with Brother Fei some other day. , at least take a look at the old man’s spirit, and feel more at ease. The so-called teacher for one day will be a father for life. The old principal guided me when I was most confused in my life. He is really the elder I respect the most.
Then another day passed, and Lao Tan never ordered specific tasks to come down. He just asked me to go back to the bureau and wait for orders. Li Fang said that Lao Tan couldn’t take care of me now. The people below are not doing their job well, and the situation in the bureau seems to have a new situation. The director of the bureau is hopeless to be promoted to the municipal party committee. The mayor may mean to let him stay for another term. It seems that Lao Tan's hope will come to nothing.
One mountain cannot accommodate two tigers. Li Fang revealed that Lao Tan may have to leave, and he is not alone. According to his ability and background, he can be successful wherever he goes.
The big backer was about to leave, and the few of us young men stared at each other, and couldn't help but let out another long sigh.
On Saturday, the once-a-year national college entrance examination officially kicked off. I drove to Jiangli's test center early in the morning and stood far away waiting for him. After waiting for forty or fifty minutes, I finally saw him and a male classmate get out of the car and leave. Entering the school gate, there are no parents around him, and he looks like a young man full of confidence. The sunny boy is about to experience the first test in his life. I hope the college entrance examination is his turning point, not me.
I hope that I am just an insignificant black spot in his beautiful life, wipe it away gently, and the trace will no longer be there.
In the hot summer, the strong sunshine dispels all the haze, and I sincerely pray in the sun, praying that the sun can dispel the haze in people's hearts, and give young people a bright future.
At night, he was still bored at home alone, and Shitou led the third class of senior high school. He was naturally under great pressure during the college entrance examination. On the phone, he told me a little tiredly that it was a certainty for Jiang Li to be admitted to A University. There are more than enough good departments, but he doesn't seem to be interested in A University. It's good for boys to go to the outside world to see the world and experience it. The vision will be broadened, and the things they think will be more transparent, and they won't be too horny, which is not a bad thing.
I said "Oh", knowing that the stone was comforting me, and hung up the phone with a smile.
It was already 8 o'clock in the evening when I hung up the phone, and I stared at the quiet phone for a while, and my heart rushed up half a meter high, remorse, irritability, miss, anger, all my thoughts came up and I licked it again, more and more Thinking more and more chaoticly, but absolutely unwilling to bow his head first, after some struggle, he slapped his thigh and decided to go to the supermarket to buy something to pass the time.
As soon as I got in the car, the phone rang again, and the corners of my mouth subconsciously curled up. I always felt that it was him, this time I won, and he came to surrender to me.
He took it over and looked at it, his mouth pouted angrily, and he grinded his teeth, it wasn't him.
Dongzi called.
Dongzi's voice was trembling again, "Senior Sister, come and save me, I... I'm at the playground in the east of the city, and Deng Long brought me here, oh, he knows I'm afraid of heights, and he threatened me that if I don't pay back the money, he will let me sit on a roller coaster all night until I have a heart attack, oh, he's here, he's here, senior sister, come and save me, I will be killed by him Tortured to death..."
"Okay, don't turn off the phone, I'll be right there."
Thinking of Deng Long's difficult man, I sighed heavily in my heart, resignedly started the car, stepped on the accelerator, the car slid out, and rushed towards the amusement park in the east of the city.
I don’t dare to count how many traffic lights I have run through. In short, it took me 10 minutes to drag the car for the usual 30-minute journey. Because the speeding was too serious, there was even a traffic policeman chasing me on a motorcycle. I stopped at the entrance of the amusement park impatiently. car, showed him my ID, explained that my colleague was trapped, what should I do after I finish my work, and then rushed into the park like flying to find Dongzi.
The amusement park is full of people, and in the fairy tale world, childish nursery rhymes are heard from far and near, and children's songs and laughter are everywhere. Dongzi shouted on the phone: "Senior sister, I'm under the Ferris wheel, come quickly!"
Without further ado, I pushed aside the crowd and rushed to the most eye-catching and beautiful place in the center of the paradise—the Ferris wheel. I searched for Dongzi's face under the Ferris wheel, and slammed into it like a headless chicken, but Dongzi didn't see it. I found it, but I was surprised to see a handsome face that I thought about day and night, ten steps away from me, a slender and tall man, and the bright lights made him look like a handsome prince walking out of a castle. His eyes looked straight at me, as if the colorful lights around him didn't catch his eyes, and he only had eyes for the person in front of him.
I suddenly realized that the so-called most romantic thing is to look at such a pair of eyes. There is me in you, and you in me. In each other's eyes, the world loses its color, but the person in front of me is the most shining.
I stared at him blankly, my heart was surging for more than ten seconds, and then I remembered what he asked me in the square that night, and finally grinned, the dark clouds that had been pressing on my head for several days slowly dissipated, and I smiled heartily.
The brows were slightly raised, and it seemed to straighten out the ins and outs. This kid, Dongzi, became a traitor again and sold me. He will have to treat him to dinner as a reward.
I proudly walked up to the man with a solemn face, and got very close to see the embarrassment on his face. I smiled: "What a coincidence. Did you come here to reminisce about your childhood?"
Kang Zixian's sword eyebrows were slightly gathered, and my joyful eyebrows obviously did not affect him. He looked displeased, and looked around in disgust: "I didn't expect it to be so noisy here."
While speaking, he raised his hands and wrapped his arms around my waist naturally. When I lowered my head to find out, the whole person was already wrapped in his arms, like his property.
I wanted to let it go for a while, but now the surrounding atmosphere is so wonderful, children are laughing under the lights, colorful balloons are fluttering in the night, there is a sweet vanilla smell of ice cream in the air, and the Ferris wheel of happiness is spinning under the moonlight. What's more, the man's breath lingering at the tip of his nose is so reassuring, sweet bubbles float in his heart, and he can't help but want to giggle.
I finally gave up resisting, I stood on tiptoe, put my arms around his neck, our bodies were close to each other, I whispered in his ear: "Thank you for giving me the feeling of dreaming."
He embraced me, and his voice softened: "Dreams are illusory, but I am real, do you know that?"
"Well. You are real." My face was pressed against his chest, caressing like a cat. The anxiety of the past few days disappeared, and I closed my eyes comfortably, "You are real, so nice."
He touched my hair and whispered in my ear: "Then are you real?"
Listening to his steady heartbeat, feeling the enthusiasm, so I raised my head to look at him seriously, and said seriously: "If you are real, then I am real too."
Pointing to my own heart, and then pointing to his, "It's only fair to change your heart for your heart."
"Fang Liangliang, you are really cunning... Okay, let's deal fairly." Kang Zixian looked at me with a smile, then put his hands on his chest, curled his hands into fists, made a heart-taking movement, and then put the hand holding the heart on the chest. With one hand on my chest, I made a gesture of handing over my fiery beating heart.
He smiled tenderly: "Beautiful lady, please accept my sincerity."
I smiled idiotically. The man in front of me acted obviously naive and ridiculous, but I had the urge to cry, so I did the same thing, took out my own heart, solemnly put it on his chest, and smiled mischievously at him, "This not-so-kind Mr. , and please accept my sincerity, once accepted, it will not be returned."
Kang Zixian smiled softly, held my hand and put it on his heart, hugged me, and said muffledly on top of my head: "I thought about it, there is no reason for a girl to speak first, well, I surrender, I will speak first."
He paused and said, "I...you must."
My eyes were wet, and the urge to cry became stronger. I smiled lowly, decided to let go of those damn reserved and self-esteem, and confessed to him seriously: "Me too, I... It's up to you."
Kang Zixian showed joy, stared at me for a few seconds, smiled and kissed my forehead slightly as a reward: "This is a good boy."
I hugged him tightly and said narrowly, "It's hard for you to ask Dongzi to help you go down the steps."
He grunted vaguely.
"What advantage did you give him to sell me?"
"I promised to cancel his stupid debt to Martin."
"Kang, you are really cunning."
"My dear, thank you for the compliment."
"You're welcome, my compliments are usually against my will."
"Well, it happens that I like awkward little girls the most."
I comfortably snuggled into Kang Zixian's arms, closed my eyes and dozed off, and replied lazily, "I'm not young anymore, I'm already a big girl."
Kang Zixian suddenly pushed me away, put his hands on the confused and staring me, narrowed his eyes dangerously, the tenderness on his face was gone, and he suddenly seemed to be a different person: "Yes, Fang Liangliang, it's rare that you have such an understanding, You also know that you are an adult? Huh? Let's recall what happened in a certain room in a certain hotel last Saturday?"
There was a sinister smile on his face, with a hint of sternness, I was stunned, he suddenly took my hand and pulled me out: "Go, come home with me, you will never be punished if you don't take care of you." Knowing how to accept the lesson, dare to break into the den of thieves alone... "
He turned around suddenly, the stern look on his face was unprecedented, I was so frightened that I fell silent, but he suddenly came over and hugged me, and he breathed a sigh of relief, his usual confident voice revealed the fear of the rest of his life: "Liangliang, do you know? I only found out about this an hour ago, can you understand my mood? I can't even imagine what kind of scene and person you met at that time... You are an independent Individuals, have their own pursuits, I don't want to interfere with the work you like, but it doesn't mean I won't worry, we will be together for a long, long time, but I can't watch every moment You look at you, for example, tomorrow, I have to fly to the United States, so promise me, in the days when I'm not around, protect yourself well, don't do those dangerous things, and don't let me worry about it, okay? "
Under the dreamlike Ferris wheel, his slightly sad voice made people want to cry, I sucked my nose, curled up in his arms, choked with a smile and said: "Okay. I promise you, I will be good. of."
In the evening, Kang Zixian sent me to the door of the house, but as soon as I opened the door, this rascal came in, as casually as if he had entered his own door, and kept saying that he was too tired to drive home, then he loosened his tie and lay on my bed , Pretend to look tired, so thick-skinned to this extent, it is really helpless.
I had no choice but to blushed and nodded to let him stay. After the two of them took a bath, he refused to sleep on the sofa, so the two of them climbed into bed like an old couple. Eyes are about to fall asleep.
There was a strong man on the bed that didn't suit me, part of the skin was still clinging, the heat that belonged to him was transmitted through the material of the clothes, it seemed that the whole body was scalded, I stared at the ceiling with wide eyes, not daring to move Move, the air does not dare to come out.
The perpetrator who caused me insomnia suddenly opened his eyes, and his lazy voice sounded in the middle of the night, right next to his ears, asking, "Are you nervous?"
I quickly closed my eyes, shook my head and denied, "No, no."
"Just tell me if you're nervous, and I can help you adjust."
As soon as I finished speaking, my eyes went dark, and a black figure rushed over and sealed my lips passionately. His fiery tongue swept me away with unstoppable force, attacking the city all the way, filling my mouth with his breath The flaming kiss made people lose the ability to think, and could only passively accept his enthusiasm.
Panting to end this blushing and heart-pounding kiss, Kang Zixian stopped when he was about to wipe out his gun, and stared at me for a while with predatory eyes shining like a beast in the darkness, making me blush and palpitate. But he pulled the quilt for me, and his tone returned to his usual calm, "Sleep, take me to the airport tomorrow."
So this heart-pounding night ended up peacefully.